MTL - I am a Good Man-Chapter 547 The escapist soft rice man (1)

"NS."

"Stupid!"

"Rush up, kill, shit!"

...

Across the door, the cry of the baby in the bedroom kept coming:

"Woo."

"Wow..."

...

"Don't cry, don't cry, mother hug." The woman in pajamas was holding a child in her arms, and the baby was crying heartbreakingly.

The woman has a melon-seeded face with soft facial features, but her skin is a little pale, and her lips are even more bloodless, and she seems to be in a bad state of mind.

Tired and helpless.

She was tired from hugging and leaning against the wall, her hands were sore, but she didn't dare to put it down, there were still scolding shouts outside the door.

People in the living room thought the bedroom was too noisy and moved the computer to the living room to play games.

"Kill."

"Stupid idiot, idiot."

...

Cao Yan looked at the sleeping daughter in his arms. The other party could wake up at any time, and then burst into tears. The sound of mechanical keyboard and mouse came from outside the door.

When the child was completely asleep, she slowly put it on the bed, looking at the messy bedroom, where the clothes were thrown away, and her mind buzzed.

He took a deep breath, and ran away his anger at random to tidy up.

Afterwards, she walked out with her clothes in her arms, Ji Yang was playing happily with her headphones on, and the keyboard crackled.

It's exciting.

Cao Yan put his clothes in the washing machine, turned and walked in front of him, "How about the resume I asked you to submit the other day?"

"It's not good." Ji Yang operated with his fingers, his eyes still on the computer, he was focusing on playing his game, and then he responded.

"What's a bad place? You didn't even go to the interview." Cao Yan looked down at him, "After so many shots, there is no one that you can see?"

"Let's talk about it later." Ji Yang manipulated the character and resorted to a lore. The person on the other side died, and he continued to manipulate the character to move forward.

"How much more time do you have? You haven't worked for half a year." Cao Yan was very impatient and watched him continue to speak, "Before you said to rest for a while, I think it's okay, but you take a rest and play games every day for so long. Isn't it enough?"

"The baby is so troublesome, you don't help me see it, fight all day long, is it interesting?"

"you……"

"Okay!" Ji Yang watched the character on the computer hang up, and slammed the mouse down. "Is it annoying? After talking for so long, I am tired if you are not tired!"

He sullen his face and leaned back without looking at her.

Cao Yan was stunned by his yelling at first, then looked at him with red eyes, his voice trembling, "Then am I not tired? Am I willing? Am I willing to force you like that?"

"You escape reality, but this family needs money, and children need money!"

After she finished speaking, she kept looking at him, her gaze fell on him. Ji Yang was silent for a while, then stood up, and left a sentence, "Isn't the deposit still spent? What's the rush?"

After speaking, he went into the house to take the clothes, came out and walked into the bathroom.

In the looks, they are all impatient.

Cao Yan looked at the closed bathroom door, feeling a lot of feelings, his heart was very heavy, and he felt that life was gone.

He always said to take a rest and go again when he was rested, and he didn't die from starvation.

Where can I not die from starvation?

I had saved tens of thousands before, but now I have only a little bit of 20,000, which will be spent soon. Now that I have a child, I have to spend money everywhere, and she can't go out to work.

"Wow..."

Before she was relieved, the children in the house began to cry again, and Cao Yan dragged his tired steps into the house.

In the bathroom.

Ji Yang is taking a bath, so he wakes up by the way.

This time, it was Ji Jin, the daughter of the original owner, who made the wish. She wanted her father to be a qualified father.

Don't let the family repeat the tragedy of the previous life.

Now he and Cao Jin have just been married for one year and Ji Jin for two months. Speaking of which, he is a qualified boyfriend when he is in love, but he is not a qualified father's husband after marriage.

Nowadays, he has been at home for half a year under the excuse of stress, playing games every day, and the money collected from the marriage and his previous savings have been squandered.

Following the route of his previous life, he stayed at home after spending his squanderings. Cao Yan slowly became cold with him and could only take his mother to take care of the children and go to work by himself.

