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MTL - I Have a Secret-Chapter 85 Goodbye Chen, goodbye.
Chen Shi came from home the day before, the house was found, and it was relatives. The family had already arrived in the field. He would not come back in recent years. He put all the pieces in the position and bought it. A few pots of plants were placed on the table, and the work was also found, so I waited for the yellow single.
When Chen Shi and Huang Dan came out to press the road earlier, he began to pay attention to the shops on the roadside. He knew that there was a restaurant for summer vacation workers, and he went in and asked about the situation. The work was not complicated, just remember the food and drink of the guests. Go to the table.
Chen Shi’s appearance is very good, and people are not impetuous. At that time, he left a good impression on the vice president of the restaurant. He left his contact information and asked the other person’s. When he said, he would bring a classmate and play. I have come over and said hello.
At this time, people were taken over, and Chen did not touch it. When he heard what he said, his palms were wet. "You say it again."
Huang Dan took a **** suitcase and went to the exit.
Chen Shizhen lived in the boy's hand and took the suitcase over himself. "Zhang Shuran, don't tell me, you just sat in the car and fainted, your mind is not clear, you can't remember what you said."
Huang Dan looked at him. "I just sat for more than an hour and couldn't faint."
Chen Shi’s eyes are black and bright, “So?”
Huang Shan said, "You heard it."
Chen Shi took the empty hand and squatted on the boy's hair. "My brother, I can't believe it, you can say it again, let your brother make sure."
Huang Dan’s body was sweaty, sticky and uncomfortable. He said while walking. “You always say that when I am 18 years old, it will be twelve o'clock in the evening. How can you treat me? ”
Chen Shi stepped forward to the front and held the teenager's shoulder with one hand to stop him. "How can I?"
Huang Dan thought for a moment, "Don't let me hurt."
Chen Shi’s thumb was scratched on the forehead of the boy. He was laughing. The smile didn’t reach the bottom of his eyes. After grinding the molars, he said, “It’s amazing. Zhang Shuran, you **** the word, my brother can’t stand up.” It is."
Huang single patted Chen's hand.
The fifth traversal task has been completed. Before he leaves the world, there will be a period of relaxation. I hope that the time will be longer. For a long time, it is better to go old as last time. .
It is best not to follow the world, to leave too suddenly, not to say goodbye, even the family can not move in.
Tomorrow is a good day. For Chen Shi personally, it is significant and very memorable. In order to be happy, he urgently needs to buy something.
Chen Shi called Huang Dan to wait outside, and he entered the store alone.
Huang single hand placed on the handle of the suitcase, and took the phone to the home in one hand. "I arrived, um, I have already met Chen. I came to the station to pick me up. I know, I will listen to Chen Shi. Will not cause trouble, good, bye."
Hanging up the phone, Huang Dan saw a boy of almost the same age coming out of the store, blushing like a monkey fart || shares, it looked very flustered and very shameful, he was afraid of being recognized, nervously holding his pocket The small box in it ran away.
Huang Shan’s eyebrows are very shameful? Speaking of it, in the first few worlds, he seems to have never bought it once, not for his own use, not for that heart.
After a while, Chen Shicai came out of the store and walked lazily, not a little bit sloppy and unnatural.
Huang Dan looked at him with a small black bag in his hand. "Buy it?"
Chen Shi opened the young boy's backpack and stuffed the small bag. "I don't want to buy it, can I come out? Mom, the first time I entered the store, the door of the new world was opened, what a weird thing." I have it, I really enjoy it."
He pulled the zipper and "goed the baby and took you to our new home."
Huang Dan asked Chen Shi what brand, he said that Durex, a box of more than 30, according to the owner of the store said very good, the taste is also good.
"There are 18 boxes in a box. I am counting on it. It is estimated that I will run out of it in less than a week, so I bought three boxes. The boss is so sincere in looking at me. He is also very sincere and erases me. A fraction."
Chen Shi lowered his voice and laughed in the ears of the young man. "From 12 o'clock in the evening, there are five hours, twenty-two minutes and thirty-six seconds. I can't wait any longer."
Huang Shanla pulled his arm. "This is not the light."
Chen Shiyi, "What more?"
He stopped and leaned over to look at the teenager. He smirked. "Zhang Shuran, your thoughts are too avant-garde. You told me earlier, there are so many gadgets in the store, you wait, I go in and pick A few are suitable for you, and you are satisfied with it."
Huang Dan is speechless for a few seconds. "I am a man."
Chen Shi’s brow wrinkled, and his two thin lips were squatting, seemingly confused.
Huang Shanyu's temple, with Chen Shi went to the Internet cafe not far from the front, and searched the Internet for a famous domestic action movie with a relatively interesting plot.
Although it is not high-definition, but the definition is OK, the earphones are hung on Chen’s ear, and Huang Dan does not listen to the sound, just hold his head and look at the picture.
Chen Shi looked at a few minutes, the heat rushed to his face, his eyes were red, he took the mouse off the page, picked up the boy's hand and left, "Don't watch!"
Damn, look down, he will pee pants.
Out of the Internet cafe, Chen also took the boy's hand, he snorted and gasped, the hard chest under the white T-shirt continued to undulate, a drop of sweat fell from his eyebrows, and when he rolled his mouth, he swept his tongue. Look, "wait for me here."
After that, I ran to the store just now.
Huang Dan estimated that Chen will not buy anything for a while, he walked around with his suitcase, bought two wife cakes, a bag of snacks, water, and jot down the interested Anhui restaurant.
In the summer season, the night falls very slowly, the office workers are off work intermittently, and the sky is still bright, shaking people's tired nerve endings.
Huang Dan returned to the original place and waited for Chen Shi to do nothing.
When Chen Shi came out this time, his hand was still a black bag. When he was two, his face was approaching the monkey fart.
Huang Dan can't help but wonder what he bought.
