Diary of a Masochist's turning into a Human Toilet-Chapter 28: EP. Submission (18+)

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EP.28 Submission

The next day.

The first thing I felt upon waking was the pressure on my clitoris.

As soon as I awoke, a throbbing pain hit my nipples and clitoris that instantly cleared my mind.

Feeling something was wrong, I sat up to examine my clitoris.

On the surface it just looked a bit swollen, but when I gently pushed back the hood, my clitoris popped out, about the size of a pinky finger joint.

'Ugh... it's hideous...'

Even I could tell that if I showed this clitoris to someone else, they would surely look at me with disgust.

Just imagining that made my body heat up, and my clitoris started throbbing even more intensely in sync with my racing pulse.

"Ahh... it hurts..."

If I could, I wanted to remove the rubber rings that were cruelly constricting the most precious and delicate parts of a woman's body.

But since my body was no longer my own, I had no right to do that.

The more I had these destructive thoughts, the more excited I became, which in turn brought greater pain.

Several times a day I would get aroused from the constant pain, but since even masturbation was forbidden, I could only endure the intensifying agony without being able to relieve my desires.

Perhaps because my period was approaching, my already high libido was burning out of control, making me feel like I was going crazy.

By the afternoon, I could no longer think normally.

My mind was consumed with fantasies of being cruelly abused by my masters and having my pussy violently penetrated.

Imagining being treated as less than human - trampled on, forced to submit, my very soul violated and thoroughly broken...

Especially when I looked down at the engraved tattoo, it excited me even more.

Everything except my masters felt meaningless, and I wanted to roughly finger my pussy right then and there.

Even though I would see my masters tomorrow, time passed agonizingly slowly.

Having an erection forcibly maintained all day was far more difficult and unpleasant than I had imagined.

Saturday, 7:30 AM.

After tossing and turning in pain all night, I woke up early.

The first thing I did upon opening my eyes was check my clitoris and nipples, which were still sending danger signals.

The color had darkened to a dusky shade.

I got up and carefully shaved my stubbly pubic hair, then applied light makeup to not look too obvious.

My mind was entirely focused on Jung-su's hideout.

Reflecting my excited state, I put on a short black skirt and thin pastel blouse to set the mood.

As expected, my nipples poked through prominently, almost visible through the fabric. The skirt was short enough to flash my bottom when I walked.

Going out like this without even underwear was absurd, but that no longer mattered to me.

I took the blue bucket containing my excrement and emptied it on the way down, then headed straight for Jung-su's hideout.

After getting off the bus, I saw a convenience store nearby and remembered my upcoming period.

Last time I had accepted being ejaculated inside without a chance to refuse, but since there was a high chance of pregnancy if my masters used my pussy, I needed to think about contraception starting today.

As a toy slave, I thought I should prepare such things myself, so I went to buy condoms at the convenience store.

When I entered, the part-time worker's eyes widened as he stared at me intently.

Feeling his gaze roaming over my body, I awkwardly bent down to look at the lower shelves.

As my body heated up again, my swollen clitoris suddenly became extremely painful.

It was clearly a different level of pain compared to yesterday.

"Hng!"

I crouched down, squeezing my legs together to try to calm down.

"Are you okay?!"

The worker immediately approached me and asked.

"Ah... I'm fine... Just looking at the items on the bottom shelf..."

"Do you need help standing?"

The worker's lewd gaze was fixed on my nipples barely covered by thin fabric and my barely concealed crotch.

"No, I'm okay..."

Despite my refusal, the worker wouldn't leave and kept openly staring at me.

I needed to calm down quickly, but feeling his gaze made that impossible.

With each increasingly intense throb, it felt like my clitoris would burst.

"Ungh..."

Holding back my moans, I grabbed a few condoms and somehow managed to stand and head to the counter.

The pain was so intense I could barely think. I hoped the worker would ring me up quickly, but he moved excruciatingly slowly.

"Um... could you please... ring me up faster?"

"Oh sure~ Just a moment."

Beep... Beep... Beep...

"Do you need a bag~?"

"No, it's fine as is."

"Do you want to collect points?"

