LOGGED IN AS MY PERFECT SELF
Chapter 97 - 103: The Thing They Buried
The door exploded inward.
Not shattered.
Not destroyed.
Opened.
As though something on the other side had merely become tired of waiting.
Darkness poured out.
Not blackness.
Not shadow.
Laughter.
Joy.
Pure, boundless joy.
The hand that emerged first was human.
Five fingers.
Five nails.
Nothing monstrous.
Nothing unnatural.
Except for the eyes.
Countless eyes.
Tiny ones.
Large ones.
Closed eyes.
Crying eyes.
Laughing eyes.
Thousands of them opened and blinked independently across the skin.
And every single eye was happy.
Not malicious.
Not angry.
Happy.
The Listener screamed.
Not elegantly.
Not like a cosmic being.
Not with dignity.
Like a frightened child.
"NO!"
She wrapped her arms around the girl.
Actually wrapped them around her.
Protectively.
The girl blinked.
"Miss?"
"RUN!"
The girl froze.
"Miss Listener?"
"RUN!"
The hand gripped the broken doorway.
And someone stepped through.
---
Inside the Archive, every monument went dark.
Every world.
Every memory.
Every preserved reality.
The First Failure’s giant eye snapped shut.
Blood poured down his face.
The Architect collapsed.
The Creator fell to their knees.
Even the Auditor’s geometric form fragmented.
CRITICAL ERROR.
CRITICAL ERROR.
IDENTITY DETECTION FAILURE.
Elias stared.
"What the hell is happening?"
Nobody answered.
Because nobody could.
They couldn’t perceive it.
Not properly.
Their minds rejected it.
The young man who had once been the Silence stood frozen.
Trembling.
Not from fear.
Recognition.
"No."
His voice came out weak.
"No..."
He remembered.
Not clearly.
Not completely.
Enough.
Enough to understand why they had buried it.
Enough to understand why they had erased it.
Enough to understand why nobody spoke its name.
Because names mattered.
Names had meaning.
And meaning fed the Listener.
But this thing—
This thing fed on something else.
---
Far beyond reality, the figure emerged completely.
Young.
Perhaps twenty years old.
Messy dark hair.
Simple clothes.
Barefoot.
A smile so bright it could warm stars.
And eyes—
Normal eyes.
No countless pupils.
No endless voids.
No cosmic horrors.
Just eyes.
Kind eyes.
The countless eyes covered only his arms.
The girl blinked.
"Hello?"
The young man smiled.
"Hello."
His voice was cheerful.
Warm.
Friendly.
The Listener pulled the girl behind her.
"Stay away."
The newcomer blinked.
"Hm?"
Then smiled.
"Oh."
"You’re still here."
The Listener shook.
Actually shook.
"You were erased."
He laughed.
"So I heard."
The girl frowned.
"Miss?"
The newcomer crouched.
"I’m sorry."
He smiled apologetically.
"I didn’t mean to scare everyone."
The Listener’s voice cracked.
"Don’t talk to her."
The young man blinked.
Then looked genuinely hurt.
"Why?"
The girl tilted her head.
"Do you know Miss Listener?"
He smiled.
"A little."
The Listener screamed.
"STOP TALKING!"
---
Inside the Archive, the Creator grabbed their own head.
"No."
Sarya knelt beside them.
"Who is he?"
The Creator laughed weakly.
Not because something was funny.
Because panic had broken them.
"That’s the problem."
"What?"
"We don’t know."
The Architect looked up.
Eyes full of horror.
"We forgot."
The First Failure wiped blood from his nose.
"No."
His voice was hoarse.
"We made ourselves forget."
Sarya stared.
"What?"
The Creator nodded.
"We erased him."
"Why?"
Silence.
The Creator looked lost.
"I don’t remember."
The Architect whispered.
"None of us do."
The Auditor spoke.
DATA CORRUPTION ABSOLUTE.
CAUSE UNKNOWN.
Elias frowned.
"So you buried something and erased your memories because you forgot why you buried it?"
Nobody answered.
Because that was exactly what happened.
---
The newcomer smiled brightly.
"Big sister."
The girl blinked.
"Hm?"
He pointed at himself.
"Remember me?"
She tilted her head.
"No."
"Oh."
His smile remained.
"No problem."
