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Knowing Brother-Chapter 21
“Ah, fuck.......”
Anyway, Won Dae-young had been weak to Choi Seol-woo’s wet eyes since long ago.
When he woke up from his short dream, he hated himself. The many faces of Choi Seol-woo that had been piled up deep in his subconscious were grafted onto his lewd behavior. His stomach churned violently.
He couldn’t figure out what this uncomfortable feeling was.
“......Fuck.”
In addition, his lower body swelled and heat gathered. A warm sexual sensation swept over his lower body. It was clear that his dick was stiff in this nightmare because he had not had sex for a long time. His sexual frustration had gotten worse recently. He thought that he would probably have quite rough sex with his next sexual partner. It seemed like he would leave his vagina wide open and unable to close.
His expression didn’t soften because of the overwhelming discomfort. It was a different discomfort from the nausea he had felt right after Choi Seol-woo came out, and it was a strong, distorted emptiness that he had never experienced before.
Everything was a mess. I won the medal I wanted so badly, but I wasn't as happy as I thought. It was just a relationship with one person that went wrong, but everything felt like a mess. This wasn't the wind, it was chaos like an earthquake. I could run against the storms of life, but now that the ground I was standing on was collapsing from the ground, there was nothing I could do.
What was it? Burnout? Mask syndrome? The burden of the Olympics?
Well, that's not it. If Won Dae-young was shaken by such mental problems, he should have collapsed during rehabilitation. One thing that was clear was that Choi Seol-woo, who was dating and having sex with other people, and Choi Seol-woo, who had looked at him with resentment a little while ago, seemed different from before. Like a stranger who had grown distant.
Won Dae-young, who was lost in thought, picked up his phone. There was a message from Ha Young-seo's personal phone number.
010********: [I want to meet and talk.] 00:23 AM
010********: [I'm not trying to give you a present. I have something to tell you when I see you]
010********: [I'm going to your house now. I'll switch cars with my friend, so I won't get caught] 00:25 AM
010********: [I'll go now..] 00:26 AM
Unsatisfied desire due to a long sexless relationship. An ambitious night. An empty house. An empty bed. Just when I was missing that sticky, dense sensation. A dark room, a ➤ NоvеⅠight ➤ (Read more on our source) violent act of shaking the bed... .
Won Dae-young, who was glaring at the darkness, quickly tapped the keypad.
Last night, Choi Seol-woo had a dream right before falling asleep. Even though it was a dream, it was a passionate love affair that actually took my breath away.
Choi Seol-woo was lying on a warm bed and blanket, not a mattress. Won Dae-young sucked three fingers and pushed them inside. The veins on his wrist, which was moving vigorously, bulged.
— Stay still.
I tried to close my legs, but Won Dae-young grabbed my knees and spread them wider, then shook his arms.
— Do you like it? Do you like it?
The voice that had just wet my ears was still vivid. Choi Seol-woo bit his fingers in excitement.
— Or, do you like this?
Won Dae-young pulled his hand away and quickly pushed his penis all the way in. Maybe because it was a dream, there was no pain at all. Only the heat and bloating that warmed my stomach hit me.
— Ah, uh, uh... You crazy bastard, ugh, slow down a bit... !
— No. I’m going to shove it in so it doesn’t even close.
However, the dream soon changed the perspective and changed Choi Seol-woo’s body to Ha Young-seo. Choi Seol-woo stood next to the bed and watched their sexual activity.
The sight of Won Dae-young violently moving his waist between her spread legs and shoveling her hole until it became a rag. The sex was rough and crude. The bed was so violent that it was a mess. His impulsive panting, the loud moans and curses he let out at every moment of heightened pleasure felt real.
This dream was definitely because of the call with Ha Yeong-seo.
When I got home, took a shower, and laid down on the mattress, Ha Yeong-seo called me.
- Seol-woo, I... This is so absurd... . Dae-young oppa doesn't really have a girlfriend...? He does, right?
- Why? What happened?
- I returned the congratulatory gift. What's going on, this... .
Choi Seol-woo was also surprised. However, he could have rejected her because the watch was too expensive. He gave evidence one by one.
- ... ... It could have been because it was expensive. Isn't that more likely? It hasn't been that long since the dating rumors started.
- But even so, if he had feelings for me, he wouldn't have just rejected me. There was no separate call or text.
- Don't jump to conclusions. Won Dae-young usually contacts me as he pleases. He might have put it off to meet up and talk. It's hard to find a suitable place to meet up because of the way people are watching.
- No matter what... . Oh, I guess so... . Then should I go to his house? That'd be the safest, right?
- ... ... Of course, it's better than meeting outside.
