I'm Not Your Husband, You Evil Dragon!
Chapter 171: The Choice She Never Made
"What path did you take?"
The question hung in the air between them, delicate as the steam rising from the cooling bread, fragile as the afternoon light that pooled across the checkered floor.
Clara opened her mouth.
The afternoon light shifted through the windows, golden beams sliding across the tables, the counter, the wire racks where the bread rested. The dust motes that had been dancing in the air settled slowly, as if even they were leaning in to listen. The bakery, which had felt empty and lonely moments before, now seemed to hold its breath.
Clara’s voice was heavier now.
Not loud, she had never been loud, but weighted with something that made the air in the room grow still.
The years had softened her edges, had smoothed the sharp corners of her grief into something bearable, but the story still hurt to tell.
Some wounds never fully closed.
"Long ago," she began, "I fell in love with a man."
She paused, her weathered hands folding on the table, her thumbs tracing small circles on the wood. The gesture was unconscious, a habit born from years of kneading dough, of shaping something soft into something warm.
"He was simple. Didn’t have much desire to achieve anything grand. He wanted a garden and a kitchen and enough quiet to hear himself think. A small house with a porch that creaked in the wind. A patch of soil where he could grow tomatoes. An oven that heated evenly."
A small smile flickered across her face, there and gone.
"He was happy with so little. It drove me mad sometimes, how easily he found joy in things that I had to fight for, hand for, sacrifice for."
Erza listened.
Her violet eyes, still red from weeping, fixed on Clara’s face. She was placing herself in the baker’s words, fitting her own pain into the shape of another woman’s story.
Clara continued, her voice steady but soft. "I was the CEO of the biggest company in Lebuis. Fifty-six thousand lives depended on my decisions. Every morning, I woke up to reports and projections and the weight of an empire pressing on my chest. Every night, I fell asleep to the same weight, the same pressure, the same endless procession of responsibilities that never stopped, never slowed, never gave me a moment to breathe."
She looked down at her hands, those thick, callused hands that had once signed documents worth millions.
"And in the middle of all that chaos, I fell in love with a man who wanted only peace."
Erza felt the words like a blade slipping between her ribs.
She saw herself in Clara’s reflection, the billions of lives under her wings in Atlantis, the kingdom that stretched across the Frost Death continent, the generations of dragons who depended on her strength, her judgment, her cold, unwavering rule.
And Yuuta, who wanted nothing more than to cook breakfast in a small apartment and watch their daughter grow.
Clara’s husband had been a military man, she explained. Trained for war, shaped by violence, carrying the scars of battles Erza could only imagine. He had seen enough death to last a lifetime. What he wanted now, what he craved with the same intensity that Clara craved success, was quiet. A small town. A simple life. A bakery where he could knead dough and watch it rise and serve bread to people who would smile and say thank you and leave coins in the jar.
He had asked her many times to leave with him.
To abandon the empire. The fifty-six thousand lives. The corner office with its floor-to-ceiling windows and its view of the city skyline and its silent testimony to everything she had built.
To settle in a remote land. Open a small shop. Bake bread together until their hands were too old to knead dough and their hair was too gray to remember its original color.
"I didn’t listen," Clara said. "I couldn’t. How could I walk away from all of that for a dream? For a bakery? For a man who wanted nothing more than to watch the sunset from a porch?"
Erza’s hands tightened in her lap.
Even though her husband understood, truly understood, in a way that made her love him more and hate herself more, Clara had known, deep in the place where truth lived, that she should leave him.
The kindest thing would be to let him go.
To let him find someone who could give him the life he deserved.
Someone who could wake up beside him and bake bread with him and grow old with him without the shadow of an empire falling across their happiness.
But she was selfish.
She held on with both hands. She forced the love to continue, even as the relationship became a burden, even as the calls grew shorter, even as the silences between them grew longer and heavier and harder to fill.
They spent less time together. His monthly calls from the military base grew strained, his voice tired, his words clipped, the weight of his own duties pressing against the weight of hers. His military duties called him away monthly, and she found herself grateful for the distance. It was easier than facing what they had become.
