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MTL - Honkai Q&A, Starting with Kiana-Chapter 282
So, while the rest of the world can kill Otto, Kallen can't.
Since it wasn't his fault, then it was Otto's fault? But he is to revive himself.
Karen actually knew about the human experiment conducted by Otto, but she did not stop it, because it was Otto's means of saving the world.
To do such a thing, the pressure on Otto when he was young was absolutely enormous.
But now?
She didn't see even a trace of regret in Otto's eyes, only simple satisfaction.
There is no guilt or apology, as if the thousands of lives are just insignificant consumables in his eyes.
Otto, the Otto she knew earlier.
When she was a child, the Otto she knew was in the dark, but his heart was for the light. The smart, strong, and warm crybaby in his heart gradually became broken like glass.
What survived were the unscrupulous, foolish clowns.
Everything is different.
Karen Kaslana once again realized what the five hundred years really meant.
Since it wasn't his own fault, it wasn't Otto's fault either.
So whose fault is it?
Is it all the world's fault?
Silence occupied all of the room.
Karen took a deep breath, and looked directly at Otto with her blue eyes, at the villain who made her bear countless sins, at the benefactor who made her miraculously resurrected, at this The stranger who completely cut off the relationship between the two parties,
"Otto, let me ask you, do you think I should hate you?"
Karen's heart was in a mess, should she hate what Otto did?
Of course, what he did when he was born was all to resurrect himself, so if it is really about responsibility, it is undoubtedly his own problem.
If it wasn't for her, Otto...wouldn't have become the stranger he is now. Perhaps five hundred years ago, when Vera died, they would have passed on the position of Catholic bishop to their trusted heirs.
Leaving Tianming alone and opening an orphanage in obscurity?
"What on earth should I do, Otto..."
After a long silence, Karen asked again. Otto glanced at her and gave his own answer.
"Karen, you don't need to worry about anything. Destiny is the most powerful organization in the world. Any orders you have, your ambitions, your salvation, will be fulfilled for you."
"I, a sinner for five hundred years, will allow the organization of Destiny to perfectly fulfill your wishes and needs. Everything I do in the middle, whether it is achievement or crime, is my business alone."
Otto said calmly,
"Those who died because of me, whose families were destroyed because of me, and those who were forever separated because of me, to be honest, I don't have the slightest regret, but when I help you defeat the collapse, I will kill myself in front of you , to atone for their death."
"You don't need to worry about the task of destiny. After I die, Amber will continue to assist you and let you secure the position of the archbishop of destiny. I believe that under your leadership, the world will become a better place."
"So, you don't have to do anything now, I will prepare everything for you."
"Hehe, you are not only irresponsible to me, but you are also making fun of the survival of this civilization by letting me, a reckless girl, assume the highest position of power."
"I don't understand, or, Otto, do you think I can do it?"
Karen's blue eyes were indifferently filled with broken emotions.
"I didn't even dare to close my eyes, because then, I would instinctively spy out the hands protruding from the dark abyss, and the owners of those hands were all people who died tragically because of you and me... .”
Chapter 548 Amber: You can blame him, but please don't hate him
"They had dear family members, caring friends, and lovely children. They should have lived an ordinary life happily, but because of an insignificant person like me, they died meaninglessly."
"Kaslana is the hero of the people, Otto, do you think I, who is covered in blood, can still be considered a hero?"
Karen's voice was still hoarse and choked, and she was no longer active at all, as if she had been occupied by despair since birth, from the despair of death and the hope of resurrection, she fell into the boundless abyss again.
"Otto, should I hate you?" Kallen asked again.
Otto closed his eyes, opened them again after a long time, and asked a question back.
"Karen, if you are the guard at the gate of the city, and the Horde of Beasts is attacking the city, what you have to do is to close the gate immediately, so that the Horde of Beasts will not rush into the city. At that time, you found that the residents farther outside the city gate had no time to return to the city before the city gate closed, what choice would you make at this time?"
"I will hand over the task of closing the city gate to others, and take up arms to intercept the Houkai herd, so that the residents can return safely." Karen did not hesitate.
"Even so, you will die." Otto asked back.
"I'm happy with it too." Karen replied firmly.
"Okay, Karen, I can answer your question." Otto nodded clearly, and gave his own answer, which still didn't match Karen's question, but it made Karen feel like falling into an ice cave.
"If you die, whether it's because of righteousness or personal affection, I will start the resurrection experiment again and resurrect you again."
Otto kept talking.
"No matter how many lives are sacrificed in the experiment, no matter whether the experiment involves order and morality, even if it completely pushes human civilization into hell, surrenders and collapses, I will continue the experiment until I resurrect you."
"I understand, I will live, and continue to live until I hear the news of your death with my own ears, and then continue to fulfill Kaslana's ideals."
Kallen's voice trembled.
Her faith was trampled on without mercy.
"and also..."
"what?"
"Otto, I hate you."
"Ok, I know."
In the living room, fell into a silent silence.
Karen covered her forehead with her hands, covering her face. Otto and Amber looked at her quietly, after a long time.
"Otto... you used to be my best friend, but from now on, we have nothing to do with each other, sorry, I can't take it anymore... I don't want to see you anymore, please Get out of my sight?
She needs to calm down and organize her thoughts.
Otherwise, as long as she saw Otto's face, she would not be able to calm down.
