Fated To Four Alphas Even Though I Am Mute-Chapter 47: You Have To Kill Her

Sofia’s POV

I looked at my father with my watery eyes. He slapped me with no reason what so ever.

"You are staying her at the north wing when that servant girl is at the east wing with the Alphas?" He said harshly.

"But Father, this is the biggest room at the north wing," I said,

I was confused, I didn’t think that this even mattered. I thought that it didn’t matter where I stayed as long as I was close to the quadruplets.

"It’s still a different wing. Sofia, how can you not get the quadruplets to give you a room in their wing?" He yelled.

Father began pacing in my room. I was scared. All I ever wanted was fir him to live me like a father would to his daughter. But still, no matter what I did, it wouldn’t be enough for him to forgive me for killing my mother.

"How can you let an ordinary servant win the quadruplets over you?" He said, turning to look at me.

He rubbed his temple with his palm then began to pace again.

"I’m sorry father. I don’t know what happened. I was so sure that I would be the Luna," I said.

Tears were already falling from my eyes as I remembered that painful day. The silver thread appeared on Heaven’s wrist instead of mine. She even stood beside them during the ascension. She stood on my spot, on the same spot that I was supposed to be, while I was by a corner watching.

"I’ve always known that you were worthless. You killed your mother and now you want to ruin me? You lost the quadruplets. You worthless thing. You’re such a disappointment."

His words touched me deep in my heart. He always reminded me that I killed my mother. It was the thousandth time and it kept hurting.

My mother had died giving birth to me and my father had never forgiven me for it.

"No, Father, I haven’t lost them. They still love me and I’m sure they’ll forever be mine," I said.

The quadruplets love me, I know that because they chose me and that was enough for me.

He stopped pacing around and turned to stare at me. He moved closer to me and I took a step back.

"I know that you’ve always been a disappointment but are you also a fool? Because how can you be this stupid?" My father said as he shook his head in disgust.

"Your mother wasn’t stupid and I am definitely not stupid so where did you get such stupidity from?" 𝕗𝐫𝚎𝗲𝘄𝐞𝕓𝐧𝕠𝘃𝕖𝐥.𝐜𝚘𝚖

I cried harder hearing my father’s words. My father always had a way of making me feel less of myself with just words. He knew exactly what to say to make me feel bad for ever existing.

"I’m sorry, Father," I said. Even though I certainly didn’t know what I was apologizing for. Was it for my stupidity? Or for killing my mother?

"Of course, you’re sorry. Do you think that they would choose you over the mate bond? The mate bond is the strongest bond ever, it will only make them love her ever more and you end up useless to them," he said with a laugh. A bitter one.

He looked at me coldly. My father was really hungry for power but at the cost of me his daughter.

He didn’t really care about what he had to sacrifice as long as he got what he wanted.

"The only thing you can do so that you don’t get thrown out is to kill Heaven or have a pup," he whispered.

Wait! What? Kill Heaven? Why was killing Heaven even an option? I know that I hate her with all my heart and that she has everything that I want, but why do we have to kill her?

I looked at my father confused.

"Kill Heaven?" I asked.

My father looked at me, then he waved his hand.

"We can’t do that; at least not yet, so we have to choose the latter."

"Get pregnant for one of them or all of them," my father said.

I almost choked on my saliva. My eyes widened in shock. I would have to get pregnant? With four pups? It is going to ruin my beautiful body and I would look like a pig.

Now that I think about it, killing Heaven is a better option. Because my body would be really ruined and I can’t let that happen.

I looked up at my father and felt really sad. My father only had his way of doing things. He had been like this since mother died, he used her death as an opportunity to use me as a means to get what he wanted.

"Just make sure that they get you pregnant. That’s the only way. Do you understand? You really need to get pregnant before Heaven does."

He asked grabbing my arm.

"Yes, Father. I’ll try my best to make it happen," I whispered.

"I don’t need you to try. I need you to make it happen," he said.

He held me tighter and his nails dug into my skin, and I almost screamed.

The only thing that allowed me to be worthy was to get pregnant with each of the quadruplets pups.

"If you ever do this again, forget that I am your father, because I would never accept you," he said.

If I don’t make this happen I might as well just bid goodbye to the love that I have been fighting for all my life.

He let go of my arm forcefully causing me to stumble but I grabbed my dresser to hold myself still.

"I’ll have to tell Maddie to send for herbs that would help you to get pregnant faster.

I snapped my head towards him.

"Sister Maddie? I don’t know she knew about all of this," I asked.

I was surprised that Maddie would be involved in this. She is the quadruplets sister. What did he have with Maddie to involve her in this. Or are they in a relationship?