"No, just... ring it up please... Quickly..."

The worker calmly asked questions while continuing to eye my body.

After much difficulty, I bought the condoms and left the store, sitting on a nearby bench for a moment.

I had noticed the darkened color this morning, but I hadn't expected to feel this much pain.

Even so, the situation excited me even more, so my pussy was already twitching, ready to climax at any moment.

Before I knew it, I had arrived at Jung-su's hideout that I had been longing for.

Without hesitation, I went down the stairs and immediately took off my clothes.

I opened the fire hydrant, folded my clothes inside, and put on the red dog collar.

I set down the blue bucket and condoms, then knocked on the door.

Knock knock knock.

Then I stepped back and assumed the waiting position.

At the thought that the door might open any moment and I would be dragged inside to face all kinds of mockery and humiliation before reaching climax, my pussy immediately started dripping fluids.

My clitoris and nipples tightened even more intensely.

But contrary to my expectations, no matter how long I waited, there was no sign of the firmly closed door opening.

Thinking they might be asleep or hadn't heard, I got up to knock a bit harder, then returned to my position.

Thump thump thump.

30 minutes passed. An hour passed. The door still didn't open.

Tears leaked out from the unbearable pain and endless waiting.

'Hic... please... please open the door... use me however you want... please...'

No matter how much I begged, the door showed no signs of opening. My heart felt like it would burst at the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs above.

People were passing by just a few steps away on the adjacent stairs.

If someone on the first floor took interest and looked down the stairs to the basement, I would surely be discovered.

Someone could even come out of the house behind me, so I grew increasingly anxious and uneasy.

My body was getting exhausted from maintaining the same position for over an hour.

Click-

Suddenly I heard the sound of the lock opening, and my heart sank.

It was so abrupt that I couldn't tell if the sound came from in front or behind.

Creak.

Fortunately, it was the front door I had been facing that opened.

I was so happy and grateful to see Jung-su coming out with a garbage bag.

With a mix of relief and inexplicable disappointment, I whimpered coquettishly:

"Hic... I came... sniff... to have my holes ruined! Ungh..."

"Huh? What? You came early? Haha wait a bit."

"Yes... hng..."

Jung-su took the garbage bag up the stairs, then came back.

"Come in."

I picked up the condoms in one hand and followed Jung-su inside.

Unlike what I had imagined, it seemed no one else was there besides Jung-su.

Jung-su sat on the sofa and ordered:

"Come forward."

I went to my usual spot and stood.

"What's that in your hand?"

"Condoms..."

"So?"

"Um... my period is coming soon..."

Jung-su smirked as if finding it absurd and said:

"So? A toy animal like you is telling us to wear condoms in case you get pregnant?"

"Ah..."

"If you get knocked up, we'll just make you abort or give birth depending on our mood. You idiot."

"Ungh..."

"And did you think I would actually fuck you? Do you have sex with the animals you raise? Well, I guess you might."

Jung-su's harsh words sounded incredibly cruel to me.

I felt dejected that Jung-su didn't appreciate the effort I had made to get praise.

"Yawn... the others won't be here until around lunchtime... come closer and do the basic position."

As Jung-su yawned and ordered, I immediately approached and spread my legs wide in the basic position.

Jung-su pulled back the hood covering my erect clitoris and flicked the exposed nub with his finger, examining it as he spoke:

"Hmm... it's grown a lot. At this rate we'll need to do a circumcision soon."

'Ungh... ow... c-circumcision...?'

I didn't fully understand what Jung-su's muttering meant.

Before I could think about it, Jung-su gave another order:

"That's enough. Go back and do the waiting position."

As I quickly assumed the position, Jung-su lit a cigarette.

"Practice your self-introduction until the others arrive."

'???'

I had done many self-introductions while masturbating alone at home and in front of Jung-su and his friends, so I looked at Jung-su curiously, wondering what kind of practice he meant.

"From now on, whenever you meet someone besides us, you'll need to start with a self-introduction. About what a stupid, useless being you are. What a pathetic animal you are."

As soon as I heard Jung-su's words, my clitoris clenched painfully tight.

'Unghhhh-'

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