Leave Me Alone, Big Brothers! [BL]-Chapter 136: Don’t Leave Me Again

Meanwhile, Alexander looked fresher that morning, even though he was still reluctant to leave his bed. It was as if he was deliberately preventing Huan from going anywhere.

Even to the bathroom.

"I need to go right now," said Huan, who had been holding his pee for an hour. He was sure that in another hour, his urine would harden into stone.

Alexander shifted, still lying down, hugging Huan tighter. "You can pee here."

Huan clicked his tongue. "Please, five minutes."

"No, I can’t live without you for five minutes."

"Please, Alex. You’re making me want to laugh right now. If people see you like this, they’ll think you’re crazy in love with me."

"I am."

Huan sighed. "Remember, you’ve let me go. I will leave next week. I will go back to my village."

Alexander took a deep breath, this time opening his eyes and looking at Huan lying next to him. "Seeing how you treat me with such love, and are willing to lie naked next to me like this, I think you still love me. So I changed my mind. I will not let you go."

Huan felt his cheeks flush instantly upon hearing Alexander describe him in such detail, and seeing his current state—which was in fact true, as he was still naked—left him speechless.

Huan took a deep breath. "Well, I’m losing again."

Alexander pulled him closer, hugging him tighter. "I’m the loser here. I never admitted to being this much of a mess, but you see it yourself. I proved it myself—I can’t live without you. I was NOT sure about it, but now I’m 100% sure. I just want you. I’m ridiculously admitting that I’m truly crazy in love with you, Huan. Please, don’t say you’ll leave me again."

Huan felt a strange vibration in his chest. He was silent for a moment after hearing Alexander’s words, trying to digest and analyze the possibilities behind them. He still believed that Alexander was euphoric because he had returned, and that he would abuse his feelings again later.

"Idk... You know why I wanted to leave."

Alexander shook his head. "No, don’t leave. As long as you still love me, don’t leave. I don’t know how to fix it, but I will find out. I will, and I want to keep you."

Huan felt that Antonio’s actions in imprisoning him and forcing him to leave Alexander were wrong, but on the other hand, thanks to the old man, he saw a side of Alexander that he would never have seen if he hadn’t been in his current position.

He felt grateful for a moment.

"Alex, I really need to pee."

Alexander brought his lips close to the crook of Huan’s neck, this time staring intently at the man, a mischievous smile playing on his lips. He licked Huan’s cheek, making the man cringe.

"Is it full here?" Alexander asked softly, his hand slowly and gently creeping to Huan’s manhood, gently squeezing him there.

Huan held his breath, groaning. "Please... don’t press it."

Alexander felt his excitement return, truly happy to see Huan there, back, healthy, and groaning.

His Huan was really back!!

"Alex, please, I need to go!" Huan tried to push Alexander’s lips away from his own. He couldn’t concentrate while holding his urine. It was very uncomfortable.

Alexander pulled his face away, smiling. "I will let you pee."

He said it as if Huan really needed his permission.

Huan didn’t care, he immediately got up. But before he could get off the bed, Alexander held his shoulders to keep him lying down.

Huan frowned in confusion, watching the man step over him and get off the bed. But he immediately realized what Alexander was doing when the man stood at the edge of the bed, naked.

Huan screamed in surprise when his body was lifted so easily into Alexander’s arms. "Alex!!"

"Yes?" replied Alexander, carrying Huan bridal style to the bathroom.

"You are sick! I can go myself!" Huan whispered.

"Yes, you can. But I prefer to lift you. I don’t want you out of my sight. It’s traumatizing."

"Oh!" Huan gasped as he felt his feet land on the cold floor. "Well, that doesn’t mean you have to see me peeing!"

"I saw you in your worst moment. I’m serious. I still don’t believe you’re here. Don’t make me lose you."

Huan sighed, unable to believe he had to do this. "I can’t pee if you’re watching me. Turn away, please!"

"Nope. You can hold your pee as long as you want. I will not turn away."

Huan closed his eyes, taking a deep breath. He glanced at Alexander again, who seemed very serious about staying there, staring at him. "Seriously," he muttered.

But he finally let go of his pee.

Alexander leaned against the wall, as if enjoying every second like a psycho pervert. His arms were folded across his chest. He smiled.

"Very good," he said like a mother seeing her child pee in the toilet for the first time.

Huan sighed. With Alexander, he realized that even the smallest things could become humiliating moments. But for some reason, he didn’t want to leave this situation. It seemed like he knew that Alexander’s treatment was what he wanted sexually. He wanted a man who could dominate him, as long as that man loved him with all his heart.

That was what he still doubted about Alexander at the moment.

Huan flushed the toilet and stood there for a moment. He immediately stepped back when he saw Alexander move.

"No! I can walk, okay? I don’t want you to lift me!"

"You will let me lift you, whether you like it or not."

"Alex!" Huan screamed as he felt Alexander’s strong arms wrap around his waist and lift him up like a sack of potatoes.

Huan was sure the man would ask to make love, but until evening came, Alexander only hugged him and kissed him.

"Alex, I think you need to see a psychiatrist," Huan said that afternoon, after lunch.

"Why?"

"Don’t you feel something strange happening to you? You need someone to talk to."

"Why is that? I don’t need to tell everyone that I’m sad or happy. Do you think I’m being weird right now?"

Huan nodded. "Very weird."

"I know. But it’s me. I feel like I’ve come back from the grave. I feel like I have to do something right this time. I don’t want to lose someone who matters so much to me that I ignored in my previous life. That’s why I’ll make sure you stay with me. I don’t want to lose you, again."

"But you can’t keep me in the room like this all the time. You need to go back to work."

"It doesn’t matter anymore. I really hate that old man. Until he apologizes, I won’t go back."

Huan sighed. "Seriously? Do you know how much Jack and everyone else need you right now? Don’t punish everyone under you just because of Sir Antonio."

"I don’t care. I truly don’t care. He needs to apologize to me for setting up this ridiculous game. He thinks it’s funny to see me break down."