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MTL - Divorce Strategies For Divorced Movie Queens-Chapter 34 Can the past be covered up?
Ji Chenli was almost amused by Minghong's innocent tone, "Of course not." She said, "I know myself, in your heart I'm probably an annoying cockroach, I can't be killed or driven away, if I don't go If you mess with me, maybe you won't even think of me, how could you bother to think of an idea to hurt me."
Her voice was harsh, Ming Lang wanted to refute, but she opened her mouth, but she still clenched her fists to listen to Ji Chenli's continuation.
"Minglang, I used to love you, and I wish I could show you my heart and lungs. You didn't want it." Ji Chenli thought that she had lived two lives, so she shouldn't care about it, but when she really let go of her relationship Ming Lang said that she found that she was still calculating.
How could she not care about it, that was her entire youth, half of her life was spent living for Ming Lang, how could she not care about it? Not only cares about it, but also remembers every scornful look in Minglang's eyes, every disgusted avoidance, every heart-piercing swearing, Ji Chenli closes his eyes and remembers it without recalling it.
When I think of it, it feels like I have fallen into an ice cellar, and I shiver with cold.
Even if Ji Chenli made a mistake, those unforgettable pains still fell on her in the end. Ji Chenli thought it was her own fault, she deserved it, so she never thought about revenge, but could it be because of her previous life? That mistake, Ji Chenli deserves to be humiliated by Minghong again for the rest of his life, without even a chance to repent?
It's not a murderer, Ji Chen felt cold, and thought angrily, a murderer only dies once, and he saved someone's life anyway, so how come this crime has to be endured forever?
"You didn't want it yourself." Ji Chenli smiled wryly, "Minglang, you have given up on me a long time ago, you said I have no cure, you said I have a heart of snakes and scorpions, you said I have suffered on my own, have you forgotten?"
After finishing speaking, Ji Chenli smiled again, "Yes, how could you remember that you are not her."
"You are not Minglang, at least, not the Minglang I know."
Even Tao Yuan wasn't Tao Yuan, Tao Yuan was already dead, Ji Chenli watched her dying with his own eyes, and she couldn't bear to die, two eyes that had lost their luster stared at Ji Chenli, the blood flowed all over Ji Chenli's body. It's so transparent that I can't survive.
The current Tao Yuan does not belong to him, but belongs to Ji Chenli from another world, but he forcibly occupied that Ji Chenli's body and broke into this Tao Yuan's life.
Ji Chenli is an intruder from outside, she thinks that she can cheat with that little memory and become a little savior, but she doesn't know that fate is an established track, and she can't change anything.
"What if I remember?" Ming Lang said suddenly.
Ji Chenli only thought that she was talking to her on purpose, and didn't take it to heart, just sneered casually: "Then you shouldn't disturb my life again, Minglang, you are such a high-ranking person, and now you are pestering someone who was once Don't you feel ashamed that you despise people who want to trample on them to death?"
"I…"
"Minglang, when I loved you, moths flew into the flames, and now I have been burnt beyond recognition. I have become ugly, mean, and vicious. I dare not even look in the mirror, because the woman in the mirror disgusts me. Minglang, I have become a woman that I hate even when I look at it, and I can only live with this self that I hate for the rest of my life, isn't this punishment enough?"
Ming Lang wanted to say that it was not what Ji Chenli thought, but she couldn't speak, she was not good at arguing with people outside the negotiating table, let alone that person was Ji Chenli, the one she was eager to catch, Rather than an imaginary enemy at the negotiating table.
Ji Chenli is used to such a silent Minglang, she didn't expect Minglang to say anything at all, she kept these words in her heart for too long, even Tao Yuan didn't tell her, now she just regards Minglang as a tree hole to vent , pouring out all his pent-up grievances.
Ji Chenli went on to say: "So I don't want to add another you. One of me is already disgusting enough that I can't get rid of it for the rest of my life. Another you will be twice as disgusting. I really can't live."
Can't survive! Ming Lang was most afraid of Ji Chenli saying these words, so he suddenly raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes were full of panic, for such a big person, he looked helpless like a child.
Ji Chenli felt that she was a bit of a bully, but she finally vented the pent-up resentment in her heart, and felt relieved of the burden. Although her spine was still hurt, she felt comfortable all over, and almost forgot that she called Ming Lang The purpose of coming here is not to scold her, but to ask her for something.
Swearing at someone, begging someone to run away, Ji Chenli gave himself several big mouths in his heart, see if you can, you will soon be able to go to heaven! Is Ming Lang someone who can compete casually? idiot!
Ji Chenli scolded himself a hundred times in his heart, only to hear Ming Lang chuckle, "So if you want a divorce, you really want a divorce."
Nonsense, Ji Chenli wanted to laugh, did someone get divorced just for fun?
