The Lucky Farmgirl
Chapter 1965 - 1940: Candor
Mingda was even more frank than Bai Cheng. When Manbao asked her, she nodded and said, "I do quite like him." š§ššššøš¦š£ššš·šš.š¤š°š
Manbao couldnāt help but be curious, "What do you like about him?"
Mingda couldnāt help but laugh a little before saying, "I think heās a lot like you."
Manbao: ... How is she like Bai Er? Sheās obviously so smart!
Mingdaās eyes crinkled with a smile as she said, "Just like this, this energy is very similar, and heās not only healthy but also happy. I know, youāre not afraid of us, and neither is he, so neither of you want anything from us. Iām very happy to be friends with you. There are very few people like you around me."
What Mingda didnāt say explicitly was that it wasnāt just very few, but only the two or three of them.
Even Sister Changyu, although they shared a deep bond as sisters, when they first started, and even now, her care for Mingda was not solely because of their sisterly love since childhood but also because she was the daughter of the emperor and empress.
Although Mingda didnāt mind this at all, when she met friends like Zhou Man and Bai Erlang who didnāt try to please her just because she was the legitimate princess and didnāt want anything from her, she also cherished it tremendously.
She said, "Itās not necessarily about making him a prince consort; I just quite like him. Seeing him together with you all always makes me canāt help but laugh, and it makes me happy."
She smiled and said, "If you hadnāt asked, I wouldnāt have said anything. Marriage is determined by parental orders. I donāt even know what kind of prince consort Father will choose for me."
Manbao asked, "Wonāt you ask?"
Mingda shook her head slightly, but then nodded, saying, "Father will tell me. No need for me to ask specifically."
Manbao thought for a moment, not quite understanding, "How can you be so indifferent? Heās the person youāll spend your whole life with."
She said, "I couldnāt do that. If weāre to live together in the future, he must be good-looking first, otherwise, wouldnāt life be suffocating?"
Mingda couldnāt help but laugh out loud, asking, "So you chose Bai Shan and not Bai Erlang?"
Manbao widened her eyes in disbelief, "What are you talking about? How could I choose Bai Er?"
That would be unimaginable.
Mingda thought for a moment and also found it unimaginable. She couldnāt help but laugh and asked, "But to outsiders, the conditions between those two cousins are quite similar. Though Bai Shanās family background is somewhat better than Bai Erās, Bai Shan lost his father early, while Bai Erās parents and brothers are all intact, which is better than Bai Shan in many ways. In terms of friendship, you knew each other earlier and were from the same village, so why did you choose Bai Shan and not him?"
Manbao left her mouth slightly open for a moment, unable to speak, "This, how do I even begin to explain? Itās something Iāve never thought about."
Mingda said, "Indeed, itās something Iāve never thought about. I never thought about marrying him. I just feel like I like him."
"Have you thought about it now?" Manbao said, "You must have thought about it by now."
Mingda didnāt deny it, smiling, "Since it was brought up, I naturally couldnāt help but think about it. But thinking is only a momentary thing."
"Thatās true. I shivered a lot just now." Manbao complained a bit, then asked, "So what do you think now?"
Mingda smiled and said, "Just let things take their course."
"I donāt believe you. Youāve never been someone who listens obediently. Why are you acting so obedient now?"
"Iāve always heard people say Sister Changyu doesnāt listen, but this is the first time Iāve heard someone say I donāt listen."
"Thatās different. Princess Changyu is fierce on the surface and complains verbally but never disagrees with the emperor and empressās arrangements. But you are different." Even if Mingda appeared compliant, she was actually very strong-minded.
Seeing her wanting to know everything to the end, Mingda took off her shoes and sat cross-legged on the bed, saying, "Alright, I tell you. Itās no big deal."
She said, "Father said he wanted to arrange a marriage for me, but he reviewed several candidates and wasnāt satisfied. According to my calculations, deciding on it this year isnāt possible."
Moreover, the Empress Dowagerās health wasnāt good. If it couldnāt be decided this year, then she would have to wait at least two more years to discuss marriage again. After all the busywork, the engagement might not happen for another three years.
So in guessing that it might not be settled, Mingda naturally wasnāt going to bring up her fondness for Bai Erlang.
Besides, "Three years may not sound long, but living through it is long. Bai Cheng would be of age by then, right?"
Manbao said, "Senior Brother Bai got engaged and married just after coming of age. Thatās not too old."
Mingda paused for a moment, then said, "Alright, thereās one more thing..."
She said lightly, "Three years later, I donāt even know if Iāll still be alive."
Manbao was startled, quickly saying, "What are you talking about? Although youāre somewhat weak, it shouldnāt be that bad, should it?"
Mingda just gave a bitter smile, "Itās just you. Actually, quite a few people inside and outside the palace know. Iāve been frail since birth, just slightly better than Yin Huo from Lord Yinās family."
She said, "Both he and I are well-known sick children of the palace and beyond. We look better now, but the congenital deficiencies canāt be completely cured."
"Thus, Iām unsure of what kind of prince consort Father wants for me," Mingda said. "Whether it is to conspire, to win over, or simply for the short time I have left?"
Manbao didnāt expect her to think so much, and after a moment, said, "No wonder you always seem exhausted; youāre thinking about too much."
"Why donāt you ask His Majesty?" she said, "He cares for you very much. I think he would discuss this with you."
Mingda shook her head, "I donāt want Father to be troubled, so Iāll wait and see what kind of prince consort he seeks for me. If itās the first two, I wonāt mention it. If itās the last one, Iāll have to consider it."
Manbao asked, "Why would you consider?"
It seems like thereās a slim chance for her Junior Brother, only a one-sixth probability.
Mingda said, "Of course, Iād have to consider it. If at that time my health is poor, and I die shortly after marriage, wouldnāt I be ruining his life by making him a widower?"
Manbao: "... You think too much."
When Manbao returned to the Chongwen Pavilion, she told Bai Erlang, "Mingda said she would consider it because she doesnāt want to make you a widower."
Bai Erlang widened his eyes, "You actually went to ask her?"
"You have to ask about her feelings first before proposing, right?" Manbao said, "But now you know, she doesnāt dislike you and even likes you a bit, so you can start working hard towards the emperor."
Parentsā orders, naturally, require parental consent before seeking approval from the main person involved; isnāt that the proper way?
Bai Erlang then worried, "How do I work hard? I canāt even see His Majesty."
Manbao thought for a moment and said, "I occasionally have the chance; should I pass a message for you?"
Bai Erlang: "What could I possibly say to His Majesty?"
There wasnāt anything, as she often had nothing to say herself.