When the teenager looked at it, he looked at it with a look. Chen coughed and subconsciously like the previous one. The bag in his hand was stuffed into his backpack. "Do not worry, the buyer bought it. The boss is very enthusiastic and sent me. A small box, there are several discs, let me go back and pull you to see."
Huang Shan said, "There is no DVD."
Chen Shi said that he had a suitcase and a hand in his pocket, with a smile in his eyes. "When I came, I drove me and brought me a lot of things. My mom said that I moved my family." My heart is not saying, my wife is here."
Huang Dan, "..."
The two went to the station to take the bus, no location, and they were attacked before and after.
Winter is fine. In the summer, no matter whether there is air conditioning in the car, it is like a bigger smell collection box. There are all kinds of flavors floating in the air. It will make people feel uncomfortable without motion sickness.
Huang Dan stood next to a man, easy to sweat the body, sweating up, the other side of the sweaty and tired arm from time to time came over, his eyebrows, no other reaction, was caught by a hand Going to the front.
Chen Shi stood behind the yellow single, the two of them were very close, and as the car turned, he bumped him, and he was unlucky.
Before getting off the bus, Chen Shi took the backpack on the back of Huang Dan and put it in front of him. His face was tight and his face was expressionless. He looked fierce. There were several girls who looked at him. scared.
In this noisy street, no one knows that there is a gun behind the tall, handsome young backpack.
If the gun was accidentally seen by anyone, there would be turmoil on the street, and the scene would be chaotic and difficult to close.
Huang Shanlu cried and Chen Shi went to the residence, which is their new home. It is much better than the house rented in the west gate of the Agricultural University. There are two rooms and one living room, the sofa tables and chairs are very complete, and there is an old refrigerator, summer. Use more.
When the door was closed, Chen Shi dropped his backpack on the table. He pulled out a stool and forked his legs. || The stocks sat up, pointing the gun at the teenager in the living room, restraining the urge to give a shot.
Where is the yellow single bowl? "I am going to wash my face and my hands are dirty."
Chen touched the cigarette case and his throat rolled. "In the bathroom, hurry up, I am going to die."
Huang Dan went to wash his hands and wash his face. When he came out, he gave Chen a kiss.
A cigarette just finished, Chen Shi took the cigarette **** || shares annihilated the garbage, picked up the teenager lying on the ground, the thumb wiped the tears in his eyes, "What do you want to eat at night? I will give you burn."
Huang Shan said, "I want to eat meat."
Chen Shi kissed him on his face. "Go to the room to sleep, and the meal is good for you."
Huang Dan went to the mouth, pushed the door of the room and threw himself into the quilt. He rolled over and slept slowly.
When Chen bought the ingredients in the morning, he scoured the rice before he went out. He cooked the rice, cut the vegetables and cooked vegetables, and his mouth was always tilted. When he thought of starting tomorrow, he could eat people all over, and the mood would be good. Fly.
Huang Dan was awakened, and he pushed the person on his body, "What about rice?"
Chen Shi bent down and leaned closer. He held up the head of the boy with one hand and pressed it on his lips. He rubbed his nose. "On the table, let me kiss for a while."
Huang single lay down to let him kiss, not letting go inside and outside the mouth. "Hungry, flat, and full."
Chen was smirked, his face buried in the neck of the boy, and his eager breath breathed his taste. "Zhang Shuran, I like you very much."
Huang Shan said, "Me too."
At the dinner table, Chen Shibian said with a tomato soup. He said, "You haven't gotten started for a long time. I will give it to me every time. I am very satisfied with growing up. Is it okay to keep going?" ”
Huang Shan said, "No, I just think, kiss you soon."
Chen Shi’s facial convulsions, the bowl of soup in his hand was placed in front of the boy. “Zhang Shuran, you can’t say what I like to hear?”
Huang Shan said, "If I say it, I can't eat rice. You will let me give you a kiss."
Chen Shi leaned against the back of the chair and put an arm on the teenager's waist and presented him with a fact. "If you don't say it, you still have to give it to me."
Huang Shan is too lazy to take care of it. He bows his head and drinks soup, not hot.
Chen Shizhen smoked a cigarette, and his face was embarrassed. "Tomorrow is your birthday, I have not prepared a birthday present for you."
Huang Shan said, "No."
Chen Shi made a kind of thinking. "Let's do it, I will give myself to you."
When Huang Shan heard it, he leaned back and his eyes moved back.
Chen Shi had a cold war, and the smoke on his mouth shook. "Zhang Shuran, what are you thinking?"
Huang Shan said, "Fart || shares are very upturned, I like it very much."
Chen Shi raised the eyebrows on one side. "And then?"
Huang Danyu pulled the rest of the bowl and said that it was not clear.
Chen did not believe, he remembered the Internet cafe all night, this kid stared at his fart | | shares saw, there must be a small idea in the brain, "fuck, you should not want to swear I fell asleep, please eat me Carrot?"
Huang Dan, "..."
Chen Shi took a sip of cigarettes and thought about it. "Before painting, then, did you sneak up on my fart at night?| Shares? Frankly wide, resisting strictness, Zhang Shuran, you can think about it. I will answer again."
Huang Dan didn't want to talk to him.
Chen Shi grabbed the young boy's chin and kissed him. "Do you know that I haven't seen you for a month or two. I talk to your big head every day and become a fool, even a poor stupid."
Huang single swallowed the food in his mouth. "You can tell me later."
Chen Shi put the ash on the table, he hooked his lips, yeah, how good, "Let's find a time to shoot a set of big stickers, put a bigger one in the photo frame."
Huang Shan said, "Okay."
Chen Shi kicked him under the table and "to wash the dishes."
Huang single stood up, put his bowl on the bowl of Chen Shi, took two chopsticks and went to the kitchen together. He came back and then took the dish. "What about the leftovers?"
Chen Shinuuou mouth, "put it in the refrigerator."
Huang Shanzhao did it, and the remaining **** was thrown into the trash and made it look like a decent.
