The CEO's Regret: You made me your lie, I become your Loss
Chapter 177: Nothing will happen to Amara
The small sitting room felt suffocatingly quiet.
Outside, beyond the closed doors, the house was overflowing with people dressed in black. Relatives moved through the grand halls whispering rehearsed condolences and trading careful looks over champagne glasses they pretended not to enjoy.
Performative grief. Polished sadness. The kind rich families wore beautifully. But inside this room, none of that existed. Here, the silence was real. Heavy with old wounds and older secrets.
A pot of tea sat untouched on the table between them, the liquid inside long gone cold. The faint bitter scent lingered in the air alongside the crushing weight of expectation. Madam Vale sat perfectly straight in her chair.
Even grief had not bent her posture.
Her spine looked carved from iron, rigid and proud despite the exhaustion lining her face. Age had softened her beauty but not her presence. Even now, dressed in mourning black, she carried the quiet authority of a woman who had spent decades holding an empire together with bare hands.
Across from her sat Julian. And for the first time in a long time, he did not look like the composed heir everyone expected him to be. He looked trapped.
His elbows rested on his knees, his hands clenched so tightly together his knuckles had turned white. The muscles in his jaw shifted constantly, betraying the battle raging underneath his calm expression. 𝘧𝓇𝑒𝑒𝑤ℯ𝑏𝓃𝘰𝑣ℯ𝘭.𝘤ℴ𝘮
Madam Vale watched him carefully. Not just as a mother. As the last guardian of a dying legacy. When she spoke, her voice came out roughened by grief, but there was still command buried inside it.
"Julian." He lifted his eyes slowly. For a moment, she saw both versions of him at once. The bright little boy who used to run laughing through these halls without fear. And the tired man sitting before her now, carrying responsibilities he never truly wanted.
"I have always tried to keep you away from this family’s shadows," she said quietly. "I let you live freely when I could have forced you into this world years ago." Her eyes drifted briefly toward the door, toward the voices outside.
Toward the family waiting like vultures. "But look at us now." Something in her voice cracked then. Not dramatically. Just enough to reveal the frightened mother underneath the steel.
"You are all I have left." Julian lowered his gaze immediately. Pain flashed across his face at the reminder, neither of them spoke aloud often enough. His brother was gone.
And with him, the future everyone once believed was certain. Madam Vale inhaled shakily before continuing.
"Your father built this family with his blood," she whispered. "And your brother..." Her eyes glistened faintly. "Your brother gave his life protecting it." The words landed like stones inside Julian’s chest.
Because that was the cruel thing about grief. It never stopped speaking. Even years later.
Julian closed his eyes briefly, and for a moment, he could almost hear his brother laughing again. Could almost feel the weight of his hand against his shoulder. The expectations. The trust.
The memory twisted painfully inside him. But then another image rose immediately after.
Amara. Amara is smiling sleepily against his chest. Amara is crying quietly in hospital corridors. Amara upstairs, carrying their child while enemies circled closer every day.
The two worlds inside him collided so violently that he could barely breathe. When he finally spoke, his voice sounded exhausted.
"I can’t do this, Mother." Madam Vale’s expression hardened slightly. "You can."
"No." Julian shook his head immediately, more emotional now. "You don’t understand." He leaned back suddenly, dragging a frustrated hand through his hair.
"I know what this family is." His voice trembled. "I know exactly what people become when power is involved." The silence in the room thickened. Julian laughed bitterly under his breath, but there was no humor in it.
"These people would smile at Amara during dinner and destroy her behind closed doors." Madam Vale said nothing. Because she knew he was telling the truth. Julian looked up at his mother again, and the fear in his eyes was impossible to hide now.
Real fear. Not for himself. For her.
"I kept her away from all this so I could protect her from it," he admitted quietly. "I can’t bring these people into her life." His voice cracked slightly as he continued.
"The Creeds already hurt her enough. They took pieces of her I’ll never fully get back." His jaw tightened painfully. "I will not drag her into another family war." He stood abruptly and walked a few steps away, restless energy pouring out of him now.
"You know what this family does to people," he whispered harshly. "The secrets. The manipulation. The endless games." He turned back toward her, eyes burning. "I won’t let Amara become collateral damage for the Vale name."
Madam Vale watched her son carefully. Madam Vale stared at her son for a long moment. Then, slowly, she reached across the space between them. Her hand settled over his clenched fist.
Warm. Steady. It surprised him. Because his mother was not a woman who reached for comfort easily. Affection in the Vale family had always existed quietly, hidden beneath duty and expectations and carefully controlled emotions.
But now, her fingers tightened gently around his hand. And when Julian looked up, he saw something rare in her eyes. Softness. Pure maternal love. "I know," she whispered.
The harshness in her expression eased slightly as she looked at him, not as an heir, not as the last surviving son of a powerful family. Just as her child.
"And I promise you," she continued quietly, "I will help you protect her." Julian’s throat tightened instantly.
"Nothing will happen to Amara." Her voice became firmer. "Or to my grandchild." The words settled heavily in the room. And somehow... That broke him more than anything else had tonight.
Because for weeks...months...he had been carrying something inside him so dark and unbearable that even speaking it aloud felt like dragging broken glass through his chest.
His breathing became uneven. Madam Vale noticed immediately. Her expression shifted slightly. "Julian?"
He lowered his head suddenly, staring at the floor like he could not bear to look her in the eye anymore. His hands trembled. For a few seconds, he said nothing at all. Then finally.
"There’s something you don’t know." His voice barely sounded like his own. Madam Vale went completely still. Julian swallowed hard, but the words still came out jagged and broken.
"He..." He stopped, squeezing his eyes shut briefly. "Seb..." Even saying the name filled him with disgust. Madam Vale’s fingers tightened around his hand.