The Listener stepped forward.
"Leave."
The young man looked confused.
"But I just got here."
"LEAVE!"
His smile faded.
Not angry.
Sad.
"You’re scared."
The Listener trembled.
"No."
"You are."
The smile returned.
"Why?"
The Listener screamed.
Because she didn’t know.
She genuinely didn’t know.
She remembered fear.
Remembered running.
Remembered screaming.
Remembered burying him.
But she couldn’t remember why.
Nobody could.
Not even herself.
And that terrified her more than anything.
---
The girl looked between them.
"Did you fight?"
The newcomer blinked.
Then smiled.
"I don’t think so."
The Listener’s eyes widened.
Because he sounded sincere.
Not manipulative.
Not deceptive.
Sincere.
The girl frowned.
"Miss Listener."
"Yes?"
"You’re crying."
The Listener touched her face.
Black tears.
Again.
The newcomer blinked.
"Oh."
His smile softened.
"I’ve never seen you cry."
The Listener stepped back.
"Don’t."
"Hm?"
"Don’t smile at me."
He looked genuinely confused.
"Why?"
"Because—"
She stopped.
Because she didn’t know.
Because she couldn’t remember.
The newcomer scratched his head.
"Did I do something bad?"
Silence.
No answer.
The girl raised her hand.
"Hello."
He smiled brightly.
"Hello."
"I’m cold."
His expression changed immediately.
"Cold?"
She nodded.
"I’ve been cold for a very long time."
His smile disappeared.
Not completely.
Just enough.
He looked genuinely sad.
"Oh."
And then—
He removed his jacket.
And placed it over her shoulders.
The Listener froze.
The girl blinked.
"It’s warm."
He smiled.
"Good."
The Listener stared.
And for the first time—
Doubt entered.
Because monsters didn’t do that.
Monsters didn’t care.
Monsters didn’t smile sadly because someone was cold.
Monsters didn’t offer jackets.
Monsters didn’t apologize.
Monsters didn’t look lonely.
But he did.
---
The young man who had once been the Silence suddenly vanished.
The First Failure’s eyes widened.
"No!"
Darkness exploded.
Reality shattered.
And the former Silence appeared beyond reality.
Directly in front of the newcomer.
Fury.
Absolute fury.
He punched.
Reality broke.
Entire galaxies vanished.
The blow should have destroyed concepts.
Should have erased dimensions.
Should have annihilated existence.
The newcomer blinked.
And caught the fist.
Everyone froze.
Not with effort.
Not with power.
Casually.
He blinked.
Then smiled weakly.
"Oh."
"You really are upset."
The former Silence froze.
His eyes widened.
Not because his punch was stopped.
Because—
The hand holding his fist was shaking.
The newcomer wasn’t overpowering him.
He was struggling.
Actually struggling.
The young man smiled apologetically.
"Sorry."
"I just woke up."
And then—
He sneezed.
The punch slipped.
And the former Silence stumbled backward.
The newcomer rubbed his nose.
"Still sleepy."
The girl giggled.
The Listener stared.
And far away—
Inside the Archive—
Elias burst out laughing.
"I refuse."
Everyone turned.
He wiped tears from his eyes.
"I absolutely refuse."
The Creator blinked.
"What?"
Elias pointed.
"Look at him!"
"He’s apologizing!"
The Architect stared.
The First Failure looked disturbed.
The Creator looked horrified.
And Elias laughed harder.
"Whatever that thing is—"
His smile slowly faded.
Because the newcomer had turned.
Not toward the former Silence.
Not toward the Listener.
Not toward the girl.
Toward Sarya.
Across impossible distances.
Directly toward her.
And he smiled.
Not brightly.
Not warmly.
Recognizing.
As though greeting someone he’d missed.
Then he whispered softly.
"Oh."
His eyes widened slightly.
"So you’re still alive."
Sarya froze.
The hybrid scar exploded.
Gold.
Silver.
Darkness.
And something else.
Something that made the newcomer stop smiling.
For the first time since stepping through the door—
He looked surprised.
Genuinely surprised.
And then—
His expression slowly became serious.
Not angry.
Not hostile.
Serious.
As though he’d just remembered something important.
And he whispered:
"Wait."
The smile disappeared completely.
"No."
His voice shook.
"No..."
