Chapter 281: Jisung’s story 06: He takes men

Seohwa’s POV

I felt ashamed for being beaten in front of the man I’ve been craving.

Now my body is choosing the wrong time and the wrong place to shut down.

It doesn’t really hurt, but I think it’s worth it right now, Jisung is carrying me like I weigh nothing.

His body is really as hard as it looks, muscular, strong and perfect for me.

He doesn’t say a word but I hold on tightly, pressing my face into his scent gland, being this close and not being able to smell anything makes me hate my secondary gender.

If I was an omega, I would know what he smells like, and I would be able to release my pheromones for him.

All I smell right now is sweat and just...him.

The older alpha carries me all the way to my shared room with Keeho, but the door is locked.

"Ah shit" I curse under my breath.

Keeho would be out tonight, he told me earlier today but I forgot.

"I don’t have all day" Jisung says impatiently and I apologize, patting my pocket for my phone and keys, but none of them are with me.

"I forgot my phone and keys" I say sheepishly, and instead of dropping me, he sighs.

"So? Do you have anywhere else to stay?" he asks and I shake my head.

He mutters something under his breath, it’s unclear, but it’s along the lines of ’trouble makers’.

"I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to burden you" I apologize.

I really didn’t mean to end up here, I do want his attention, I want him to look at me and see me, but I don’t want to burden him.

The Luna will never be a burden like this.

The alpha keeps going with me in his arms, and I don’t ask questions, I just let him carry me, saying goodbye to my chance with him for the next two days.

Just two days, I’ll stay away and maybe...give it a try again if he would even give me a glance.

"You’ll stay here for the night" he says and opens the door, taking me into an apartment...his apartment?

"Is this...yours?" I ask and he keeps walking till he takes me into a room and places me on the bed.

"Don’t make any more trouble, stay quietly and leave in the morning, do you understand?" he asks and I nod, throat dry.

I’m in his room, his bedroom, where all the famous...magic happens.

"Take a shower there, you can use my things, but don’t leave anything out of place" he says sternly, straightening his back and I blink in confusion.

"Are you...are you not sleeping here tonight?" I ask and he tilts his head slowly.

The way he’s looking down at me, I can tell he must think I’m stupid, a bother, but I really don’t care.

His eyes on me feel heavy, like there’s something he’s biting back, and like whatever it is is as insane as my obsession with him.

"Do you have ulterior motives, Seoha-ssi?" he asks and I drop my gaze.

Too much.

"No, I don’t want to inconvenience you" I whisper and he takes a step away from me.

Is he feeling the way I do too? It can’t just be me, right?

"Then sleep, that’s how you won’t inconvenience me with your irrelevant questions" he says coldly and leaves.

I fall back into the bed once he’s gone, pressing my face into the sheets the same way I pressed my face into his neck.

I’m not giving up.

When I feel strong enough to move, I follow his instructions. I take a shower using his loofah and body wash.

I wrap myself in his towel, and then put on a shirt of his, putting the other things back in their places.

Alphas like it when their...partners, smell like them right?

Once I’m done, I lay in his bed, hugging his pillow to my chest and falling asleep.

I don’t know how long I slept, but I wake up to the wet noise of skin slapping against skin, it’s a sound I’m familiar with.

Curiously, I push myself up to listen in.

Oh.

He’s having sex right now, it sounds like his partner is muffled, and the sound goes through my body straight to my cock and I press my legs together.

Goddess...

I hear a guttural groan and I swallow the saliva pooling in my mouth, Jisung sounds...so attractive like that.

One of my hand sneaks down to cup my hardness, but one part of my mind is black with jealousy, asking to know who he’s with.

And as if to answer my question, his partner lets out a small scream, and it sounds like a man.

"Fuck" Jisung curses and his partner moans loudly, pleading for the alpha to slow down.

It’s a man.

I’m sure it’s a man.

My hand freezes over my swelling cock, and my heart jackhammers in my chest.

Son Jisung is having sex with a man.

Which means two things, I have a chance and...he really must be in love with the Luna.

Can that be the reason he’s so sad?

Another loud groan from Jisung follows, and he sounds more frustrated than satisfied, while his partner, the man, moans that he’s cumming.

My breath quickens as everything goes silent, they came? How long have they been going at it?

"Get out" Jisung says and I stay frozen in the bed like he’s talking to me, and I hear noises like he and the man are getting out of the bed.

"You didn’t cum" the man whines.

Immediately I recognize the voice, he’s one of the new recruits too, a cute beta that often keeps to himself.

"Did I not satisfy you?" he asks and I hear the front door opening.

"You did great, you can take a break tomorrow" Jisung’s gruff voice says and the door shuts.

The beta is gone, leaving only me and Jisung in the apartment.

I immediately fall back into bed and cover myself with his blanket, I can hear his footsteps coming in the direction of the room I’m in.

Oh goddess.

My eyes remain squeezed shut, my body tense, and my cock hard.

The alpha doesn’t come in as I expected, but my heart doesn’t stop racing.

Son Jisung takes men too...