He wanted to leave the service. He wanted to settle down. He wanted to bake bread with her and watch the sunset from a porch that creaked in the wind.
She could not give that to him. She could not give up her job, her power, her purpose.
And so they drifted. Two people who loved each other, floating apart on currents they had created themselves.
"One day," Clara said, her voice dropping lower, "I saw one of my cousins looking at him."
She paused, her jaw tightening.
"Not just looking. Wanting. The way a woman wants a man when she knows she could make him happier than his wife ever could."
Erza leaned forward, her silver hair sliding across her shoulders. "What?"
"Yes." Clara’s hands, thick with calluses, rubbed together slowly, the sound rough as sandpaper. "My husband was loyal. He never looked at another woman. Not once, in all the years we were together. I could have trusted him with anything, my life, my secrets, my heart. He would never have betrayed me."
She swallowed.
"But I knew, I knew, that I was never a good match for him. My cousin would have made him happy. She would have given him the life I couldn’t. She would have woken up early to knead dough and stayed up late to watch the stars and never once complained about the smell of flour on his clothes."
Her voice cracked.
"She was everything I wasn’t. And I hated her for it. And I hated myself more for hating her."
Erza’s eyes narrowed. "So you were standing between two choices."
Clara nodded. "Leave him and let my cousin marry my beloved. Watch him be happy from a distance, knowing that his happiness was my loss. Or stay like this, trapped, drifting, giving him nothing but my absence and my guilt."
Her tear fell.
The drop landed on the wooden table, darkening the grain, catching the afternoon light like a small, sad jewel. It sat there for a moment, trembling, before soaking into the wood and disappearing.
"I chose to do nothing," she said. "I let my life go on as it was going. I stayed in my empire, and he stayed in his loneliness, and I told myself that was the least painful path. That doing nothing was better than making a choice I might regret."
She looked up at Erza, her eyes red, her face wet.
"That was my worst choice. Not the ones I made. The one I didn’t make."
Erza reached across the table. Her pale hand, still smeared with butter and crumbs, closed over Clara’s weathered fingers.
"Tell me what happened next, human." Her voice was gentle, so gentle that Clara almost did not recognize it as the same voice that had ordered her to give the bill, that had threatened to become furious, that had carried the weight of a thousand battlefields.
Clara took a breath.
The afternoon light seemed to dim.
"One day," she said, "I was at work. Doing what I always did. Reports. Projections. Meetings. The weight of fifty-six thousand lives pressing on my chest like a stone that would never stop growing."
She could still remember the sound of the phone ringing. The way her assistant’s face had gone pale when she answered. The words that had followed, words that did not make sense, could not make sense, would never make sense. Ma’am, there’s been an incident. Ma’am, your husband’s unit was ambushed. Ma’am, you need to come to the hospital.
"I panicked," Clara said. "I don’t remember leaving the office. I don’t remember driving. I don’t remember running through the hospital corridors. I just remember the door. The way it looked when I reached it, heavy and brown and ordinary, like any other door. And I remember being afraid to open it."
She paused.
"Because I knew. Somehow, before I saw him, I knew."
She had opened the door anyway.
"When I got home, not home, not really, the hospital was never home, I saw my husband."
Her voice dropped to a whisper.
"He had been captured by the enemy. They had kept him for days. Tortured him for days. While I was sleeping peacefully in my bed, while I was signing documents and attending meetings and worrying about quarterly earnings, he was being broken."
Erza’s grip tightened on Clara’s hand.
"His nails were removed," Clara said. "One by one. With pliers. They pulled them out slowly, so they would take the nerve with them. So the pain would last."
The bakery was silent.
"His hair was torn out in clumps. They used pliers for that too. They wanted him to scream. They wanted him to beg. They wanted him to give them information he didn’t have."
She paused, her voice cracking.
"They used bottles. Glass bottles. They shattered them inside him. While he was awake. While he was conscious. While he was praying for death and it wouldn’t come."
The words hung in the air, heavy as stones, dark as the shadows gathering in the corners of the bakery.
"Under that kind of torture," Clara continued, "most men would have died within hours. His body should have given up. His heart should have stopped. But he didn’t die."
