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MTL - Gold Medal Mediator-v2 Chapter 125 Extra 2: Ying Fan's Perspective (Part 1)
???? My mind was blank when the bright car drove towards me.
???? Until the soul floated out of the body and swayed erratically in mid-air for a long time, an unspeakable tension re-emerged in my blank mind:
???? No, I still have things to do!
???? Looking at the tires on the road for tens of meters, from the white white at the beginning to the dark black dirty tire cream at the back, I finally remembered, I haven't celebrated my lover yet...
???? Celebrating our first day together.
???? "Need help?"
???? In the void, an indifferent male voice sounded out of nowhere, saying these polite words that were completely different from his tone.
???? At first, I ignored him, I looked around in the crowd, looking for, with a kind of expectation and entanglement that I couldn't figure out.
???? Not only hope to see her lover come to the scene, but also hope that she will never see this scene in her life.
???? Up to now, I can clearly remember the blush on her face when I accepted her confession, like the faint sunrise in the sky, the brilliance in her eyes, It is a hundred times brighter than the starry sky in the city at night.
???? I hope she can't see-
???? I don't know how many times this thought appeared, unfortunately, I saw her hurriedly rushing forward.
???? I floated in front of her, some were not happy that the traffic police called her, and some regretted that she hurriedly remarked her contact information in the phone book as "beloved" ".
???? I tried to stand in front of her, but I accidentally passed through her body due to too much force.
???? "Don't look at it, it doesn't look good, I'm fine, I'm still standing in front of you."
???? I whispered to her and gave her the usual smile.
???? It's just a pity she can't see me anymore.
???? "Don't cry..."
???? She knelt on the side of the road, looking like she had lost all her strength, as if the whole world had collapsed, and even her own tears could not be controlled.
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???? That day, I watched her open her eyes in the house until dawn, and cried all night.
???? And I dared not go in outside the bedroom, only whispered to myself over and over again:
???? "It doesn't matter, we have been together for a few hours in the strict sense at most, you will forget me sooner or later."
???? "You always start a new life, right?"
???? Even if she hurts and hurts at this moment, I always believe in the laws of human nature, she will always forget me, and her injury will always be healed.
???? I decided to wait until the day she forgot about me before leaving.
???? I made up my mind to protect her silently—
???? But I didn't expect it, and then I saw such a scene.
???? She cremated my body, and secretly set up a simple tablet for me in the rental house. During this period, she also looked at the most expensive cemetery in the city for me, and worked various part-time jobs without sleep, just to increase her savings.
???? I sighed and said to her jokingly:
???? "You don't need to buy this land, I have never lived in such an expensive place when I was alive."
???? But she couldn't hear, she was just working hard.
????However, on the evening of the third day, she unfortunately met her mother and brought relatives to her to borrow.
???? After the aunt came in, she was frightened by the layout of the living room, and even the relatives who came to the city to play were frightened, thinking she was secretly in her rental house What a cult ritual.
???? "You're going to die! What are you doing? Who is this person? You scared someone to death, you debt collector, and those who didn't know thought your mother and I were gone!"
???? Her mother took three steps and made two steps up, seemingly unaware that her daughter was an adult, raised her hand and grabbed her ear, hating that iron is not steel scolded.
???? Then, the middle-aged woman turned her head to look at the black-and-white photo, and almost the entire apartment could hear her shouting:
???? "Ordinary friend? I'm afraid not? Oh ~ I remembered, this is not the woman you told me you liked before, right?"
????"You bastard, is your brain really broken? Is it stupid to read too much? You told me before that radishes and vegetables have their own love, if the whole society is you Such people, should human beings continue to reproduce? Look at me, I haven’t read a few books, and I know that I have to obey the laws of nature. Look, you guys have been punished for doing this shit?”
???? During the whole process, my lover pursed her lips and listened, her eyes were full of sadness and anger, but she seemed to have gone through countless such quarrels, just looking tired , said nothing.
????"Be normal, Xiaohua, I beg your mother, can you give me some anger in front of my relatives, so that I can raise my head and teach you such a daughter, I lost my face to my ancestors!"
????"Even if I didn't do my best to teach you before, but think about it, since I was a child, didn't I feed you and dress you? You work so hard to earn money for you to study, can you stop doing this kind of thing to disgust me and take revenge on me?"
???? Every word of the middle-aged woman is like a knife, piercing my lover's face more and more white.
???? I couldn't even hear what she meant.
???? I have no parents since I was a child, and have always held a hazy yearning for parental love, but at that moment, I suddenly did not envy at all.
???? Concerns in the name of love just drive people crazy, I think.
???? My lover finally heard the noise getting bigger and bigger, raised her hand and wiped her face, she was exhausted by taking part-time jobs, she only found a gap and replied a sentence :
???? "It's you who embarrassed you now, Mom."
???? "I'm a rental house. You curse so loudly that if the landlord hears me and sees the layout of my house, she will drive me away."
???? The conversation between their mother and daughter did not avoid outsiders. The relative who brought a large family to travel but refused to pay the hotel money only laughed outside the door, Pretending not to see it, I coaxed my child who was going out to play, and occasionally looked at my lover with strange eyes.
????Suddenly, a crisp sound of "snap!" sounded in the room.
???? I stood in front of my lover in vain, watching the slap penetrate my body and hit her face.
???? At that moment, I suddenly regretted it.