The countless eyes on his arms opened all at once.
Not happily.
Not laughing.
Terrified.
And for the first time—
The newcomer screamed.
Not in pain.
Not in anger.
But in horror.
As he stared at Sarya and shouted—
"WHY IS SHE INSIDE YOU—?!"
The scream echoed across every layer of existence.
The countless eyes covering the newcomer’s arms had all opened.
Every one of them.
And every one of them was terrified.
Sarya screamed.
The hybrid scar burned.
Gold.
Silver.
Darkness.
And something else.
Something old.
Something hidden.
Something sleeping.
The newcomer stumbled backward.
"No."
His voice shook.
"No, no, no."
The former Silence froze.
He had expected rage.
He had expected madness.
Not fear.
The newcomer looked at Sarya as though staring at a corpse that had suddenly smiled.
"No."
His hands trembled.
"She died."
The Creator’s eyes widened.
"What?"
The newcomer looked around wildly.
"She died!"
The Architect stood up.
"Who?"
"She died!"
The First Failure stepped forward.
"Who?"
The newcomer looked utterly broken.
"No..."
His eyes filled with tears.
"She died."
And then he whispered a name.
Not loudly.
Not dramatically.
Softly.
Like a prayer.
"Eve."
Everything stopped.
---
The Creator stopped breathing.
The Architect’s silver light vanished.
The First Failure’s giant eye closed.
The Auditor froze completely.
ERROR.
UNDEFINED ENTITY.
Elias blinked.
"Eve?"
The Creator looked pale.
"No."
The Architect whispered.
"Impossible."
The newcomer stared at Sarya.
"No."
His voice cracked.
"She held me."
Tears ran down his face.
"She sang to me."
"No."
"She smiled."
"No."
"She died."
The former Silence looked around.
"Who is Eve?"
Nobody answered.
Not because they refused.
Because they couldn’t.
The name itself hurt.
Like trying to remember something that shouldn’t exist.
---
The Listener had gone still.
Completely still.
Her black eyes stared at Sarya.
And for the first time since her awakening—
She forgot the girl.
Forgot the former Silence.
Forgot the newcomer.
Forgot herself.
"Eve."
Black tears flowed again.
The girl blinked.
"Miss?"
The Listener whispered the name again.
"Eve."
Like a starving person saying the word food.
Like someone dying of thirst saying water.
Like a child saying mother.
And suddenly—
She smiled.
Not hungrily.
Not wrongly.
Not beautifully.
Brokenly.
"Eve."
The girl frowned.
"Who’s Eve?"
The Listener laughed softly.
Then cried harder.
"I don’t know."
The answer stunned everyone.
"I don’t remember."
The black tears continued.
"But I miss her."
---
Inside the Archive, something impossible happened.
One monument glowed.
Only one.
Not millions.
Not billions.
One.
The First Failure turned.
His giant eye widened.
"No."
Another monument lit up.
The Creator stared.
Then another.
And another.
The Architect’s breathing stopped.
"No."
Sarya felt her scar burning harder.
The newcomer looked at the monuments.
Then smiled through tears.
"She’s waking up."
The Creator screamed.
"NO!"
The newcomer turned.
"Why?"
"She died!"
The newcomer blinked.
"But she’s alive."
"No!"
The Creator was shaking.
"She’s dead!"
The newcomer frowned.
"Who said that?"
Silence.
Nobody knew.
Nobody remembered.
They simply knew.
Or thought they knew.
The newcomer looked confused.
"You buried me."
"You erased me."
"But who told you she died?"
The question struck like lightning.
The Creator froze.
The Architect froze.
The First Failure froze.
Because none of them knew.
Not one.
The belief had always existed.
But where had it come from?
Who had said it?
---
The girl looked around.
"Brother?"
The former Silence immediately appeared beside her.
"I’m here."
She smiled.
"Everyone’s strange."
He laughed weakly.
"Yeah."
"Miss Listener is crying."
"I know."
"And jacket man is crying."
The newcomer blinked.
"Jacket man?"
She nodded.
"Can I call you that?"
He smiled.
"Sure."
The former Silence looked at him.
And for the first time—
No hatred.
Only confusion.
Because monsters didn’t cry over dead people.
Monsters didn’t panic because someone might be alive.