She was responsible for the rent, living expenses, and personal relations, but he secretly engaged with the married woman behind her back, and began to violently violently.

Cao Jin is a child from a single-parent family. Knowing the harm of a single parent to the child, he has been gritted his teeth to endure, and the couple are like strangers.

If this is the case, the original owner scum, he tried every means to cheat Cao Yan's money, he could secretly spend the name fee for his daughter, and he even maxed out his credit card to buy game equipment, owing tens of thousands.

The credit investigations were all blacklisted, and he didn't care about it. He spent a lot of money on shopping for his lover's son, and his children didn't even look at it. He treated the lover's child as if he saw his own child.

Cao Jin was finally discouraged and prepared for a divorce after Ji Jin's college entrance examination was over. As a result, he did not leave, claiming to drag her to death.

The two were entangled for a lifetime. After Cao Yan was exhausted, he was blackmailed by him. He stole all the money she had worked so hard to spend and sent her to the hospital with anger.

In the end, Ji Yang didn't end well. His wife and children ignored him. After his lover's son grew up, he took his lover away.

To put it simply, he is lazy. He just wants to play games at home and doesn't want to work to make money. After all, making money is very hard and he says he is under a lot of pressure.

In fact, it is just idle.

Ji Yang sighed from the bottom of his heart. At this moment, his heart was full of escape, and he had a headache when he thought of making money.

All day long thinking: What kind of marriage is okay?

After taking a bath, he went out, the baby's crying continued, he walked to the bedroom and watched her coaxing the baby, his heart became even more restless.

Take the clothes from the chair, put them on, and walk out.

"You help me to boil some water, and you will make some milk powder for Xiaojin in a while. I am very tired today." Cao Yan asked him to do something like he was begging.

Ji Yang said nothing and went out.

Ask him to boil water, he really can only boil water, and I think it's like alms to her, when Cao Yan went out, they started playing games again.

Whether you are tired or not.

Cao Yan's head hurts for a while, then walked to the bedroom and closed the door, not wanting to see him.

It was fine when we got married and fine when she was pregnant.

Seeing that the door was closed, Ji Yang's action of playing the game also stopped.

He opened the resumes originally submitted, one by one.

In fact, the original owner's academic qualifications are not bad. He graduated from a key university and was admitted to a big city from a remote mountain village, where he studied finance.

In this industry, he can make small money when the market is good, but it is also exhausted. Gradually, he doesn't want to do it, but he has a child and can only escape reality.

How cool is it to play games at home?

If he goes out to work, he is under the aura of a famous university, and most companies offer him a salary of about 10,000 yuan.

Ten thousand yuan, a small place is enough to spend, but in large cities, it does not include food or housing. After deducting five insurances and one housing fund, it is less than eight thousand.

The rent is 48,000, utilities, a few hundred yuan for round-trip transportation, a few hundred phone bills, and three thousand for food and drink, and then you have to nine o'clock in the morning to nine o'clock in the evening or 11 or twelve.

It's better not to go.

What is the picture?

However, the qualifications are still low, and the salary is not high. Some only cost 7,000 or 8,000, which is even more life-threatening.

He opened the job network again to see if there was a higher salary, and then opened his resume.

This resume was made by Cao Yan for him. It is conceivable that he does not want to work.

After looking for a circle, the qualifications like him are usually around 10,000, and a higher one is 10,000, and they have more requirements, and they need to have experience and have been working for at least five years.

He was full of calculations and worked for three years.

No matter what.

It's been five years.

I opened my resume, polished it up, and posted it.

He opened the game again and looked at the equipment in the game account. At this time, the original owner had already bought a lot of equipment with his money.

This money is a bonus issued before resignation. Cao Yan didn't know it, but he had already spent it all.

The game can give him a sense of satisfaction, even Lian Mai can be called a little brother by the little girl, life is only painful.

Therefore, he was addicted.

Cao Yan wanted to pull him out again and again to make his dreams shatter, and he was even more annoyed, and he wanted to find a place to be clean and clean.

In the middle of the night, the clock points to twelve o'clock.

