The Alpha Who Regrets Losing Me
Chapter 77 – The Trace of Prophecy
When they left the cabin, the night was no longer as wild as it had been in the first moment of escape, but it had become more dangerous. Because at first, a person focused only on surviving. Now, the weight of having survived had begun to settle over them. The wind had thinned, and the sounds between the trees had become sharper. The forest, which had been a darkness hiding them a short while ago, had now turned into a silent witness that seemed to want to see where they were going. Elara was not walking at the very front, but she was the one setting the direction now. Rowan had accepted that. Kael, even if he had not admitted it yet, had started to follow it.
After they left the stream behind, the path split in two. The right side looked safer. It was flatter, drier, a route that would leave fewer traces. The left side wound between rising rocks and stretched into a more enclosed line where the trees thickened. While Rowan instinctively looked right, Elara turned left without stopping. Kael called out immediately. "That way is worse." Elara did not even turn to look at him. "The worse place is the older one." Rowan’s brows drew together slightly. "Do you know where you’re going?" This time, Elara paused for a brief moment. "No," she said. "But I know what is calling me."
That answer did not fully reassure Rowan, but it did not stop him either. A familiar tension, however, appeared on Kael’s face. Elara was no longer moving only on instinct. She was going to the places the Moon Spirit inside her pointed toward. Kael’s distrust of that was joining with the other fear that had begun in the facility and deepened in the cabin. He was afraid of losing Elara, but worse than that, he was afraid that at some point Elara would no longer be someone who could even be found.
As the path rose, the ground hardened. Tree roots pushed out of the earth, stones were piled over one another. Elara’s steps were careful, but her body was still exhausted. Her throbbing wrist reminded her of that more than anything. When Rowan noticed it, he slowed down. Kael slowed too, though he made it look more like he was only scanning the surroundings. Elara was aware of it. Both of them were watching her. For different reasons, in different languages, but with the same intensity. Once, being caught between those two gazes had been a different kind of feeling. Now, it felt like two separate weights moving across her. Uncomfortable, but useful.
About half an hour later, the scent of the forest changed again. This time, it was not wet earth, but the old coolness of stone. When the trees thinned, a circular structure, half-buried in the earth, appeared before them. It looked like a ruin. At first glance, it could have been mistaken for an abandoned lookout point, but as they came closer, worn markings on the wall stones became visible. They did not resemble the modern magical symbols they had seen inside the facility. They carried a barer, older, more honest kind of violence. The moment Elara saw those markings, she slowed. Because they looked too much like the circular stones she had seen in the images inside the stream.
Rowan checked the surroundings first. "It doesn’t look like anyone is using this place," he said. Kael circled around the stones. "Saying it doesn’t look like it isn’t reassuring," Kael added. Elara, meanwhile, walked toward the center of the structure as if she had not heard either of them. When the moonlight fell over the stones, a few hollows seemed to revive with a brightness so old it felt newly awakened. The Moon Spirit gave a very faint murmur inside her. That murmur was not a word. It was the feeling of recognition. Elara felt it and did not ask why that cold vibration was spreading upward from beneath her knees. Because the answer was already obvious. This was one of the traces of the prophecy.
"We were supposed to come here," Elara said at last. Kael answered directly. "Did it tell you that too?" Elara turned to him. "The water said it. The stone said it. If you still want to deny it, that’s your choice." Kael’s face hardened. "I’m not denying it. I’m not handing you over to something when we don’t even know where it’s taking you." "Elara isn’t surrendering," Rowan said, his voice calmer this time but more certain. "She’s choosing a direction." Kael turned to him. "You’re far too comfortable calling this a direction." A very slight shadow passed over Rowan’s face. "If you want to call this comfort, then you’re not being honest with yourself."
Elara watched them both for a few seconds. This conversation might once have made her angry. Because these were men speaking on her behalf, trying to define her. Now, she felt something else. As if both of them were still circling around her, but failing to notice that the center had already shifted. That thought did not satisfy her. It only made things clearer.
At the center of the ruin stood a stone platform collapsed in a half-circle. When Elara approached, she saw dark dried stains on its surface. Either old iron or very old blood. When she ran her fingers slowly over the surface, the stone answered her as clearly as the water had. Something was sleeping inside it. It was not like the chains in the facility. It was not suppressing. It was waiting. This time, the Moon Spirit spoke openly. "This place was before the first oaths." Elara answered inwardly. "Then there is less lying here."
