First Stygian Diviner:Apocalypse-Chapter 366: isiah - mass release 1

Her childhood was colored by the turbulent crush she harbored for Isiah, a love that couldn’t find a foothold in reality.

The guise of a boy served as a shield, a defense mechanism against the vulnerability of unrequited feelings.

Concealing her femininity allowed Lexie to protect her family from the complexities of their life in Delwias island. 𝒻𝘳ℯℯ𝑤ℯ𝒷𝘯ℴ𝓋ℯ𝘭.𝑐ℴ𝑚

In the process, she grappled with the internal struggle of suppressing the natural inclination to love and yearn for someone as all children do.

Now, thrust into the underground city of Triavert, the charade persisted, and she found herself navigating the challenging terrain of concealing her femininity while wrestling with the lingering remnants of a childhood crush that never found resolution.

He was very happy to see him open his eyes but at that moment he just couldn’t smile at him or even say something good to him.

He didn’t notice that Ciel was having a weird look in his eyes that was terrifying. Isiah tried to get close to touch his forehead to see if the fever was gone or not .

He rested his palm on his forehead very fast but he was shocked that Ciel pushed him away .

When Ciel felt his palm upon his skin , he just backed off until he touched the wall with his back while holding the place of the last button then said :`` Whattt...??? What are you doing ?``

When Isiah was pushed away he just realized that the kid was very scared of him somehow and that is why he got closer to him again as he just had to give me a calm look in his eyes .

" It is me ...Isiah "

Isiah was not even convinced by himself let alone a kid , Ciel just closed his eyes and said :" Don’t...."

Ciel said that as he put his arms around his body .

Isiah was completely clueless about what was happening therefore he just sat next to him in the bed then said :’’ You were sick , you got fever all day and ...I was very worried because you didn’t tell me how you felt ``

It didn’t seem that Ciel was listening to him at all , he kept looking at him in a weird way as if he was scared of him .

Isiah just tried to hold his hand at that moment but Ciel just pushed his hand away then said :`` Don’t touch me ``

Right then Isiah knew that Ciel was okay , he just made sure when he touched his face before .

When Isiah heard that he just stood very fast and moved away from him , he wanted to give him more space and he also felt very sad and pissed at the same time that he had to be away from him for a reason that he didn’t know .

` I am pushing him a lot , and I think it is too much for him , I think he is scared of me for what I did in front of him , that is the only explanation ...I became a monster in front of him twice this day..it is very understandable ` Isiah thought .

He just kept standing next to the window as he said :`` Listen to me, I know that you pissed and even scared to see me today , but you have to know that I am here for you , right now your fever is gone , you are kay , so just have some rest ...if you need anything ...Look ...if you need me just call me `` .

Right then Isiah just headed towards the other side of the bed and carried Lexie away .

Ciel didn’t even seem to notice that Lexie was sleeping next to him .

And that confused Isiah even more .

He just went outside then called for Eijar and said to her :``Stay the night with him ``

`` How about you ?`` She said when she noticed that he was carrying Lexie in that state .

`` He woke up and I think that he is scared of me because of what happened this morning . `` Isiah replied to her as he kept moving .

He didn’t even want to hear her answer as he just kept moving away .

When Isiah walked away he was so sure that Ciel was okay right now physically but emotionally he was very scared that is why he had to give him the space he needed before talking to him .

When Isiah carried Lexie to the other room he just felt like he was not carrying anything , she was too small, too light weighted and too pale after the last spell she did .

When he was so focused on Ciel he just didn’t care enough to help her but now that she was between his arms he just wanted to do that .

’I know I am going to need her in the future,’ He thought as he was putting her in the bed .

Lexie didn’t wake that whole time , she was very weak and she just slept unintentionally .

He just covered her body then sat next to her looking at the wall in front of him .

Isiah was going to level and if it was not for the mistake that Ethyl made he would have been there without any delay .

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"It’s a relentless cycle, repeating itself over and over," she whispered, her reflection in the bathroom mirror mirroring the weariness etched across her face.

Days had passed since Isiah’s departure, and a sense of urgency now compelled her to take action.

Despite the passing time, the haunting memory of the mistreatment she endured still clung to her, casting a long shadow over her every move.

Eijar and Astrid offered fleeting visits, their concern palpable but unable to fill the void left by his absence.

Ciel’s occasional appearances brought a brief respite, yet the longing for Isiah’s return lingered like a haunting specter.

As her physical wounds slowly healed, Lexie found her emotional scars deepening, consuming her with a suffocating despair.

Each breath felt like a burden, and the mere thought of food turned her stomach.

She refrained from inquiring about his whereabouts or activities. Because, the day she glimpsed him conversing effortlessly with Astrid, something deep within her fractured.

The notion of never experiencing such casual

As she prepared to navigate the challenges ahead, a palpable fear lingered, heightened by the unsettling molestation.

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When Eijar caught sight of her emerging from the bathroom, clad in pants and a buttoned white shirt, her once-flowing hair now trimmed to reach just her ears, she observed the deliberate transformation.

Her countenance bore no trace of feminine