"Chen Li." Ming Lang put his hands in his trouser pockets, his palms were covered with sweat, his fingers were loosened and then clenched, and his tongue was tangled against his palate for several minutes before he swallowed, half kneeling and half squatting on Ji By Chenli's bedside, he took her hand and asked, "What if I say I love you?"
Ji Chenli didn't even bother to look at her, and lazily said: "Then either you are crazy, or I am crazy."
"Just think I'm crazy." Ming Lang lowered his head and gave up on himself, "Chen Li, I love you."
She spoke with difficulty: "Chenli, can you...give me a chance to prove it?"
Ji Chenli felt that something was covered on the ring finger of her left hand. She broke away from Minglang's hand and lifted it up to see. Sure enough, there was a ring on the ring finger. This ring was very familiar to Ji Chenli. It was her and The diamond ring for Ming Lang's wedding was specially designed by a famous French designer, it is the only pair in the world.
At the wedding that year, I put one of the rings on Minghong's hand. Ji Chenli still remembers that Minghong wore white elbow-length gloves on that day. The hands are slender and elegant, Ji Chenli was delighted to see them, she just wanted to hold that hand and kiss her, she thought of a word: holding hands to grow old together, what a beautiful vow.
Ji Chenli raised her hand in front of her eyes, against the light, she squinted her eyes to look at the diamond ring in her hand, and heard these words from Minglang's mouth that could be regarded as a confession of true feelings, her heart didn't even feel a throbbing .
She just felt a little sad, for the self who asked for a little charity from Minghong back then. The current Minglang looks more like Ji Chenli back then.
"Ming Lang, do you think life can be repeated?" Ji Chenli asked suddenly, staring at the diamond ring in his hand.
Ming Lang nodded without hesitation, "Yes."
"I don't think so." Ji Chenli took off the ring and played with it in his hand, "Something happened, so it happened, so what if it happened all over again? It can't cover up everything that happened in the past."
"It can't be covered up, but it can be made up for."
"Make up?" Ji Chenli smiled, "How? Can you make up for my seven years? Can you make up for my life? Can you erase those memories for me? Minglang, why do you just make up for me? I have to give you a chance? Who gave me another chance back then?"
"Do you love me or are you not reconciled? It turns out that Ji Chenli who treated you like a **** has disappeared, and now Ji Chenli is so bold, to dare to despise your charm like this, it is simply unforgivable, isn't it? Minglang, It turns out that you also like to play such childish president games."
"Seven years, it takes less than a second to say two words, and I don't need to touch my mouth, but I survived every day! Do you know how many days seven years are? You know how I gave up bit by bit. Is it?"
The more Ji Chenli talked, the more despair gushed from her bones, and she almost suffocated herself. She stared at Minglang angrily, and threw the ring on the ground without hesitation, "I'll give you a chance, who will come?" Give me a chance? Do you know how it feels when your lover is with someone else on your birthday? Do you know what it’s like to get a cancer diagnosis in the hospital alone? Do you know how painful it is to fall to death from more than 20 floors ? I can't ask for a chance until I die, I don't have it until I die!"
"Minglang, how do you make up for it?"
Ming Lang watched Ji Chenli throw away the ring, this was the second time she threw it away, the ring rolled to the corner of the wall with a few gurgles, the diamond was printed with lights flashing non-stop, Ming Lang quickly ran over to pick it up Get up, and put it in your close-fitting pocket.
Ji Chenli asked five in a row, you know, Minglang was speechless when he asked each one, Minglang knew that he was very bad towards Ji Chenli, but he didn't expect it to be so bad, listening to Ji Chenli's complaint, it was so bad to the bone She herself thought, how could such a person be together.
Ming Lang is a bit confused, more at a loss, she thinks well, a sentence of compensation seems to be able to solve everything, she really hit a wall to know it is not, she has never been in love, so she had to try to ask Ji Chen Li: "Chen Li, do you believe that I love you after I have endured all your sufferings?"
"I don't care if you love me or not." Ji Chenli said wearily, "I just want to beg you to send me back." Ji Chenli thought, even if the fate had already been set, as long as it hadn't happened, she would not accept it. Tao Yuan is a living person, Ji Chenli can't let her die a second time in front of him, even if it's just an injury.
Ming Lang finally understood Ji Chenli's words this time, and did not dare to dig into their scarred past with Ji Chenli, nodded and said: "Okay, I will take you back."
The private jet departed in the morning and arrived in City C in the afternoon. There were professional doctors on the plane to take care of it. It wasn't until I got off the plane that Ji Chenli remembered to ask Ming Lang a question, "Ming Lang, why don't you have any doubts about what I said? "
A self-deprecating chuckle floated on Ming Lang's usual thin face, she pulled back the hair that fell from her ears, and said, "Chen Li, I can answer at least one of the questions you asked."
"If you fall from more than 20 floors, you will die instantly, and you won't even feel the pain."
It's February, the weather is good recently, the sun has been shining for several days, the temperature has begun to rise, the spring breeze is blowing, and it is warm and gentle on the face, but Ji Chenli feels a little cold.