"....it is good."
Otto had nothing to say and could only get up silently.
"Amber, you stay and take care of Kallen, her authority is equal to mine."
After leaving such a sentence to order Amber, Otto turned and left.
Click, the door behind him slowly closed, and the material of the Soul Compendium was able to isolate the sound inside and outside the door very well.
Otto collapsed backwards, with his back pressed against the door, and slowly slid down to the ground with a dull expression.
His eyes were dull, and no one knew what kind of feelings Otto had in his heart after he said those words to Kallen.
"...heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh heh—"
Otto was laughing, he was laughing wildly, laughing hysterically, his appearance collapsed, and tears flowed down his face.
The silent room, the rampant laughter, inside and outside the door, are like two parallel lines that do not intersect each other...
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In the lounge, Karen sat motionless on a chair, while Amber took out a broom and mop from the corner to clean up the dishes on the floor. I didn't refuse these cleanings because of identity issues, but I was happy with it.
"You... are called Amber, right?"
"Yes, Lord Caroline."
Amber stopped and stood respectfully, waiting for Kallen's question.
Karen is not in the mood to care about Amber's attitude anymore, she wants to know how Amber thinks of Otto.
"I don't know about genes, cloning, etc., but it is undeniable that A303 is yours, that's right, except you and another one, the child named Teresa, survived, and your other sisters were all killed by Austria. Ask him to kill."
"Tell me honestly, do you hate him?"
"Eh?"
Amber suddenly showed a surprised expression.
"Don't worry, I won't tell Otto, you were born because of me, that's my family, my sister, I will protect you...Although, the other dead family members are all because of me. I died."
After a long silence, Amber shook her head lightly,
She opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she couldn't say anything.
She had no position to persuade anything.
This is between Karen and Otto.
As for her attitude.
"I don't hate Master Otto, on the contrary, I am very grateful to him."
"Master Karen, I'm not a human being. Strictly speaking, I'm just a bionic person. I'm a life that shouldn't exist. I'm a lucky individual who survived by chance."
"In the beginning, I was indeed regarded as a tool person, but that's why I was born in this world. I am very grateful to the Bishop for giving me life."
"I don't have Lord Teresa, who pleases Lord Otto so much, and I don't have Lord Karen who makes Lord Otto so obsessed, and I have never been cared by Lord Otto like Lord Youlandelle. I am just a companion The maid by his side."
Amber smiled and said, she doesn't care about her identity, or, beside Otto, it doesn't matter what identity she is, as long as Otto admits and trusts herself.
And what I can do for Otto is to share his work, so that he can complete his obsession faster, and now, perhaps add the work of reconciling Lord Karen and Lord Otto.
Even Otto never counted on it from the beginning to the end.
"Master Karen, I will not deny the wrong things the Bishop has done, but you cannot deny that the destiny he led followed your will and guarded the world for five hundred years after your death."
Amber bowed slightly to Kallen, and said softly.
"I say this not to ask you to forgive him, but I just want you to know that Lord Otto may not be a good person, but this era is prosperous and prosperous because of him."
"His deeds are passed down forever, and his crimes are too numerous to write down."
"At least, when it comes to your feelings for Mrs. Karen, Mrs. Otto is not ashamed of his heart."
"You can blame him, but please don't hate him."
Chapter five hundred and forty-ninth Otto laughed wildly, but Karen remained silent.
"I'm going to hate her, how could I do it." Kallen showed a confused look, she stared at the girl who was very similar to herself in front of her, through the orange glasses covering half of her face, she also had a pair of pure blue eyes eye.
"Amber, I don't understand...I don't understand."
Karen covered her painful head, her thoughts were in a mess. It was only half an hour of communicating with Otto. The ups and downs she experienced were more shocking than the twenty years in the previous half of her life.
"Otto is wrong? He has maintained the world for more than five hundred years. Otto is right? The people who died directly and indirectly at his hands are beyond imagination."
"Am I wrong? Not wrong, I firmly believe in what I do, to save others, am I wrong? Most people die because of me..."
Karen didn't know. She felt that her cognition had been distorted. She stood up at some point and leaned her back against the door.
Extreme fear welled up in her heart.
There is not only the fear of loneliness, the uncanny valley effect on friends, but also the heart of guilt for sin.
The friend who used to be the most trusted has now become the biggest devil in the world. He uses power as the thread and faith as the knife to wantonly move the thread of fate and place civilization on destiny, but the reward for gambling with the collapse is insignificant soul.
Five hundred years ago, in order to save himself, Otto took the entire town as a bargaining chip and released the Houkai herd imprisoned by the Mandate of Heaven. He knew that many civilians in the town would die in the process, but he didn't care.
Five hundred years later, in order to save himself, Otto composed a movement of destruction, regarding the life and bonded emotions of the son of man as a bargaining chip in a deal with the gods.
What seems to be a chronicle of a girl from innocence to hero, behind the scenes is a stage play of a crazy clown.
Knowing this information, Kallen almost collapsed!
But at the same time, the naive she was gradually infected with the darkness of the clown.
Inexplicably, Karen figured it out.
I'm afraid her friend Otto has never changed.
He is the crybaby, the great inventor, and the savior of the Black Death;
He is the archbishop of destiny, he is the crazy script writer behind the scenes, and he is also the clown who fools people and fools himself.