Rowan stopped a few steps away from her. "What do you feel?" Elara did not pull her hand from the stone. "A door." Kael came closer at once. "Don’t open it." Elara turned her head toward him. "Why?" "Because every time you open something, you come out of it changed a little more."
That sentence did not sound like an accusation. It sounded almost like pleading. When Elara heard it, something inside her formed for a very brief instant that was not hard. Kael’s anger was familiar. But his fear being this open was still unfamiliar. That was exactly why it was more dangerous.
"I’ve already changed," Elara said. "I’m not going back by closing doors." Then she pressed her hand to the exact center of the stone. At first, nothing happened. Only the sound of the night grew heavier. Then a very thin cracking sound rose from inside the stone. The weathered markings came alive with a pale glow close to orange, as if they had absorbed the moonlight.
Rowan took a step forward involuntarily. Kael moved to catch Elara by the shoulder, but stopped before touching her. Because at that exact moment, the inner part of the stone platform slowly collapsed inward and revealed a narrow, dark hollow beneath it. The air rising from below was as cold as a grave.
When Elara looked into that darkness, she felt no fear. That had become one of the things disturbing her most lately. In the places where she should have felt afraid, she calculated. In the places where she should have hesitated, she felt only curiosity. The Moon Spirit moved inside her with silent satisfaction. "There is an answer below." Kael and Rowan did not hear it, but they saw that slight change in Elara’s face. "You’re not going down there," Kael said. Rowan looked at Kael, then at Elara. "Maybe we have to."
Kael laughed in a tone not far from mockery. "Perfect. Now we’re all climbing down into the basement of a prophecy." Normally, that sentence would not have made Elara smile. But the corner of her mouth moved ever so slightly. Kael saw it. Rowan did too. The movement was so small it could have been ignored. But neither of them ignored it. Because by now, every small human fragment in Elara was being noticed separately.
The stairs leading downward were made not of stone, but of something like roots and rock fused together. It was as if the structure had grown not downward over time, but inward and around itself. Rowan offered to go first, but Elara did not wait for him. She took the first step herself. Kael moved directly behind her. Rowan came down last. No one spoke of this order, but everyone accepted it. As the narrow passage descended, the air became denser, damper, more enclosed. After a point, it was no longer only the pale moonlight filtering in from above that remained, but also faint orange reflections seeping through the cracks in the walls.
When the staircase ended, a small circular chamber opened before them. In the center of the room stood a stone table at waist height. The symbols carved into it were older than the chain markings inside the facility. And in the exact middle of the table was a hollow carved in the shape of a half-moon. The moment Elara came close, her wrist began aching again. The hollow in the stone table grew warm as if it recognized the ring inside her.
Rowan bent toward the symbols. "These are not from the same family as the earlier markings," he said. "An older order." Kael checked the rest of the room. "The part I care about is which one of these is going to kill us." Elara stepped toward the table without commenting. This time, the Moon Spirit spoke more clearly inside her. "Blood." Elara did not ask what that meant. She looked at the wound on her wrist that had not yet fully closed. Then she touched the edge of the stone.
The moment Kael saw what she was doing, he moved forward. "Elara, wait!" Elara looked at him. "This is necessary." Kael objected. "You say that every single time." Elara answered while continuing what she was doing. "Because every single time it is." Kael’s face darkened. Rowan did not step between them. Because he had already understood that Elara had made her decision. He only asked, in a more controlled voice, "Do you know what will happen if you do this?"
Elara thought for a moment. "No." Then she let her gaze touch both of them before continuing. "But I know neither of you will really try to stop me." That sentence silenced both of them. Because she was right. Because by now, stopping her by force felt like the shortest way to lose her.
Elara pressed her bloodied wrist into the half-moon hollow. The stone was cold at first. Then suddenly it grew hot. That warmth entered not through the skin, but through the bone. Elara’s back went rigid at once. Rowan moved as if to catch her, but stopped himself at the last second. Kael could not do the same. He put his hand on Elara’s waist. The contact was not harsh, but it carried possession. Elara did not protest. Because in that moment, her attention was entirely elsewhere. The lines of light moving through the stone table awakened, spread across the walls, and the room filled not with moonlight, but with the glow of an ancient memory.
When the vision came this time, it was not one single voice, but multiple whispers. As if the same prophecy had been repeated by different mouths in different centuries. The words were not entirely distinct, but at one point the meaning sharpened. If the bearer of the moon is chained, the order endures. If she is set free, the order unravels. Those who keep up with her will divide in two. Those who wish to bind her will fall. Those who can walk with her will transform.
