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MTL - I Have a System of Orcs-~ Chapter 93
"You want to see me, I'm here, since you've seen me, you'd better leave quickly. And in the future, don't step into the eastern tribe again." Boris said lightly, "Wandering beasts are a great threat to the tribe, I I don’t want any more accidents to happen to the clan.”
Osborne finally found his voice: "Boris, are you blaming me?"
Boris' eyes widened in surprise. He didn't know where Osborne's words came from. After thinking about it, he felt that he didn't blame him. During those most difficult days, he even wanted to die. During the days, I have never seen Osborn appear in front of me, isn't it strange? Boris himself didn't believe it.
Even though this blame and hatred have faded over the past few decades, they cannot disappear after all.
Osborne knew what Boris was thinking when he saw Boris' expression. He felt a great fear in his heart, a panic of losing his lover. He no longer retreated, but ran up to Boris in a few steps, and held Boris' hand: "Boris, you can't do this to me."
You can't tell me the cruel truth after decades of thinking about you, after I've only seen you three times in decades, after I can still feel your love for me.
Boris' eyes fell on Osborne's hand holding his arm: "Let go."
Osborne was stunned, but the strength in his hand did not decrease at all.
"Osborn, we can't go back." Boris looked up and looked straight into Osborn's eyes, "You should know better than me the gap between us."
Osborne knows, he knows what the so-called gap is, it is nothing more than the gap between a beast and a male, it is nothing more than a gap that has to give up something, what he has thought for decades has been very clear, he wants to be with Boris , this idea became stronger this time being able to talk to Boris face-to-face-no matter what he had to pay.
"Boris, I want to be with you." Osborn said such words recklessly. He thought Boris would be touched, but it was beyond Osborn's expectation. Touched? Indeed, but it was not what Osborne thought. Boris burst out laughing after being stunned. As for what he was laughing at, Boris himself didn't know what he was laughing at. He just thought it was funny, what a funny sentence.
Osborne didn't think it was funny, he was still holding on to Boris' arm tightly, he knew that this was the only chance he had encountered for decades, he would not give up the chance that Boris could accept himself, and Boris Don't even try to escape.
"Osborn, you are not qualified to say such things!" Boris stopped smiling. He seemed to be unable to maintain his composure any longer. Even if he tried to suppress it, the words he said had a sharp taste, " Osborn, I hate beasts! Very much!"
All his life, he will never forget that You Beast pinched his ankle, making him unable to run all his life. He will never forget that he insisted on traveling, and almost lost his life because of his lame foot. He will never forget that it was You Beast harmed himself to this point.
Osborn's face suddenly turned pale. Boris hated wild beasts, and he was also a wild beast. Does that mean that Boris hated himself? No, no, I can clearly see that Boris still has feelings for him, so how could he hate himself?
People are such complicated animals, love and hate can never be distinguished, there is a saying that there is no hate without love, this saying does not apply to all situations, but it is perfectly appropriate to use it here.
Boris slowly but persistently broke his arm out of Osborne's hands bit by bit. The world seemed to stop from this moment, leaving only the entanglement between them. Boris, who could not break free from Osborne, succeeded. Withdrew his arm from Osborn's hand little by little, with only the last bit left...
Osborn suddenly grabbed Boris even more forcefully. As soon as Boris raised his head, he saw Osborn's bright eyes appear in front of his eyes, filled with courage and focus: "Boris, I don't Will let go."
Boris was stunned, he stopped what he was doing, and let Osborne hold his hand, his dry heart suddenly became hot, it seemed that something was gradually resurrected and bloomed in the bottom of his heart again, making people feel dazed Want to get closer, get closer...
"Enough Osborne!" Boris suddenly made it clear, shouted loudly, and pulled his arm out of Osborne's hand forcefully. Because of the force, Boris couldn't stand still and took a few steps back, but these few steps were enough. Osborne saw the fact that Boris was limping.
How is this going? Osborne was still surprised, but Boris' voice had already sounded: "Osborn, I hate beasts, all beasts! My feet were limped by the beasts who came to save you! So many Come on, I can't run or even walk, I'm a piece of shit, a piece of tribal shit! There's no way you know how I feel! You weren't there when I needed you most, and I'm no longer I need you! Osborn, don't appear in front of me again, I don't need you anymore!"
The words buried in his heart for many years, Boris thought that he would never say it in this life, but he finally couldn't control it when he faced Osborn today.
Osborne moved his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he just lowered his eyes and clenched his hands into fists.