Chen did not know what was wrong with him. He couldn’t see this person doing things. He looked at it, and he was not comfortable in his heart. When he smoked a few mouthfuls, he went to the kitchen. "Forget it, let me come, You go to the living room to eliminate food, don't lie down."
Huang Dan stood in front of the TV and watched the news broadcast. "Chen, there are lemons in my bag. You cut two pieces and put them in the cup."
The voice of Chen Shi was heard in the kitchen, "wait!"
The news broadcast did not end, Chen Shi cleaned up the kitchen, and handed a cup of lemonade to the yellow single. "I see a lot of lemons in your bag, there are seven or eight, where are you coming from?"
Huang Shan said, "My mom put it in my bag and said that it was a friend who came back from the outside. Do you want to drink?"
Chen Shi tasted, sour urine, "difficult to drink dead."
Huang Dan doesn't think that he is taking a slow sip, stimulating the taste buds by the faint sourness, and then passing it into the cerebral cortex, the spirit is much better.
Chen Shi blinked his eyes, and the young man sitting on the sofa was lazy and casual. There was something called extravagance on his body. Like a young man with a wealthy life, he looked at his forehead and felt that he was full of food. Just doing push-ups in the living room.
After the news broadcast is an advertisement, a hundred flowers bloom, it is called a disgusting appetite, and when the patience is exhausted, the soap opera starts.
Huang Dan and Chen Shi read the two episodes of the TV series and went back to the room to wash and prepare to sleep.
Chen Shi sat cross-legged on the bed to see what he bought in the evening. He looked up and shouted in the direction of the bathroom. "Zhang Shuran, are you inside the toilet?"
There was a sound of slap in the water, and Huang Dan washed his hand. "I saw a few things on the bed, and the mouth was pumping."
Chen Shi called the boy to come over and read the contents of the manual to him. He found that the other party had no reaction, at least it should be a red face? "Zhang Shuran, if you are embarrassed, you can show it, my brother does not laugh at you."
Huang Dan looked at him strangely. "What's the point, sleeping like eating is a very common thing."
Chen Shi admire, he collects things, toe clips | | live a piece of meat on the juvenile leg, the strength is very light, "Really, spread it to you, I don't have to worry about being bored in my life, your cuteness has been Refresh, great."
Huang Dan ignored Chen’s embarrassment. He shook the small blanket over them and “sleep.”
Chen Shi’s eyes were so big that there was no sleepiness. He didn’t pull his hair a little. “Do you think I can fall asleep?”
Huang Shan said, "Recharge your batteries."
Chen Shiyi pondered, there are some truths, he closed his eyes, did not wake up after a while, no way, no way.
The people around are already asleep.
Chen Shi propped up, pinched the boy's nose, touched his face, pinched it up, and whispered in his ear, "Zhang Shuran, I like you."
Huang Dan, "Yeah."
Chen Shi shouted a few times and got a response. How good it feels, unlike the big stickers, shouting a hundred times a thousand times, will not take care of it.
When the zero point arrived, Huang Dan woke up. He woke up and his mouth was bitten. | | Broken, he took a breath, and his ear was Chen’s excited voice. "18-year-old Zhang Shuran, good evening."
Huang Shan said, "Good evening."
Chen Shi deliberately bite hard | | He, let him remember, what happened in the first minute of the 18-year-old, who is with him.
Huang Dan cried and was kissed, "pain."
Chen did not loosen and continued to kiss him. Both of them had a sweet taste in their mouths.
Huang Dan cried badly.
Chen patted his back and touched his hair. He said with a smile, "Just bite your mouth, you cry for so long, Zhang Shuran, can you still have fun with my brother?"
Huang Shan licked his mouth and his tears flowed.
How long did he cry, how long Chen had been holding, and his mouth was dry.
"Okay, okay."
Huang Dan’s pain is much blurred. He throws away the wet tissue, squats on the bed, and his face is buried in the urinary pillow. It is an absolutely trusting posture.
Chen Shi jumped out of bed and jumped up. He didn't sleep. He still had the strength of his body. It was when he was young, his blood was just right, and the blood in his bones was hot and hot. "How many times do you want?"
Huang Dan reached out and "twice."
Chen Shi said, and then gave him a multiple.
Later, Huang Dan really couldn't do it. He cried and said that he was dying. When Chen Shiyi listened to the word, his body's heat was fading.
If Huang Dan is still breathing, Chen can hold him a scorpion.
It’s true that Chen Shi, the first time in 20 years, is the first time in 20 years. He has no experience and is extremely eager. He will be excited and will not be able to control the rudeness, madness, and thinking hard. Taking possession of it, taking up a little more, will inevitably hurt people.
The sky was bright, Chen Shi’s half body was sore, and he did not push the person in his arms. He slightly turned his side and kissed the young man’s broken mouth. He closed his eyelids with satisfaction.
Huang single sleeps until noon, his eyes are swollen and he can't see anyone, and he doesn't get out of bed. He is squatting in the blanket. He heard Chen call in the living room and fell asleep again.
Chen Shi ended the call into the room, watching the teenager on the bed, he smiled a little stupid, just remembered the scene of last night, it was hard.
"Oh shit!"
Chen Shi lost his mobile phone to take a shower.
Huang Shan was awakened by the sound of water. His waist was very painful. He could not move without moving. "Chen Shi."
Chen Shi in the bathroom hurriedly ran out, his body was full of water, did not care to rub, "Wake up? Hungry not hungry? There is food in the kitchen, I will give you heat, fuck, you wait a minute, I am going to get a towel."
Wait until Huang Dan eats a bowl of porridge, and the waist is smashed||Pinch it, it is already half an hour later.
Chen Shiren stood in the closet. He didn't know what he was doing. He turned around for a long time. He handed over the things wrapped in sky blue wrapping paper, "Hold, give your birthday present."
Huang Shan said, "Is it not prepared?"
Chen Shi sat on the edge of the bed and smoothed the hair of the young man in front of him. "Cheat you."
"..."