Elara’s breathing broke. Kael’s hand tightened even more at her waist. Rowan noticed it by now, but did not tell him to move away. Because he too, in that moment, was no longer looking at Elara, but at what was moving through her. This time, the Moon Spirit waited in a silence almost filled with satisfaction. As if a sentence that had waited years to be heard had finally reached the right place.
When the vision broke, Elara swayed slightly. This time, Kael caught her more openly. The space between them narrowed. When Elara lifted her head, Kael’s face was very close. There was no anger in his eyes, only naked intensity. That intensity was not coming only from fear. Elara noticed that, and her first instinct was not to pull away. That stopped her inside herself.
"What did you see?" Kael asked. His voice was lower than usual. Elara did not speak for a few seconds. Kael’s hand was still on her waist. Rowan was standing very close as well, but watching without touching either of them. The air between the three of them had thinned into something dangerous. Not only words, but even their breaths had become more visible.
"Elara?" Rowan said this time. Elara shifted her gaze from Kael to Rowan. Even that small movement sharpened the tension in the room. "Those who want to bind will fall," she said at last. "Those who can walk will transform." Kael’s face tightened. "Is that a prophecy or a threat?" "It’s not in my hands," Elara said. "Those two things have started becoming the same."
That answer silenced the room. Because Elara was not being dramatic when she said it. She was only speaking the truth. Kael slowly pulled his hand from her waist, but even the way he withdrew it was not a complete retreat. His fingers slid lightly over the fabric at the last second. The movement was too brief, but it did not disappear. Elara felt it. The echo that touch left in her body was more vivid than she had expected.
The Moon Spirit laughed quietly inside her. "Now you understand." Elara answered sharply. "No. I’m only seeing." The Moon Spirit pushed back. "That is not the same thing."
This time, Rowan moved closer to the stone table. He did not run his fingers over the old symbols. He only looked at them. "This place isn’t only talking about you," he said. "It’s talking about us too." Kael turned at once. "Us?" Rowan lifted his head. "It said those who keep up with her divide in two. One wants to bind. The other chooses to walk." Kael’s gaze hardened. "And you immediately put yourself in the second one?" Rowan did not rush to answer. "No. I’m only saying I’m not sure which of us will be which."
That honesty startled Kael unexpectedly. Because he had been ready to defend himself. Rowan, instead of fighting, was doing something more dangerous. He was putting doubt into the open. Even Kael himself did not fully know which feeling inside him was strongest. Did he want to protect Elara, get her back, possess her, save her? Maybe all of them. Maybe that was why he was dangerous.
Elara watched both of them. What the prophecy said was not only about her. It was exposing their limits too. She understood Adrian more clearly now, why he had seen her as a kind of key. Because Elara was not only breaking systems. She was also revealing the hidden directions inside people and creatures. Separating those who wanted to bind from those who wanted to walk beside her. And most frightening of all, she was doing it even when she did not want to.
"Let’s get out of here," she said at last. Kael did not head for the stairs immediately. "What if there’s something else?" Elara looked at him. "There was. We already took it." Rowan tilted his head slightly. "And you didn’t like that knowledge." Elara parted her lips only very slightly. "It doesn’t have to please me. It only has to be true."
With that answer, the air in the room changed again. Kael turned and, for the first time, headed toward the stairs without saying anything. Rowan stayed a few seconds longer. When he met Elara’s eyes, something passed between them that was never spoken aloud. It was not directly burning the way Kael’s intensity was. It was quieter, deeper. "You told me to try to keep up," Rowan said in a low voice. "That was a warning. I understand it better now." Elara looked at him. "And?" Rowan’s answer did not come immediately. Then he spoke very calmly. "I didn’t take it as a warning." That sentence was not as hot as Kael’s scorched anger. But it stayed longer inside Elara. Because it was not demanding. It was not fleeing either. It was simply there.
When they stepped outside, the night had deepened even more. The wind had shifted again, and the moon above the forest had climbed higher. Kael began walking ahead of them. This time Rowan stayed a little closer to Elara. And after climbing the stairs, Elara looked back one last time. She could no longer see the room below. But the words she had heard there were still alive in her mind.
Those who want to bind will fall. Those who can walk will transform. And for the first time, she thought that this might apply not only to them, but to herself as well. Because maybe, at the end of this road, the question was not only who would be able to keep up with her. Maybe the real question was whether the one who kept up with her would still remain with her, or with something transformed alongside her.