Ji Yang had itchy hands, played several games, turned off the computer, moved his muscles, yawned, and was about to go back to the bedroom to sleep.

As soon as he opened the door, Cao Jin had changed his clothes and was coming out of it.

"Where to go?" he asked.

"Go out." She was still holding Xiao Jinjin in her arms, and the other party was very energetic with her eyes wide open.

"Get out so late?" He frowned.

"She will cry if she doesn't go out for a while, can you sleep?" Cao Yan was slightly angry when he said this.

Before he could reply, he went out.

Ji Yang realized that Xiao Jinjin must be carried to go shopping after twelve o'clock. If she was at home, not only would she not sleep, she would cry too much.

For this reason, he even made a fire once when he was noisy to sleep.

"boom."

The sound of closing the door drew his thoughts back.

He sighed in his heart, changed his clothes and went out.

In the past, for the convenience of work, the house was rented in the third ring road. The house price is expensive in big cities.

In the middle of the night, Cao Yan walked out with the child in his arms. This is not a prosperous area and there are few people on the road.

The dim street light stretched her back very long, and she gently coaxed her to sleep while holding the baby.

Not far away, the neon lights were shining, she would be fascinated when she looked at it, and sometimes the tip of her nose would be sore.

She knew from a young age that she was beautiful, but her family was not well. Many people rejected her as a single-parent family. Her mother worked in a welfare community and paid five insurances and one housing fund for only one thousand five hundred a month.

Coming to serve her confinement is already the limit.

When he met Ji Yang, he had climbed out of the mountain and felt that he should be hard-working. She didn't want much, just two people worked hard.

But now, he has complained a little bit about her insistence on giving birth to the child. Now they have nothing and they have increased the burden.

At this moment, Ji Yang looked at her on the other side.

Cao Yan was tired from walking. Seeing the daughter in her arms was already asleep, she was too sleepy when she was sitting on the chair next to her. She hugged the baby tightly and squinted for a while.

From time to time, one or two cars passed by on the road, and when she heard the movement, she would struggle to open her eyes again.

Ji Yang walked over slowly and sat quietly beside her.

Cao Jin slept very lightly and never dared to sleep, but for the first time he didn't notice him by his side, and it was already three o'clock when he opened his eyes again.

After a while, the baby should wake up and drink milk.

At this time, when she goes back, she will sleep peacefully after drinking her milk.

When she went back, Ji Yang was already asleep in the bedroom, and they were sleeping soundly, regardless of whether you live or die.

What's so sad now?

She should be sad or sad. They have been bleeding and scarring in the past two months. If she is making trouble, Ji Yang will just pretend not to hear it and pretend to be dead.

It's me who is aggrieved.

Putting Xiao Jinjin on the crib, she whispered, "Be good, don't cry, mom will make you milk powder."

The other party put his little hand in his mouth and looked at her with little eyes.

Cao Yan kept his spirits strong, but he walked a little bit weakly, and accidentally ran into the chair behind him.

With a "clang", his daughter didn't cry, but Ji Yang was awakened. He twisted his eyebrows and sat up with squinted eyes.

Cao Yan didn't look at him, and turned around to flush the milk.

She knew that he would not ask her why she is still not asleep, but would just lie down and continue to sleep.

"Wow."

Before she made the milk powder, the daughter in the bedroom was already crying, her voice was loud and she could only speed up.

When she was a mother for the first time, she didn't understand a lot of things, and the child was still young, and she couldn't take care of it in many places, so the child was extremely noisy.

In less than five minutes, Ji Yang will have to take a blanket out of the sofa to sleep, and he will look impatient.

When she opened the milk powder can, she looked at the milk powder that was about to bottom out, her eyes were dim, but her daughter was still crying, so she could only speed up.

After rushing, Ji Yang was walking out when she walked in.

He leaned to her side, but she didn't give him a good face, walked in while shaking the bottle, tried the temperature test and fed his daughter.

After a while, Ji Yang walked back again.