- I think it'd be the most accurate to meet up and talk, right?
Choi Seol-woo, who preferred clear communication, agreed with that opinion. Ha Young-seo said she would contact Won Dae-young right away.
It was around midnight, so the two must have spent the night together last night.
Choi Seol-woo erased the dog dream from her mind while waiting for Director Yoon's car to arrive.
Director Yoon Ji-hwan suggested that they go to Gwacheon Zoo on the weekend, so she agreed. After getting in the car and exchanging greetings, it was awkward, as expected. While I was wondering how to say without a mistake that I had decided to film a five-episode variety show with Won Dae-young, Director Yoon approached me.
“Do you like outdoor dates?”
“I don’t have much data yet, so I don’t really have a taste. I think you’re an active person.”
“No, not for that reason. I thought about a wine bar, but um... I thought it would be hard for me to be close to a confined space. I thought it would be better to do something outdoors.”
Choi Seol-woo, who was thinking about the meaning of the words, asked a question.
“Director, do you also have a ‘first sex partner’?”
Yoon Ji-hwan let out a short laugh as if he was embarrassed.
“I don’t think lying will work, so I’ll be honest. Dating and dating in your 30s are completely different from flirting in your 20s. There’s also the reason why you want to save time and effort by checking in advance if it’s a good fit. Why, are you disappointed?”
“No. As I said at the beginning, I don’t know if you’ll be okay with me. I’m a no-sex-no-sa.”
It was far off when I would be able to finish this obligatory date and go home to rest. Still, I was trying hard not to show that I felt obligated.
“Sex may be no, but love isn’t no, Seol-woo.”
Yoon Ji-hwan answered in a soft voice. He continued asking questions naturally.
“Can I ask why you have aversion to physical relationships? If it’s difficult, just have some coffee. I’ll move on to the next topic.”
When I think about Mrs. Choi’s pitiful life, I can’t help but despise one-night stands. When I think about how she was lured by trash and ended up with a single mother and a child like Seol-woo Choi, looking for a moment of pleasure and a fantasy to fill her lack. That was a truly life-ruining desire. When the only person I wanted to allow sex with was indulging in another kind of sex, I couldn’t help but hate it even more.
“Can you explain why sex is good?”
“If you ask me like that, doesn’t it sound like I’m some kind of sex addict? I won’t answer.”
“Then I’ll change the reason why I have to have sex.”
“In my case, if I want to confirm that we’re both sexually aroused, sex seems to be the most effective way. And how lovely. The person I like feels an orgasm through my body and my actions.”
“So that orgasm is just a momentary emotion.”
Yoon Ji-hwan threw a mature smile at the passenger seat and said something unexpected.
“You’re talking about the same thing as Won-ssi.”
“Huh?”
“I met Won-dae-young before my morning workout.”
“.......”
“I got a message yesterday after midnight. I wanted to talk to you. Won-ssi... It’s been almost two years since I’ve talked to you about something important, except for the last time when Seol-woo got drunk. I thought you had something important to say.”
Choi Seol-woo frowned and asked.
“Why on earth...! Why did you want to meet?”
“Notice of X-Tube filming. And, investigation into our relationship and request for evidence. It was a tense and stressful meeting after a long time.”
Yoon Ji-hwan kept his smile on his face as he answered. He was speechless at the unimaginable incident. He was struggling to figure out how to bring up the filming, but instead, he should thank you for solving it.
“What did you say? We....”
“I said I liked you and confessed. I don’t think I need to go into detail about the rest.... I remember one thing. Be careful if you meet Seol-woo based on a momentary feeling.”
“.......”
“Of course, when he said be careful, it wasn’t in a warm tone. I thought you were a father with a daughter.”
Yoon Sang-moo laughed leisurely as he said that. The reason he could be leisurely was because he was sure that Won Dae-young didn’t have romantic feelings for Choi Seol-woo.
“You said you would break up after the fifth round. You did well. I thought Seol-woo’s heart would soften as time went by, but you’ll realize that you were mistaken.”
“Yes, that’s right.”
As I hurriedly finished answering, my phone vibrated. I received a single message from Ha Young-seo asking if I could talk. I arrived at Gwacheon Grand Park and asked for Director Yoon’s understanding for a moment. I went out to the corner of the parking lot and called Ha Young-seo.
Ha Young-seo hadn’t checked her messages since last night. So I naturally assumed that the two of them had been having sex all night like in my dream last night. They must have had passionate and passionate sex, avoiding the interference of the reporters and the world, exchanging secret and dirty words during the relationship, going crazy, and hugging each other and whispering the love of the century after experiencing an explosive climax that could not be replaced by anything.
However, her voice on the phone was a mess.