Because the person he thinks of deep inside isn’t him.

Well, regardless of the feeling, he believes that many times he should face life strong and firmly. Only by treating life well can happiness come in the future.

No matter the situation, he feels that happiness is often next to him, and it’s up to him to grasp it, to see how he can keep this happiness by his side.

To make himself feel joyful, yes, no matter whether it’s being good to himself or others, he always thinks he should treat those around him well, because that’s the only way to share that happiness with them.

At this time, Zi Yunsui didn’t say anything else and followed Hua Xiaomo to a hospital beside the hotel, where it turned out Zi Yunsui was indeed suffering from an allergic reaction after eating seafood.

No matter what, he feels very uncomfortable physically. Hua Xiaomo stayed by his side to take care of him, all the way until the next morning. In the following days, Zi Yunsui was in the hospital, accompanied closely by Hua Xiaomo.

That kind of feeling truly makes one feel very happy.

Well, regardless of the feeling now, Zi Yunsui feels joyful and happy.

Because Hua Xiaomo finally stayed by his side, finally could accompany him, he feels extremely happy and blessed. Although he’s ill now, he would rather be a bit more sick if it means Hua Xiaomo will stay by his side. If so, he truly hopes he doesn’t get better!

"Hua Xiaomo, thank you, thank you for always being by my side, making me feel full of vitality, and you give me a feeling that really fills me with energy. Extremely, extremely happy."

"Truly, Hua Xiaomo, I feel so happy having you by my side, and this kind of happiness is truly unparalleled. I feel very secure, very at ease, very happy with you beside me, just because of you, I feel beautifully happy!"

"I hope many times you can hold onto happiness tightly like me; that you can also tightly grasp this happiness. Not just for Candy but for us too, okay? Hua Xiaomo, I really like you very much, I don’t know what you’re feeling inside now, perhaps you just see me as a CEO?"

"Maybe you just see me as a partner? But deep down, you’ve long been my wife, you know? I really like you, really love you, I’ve already regarded you as my wife, and when we are together, it is truly very happy and joyful, haven’t you forgotten those past days?" Zi Yunsui spoke.

His eyes revealed a glimmer of light, as in his view, he truly cannot endure a day without Hua Xiaomo.

Because this feeling is very uncomfortable, and with Hua Xiaomo beside him, he feels that life is meaningful, not just about making money without any other emotions.

It’s not like that, in his view, love must also be possessed, and now for them, money is not the final goal, nor the most pursued thing.

Besides, they already have a lot of money, and their gaming company has grown big and is heading towards film and television development. He believes that with future expansion, their ventures will be brighter.

So now, he feels the most lacking is affection, the most needing is a family; if Hua Xiaomo can give him this kind of family, he would feel like the happiest man in the world.

Because such a feeling is unforgettable, and he will always pursue it persistently and passionately.

He will never stop this love, this feeling.

He feels many times, the tacit understanding between him and Hua Xiaomo is this feeling that exists between them.

He cannot have her; this feeling makes him feel painful.

Moreover, he thinks he and Hua Xiaomo are very compatible, if not for Qi Longbing, maybe they could already be together, but many times love is this cruel.

Love cannot tolerate the insertion of a third person, this feeling makes them feel uncomfortable and unhappy, he hopes that many times he could be firmly together with Hua Xiaomo, letting both Hua Xiaomo and himself have such a happy thought.

Then they form a happy family, he’ll care for her, care for their mother and daughter, living happily in this world.

No matter how the world changes, he feels the bond between him, Hua Xiaomo, and Candy will never change, because they have long regarded each other as family.

Hua Xiaomo was deeply moved, at that moment not knowing what to say, looking at the man’s weary look and his feeling of lying on the bed, it really made her feel uncomfortable, she felt as though she owed Zi Yunsui.

It made him feel very very uncomfortable, yet if she can truly love someone, then she would willingly give him everything.

She doesn’t want this feeling to cause pain, she hopes Zi Yunsui can see it broadly, and she hopes Zi Yunsui can truly love her, love himself.

No matter what situation she’s in, she feels that many times love is a tormenting thing, if taken too seriously, then one will endure much pain, well, she hopes many times they can look at things more broadly.

Yet the man in front of her, he indeed cannot let go.

"Zi Yunsui, I’m sorry, I’m not good enough, I’ve caused you so much pain, I don’t know how to make you happy? I know many times you also feel painful inside."