She turned her head to look at him, and said, "She will go to sleep in a while. If you feel noisy, go to the living room to sleep."

"It's okay." Ji Yang said as he climbed onto the bed and covered the quilt. He seemed a little bit sorry to look at her, "Do you need my help?"

"What are you going to do?" Cao Yan looked at him with a low tone of voice. It was a kind of giving up hope after disappointment.

She used to see light in his eyes, but now looking over, those beautiful eyes are hollow and the light is completely scattered.

"I just wanted to hug it, but I won't." Ji Yang explained, and then said again, "I will go for an interview tomorrow. There is a good company."

"Then you come back for dinner at noon?" Her face did not change, "If you don't eat, I won't make your share."

Before, she ordered takeaway when she was pregnant and couldn't cook. Later, it was more economical to cook by herself, but she didn't have time, so she could only cook a little bit of food in a hurry.

As for Ji Yang's interview, it was mostly perfunctory to walk around, and then lay down for a while.

She is already tired.

"Probably not, it's quite far away." Ji Yang exhaled, "There is one for ten thousand and one for ten thousand."

"I don't understand, you can figure it out by yourself." Cao Yan took out the paper and wiped his daughter's mouth before continuing his words.

Anyway, he was talking to fool her.

She used to work as a hotel lobby manager, with a monthly income of tens of thousands. She quit when she was six months pregnant. After all, no one brought them children.

I thought he would work. Although his salary is not high, he still has some savings.

However, Ji Yang made such a show for her, and it was really that the plan couldn't keep up with the changes.

"Ten thousand a month, come and go, there is no money left in hand, three or four thousand for food, drink, transportation, and humanity, and rent." He said a little annoying.

"Then if you don't go, won't you stop eating or drinking? Where does the money come from? There is no milk powder." She looked at him, "I didn't force you, I want to go to work. Can you take your children at home? We? There is always someone going out."

Ji Yang lowered his head and looked at the child, with an unclear mood in his eyes, "Both of them are so tired, what is the picture?"

"I used to work for a period of time, even if I quit my job, it would be okay to lie at home for a few months, but now I feel uneasy when I lie down."

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"Meaning that we are dragging you down, right?" Cao Yan looked at him, his eyes slowly turning red again, "Are we your burden?"

"No." Ji Yang denied, feeling a little depressed, "I don't know how to say it, I'm pretty confused anyway."

"Then you can go to work first? I can't make it anymore." As she said, she sat down by the bed, lowered her head, in a very depressed mood, and almost never begged him.

She used to think about buying a car and a house. As long as two people work hard, they will have everything.

Now I dare not think about anything, I just want to feed my children.

Cao Jin felt that her body and mind were beginning to have problems. She wanted to eat more so that she could have milk for her children instead of powdered milk. However, she became anorexia and became sensitive and irritable.

Xiao Jinjin, who usually slept after drinking milk, didn't know what was going on, and then started crying.

As soon as she cried, Cao Jin felt irritable and negative.

"Go, I'll have a look tomorrow." Ji Yang seemed helpless. "You can coax her quickly. You can sleep better if you coax her to sleep."

Cao Yan had no energy to quarrel with him. He felt that it was more worry-free when he fell asleep, so he hugged his daughter and coaxed.

It was nearly four o'clock in the bed, she couldn't hold it anymore, and fell asleep when she got into the bed.

As soon as she fell asleep, Ji Yang didn't open his eyes, he pulled the quilt toward her as if unconsciously, and then hugged her in his arms.

The original owner looks good, and Cao Yan's face and figure are naturally the best, otherwise he would not chase after love at first sight and then get married again.

Nowadays, he must have feelings for her, but the pressure of life and escape from reality made him gradually lose his love. She has been forcing him to make people more rebellious.

It's getting colder.

When Ji Yang got up, both of the family members were asleep. He slowed down and walked out with his clothes.

Cao Jin was awakened by his daughter's crying, opened his eyes, and had a splitting headache.

Looking at the clock on the wall, it was already half past eight. She looked around. Ji Yang was no longer there, and she did not hear the keyboard sound in the living room.