Monsters didn’t smile sadly when children were cold.
And monsters certainly didn’t sneeze after catching punches capable of destroying existence.
The former Silence whispered.
"What are you?"
The newcomer blinked.
Then laughed.
"I forgot."
Everyone froze.
"You forgot?"
He scratched his head sheepishly.
"A little."
"A lot, actually."
The countless eyes on his arms screamed in terror.
Not verbally.
Emotionally.
As though they were warning him.
But he ignored them.
He smiled.
"I remember being lonely."
The Listener looked up.
Their eyes met.
And both froze.
Because they recognized the same thing.
Loneliness.
Different.
Yet the same.
The Listener whispered,
"You were lonely too."
He smiled softly.
"Yeah."
She cried.
"I don’t remember why I hurt you."
His smile became sad.
"I don’t remember either."
The former Silence blinked.
The Creator stared.
Even the Auditor paused.
Because the two greatest horrors in existence—
Were apologizing to each other.
---
Suddenly—
Sarya screamed.
Her scar exploded.
The four colors emerged.
Gold.
Silver.
Darkness.
And white.
Pure white.
Not light.
Not energy.
Warmth.
Everyone froze.
The newcomer stopped smiling.
The Listener stood up.
The girl blinked.
And a voice spoke.
Not through reality.
Not through dimensions.
Inside everyone’s hearts.
Gentle.
Familiar.
Warm.
"My children."
The former Silence froze.
The Creator froze.
The Listener froze.
The newcomer froze.
And all four burst into tears simultaneously.
"My children."
Sarya’s eyes had turned white.
Not glowing.
Soft.
Kind.
Motherly.
And she smiled.
Not Sarya’s smile.
Someone else’s.
Someone they all recognized.
Someone impossible.
The newcomer fell to his knees.
"No."
The Listener collapsed.
"No."
The former Silence cried openly.
"No."
The Creator trembled.
"No."
And Sarya—
Or rather the woman smiling through Sarya—
Laughed softly.
"You’ve all grown."
The former Silence broke.
"Big sister?"
"No."
The smile remained.
"My precious shadow."
The Listener cried harder.
"Mother?"
The smile shifted.
"My lonely child."
The newcomer whispered.
"Eve?"
And she looked at him.
Such love.
Such warmth.
"My little sun."
The newcomer completely shattered.
And the Creator whispered in horror.
"No."
Because they recognized her too.
Not as Eve.
Not as mother.
Not as sister.
Not as creator. 𝐟𝗿𝐞𝚎𝚠𝐞𝚋𝕟𝐨𝚟𝐞𝕝.𝕔𝕠𝚖
Something older.
Something impossible.
And the Creator fell to their knees.
"First Origin."
The smile turned toward them.
"My stubborn dream."
The Architect collapsed.
The First Failure wept.
The Auditor fragmented.
Because standing before them—
Smiling through Sarya—
Was the one thing none of them had ever questioned.
The one thing whose death had been accepted without proof.
The one thing whose absence defined existence.
And she smiled.
Alive.
Warm.
Impossible.
Then her smile vanished.
Not completely.
Just enough.
Concern entered her eyes.
She looked past everyone.
Past the Listener.
Past the newcomer.
Past the broken door.
And for the first time—
Fear entered her expression.
"No."
Everyone froze.
She stepped forward.
"No."
The warmth disappeared.
Not from anger.
From urgency.
And she whispered:
"Why is he awake?"
The newcomer slowly turned.
Confused.
"Who?"
The First Origin looked behind him.
Beyond the broken doorway.
Into the darkness beyond.
And her voice trembled.
Because for the first time since appearing—
She was afraid.
And in the endless black behind the shattered door—
Two eyes opened.
Not countless eyes.
Not black eyes.
Simple eyes.
Ancient eyes.
And a voice laughed softly.
"Oh?"
Then another voice answered from beside it.
"Looks like we’re late."
And a third voice sighed.
"As always."
The First Origin went pale.
The Listener screamed.
The newcomer stood up so fast his jacket fell from the girl’s shoulders.
And the former Silence whispered in absolute horror:
"No."
Because those voices—
Those voices—
Were familiar.
And one of them had just spoken the name nobody had uttered since before the birth of reality.
"Welcome back, Eve."
And out of the darkness stepped—