Huang single touched the things in his hand. After suspicion of what it was, the eyelids trembled. He took apart the wrapping paper and saw the wishing bottle filled with colorful stars.
Chen Shizhen’s young earlobe reminded, “What the stupid thing is, the heroine in the movie has been excited to hold the actor hot || kiss.
He said, he put his mouth together, "Come on."
Huang Dan just left when he kissed him. He asked, "How many?"
Chen Shi was very dissatisfied. He took the boy to the bottom of his eyelids and came to a hotter than the movie. | Kiss, the mouth was still unfinished. "Three thousand three hundred and forty-four, mother, fold Laozi The skin on the finger is breaking."
Huang Shan stunned, I don’t know if it’s for that string of numbers, or because these stars are all hand-folded by Chen, his memory is flipping fast.
Chen Shi bumped into his shoulder. "What?"
Huang Dan said, "When you fold the stars, have you made a wish?"
Chen Shi’s eyes drifted, and he moved to the side and moved back. “What do I wish, I promise you too.”
Huang Dan didn't poke him. "Cake, no?"
Chen Shi took the packaging paper and dumped it in the trash. "Let it in the refrigerator and eat it at night."
Huang Dan didn't talk, just looking at the wishing bottle.
Chen Shi didn't like the teenager who was hiding his mind now. He teased. "I didn't cry, I thought you couldn't move. I want to hold me crying. I even have a pack of paper towels for you."
Huang single and said, "I want this next year."
Chen Shi smiled, full of eyes, "Oh, I will give you a big bottle every year."
The wishing bottle was placed on the bedside table.
Huang Dan started working with Chen Shi in the restaurant. His appearance was a little bit worse, but he looked very smooth, and the people were quiet, not noisy and noisy, and he was very good with his colleagues.
During the period, Huang Dan returned to the school, the results came out, filled in the volunteers, and all the work was done. The notice was taken by the original master dad. He called him back and said that he would ask relatives to eat at home.
Chen Shijia also wants to get it out. "My mom said that this meal must be requested, and I have to receive the money I have given before."
Huang Shan said, "One meaning."
They went back to each family and went to the family for a long time.
The money for working in the restaurant is not enough for tuition. The yellow ones are still taken out. Without a dime, the original parents have never believed in accepting the reality. The son is sensible, admitted to the university and became the first university student in the village. Give glory to the family and know how to earn money by working.
The people outside are envious, their sons have a good time, and when they meet, they will say the last one, and the mouth of the mouth is almost broken.
The weather in September was still very hot, and the freshmen reported almost all of the time between the 1st and the 10th.
Chen Shi arrived early, and he did not go in. He stood at the school gate with the big sun.
The school sister came over, "School brother, which college are you, need help?"
Chen Shi said no, "I wait."
The school sister walked away and said to other friends that the male **** in the new life appeared, much higher than expected.
Chen Shikou is dry, he is in good health, otherwise he will wait for such a long time in the sun, he will not eat, and ran early.
Huang Dan came down from the car and followed the other students to the school gate. He saw the people standing there far away. When the other party saw himself, he flew over.
Chen Shi grabbed the person, "How come?"
Huang Dan said that the train was late. He looked at Chen’s eyebrows with sweat. "Why don't you go inside?"
Chen Shizhen gave him a look. "I don't want to go to college with you. Is it going to go with you? How do you feel romantic?"
Huang nodded, "Yeah."
Chen Shi grinned, and the girls around her face.
Huang Dan and Chen Shi took the process to sign up and took the daily necessities to the dormitory.
They were the first to arrive. They were hesitant between the top and bottom, or head-to-head. In the end, they chose two upper bunks. After turning off the lights, they could make a kiss.
The time of the university opened.
The other two boys in the dormitory are locals. They go home after a vacation, and Chen Shi’s heart is stealing.
Regardless of the stickman's style, Huang Dan will cry every time to die, and finally cry and faint, wake up and continue to cry.
Chen Shi’s experience is there, but the control is very bad, and he will never be better. Huang Dan knows that he has always been like that.
When the pillowcase was removed, Chen Shiyi screamed and his face was full of expressions. "If you do it once, you just need a set. We do it once. You cry, it’s like a flood, and it tastes salty. The water from the sheets and pillows can be fried for a few days."
Huang Dan cried and said, "Other people do it once, it is once, you do it once, it is several times."
Chen Shi squinted. "At the time of painting, you said that I will grow up. Now I am growing up. It is just what you want, is it broken?"
Huang Dan, "..."
The growing demand for Chen Shi is terrible. Many times, Huang Dan will cry for mercy.
The other two people in the dormitory only know that Chen Shi’s relationship with Huang Dan is very good. To what extent is it cold, and two people can squeeze a bed.
So a narrow bed sleeps two people, can you turn over? They looked uncomfortable when they looked at it.
The party did not feel uncomfortable and slept together every day.
Sometimes Huang Dan took a shower in the bathroom of the dormitory, and Chen Shiren came in, skillfully closing the door and driving the water to the maximum.
I didn’t hear the crying in the dormitory next door, otherwise things would be big.
After Chen Shijin’s student union, he was busy like a spinning top. Others asked him why he wanted to fight so hard. He said that he wanted to support his family.
When he was the president, Chen was still busier because he had found a job and had not let go of it on either side.
Huang Dan has been very leisurely. His life in the real world is Chen Shi’s, so this time he is very leisurely, does not participate in the student union, and is indifferent to what activities.
One day, Huang Dan was on the whim and went to the activity center of the university student. He did not go upstairs to find someone. He watched the members of the street dance group practicing dance in one of the halls on the first floor.
Chen Shi and the cadres of the Student Union met on the third floor. I don’t know if it was telepathy. He felt that his wife had come.
In the next ten minutes, Chen Shi was absent-minded. At the end of the meeting, he also chatted with several ministers. This time he left, he was the first to go.
"How is the president so anxious?"
"I want to be a girlfriend, I found that he has seen many mobile phones, and he can't go wrong."