He went to apply for a job.

Not expecting it at all is a lie. This family needs money and raising children needs money. She is a woman who has just given birth to a child. There is really nothing she can do.

Getting up is another busy time.

Ji Yang didn't have any living ability. The clothes she changed would be littered, and she wouldn't be able to help her even if the broom fell. After feeding her daughter, she hurriedly went to cook porridge again, put some meat in it, and then put an egg.

In this way, it can be used as breakfast or lunch.

After drinking the milk, the child will sleep for a while, the floor is so dirty that it is gray, and the sole of the foot is black when it is stepped on with bare feet.

No way.

Start mopping the floor.

After dragging, she took the clothes out of the washing machine to dry. When she was done drying, her waist was a little sore. She looked at herself in the mirror.

His face was sallow and lifeless.

In the past, it was planned to restore the body after giving birth, do exercise repairs, and work hard to maintain it. But now that the messy life is no longer easy to live.

Since she was a child, she has no shortage of suitors, and she knows her looks are not bad, but she has never used her looks to get something.

It is said that she can get married better by her appearance. She has always dismissed such a statement and longed for equal treatment, but now she is in this way.

The faith in my heart collapsed somewhat.

After a while, the child should wake up again. She hadn't drank much milk just now, and now she has to drink a little more.

It seems that there is nothing busy, but in fact, I have been busy all day without rest.

I just sat down and have to cook again. It's already evening. I don't know if Ji Yang will come back for dinner.

If you don't want to eat, she can just order the noodles by herself, and the takeaway will be delivered in half an hour, which is less than fifteen yuan.

Just thinking about it, the door was opened.

He walked in.

Cao Jin watched his expression, and saw that he was expressionless, not knowing what else he was holding in his hand.

At this look, it is certain that there is no interview.

Her heart slowly cooled again.

Immediately I have to pay rent and buy milk powder, and I can't make it up for my child to go to a nursery school.

"I bought some barbecue." Ji Yang put a bag on the table, "Are you going to eat?"

"The rice is cooking, not cooking yet." She hugged her daughter and returned to him.

"Don't fry. Order a takeaway, just order two green vegetables." He said.

"It's up to you." Cao Yan checked her daughter's diapers, hugged her back, and then took a bath for her.

Come out again, the takeaway has been delivered, Ji Yang ordered a stir-fried greens and a stir-fried bean, took out the bacon and opened the box.

Cao Jin drank some porridge at noon, and was hungry, so he walked over and sat down.

Ji Yang gave her a bowl of rice and handed her a pair of chopsticks.

She hugged her daughter while eating, and did not ask him about the interview. According to her past experience, one question is to put pressure on him, and the other is to make him feel bad.

The two ate their food, there was no communication, only the sound of clashing dishes.

After a while, Ji Yang said, "I went to five companies today."

"Yeah." She responded, not emotional.

"The one I want to go to the most, but I said it was 10,000 yuan, and it became 8,000 when I went there, so I came out." He picked up a green vegetable.

Cao Yan didn't speak, and didn't want to answer him.

In the past few months, she has been tired of listening to any excuses.

Anyway, he just doesn't want to go, feels tired, and doesn't want to do it.

"The second one is one in one case, but every Saturday has to work overtime, which is equivalent to four more days of work." Ji Yang buried his head in the meal, "I promised them to go to work tomorrow."

Cao Yan's hand holding the food stopped, as if he thought he had heard it wrong.

"I'm quite confused. From your pregnancy to the birth of Jinjin, I feel very tired, but I don't know where I am tired. I run away every day, and I am anxious every day. In that case, I might as well go to work."

"Maybe I won't think so much when I'm tired."

His voice was low, his words were tired and helpless, and he seemed reluctant to do this.

Cao Jin felt that he was not promising. In the past, he did not work at home and was not irresponsible. Now he is forced to work and want to be a top to make money to support her and her children. Suddenly, he feels that it is not easy for him.

He was also a new father and was also a boy before.