Boris snorted coldly: "Osborn, don't appear in front of me again." After a pause, he added, "I don't deny that I still love you, but I don't want to see you again."
After Boris finished his last sentence, he left here without looking back, leaving only Osborn standing there in a daze. Wei Changcheng and Daniel, who were far away, saw Boris left, so they moved forward. Because of the distance, Wei Changcheng and Daniel didn't hear what they just said, but seeing the expression on Boris' face when he left and Osborne's expression now, Wei Changcheng and Daniel knew the conversation between the two It must have been not very pleasant.
Wei Changcheng looked at Osborn hesitantly, and then at Daniel, quite at a loss.
"Wei Changcheng, tell me why you can stay in the tribe?" Osborne whispered suddenly.
Daniel was very dissatisfied with Osborn's tone, but was held back by Wei Changcheng. Wei Changcheng felt that Osborne is very fragile now. Even if his tone is very bad, you still can't ignore the pain on Osborn's face color.
"You want to stay in the tribe?" Wei Changcheng asked.
Osborn nodded without hesitation: "I must stay in the tribe."
Wei Changcheng was in a bit of a dilemma. He knew that it was too difficult to stay in the tribe as Osborne. If he gave himself a few years, he could subtly change the tribe's view of Youshou, but it was absolutely impossible Now.
Osborn smiled wryly: "I thought I just had to look at him and talk to him. I thought I would be completely at ease in this way, but I overestimated myself. When I saw him, I just wanted to never leave him again. I I thought I owed him enough and nothing more, but I was wrong again, it seems that from the very beginning, all I could bring him was hurt and pain."
"However, I still don't want to give up. He needs someone to accompany him, he needs someone to love him, and that person can only be me, and it must be me. I don't want to say that I wish him happiness and hope that another person will accompany him , because he loves me and I love him, shouldn't we be together?"
"In the end, I was only born as a wandering beast, but it's not my fault, and I don't admit it's my fault."
"I'll help you."
Wei Changcheng looked at him in surprise. He didn't expect that it was Daniel who said he wanted to help Osborne. Osborne was also a little surprised, looking at Daniel with reddish eyes, he always thought that Daniel could stand beside him calmly, it was only because of Wei Changcheng, not that he had no hostility towards You Beast.
Daniel sighed, and said in Wei Changcheng's ear: "If there is a slight mistake, we will end up in the same way as them. I am glad that we didn't have to go to that step, and I sympathize with them to go to this step."
Wei Changcheng suddenly realized that Boris and Osborne are more like the relationship between himself and Daniel. He and Osborne are also beasts, and Boris and Daniel are male. If everything is the same as Boris and Osborne, I and Daniel will also be separated, and may not even be as good as the current Osborne and Boris. It's just that they were lucky enough to allow the patriarch to deny that they were wandering beasts, and allow the people in the tribe to accept themselves and Daniel.
Boris and Osborne are not as lucky as the two of them, but this must not be their end. Whether Wei Changcheng has selfish intentions or Wei Changcheng sympathizes with them, Wei Changcheng can understand Daniel's thoughts very well.
"I promised to help you, but I'm not sure." Wei Changcheng said.
"Then how did you convince the people in the tribe that you are not a wandering beast?"
Wei Changcheng sighed and got a headache when he said this: "Because the patriarch said I'm not a wandering beast."
"…what?"
Wei Changcheng had a serious face and repeated: "Because the patriarch said I'm not a wandering beast."
Osborne finally came to his senses. According to him, when a little male is born, the patriarch will identify whether it is an ordinary little male or a wandering beast. That is to say, in essence, if the patriarch says it is a wandering beast, then he is a wandering beast. The patriarch Say this is a male and he is a male.
"I was not from the eastern tribe at first, I came from a small tribe called the Karu tribe, and the strange thing is, I couldn't change into a beast shape. It wasn't until I came to the eastern tribe for a while that I was able to Changing into the shape of a beast, I couldn’t hide the identity of Youshou at that time, but the patriarch came forward to clarify that I am not Youshou but look more like Youshou, so I can stay in the tribe.” Wei Changcheng explained .
In fact, this explanation is not correct. After all, Wei Changcheng was able to stay in the eastern tribe in the end because he was able to bring greater changes and development to the tribe. Only he can do this, and the patriarch has not received instructions from the beast god. , so he thought that Wei Changcheng's identity could not be Youshou at all, but it was somewhat similar to Youshou.
"Then I..." Osborn said.
"This won't work." Daniel denied Osborn's idea, "This method can only be realized on Xiaocheng, you can't do it."