"The president has a girlfriend? I haven't heard of it."
"The secret is that the pressure on the woman is probably too big. I don't want to be pointed at it, and the fart that is said is not."
"You think about it, if the president appears with the woman in school, I don't know how many girls are going to fall in love."
When the students of the Students' Union were still talking, their Chen Huichang had already found their own wife, and they went to eat with greatness.
In the last semester of the senior year, Huang Dan and Chen Shi finished their love. He was dizzy. When he woke up, he found Chen lying next to him without heartbeat.
At that moment, Huang Dan’s fingers were cold.
Within a few seconds, Chen Shi opened his eyes. "What happened?"
Huang’s throat rolled, his hand on his chest, and there was a plop in the face. “Nothing.”
Chen did not think much, squatting and continuing to sleep.
Huang Dan can't sleep.
Why can normal people see ghosts? There is also jade in the neck, a lot of things floating in the mind of Huang Dan, his thoughts are a little clear, guessing some possibility, the fingers shake.
Huang Dan remembers that Mr. System had explained him before he left. The existence of the 120th district is that each person has his own life. Everyone has his own life, and asks him to remember not to change his life.
Is it that he wants to change his life?
Huang Danxin said, knowing what, he wants to change, but he does not know how to change.
Mr. Lu is the jurisdiction of this district and will certainly prevent anything that violates the rules from happening.
Even so, Huang Dan began to ask, "Mr. Lu, who can see the ghost?"
System, "The man who is dying."
Huang Dan’s heart sank. This answer almost turned his guess into a fact. He only asked one question. Even if there were more doubts behind it, he did not ask for an exit.
Pointless.
Chen Shi is dying. When did it start? Huang Shan held his forehead, starting from the time he saw Grandpa.
Huang Dan began to read books and searched the Internet.
The more information he finds, the greater the fear inside, like a pair of invisible hands tearing, the powerlessness is so strong that it makes him sleepless.
I don't know how Shen Liang spent the two days of his departure. Will he be like him, helpless, anxious, and extremely upset.
It didn't take long for Chen to see that situation again.
Huang Dan had no choice. He went to the excuse to go home and went to the hospital to see the father who had been released. The other party woke up two years ago, but he was not comfortable talking.
Before the yellow single came, the father who had let go remembered him.
Huang Dan cut the apple for the middle-aged man, explained the intention by chatting, and asked about the release.
A few days later, I got off work and saw a young man outside the building. The familiarity made him frown, and he recognized the person in less than a minute.
It is said that the time is to kill the pig knife, can treat some people, when the knife goes down, the gentle is not like words.
Huang Dan took the initiative to say hello, "I haven't seen you for a long time."
Putting his face on his face, "Zhang Shuran, I haven’t seen it for so long, I’ve shaved it, can you recognize it?”
Huang Dan looked at the front of the eyes, handsome and straight, mature and restrained, and then hated by the times | | devastated life, out of control to want to kill him, if they are two, "you have no hustle and bustle, like you brother."
The expression of Qi Fang did not change. He raised his arm and put it on the shoulder of the yellow one. "You better have something to look for. If there is nothing, just come over and mention my brother, Zhang Shuran, you have to be drunk tonight." ”
After a while, Huang Dan was sitting in the coffee shop.
Huang Dan sipped coffee. "I came to you, I want to ask, at that time, you know where to give your brother the spirit of the soul."
The body that stood down leaned back and said, "What happened to Chen Shi?"
Huang Dan’s eyelids jumped and the coffee in his hand was put back in the same place. “What do you know?”
Qi said, "I know more than you."
Huang Dan waited for the following.
The tone of the release is not fast or slow, it is probably something else, it has nothing to do with him, so it is very calm. "My brother told me that he said that Chen is a dead person, and his body is very heavy, so some ghosts will Go close."
"My brother still relied on him to appear in his original body, but it only lasted for a year."
Huang single raised his eyes, "Will the dead?"
Just nodded, "Yeah, it’s already damn, it’s just something that has been renewed."
Huang Dan took out the red rope in his neck. "Is this?"
I took a look at the jade, and then I shook my head for a while. "I have been exposed to the yin and yang things for my brother's business, but I can't see the jade's name. I can only say that this jade is not simple."
Huang Shan put the jade back inside the collar. "You haven't told me that the way to recruit souls has come from somewhere."
Did not say it.
Huang Shan said, "Is it necessary to change lives?"
The forehead of the unfolding agitation, his eyes are also a bit sharp, trying to dispel the crazy and wrong thoughts of young people, "Zhang Shuran, don't toss, no meaning, Chen Shi live to the present, are earned, you understand what I mean. ”
Huang Shan said, "He is about to graduate from college and his life is just beginning."
Put the spoon in the coffee and stir it up. Take it up and drink it. "What about it? When I was in trouble, I received a notice from the single-study school. He took three schools and passed the high score. The results of the unified recruitment are the first in the country. His cultural class scores are in the top ten of the class. The university is stable. As a result, life is not broken.
"Zhang Shuran, people have their own lives, really, you try to believe."
Huang Dan knows that he can't believe it, but he doesn't want to face it. He repeats the sentence. If he can change his life's life, he willing.
Qi Fang put the youth's resoluteness into the eye, "can't change."
The lips of Huang Dan are pressed. "There is always a way. You tell me, I am willing to try."
Qi said, "I don't know anything."
Huang single stared at him. "You don't want to say."
Putting forward the youth's gaze, "There is nothing to say, Zhang Shuran, I am still saying that people have their own lives, that is the case, not true."
He smiled and was only in his twenties. At that time, there was already a vicissitude in his eyes. "When you look at me and convince yourself that it is not true, don't you live like a dog? You can. ""
Huang Shan shook his head. "I can't do it. One person is too lonely."
He realized that when he first crossed, he realized it. Although he did not experience it again in the next few times, the loneliness has been deeply in the soul and he does not like it.