Her tear fell again.
"He held on. For me. Because he thought I was coming. Because he believed, even after everything, even after all the years of absence and silence and choices not made, that I would walk through the door and save him."
She looked up at Erza.
"He was still alive when they brought him out. His body was broken, so broken that the doctors couldn’t understand how his heart was still beating. But he was alive."
Her voice dropped to a whisper.
"He looked at me. He smiled. Despite everything, despite the pain, the torture, the years of loneliness, he smiled at me."
She pressed her hand against her mouth.
"And he said, ’I knew you’d come, my love.’"
The words fell into the silence like stones dropped into deep water.
"And he said, ’I knew you’d come, my love.’"
Clara’s voice had become something else now, not the warm, unhurried tone of a baker greeting a customer, but the raw whisper of someone standing at the edge of a wound that had never fully closed. The afternoon light caught the tears on her cheeks, turning them to liquid gold.
"My world shattered when I saw him." Her hands, resting on the table, began to tremble. "His voice was broken. His body was broken. He was in the worst state I had ever seen, worse than anything I could have imagined in my darkest nightmares."
Erza watched the baker’s face, seeing the memory play behind her eyes like a film projected on ancient stone. Clara was not speaking to her anymore. She was speaking to the ghost that sat across from her, the ghost of the man she had loved and lost.
"My hand trembled when I reached for him. I couldn’t think. I couldn’t breathe. Every plan, every strategy, every carefully calculated decision that had made me CEO, none of it mattered. I was just a woman watching her husband die."
Clara’s hand stretched across the table, not toward Erza, but toward the empty space beside her, toward the air where her husband’s hand should have been.
"He stretched his hand toward me. I ran. I grabbed his fingers, they were cold, so cold, and I wept. ’Why are you crying, my love?’ he asked me. As if he wasn’t the one lying there broken. As if I was the one who needed comforting."
Her voice cracked.
Clara closed her eyes tightly.
"I kept apologizing," she whispered. "Again and again. I told him it was my fault. That if I had left him sooner, none of it would have happened. Because it was true." Her breathing became uneven. "I was the disaster in his life. I was the reason he suffered."
The room fell silent.
Only the sound of quiet crying remained.
"He was struggling just to speak," Clara continued after a long pause. "Every word hurt him. I could hear it. I could feel his life fading each time he forced himself to breathe." A broken smile appeared on her face. "But even then... he smiled at me."
Her tears fell harder.
"He said, ’My love... I am glad I met the most caring woman in this world. I hope in my next life... I can find you again... because you are my beloved wife.’"
Clara’s voice shattered completely.
"And then..."
She stopped.
Her fingers tightened violently against her dress.
"And then he smiled one last time and surrendered himself to the pain."
The room became unbearably quiet.
"That," Clara whispered weakly, "was the day I lost my husband... because I could not leave him when I still had the chance."
She wiped her tears slowly, consumed by the memory.
Across from her, Erza remained completely still, her violet eyes slowly lowering toward her trembling hands as Clara’s words echoed endlessly inside her mind.
Because this was no longer someone else’s tragedy.
It was beginning to resemble her own future far too closely.
The same fear. The same helplessness. The same unbearable choice standing silently between love and destruction.
And as Erza stared at her hands, she suddenly remembered Yuuta’s nightmare... his terrified expression as her very presence slowly killed him, the fear in his eyes as though loving her itself had become a curse he could not escape from.
For the first time in centuries, genuine fear entered the Dragon Queen’s heart.
Not fear of war.
Not fear of gods.
But fear of losing someone before she was ready to let them go.
Because deep inside herself, Erza already knew the truth she had been avoiding all this time.
If she stayed beside Yuuta any longer... someday, her existence alone might destroy him.
And now she had to decide before it became too late.
To be continued...
Quick Info Dragon Readers
For those who don’t know about Miss Clara.
She first appeared in Chapter 79, where she runs a bakery called Velvet Bakery.
This is also the place where Yuuta confessed about his marriage.
Just a small reminder for context if you are reading ahead or revisiting older Chapters.
Thank you for reading.
Hope you guys enjoy the story.