MTL - Manga Guidebook-Chapter 79 I'm such a scumbag, what can I do?

"From high school to now, I have endured silently for a year. I originally wanted to commit suicide, but it was over, but at this time, I accidentally came into contact with the teacher's work "Shape of Sound", which is very similar to me The encounter made me obsessed with entering. After seeing the experience of Ishida Masaya, I gave up the idea of ​​suicide. On weekdays, I would watch "Shape of Sound" whenever I had time, even if I didn't know I had seen it before. How many times."

"Ishida's change has given me a lot of feelings. I try to change myself every day now, although the effect is very small, I have no other reason for writing this letter, I just want to find someone to talk to. No one around can express what is in their hearts, neither can my parents, maybe you can read this letter, or maybe not, but thank you very much for creating such a wonderful work."

Chen Zijun simply read the letter, expressionless, then handed it over to Su Jing, motioning her to take a look, then walked out of his room, went to Zhong Xiaqing, took a piece of letter paper, thought about it, and began to write it down.

"I have seen your letter. Your experience is pitiful, but you need to atone for your previous actions. My perspective does not stand on your side. If you don't have this phenomenon of being isolated, you will recognize it clearly. Is it your own mistake? The reason you recognize it is only by repeating what happened to him. I can't persuade you to forgive you, because I'm not him and can't forgive him. You can just treat me as a confidant. But it won't change anything. I can't tell you what the solution is now? I don't have much clue. This kind of thing can't be forgiven, but now, you can try to make up for it, maybe he won't accept it , I hate you, but at least it's better than being so sloppy every day now."

What Chen Zijun wrote was really from his own heart. He did not write chicken soup for the soul. He knew that the purpose of this letter was to ask for psychological comfort, so that the guilty soul would feel better. Never understand the mind of the person involved.

There is one more thing, that is, Chen Zijun is not qualified to propose a method for him now.

Not qualified.

Chen Zijun was thinking, even if the creation of "Shape of Sound" is to make people in the whole world realize that this phenomenon is happening, it would be worthwhile to come here if there is less of this phenomenon.

Su Jing only finished it at this time, looked at Chen Zijun, and said, "Do you want me to send it for you?"

"Well, I don't want to reveal my address, and I don't want to be so troublesome, so I might as well leave it to you, Sister Su Jing, and you can send it to me."

Chen Zijun sorted out the letter, but instead of reading it, he concentrated on drawing comics.

......

The weather is very windy today.

Canglan City No. 3 High School, Chu Wenshi came to his class with a bad face. He sat in his seat like a transparent person, and then took out a letter from his schoolbag.

This was a letter sent back by the magazine, but Chu Wenshi knew that it was a reply from Teacher Breeze in April, and he took it out of his schoolbag with great care.

"Hey? Who is this reply to you?" A man suddenly snatched it from Chu Wenshi's hand.

"Give me Ning Yuan, this is my letter."

Ning Yuan is the one who always bullied him when he entered high school.

Chu Wenshi wanted to grab it back, but was stopped.

"Let me see, it's alright." Ning Yuan tore it open with a smile, and read it in front of everyone: "Che, what do you think it is?" Ning Yuan read it once, and then threw it out the window.

Then, when the wind blows, I don't know where it goes.

"You..." The anger that Chu Wenshi had been suppressing in his heart rushed up from the bottom of his heart, and he was directly torn with him. No one would have thought that he would suddenly rush up like this, who had been taciturn and never fought back when he was bullied.

......

The fight ended with Chu Wenshi's suspension of school for a week. When he walked out of the campus, his face was bruised and bruised. Because of being pulled aside, he was beaten badly. He didn't know where to go? Going home is just being held accountable.

"The letter is gone, I don't know what Teacher April Breeze wrote to me?"

He came to the newsstand and bought a book of Jin Ying comics, The Shape of Sound, which is his only sustenance now.

At this moment, Chu Wenshi saw Yunyu out of the corner of his light. Yunyu was the boy he bullied in junior high school. Instinctively, he wanted to find a corner to hide, perhaps because he didn't dare to see him.

However, Yun Yu saw him at this time and came over. His appearance was still the same as before, thin, like a hemp pole, and his face was still very white.

"Long time no see, are you okay?"

"Well." Chu Wenshi lowered his head and didn't dare to look at him.

"This is your letter. I picked it up at the gate of the school and saw your name." Yun Yu took out a very crumpled letter from his pocket with a smile and handed it to him.

When Chu Wenshi heard the words, he took it over and kept his head down~www.novelbuddy.com~Thank you. "He thanked him, then he opened the letter, read it again, saw Chen Zijun's reply, and the hand holding the letter trembled slightly.

Yun Yudao: "Although I'm a little sorry, but when I picked it up, I read the content above, things about junior high school... You don't need to care, it's also that I'm too useless, sports, and studies are not good, and I'm pulling the back of the class. leg."

Tears welled up on Chu Wenshi's face, and he couldn't control it: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you're not wrong, I'm too jerk."

The three words 'I'm sorry' were held back for two years, but this time, they finally managed to say it out of Chu Wenshi's mouth.

"I don't need to mention the past." Yun Yu calmly said: "Maybe it was me in the past, and I probably won't choose to forgive that much, but I also like to see the shape of the sound. From the above, I understand a truth and face it squarely. My own fault is far more important than self-pity, I'm in the third class of the fourth high school now, you can come to me if you have something in the future."

After speaking, Yun Yu walked over beside Chu Wenshi.

"I...really...do I still have the qualifications to find you?" Chu Wenshi whispered.

Yun Yu paused for a moment, then continued, "Of course there is."

After Yunyu left, Chu Wenshi looked at the letter in his hand and took out a piece of paper from his pocket. It was a suicide note written by himself. Then, he tore it into pieces and threw it into the trash can.

He came to an uninhabited park. Tears flowed out of his eyes again uncontrollably. He couldn't hold it back, and burst into tears.

Only this time, this time crying is far more comfortable and happy than laughing.

After crying, he sat on the ground. At this time, the earth was bathed in the afterglow of the sunset, which was extremely beautiful.

"I'm such a scumbag, there is still help."