Qi Fang said, "If you want to open it, Chen Shi is a passer in your life. You will marry and have children sooner or later."
Huang Shan said, "I will not marry and have children."
Just put together and hear how big a joke, "Take it, you are the only child, not married, can your family let you go?"
Huang Shan said, "I can't accept others."
He was stunned and he laughed. "I really don't understand. Is the difference between men and men different from men and women? People are not there, what else is good?"
"You search the Internet, don't say that you are still not married, that is, the husband and wife are two, one party is gone, the other party is not starting again, and the days are full of tricks."
Huang Shan said, "That is the story of others, not mine."
I can see that the youth is not happy. "Well, you want me to say, you are not happy, you are not interesting."
This topic will continue and the coffee on the table will be sprinkled.
Huang Shan changed the topic. "Shen Liang originally transferred your brother's resentment against him to the girl. Do you know how he did it?"
Putting the face in a strange color, "Who told you?"
Huang Shan said, "I didn't tell me, I guess, is it related to the drawing board?"
"The people you saved in the past were Xia Wei, Lin Mao, Shen Liang, and they were three. Zhou Jiaojiao stood by and had nothing to do with the girl."
Looking at the market outside the window, he smiled and said, "You will never know how terrible a person is."
I paused for a few moments, and the sound of the sound rang again. "Remember I made a model for you?"
Huang Dan said to remember.
"I saw it that night. The girls in the middle like Shen Liang. The selfish nature of Shen Liang will definitely hurt her. I think she is as old as my brother, and the paintings are like me. Brother painted, I did a ridiculous thing."
Qi Fang said, "I used a public telephone to call the girl and said the reservoir. I want her to see Shen Shen as a person, and stay away from him. As a result, guess what the other party said?"
"She said, it was the boy who jumped in the water, and no one forced him. He said that Guan Shenliang had something, and the black and white indifferent tone was no different from that of Shen Liang Xia Wei Lin Mao. I listened to the phone on the spot. Dry retching."
Huang Dan’s breath.
He learned from Zhou Jiaojiao that there are no people around the reservoir.
If they are not the brothers who are released, Shen Liang, they will die at that time. In fact, they can continue to live, and the brothers who are released are also because of a mistake.
In the same situation, his brother will not have a mobile phone, can not call people, the only way to save people is to go on their own, I am afraid that the other party did not hesitate.
Because people have the instinct to protect themselves, once they hesitate, they will be timid, and those things that are not considered will all be in front of them, and the choices made will be different.
He shook his head, and he shook his head. "Hey, not a family, don't enter a house, no, that girl hasn't entered Shen Liang's house yet. She is the stupid person I've ever met, not at all. pitiful."
Huang single went down and the coffee didn't touch another bit, because what he heard later made him nausea.
Qi Fang said that the girl is not only stupid, but also smart. She suspects that Xia Weilin’s death is a ghost. For Shen Liang, she went to find a high-ranking man, and she really found a priest who was half-hanging. People must let the ghosts fly away, and never live forever.
The result is of course not achieved.
The girl used the second method. She went to Shen Liang and could find someone to be a ghost.
Shen Liang asked who to look for, the girl said casually, everyone in the studio can.
She did not expect that Shen Liang was looking for her.
Because at that time, Shen Liang was missing for a few days and found the same method. He had already targeted the girl.
When the girl told him about it, his idea had not changed.
After listening to Huang Dan, he fell into silence.
I’m drinking coffee, I don’t mind if I’m cold. “I thought for a few years, and I didn’t think how a person would be selfish to that extent. I can only say that the human heart is the darkest thing in the world. Of course, you can The simplest and most sincere."
Huang Dan also went to drink cold coffee, and the stomach was very uncomfortable. "Is there really no way?"
Qi Fang said, "No, don't think about it. If I am you, I will still be jealous of others. I will spend a lot of time with him."
Huang Dan has been sitting there for a long time. The purpose of his visit has not been reached. It is not clear when he goes.
When Huang Dan went back, it was very late. He saw a familiar figure, the buttons were not buckled, and he was anxiously searching for something. When he found him, he ran immediately.
Chen Shi gasped, grabbing the youth's hand and shaking, and the great horror, "Mom, where have you gone?"
Huang Dan endured the pain, "Go out and go."
Chen Shi took advantage of him and said abruptly, "Zhang Shuran, do I know everything?"
Huang Dan did not deny, "Yeah."
Chen Shi’s breath was chaotic, and he was still squinting at the person in front of him, and he made a gasp in his throat, that is, he could not speak.
When I got home, Huang Dan poured a glass of water for Chen. "You should not give me jade."
Chen Shiwen said, he laughed. "Stupid you, no jade, can you accompany me to college for four years?"
Huang Dan wants to say that he is different from the dead. His soul is complete, not death, but rebirth, but can't say.
Chen Shi kissed the lifeline in the hands of young people. "Moreover, jade will not give you, I will not live for a long time. At the age of 30, I can only live to be thirty."
Huang Shanmei, "Why?"
Chen Shi sat next to him. "I didn't tell you that I was sick more than ten years ago. When I woke up, I saw my grandfather sitting on my bed. At that time, Grandpa told me that he said my life. It was taken from the eyes of God, and when God discovered it, it would take my life back."
Huang Dan’s tone is fixed. “You know you have to go, so you work hard to make money?”
Chen Shi raised his eyebrows. "This has been discovered by you."
He pulled the fingers of the youth. "I always think, when I am gone, what should you do alone? Can you take care of yourself? I think so much. I am afraid that you will forget to turn off the liquefied gas when you cook. The thing, I am afraid that you will quilt on the balcony, unconsciously explore the body, without me pulling you back, if you have any accidents..."
Huang Shan licked his lips and did not speak.
Chen Shi took the youth's cheek and kissed him. He smiled softly and shouted. "Zhang Shuran, without me, what do you do?"
Huang Shan hugged him.
Both of them never mentioned a word again.