???? I don't want to forget her and I don't want to leave her.
???? "Ask again, need help? I can help you fulfill your wish."
???? In the void, the sound that once rang when I was in a car accident rang again.
???? This time, I did not turn a deaf ear, just looked up at the air, and replied desperately: "Okay, as long as we can love each other again, I am willing to pay all the price!"
???? The male voice in the void smiled inaudibly.
???? I suddenly lost consciousness.
????…
???? When I wake up again.
???? I found the whole world changed.
???? I desperately want to go back to my lover, to tell her that I'm back and let her not be afraid.
???? I turned the crowd with the gray progress bar above her head and went upstream towards her back, with only the shiny blue progress bar above her head in my eyes.
???? She walked fast and never looked back. In order to attract her attention, I opened my mouth to stop her—
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???? A ruthless voice came to my world:
???? "The deal is reached, time is limited, you help me save a thousand worlds, and I will fulfill your wish for you."
???? "Let's call your destiny to save the system."
???? I was at a loss and repeated the words in my heart:
???? Destiny Salvation System?
???? System?
???? Me?
???? However, before I could react, my eyes were already dark again.
????…
???? I finally understand my mission.
???? I need to go to many worlds that are on the verge of collapse, stay with the children of the world, use my own soul power to fuse the soul power of the children of the world, nourish them, and let them Continue to energize the existence of the world.
???? Until the world energy stabilizes again.
???? That man never told me that the power of my soul will become weaker and weaker every time. On the contrary, after the transformation, I will get closer and closer to the indifferent system, gradually Forget your own humanity.
???? I don't know how many worlds I traveled to, one day, I heard a voice:
???? "Where are you from?"
???? I searched for a long time and found this sound resounding in my body.
???? I was in a woman's body at the time, looking at the unfamiliar face reflected in the glass door on the elevator, and it took me a while to reflect that it was the voice of the child of the world herself. Not fully asleep.
???? I was quiet for a while, and I found out:
???? "I… I forgot, strange, I should have remembered…"
???? The voice asked me again: "How many worlds have you traveled?"
???? "What are you doing this for?"
???? I accurately answered the number of quest worlds I've done, but I still can't answer the latter question.
???? I'm in a terrible mood, there is a irritable mood reminding me, I should remember, the purpose of my task is too important...
???? I seem to be for one person.
???? Who is that?
???? That is, from that day on, I found myself forgetting more things.
????…
???? I have another world.
????This world is not difficult, the son of the world is called Luo Sheng, a person who has been hurt by emotions.
???? I sneered after reading her history.
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???? I'm ready to live a boring life again.
????I grew up step by step, I have experienced this kind of growth dozens of times, whether it is going to school, getting a job, being a president, or being a beggar, I know it all by heart.
???? Until…
???? I saw a very different scenery.
???? I wanted to say it before, I see people always see a bar on top of their head, gray, like an energy bar, a long time ago when I was bored, I would I've thought about how to turn the thing on, or make it change color, but I've failed.
???? Gradually, I became less interested in that gray energy bar.
???? But today, I saw a blue energy bar on top of a girl's head.
???? It's a light blue bar, and the initial part shows the progress: zero percent (playable).
???? Looking at the content in brackets, I can feel the long-lost curiosity in my heart.
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???? Is this what I mean?
???? I became curious about her and began to look for opportunities to approach her without a trace.
???? During this process, I found that she was always looking for opportunities to come close to me, and even if she came by herself, she kept stuffing that scumbag Chen Wenxian to my side, What does it mean?
???? Didn't she see the "scumbag retreat" aura from my whole body?
???? I'm a little upset.
???? I think she is 10,000 times cuter than Chen Wenxian, but whenever she sells herself with the energy of Amway and her cousin, I have been caught by her 800 years ago.
???? My anger peaked when I saw Chen Wenxian buy a bunch of champagne roses to confess to me.
???? Just such a man who has a **** to the end, he can only come up with a rose for me!
???? Chen Keyin must have told him!
???? I didn't sleep well that night and had a strange dream.
???? I haven't had a dream for a long time, so long that I doubt that I should have the ability to dream at all.
???? In the dream, this cute little girl is not called the current name. She had a miserable life.
???? I thought it was just an accident.
???? The result is strange...
????From that night, and every day thereafter, I started dreaming the same scene over and over again, and in the dream, I ended badly with her.
???? But the dream became more and more clear, so clear that I woke up one day and could say a name:
???? "Baihe."
???? An intuition is growing stronger.
???? I'm beginning to be sure that's her name.
???? But between us, why did it become like this?
???? Fortunately, after I was transformed, my memory became better and better. I recalled those dreams over and over again, and it quickly reminded me of everything.
???? My mood swings were so strong that even the main consciousness of my body was awakened.
???? I tentatively asked her: "Excuse me, can I use your body to fall in love with her?"
???? "I've never been in a relationship with her, even for a day, okay?"
???? The owner of the body answered me with a smile:
???? "Yes, as long as you are not with Chen Wenxian, you can talk to anyone."
???? She stopped for a while and then said to me, "I'm sorry to read your memories, you must love her very much?"
???? I thought about it and nodded vigorously.
???? I love her very much, but I'm not sure if she still loves me like before.
???? I don't remember the time in her world, I don't know if she forgot me.
???? She…
???? Does she still love me?