As A Mafia Boss, I Refuse To Be An Extra-Chapter 101: Truth III

"Why are you telling me this?"

His voice was flat, all emotion drained from it.

"What do you expect me to do with this information? What does knowing any of this actually change?"

Elizabeth hesitated, choosing her words carefully.

"Because you deserve to know the truth. Because even if they tried to erase you, even if they tried to make you into nothing, you’re still here. You’re still making waves. You’re still changing things."

She walked around to face him again.

"And because I think, somewhere deep inside you, there’s still pieces of what you were meant to become. Fragments they couldn’t fully erase because of that seal the old beggar left. And those fragments are driving you forward even when you don’t understand why."

"That’s not comforting. That’s terrifying."

Damian’s laugh was bitter.

"You’re telling me I’m being puppeted by memories I can’t access, following a plan I don’t understand, for a purpose someone else decided for me. How is that any better than being erased completely?"

"Because you’re aware of it now."

Elizabeth’s voice was firm.

"You know you were manipulated. You know your memories are incomplete. You know there’s more to your existence than what you can consciously remember. That awareness gives you power. The power to question. The power to choose differently and... The power to reclaim yourself."

Damian was silent for a long moment.

His mind was still spinning, trying to process everything and struggling with the fundamental question of identity and self.

’Who am I really?

Alessio D’Rossi, the Mafia boss who never existed as I remember him?

Damian Valcor, the reincarnated student following someone else’s script?

Or just a broken amalgamation of stolen memories and manipulated experiences?’

"You said the hooded figure couldn’t remove all the memories because of some seal."

Damian’s voice was carefully controlled now, his mind shifting into tactical mode despite the emotional turmoil.

"That means there’s still knowledge locked inside my head. Information about this world, about the old beggar’s plans, about why I was prepared and trained and brought here."

"Yes."

"Can you see what’s sealed? Can your seer abilities access those memories?"

Elizabeth shook her head.

"I only saw fragments of your past. Pieces that weren’t completely erased. The sealed sections are blank to me. Like trying to look at something behind a wall."

"Then they’re useless."

Damian’s jaw tightened.

"I have answers locked inside my own head and no way to access them. Perfect... Just perfect."

Thunder rumbled overhead.

The first drops of rain began to fall.

"There might be a way."

Elizabeth’s voice was hesitant.

"The old beggar left that seal for a reason. Which means he probably left a way to unlock it. A trigger, a condition or something that would break the seal when the time was right."

"And how am I supposed to find that? Just wait around hoping something randomly unlocks my brain?"

"No. You do what you’ve been doing. You keep moving forward. You keep building your Mafia. You keep getting stronger. You keep changing things."

She smiled slightly through her tears.

"Because eventually, whatever conditions the old beggar set for unlocking those memories will be met. And when that happens, you’ll understand everything. Your true purpose. Your real identity. What you were actually meant to become."

Damian stared at her for a long moment.

Then he started laughing.

Not the broken, bitter laugh from before. This one carried a manic edge, almost hysterical.

"So your advice is to just keep doing what I’m doing and hope for the best? That’s it? That’s your grand revelation?"

"What else can you do?"

Elizabeth’s voice was gentle.

"You can’t change the past. You can’t recover memories that were forcibly erased. You can’t undo the manipulation you’ve suffered. All you can do is move forward with the knowledge you have now and try to become someone on your own terms."

"My own terms."

Damian repeated the words like they were foreign.

"I don’t even know what my terms are anymore. How can I choose for myself when I don’t know how much of myself is real?"

The rain was falling harder now, soaking through their clothes.

Neither of them moved.

"Then figure it out."

Elizabeth’s voice was firm.

"Test yourself. Question your impulses. When you feel driven to do something, ask yourself if it’s really what you want or if it’s programming. When you make a choice, examine why you made it. Piece by piece, decision by decision, build an identity you can trust."

"And if I fail? If I can’t separate myself from the manipulation? If everything I do is just following someone else’s script?"

"Then at least you tried. At least you fought for your own identity instead of just accepting what was done to you."

She reached out again, and this time she didn’t stop.

Her hand rested on his shoulder, gentle but firm.

"You’re not just an extra in a stupid novel, Damian. You’re not just a broken tool or a failed experiment. You’re a person who survived having his entire existence stolen and still managed to build something meaningful.

That takes strength... Real strength. The kind that doesn’t come from manipulation or programming."

Damian looked at her hand on his shoulder.

Then at her face, streaked with rain and tears.

Then back up at the dark sky above.

’I don’t know who I am.

I don’t know what I’m supposed to become.

I don’t know if my choices are really mine.

But I’m still here.

Still breathing and fighting.

And maybe... that’s enough for now.’

"I need time to process this."

His voice was tired, empty of its usual edge.

"Don’t tell anyone what you told me. I need to figure out what to do with this information."

"I won’t say anything. This is your truth to share or keep as you choose."

Elizabeth removed her hand from his shoulder and stepped back.

"But Damian? Thank you for listening. I know this wasn’t easy to hear. I know it probably destroyed something fundamental in how you see yourself. But you deserved to know."

"Did I?"

He looked at her with those empty crimson eyes.

"Sometimes ignorance is kinder than truth. Sometimes not knowing is the only thing that keeps you functional."

"Maybe. But you’re not the kind of person who accepts comfortable lies. You never have been, in either life."

She turned to leave, then paused.

"The Mafia you built, the people who follow you, the changes you’re making to this Academy. None of that was in my visions of your past. None of that was programmed or planned by the old beggar. That’s all you. That’s all Damian Valcor making choices and building something new."

"So hold onto that. When you doubt yourself, when you question whether you’re real or just programming, remember that those people believe in you. Not in whoever you were supposed to be. In who you actually are."

Elizabeth walked away into the rain, her purple hair plastered to her head, her shoulders straight despite everything.

Damian stood alone in the garden as the storm grew stronger.

Rain poured down, mixing with tears he didn’t remember shedding.

’A stranger in my own story.

But maybe I can write a new story.

One where I’m not an extra or a tool or someone else’s chosen one.

Just Damian Valcor.

Whatever the hell that means.’

Thunder crashed overhead.

And somewhere deep inside his mind, behind walls he couldn’t see or break, sealed memories stirred.

Waiting.