The days are still so old, Huang Dan and Chen Shi go to work during the day, come back to cook together at night, do | | love, say good night, day after day.
When they are not at work, they are just like ordinary couples. They are not going out to watch movies, visiting supermarkets, staying at home, how to get tired.
After graduating, Huang Dan and Chen Shi did not enter a company. In a science park, they can have lunch together. When they want to see it, they will come out and see it. It is very convenient.
Both of them are hot-selling goods in the company, and colleagues will push the single dogs to them. Unfortunately, both sides have failed.
In the past year and year, Huang Dan counted in his heart. He saw the tenth year they knew, and there were ten wishing bottles at home.
Some things are not what you worry about, they won't happen.
Huang Dan got up and drank in the usual night. He touched the lamp on the bedside table and found that the man around him did not respond, and the eyelids jumped.
In the usual time, the lights are still not open, and the man's hand on the yellow single waist tightens the strength.
Huang single turned his head and put his ear on the man's chest. He was stiff and so stunned.
Chen Shi’s breathing stopped and his heartbeat was gone. This time he could never recover.
After dawn, Huang Dan left the man's chest. He brushed his teeth and washed his face. He suddenly squatted down to cover the heart, and he couldn't breathe.
In the morning, Huang Dan first called Chen Shi’s parents and then called the company to take time off. After finishing these two things, he went to the closet and took clothes to Chen to wear. “I thought I could finish this year.”
This is the first sentence that Huang Dan said to him after Chen’s accident. His voice is dumb and his eyes are red. "After a few months, I will be New Year. I will not go home this year. I am here, you are with me. ""
Chen Shi is cremated, his own meaning.
Huang Dan was crying at his funeral and his tears never stopped.
Not to mention the parents of the original master, even Chen’s parents could not bear to read it. “Shu Ran, he is gone, don’t be too upset.”
It is also a rare situation for white-haired people to send black-haired people and to in turn to appease others.
Huang Dan is not sad, just distressed.
When I first worked, Huang Dan went on a business trip with several colleagues. After three days, he didn't come back. When he entered the house, he saw a beard and a red-skinned Chen Shi.
At that time, Chen said with a crying voice, Zhang Shuran, I will follow you on a business trip, you went to a place I could not see, too **** hard.
So Huang Dan had a small bottle on his neck. It was Chen Shi, and he took him everywhere.
The people around me are gone, and the changes are great.
Huang Dan came back from work, no hot meals, no eager kisses, warm hugs, no hot eyes.
But he has more words.
As long as he is at home, Huang Dan will talk, cook and stir-fry, wash clothes and mopping the floor, clean up the study room, lay the quilt, and handle the work. No matter what he does, he will talk to himself, although there is no response, he has not stopped.
Because Chen is here, he can feel it.
Although Huang Dan could not see Chen Shi, he could see himself and it was quite good.
The day is getting colder. Huang Dan finds out the coat in the closet and puts it on. He has a hunch that he will leave after he has not left the land, leaving the world.
This is a huge change, after all, there are no signs in the previous few departures.
Huang singled a button on the coat, he sorted the collar, "I went to work, you wait for me at home, or go with me?"
There will be no response, and Huang Dan is clear.
Woke up one morning, Huang Dan looked at the ceiling with his eyes open, and his tears filled his face unconsciously.
Chen Shi is gone.
From that day on, Huang Dan no longer spoke to the air, and no one listened. His life was still busy. When he went to work one day before he left, he earned more money for one day and gave both parents a sigh. .
A heavy snow came quietly in H City.
Huang Shan was cleaning up at home on the weekend. He was sweaty and sweated. He took a shower and lay down in his bed to sleep.
The air conditioner didn't open, and the bed was cold. It wouldn't be like the old ones. Someone went into the warm bed early.
Huang Dan's body is cold, and when the hot bath brings the heat of the skin to fade, the bed is still cold. He lay down for a while and found that he was tired. He put on thick pajamas to go online.
It is also a coincidence that Huang Dan wants to look at the previous photos, and the result is an unintentional discovery of a video.
He sat at the table watching the video, and the man in the video was watching him.
Chen Shi was wearing the white shirt and jeans when he first saw Huang Dan. Just like the handsome man of the year, his mouth was full of smoke and his eyes were smiling, but his face was unspeakable sadness and sadness.
"Zhang Shuran, when you saw this video, I am definitely gone."
Huang looked at the video alone.
Chen Shi spit out a smog. "What season is it? Don't answer, let me guess, is it winter? Is it snowing? I guess the snow, you are wearing the set of pajamas I bought for you last year. Go online before the computer, guess it, kiss me."
The people in the video came up together, and Huang single touched the cold screen. He was very upset.
When Chen was leaning against the back of the sofa, the smoke quickly shrouded his face. "Stupid, the air conditioner is going to open, no me, it is cold in the bed."
Huang Shan said, "The air conditioner is on, not comfortable."
"Yes, the air conditioner is better than me. You will just be there. If you really think about what I think, I will sleep with the big bear that I bought for you. There are songs I recorded, and you lick the bear. The left ear is there, you like to listen."
Huang single squat, he got up to get the bear on the bed.
"Ha ha ha ha ha Zhang Shuran, you will not find that bears can record songs?"
Chen Shixiao is very kind. "I don't know if you are stupid. I am not here. I am really worried that you have been turned away."
Huang Shan holds the bear, and the ear is the soft voice of the man. He sings that you are my only one. He grins. "I am stupid."
"It's okay, you are stupid, it's my baby, I won't dislike you."
Chen Shi smoked several cigarettes in a row, and the voice went down. "Zhang Shuran, when I found out that I was going to go there, my heart was very contradictory. I wanted to kill you and take you with me, but I want you to live well. When you meet the right person, you will be living together. I am afraid that you will not be able to stand alone."
Huang single thought back, it was half a month, Chen Shi was very wrong, when he did || will make him go to death, the more he shouted, the more the other side, the more angled.