Ji Yang looked at the child in his arms, his eyes softened, "Whether you work, you can make money to buy milk powder for Jinjin after you work, and you can buy a lot of things when you go to school in the future."

Cao Yan: "..."

He thought it was simple. When children grow up, they will have to spend money on all kinds of things, but he has no plan, just buy milk powder to go to school?

"I'm going to work tomorrow, and I will play games." After eating, Ji Yang went to the side and turned on the computer.

Cao Yan didn't stop him, and finally went to work. If he still quarreled with him, maybe he won't go tomorrow.

However, she was relieved at the thought of him going to work.

The salary is not high, but if she can maintain daily expenses, her anxiety will be reduced a lot.

The child was pretty good today, sleeping on the bed without crying or making noise, Cao Yan took advantage of her to take a short bath while she was asleep.

Ji Yang has always played the game after twelve o'clock, when she was ready to take the child and go outside.

Holding it out today, Ji Yang called to her.

"What are you doing?" Cao Yan looked at him, the other party's hands still operating the keyboard and mouse, "Wait for me to finish this game."

She ignored him and went straight out.

"I'll let you wait, wait a minute." He yelled anxiously, still operating quickly, moving faster and faster, and quickly killed his opponent, dropped the keyboard and ran out.

Cao Yan went downstairs to follow him. One of them didn't pay attention, and he almost fell, shaking his body.

Makes her amused.

"I'll let you wait for me." Ji Yang walked to her and looked down at the big toe that had just been hit by the stone. It was a little broken.

Cao Yan naturally saw what she wanted to say, but finally held back, "What do you do?"

"It's so late, I don't worry about you alone." He said.

"Then you take it." She said, she was about to pass her daughter to him.

"I won't." He shook his head, still a little at a loss.

"I didn't see you caring before." She hugged her daughter in her arms again, turned her gaze away from him, and couldn't guess his purpose.

"I didn't think it was dangerous before. I saw someone robbing a child at the train station today." He made up a story casually.

When Cao Yan heard this, his back felt cold, his hands were tightly holding his daughter, and his breathing was a bit short.

She was promoted to a mother, knowing the importance of the child to her, if she was robbed, she would not know what she would become.

"Although law and order have been very good recently, don't come out if I'm not here in the future." Ji Yang watched as a car came and pulled her aside.

Cao Jin didn't want to be able to accompany him, but when he heard him say that, he couldn't refuse at all.

Silent.

I just hope that he will not break his promise.

The streets at night were very quiet, and the evening breeze was very comfortable. He put one hand in his trouser pocket and walked forward with his head bowed beside her.

Dimly, she looked at his profile from the corner of her face, with a high nose and three-dimensional features.

He is also like a big boy, doing whatever he wants.

What about her?

This is just one year.

It has become completely unrecognizable.

I lost my freedom, lost my job, lost a lot, and was trapped at home. Originally, I wanted to build a family with him, but now I am desperate to make a living.

Countless times I have wondered whether it was right to give birth to this child.

Shouldn't he listen to him at that time and beat the child?

But looking at the cute face of her daughter in her arms, she sometimes feels it is worth it. It is worth all the hard work and exhaustion.

After walking a long circle, Xiao Jinjin fell asleep in her mother's arms, and Cao Yan, tired of walking, with sore feet and sore hands, sat down on the bench next to him.

He is sitting next to her.

Cao Yan ignored him, but for the first time he felt relieved and was able to close his eyes.

"Go to sleep, sleep for a while and go back." He said softly.

She didn't respond, she slept so deeply for the first time after giving birth.

Ji Yang sat and looked at her for a long time. Finally, the baby in her arms woke up and moved several times, but Cao Yan did not move.

He reached out to play with her.

The other party didn't cry or make trouble, and spit out his tongue at him, showing a smile.

The corners of Ji Yang's mouth were not consciously upturned.

He had expected this child, but this four-horned gold swallowing beast was too fierce and unlovable, making him, a novice dad, just want to hide away.

There is no way, men and women are inherently different. They can't experience the pain of pregnancy in October, and they are new fathers, but they are also ignorant of their children's emotions.