There were several times when Huang single woke up and found that the neck was a little painful. It seems that Chen Shi really had the idea of taking him away, very strong, but gave up at the last moment.
"I sometimes think about it. Although I didn't have the chance to stand in the 30th, I met you. Every day I have a very happy life. I still earn a lot. You said yes?"
Chen Shi put the ash on the ground. "I will sweep it later. Now I am lazy, I want to talk to you, say more, you don't know, I have a lot of words to tell you."
Huang Dan listened, but the progress bar of the video was zooming in, but the people in the picture did not open their mouths.
"Hey, I want to talk too much, I don't know where to start."
Chen Shi’s eyes were awkward. “From the time I first saw you, when you were wearing a gray T-shirt, there was a pattern of a robot cat on the chest, the pants were cowboys, and my pants. The color is almost the same, you come over and say hello to me, say hello, and reach out to me, hold my hand, let me open my hand, you stand still, I think you are very cute..."
Huang Dan listened to the people in the video and talked about his thoughts. The thoughts were synchronized with the other side. At that time, the dirty studios, the wet alleys, the snow and the snow, the coal **** piled up in the hills, all the people and things appeared in front of them.
"I am a selfish person. I know that I am a short-lived ghost. I still hooked you up. Zhang Shuran, do you hate me? Don't hate me because I like you too much. If you hate me, I will be a ghost. very unhappy."
Huang Dan just said, "Do not hate you," and I heard Chen’s proud laughter. "You don't hate me. You like me. I like it. Every time you cry, you still hold my back. If you don't like it, I will write it down by writing it."
"Actually, I don't have any expectations for the university. If I don't have you, it doesn't matter if I can't get on."
Chen Shi said, "I don't have you, I don't work hard to make money, work hard, work hard, and strive to make myself stronger. Zhang Shuran, you met you at the age of 19, left you at the age of twenty, for ten years. ,thank you."
Huang Shan listened carefully, his eyes were wet, and he looked up and didn't cry.
"The song of "Ten Years" is not our story, but I still like it very much. If you have time, listen to it. Well, I admit, I am trying my best to remember you. I, Zhang Shuran, I don't want you to forget me."
Chen Shi’s voice choked. “I’m not only selfish, but also hypocritical. I can’t stand the possession of others. If I think about it, I’m going to die. I’m afraid that you forgot me. When someone else mentions it, you have to think about it for a long time. I still can't remember what I look like."
Huang Shan said, "I can't forget, don't be afraid."
"Hey, I know why I am afraid that you are dead. If you die, there will be nothing. I am this life. You are different. That piece of jade is really ancestral. It will protect you. It is there, you. I won't get sick, I won't get hurt, I will be fine."
Chen Shi is serious, and the lines of facial fortitude are tight. "Listen, no matter who wants to see jade in the future, don't let the other party touch it, don't take it down, don't you hear it? Zhang Shuran, I know you heard it, remember it. In my heart!"
Huang single pinched his little finger. "Chen, do you want me to live a long life?"
When he finished, the people in the video let his guesses be verified.
"I hope that you will live forever. Don't be afraid. When I am gone, I will stay with you, but I will change my identity. I will not leave you alone."
Chen Shi laughed in the video. "Zhang Shuran, I will not leave you alone, I will stay with you forever."
Huang Shan said, "The liar."
He vigorously licked his temples and knew that this was not the fault of Chen Shi. Chen Shi wanted to accompany him more than anyone else. It was fate.
"Wife, I didn't promise you, give you a birthday present every year? One day I told you that you were not at home, when you secretly folded the stars, the little pipe fell from my hand, then I knew I gotta Going, I haven’t broken it yet, fucking, do you know how long I have been in the bathroom?”
Chen Shi in the video is black face. "Now think about it, I am going to give you a hundred copies. The time is not enough. The rest is owed, and I will give you a discount in my next life."
Huang Dan asked unconsciously, "Where have you put it?"
“Do you want to ask me, where is the wishing bottle? I am very annoyed when I think about it.”
Chen Shizhen pulls his hair and leans forward. "I originally wanted to learn the movie. I found a post office and put the wishing bottle there. I sent them to you every year, but you also know that movies are not the same thing as reality. I After thinking about it, I still let it go."
"You don't have to take it all at once, take one every birthday, although it's different from sending it to me, but every star inside is also folded."
Huang Dan went to the casket and finally found a big bag with a dozen wishing bottles. He slammed his forehead and frustrated his own star. It was so hard, so many three thousand three hundred and forty-four, how long does the man have to fold? ?
Chen Shi’s laughter came out of the video and his eyes were gentle. “Looking for the bag, you have always been very smart. I know, if you are diligent, if you are not good, you will raise me.”
Huang Dan didn't take the wishing bottle in the bag. He wrote a small note and hoped that no matter whether it was the original parents or the parents of Chen Shi, don't throw the wishing bottle.
Even if he left the world, Huang Dan hopes that these bottles will be put up, a lot.
"Zhang Shuran."
Huang Dan’s thoughts suddenly came back, and he looked at the past.
Chen Shi in the video shouted, and did not speak, he disappeared from the picture, and returned, his eyes were red. "You must not know, I am a greedy person, I want to have a life with you, next life, life and life." All together, death is not separated."
Huang Shan said, "I know, I always know."
Chen Shi used his hands to cover his face, and he snorted. The voice when he opened his mouth was more hoarse than before. "Hey, Zhang Shuran."
He shouted again, "I love you."
This is the end of the video, and it is the last thought in Chen Shi’s life. It is his obsession and his whole.
Huang Dan is helpless. "You hide so secretly, don't you think I can't find it before I leave?"
The video began to play from the beginning, and Chen’s voice rang again.
Huang Shan sighed. He took off the small bottle on his chest and poured the ashes inside him. He was a little bit clean. "Okay, we are together."
Huang Dan had been sitting at the table watching the video that day. He watched it over and over again. He didn’t shed tears. Just when Chen said “I love you” every time, he would say “I love you too”.