MTL - My 26-year-old Female Tenant-v2 Chapter 3 : rebirth from the cocoon

The taxi that Mi Cai took was already heading towards the edge of the city in the twilight, following the direction of the wind, my heart was empty, and I didn't dare to look back at the windows emitting lights behind me. At this moment, I can't see the direction clearly, I can't understand the time, and I'm not sure whether the final destination of human beings is death...

In fact, the warm spring has come, the wind blowing on the body is not cool, it just blows down the dim sun in the sky, bringing people boundless loneliness, and the desolation that has no place to tell, I looked up, swallowed, there is no Forward, but not backward, I stood there for a long time, until I was startled by another anxious figure walking towards this side... We met each other, and he asked me with a painful and extremely nervous expression : "Zhaoyang, how is Jianwei doing?...Is her life in danger!"

  I looked at Xiang Chen who seemed to be waiting for a verdict, and replied: "The operation is considered a success, but I am still in a severe coma."

If in the past, we were sitting on the same boat and sailing the wind and waves, but at this moment, we have already been hostile to each other, so all we can talk about is Jianwei's safety, so after I informed him, he looked at me with a painful expression. Running to the inpatient building... I followed him.

Outside the intensive care unit, the people who came to visit hadn't left. They looked at Xiang Chen who had just arrived, and opposite to Xiang Chen was Jian Wei's attending physician and the director of the hospital who arrived at an unknown time. He reprimanded him excitedly Looking at the attending physician, he said over and over again that no matter what the price is, Jian Wei must be revived... The doctor has been nodding his head cooperatively, and kept explaining the complexity of Jian Wei's current situation. The dean, who seemed to be familiar with Xiang Chen, comforted her with kind words, promising that the hospital would do its best to treat Jian Wei.

Xiang Chen's emotions tended to collapse, lying on the only glass window where Jian Wei could be seen, sobbing in pain, until his legal wife, a woman named Chu Xinrui, came here along the corridor of the hospital. ..... Her expression was cold, obviously dissatisfied with Xiang Chen coming to visit Jian Wei.

In the eyes of everyone, she finally came to Xiang Chen and asked sharply: "Xiang Chen, where do you put me in your heart?... What you are doing now makes others What do you think of me?"

Xiang Chen seemed to be a little afraid of this woman, he raised his head, closed his eyes, shook his head, and then replied in pain: "In this case, I don't have the ability to think too much, I hope you can understand... "

   "Funny, I understand you, who will understand me? ... I won't forgive you easily for this matter."

   Xiang Chen looked at her without saying a word, the corner of her eye was still on the bed in the intensive care unit...

  Le Yao took the conversation and said to the two of them: "This is not the place for you to resolve conflicts. If you still have a sense of public morality, please change to another place to quarrel, so as not to affect the patients, okay?"

Xiang Chen nodded, he came to Yan Yan's side, and asked her to take good care of Jian Wei in a begging tone. If there was any financial need, just talk to him, and after receiving Yan Yan's response, he stared at the woman on the hospital bed again. Jian Wei, just turned around and pulled Chu Xinrui to the elevator on the other side of the corridor...

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The night was getting darker, and the people who came to visit left one after another. Even Yan Yan, who cared about Jian Wei the most, was invited by the police to assist in the investigation of this incident. On the corridor of the hospital, the only people I knew well were left Le Yao, and Cao Jinfei had just boarded the plane back to Beijing.

I stood in front of a window for ventilation, lit a cigarette to bear the pain in my heart, took a deep breath, turned around and said to Le Yao beside me: "You should go back to Beijing too, your company still has one There's a lot of business waiting to be dealt with, and staying here won't help you much."

Le Yao shook her head, with a trace of pain, said with a smile: "At this time, what you need most is not help, but companionship... After knowing each other for so long, the thing I fear the most is seeing you alone , smoking and drinking alone, and can't find anyone to talk to."

  I squinted my eyes and took another deep puff of the cigarette, and replied, "Cao Jinfei won't be happy if you say that."

Le Yao's expression became serious, and she said, "Zhaoyang, are the differences between a man and a woman really that important? Because of these differences, we have to forget the past friendship and the past times of trouble together?... .At this point, everyone knows that nothing can happen between us anymore!...Sometimes, I really want to turn myself into a man, to accompany you to smoke, to drink with you Worry, others don't have to gossip so much!"

I sighed softly: "The world is like this. Sometimes, our ideals are just a laughing stock in the eyes of others. Let's base ourselves on reality. Suffering from the disease of idealism, there is no way out in this world where realism prevails. Unless you take the misunderstanding of the world as a kind of enjoyment!"

   "Then I would rather enjoy the misunderstanding...!"

  I shook my head, and replied a little lonely: "If a person is misunderstood, he will lose the qualification for stable happiness. This is not good...!"

"You and I are both spiritual orphans in this world, so why care about other people's misunderstandings? I used to love you deeply, but now, I don't need to love you, but I still care about you and stay with you. Do others understand? Knowing this kind of feeling is not important to me at all...!"

  I wiped my face with the hand holding the cigarette, trying not to let myself cry, changed the subject with a forced smile, and said to her, "Go buy a bottle of Jiaxing Bar, let's have a drink together."

Le Yao is always used to obeying me in times of trouble. She nodded, put on a mask and hat and walked towards the elevator entrance. When she entered the elevator, I also entered another elevator, because I didn’t want to drink, just In order to distract her...

I sent another message to tell her that I went back to my old house to find Mi Cai, and asked her to find a hotel to rest early, or to catch a plane before returning to Beijing. I don’t want to use an idealistic attitude to hurt her and Cao Jinfei’s relationship Feelings, although I really need a speaker, but I must become rational, maybe, I have no ability to become a master of life, but she must be a master of life, because now she has such conditions... ..I think, when she comes back after buying the wine, she will choose to leave when she sees that I am not in the hospital.

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In the middle of the night, I was sitting on a cold street, looking blankly at the couples who occasionally passed by, their hands were so tightly held, and their laughter was so light, which made me a little envious of their calm and happy appearance. So the **** tears blurred my eyes again, and I took out another cigarette and lit it up, to cover up... and then imagining the future life that I don't know where to go, my heart hurts.

The phone was vibrating in my pocket, I knew it was Le Yao who bought a good wine, I didn't answer it once, she finally gave up on the fifth time, I knew she would find a hotel to sleep, and this night No matter how hard it is, no matter how deep it is, I don't need her company, I'm sure of that.

  I suddenly thought of Jian Wei, and felt so worried that I wanted to cry...

  I thought of Mi Cai again, and my heart hurt so much that I wanted to cry...

I didn't cry anymore, I just looked at the street lamp full of years imprinted on the opposite side again and again, I reminded myself that I should do something real, for Jian Wei, and for the responsibility I had unloaded, so I dialed Through Zhang Yixi's phone.

The phone was connected after a while, and he told me that he and An Qi had returned to Yangzhou at this moment, and he was concerned about Jian Wei's current situation, and after learning that Jian Wei's life was not in danger for the time being, he advised me not to have too much trouble. Thought pressure, Micai also needs to take care of it. After I thanked him for his kindness, I cut to the point, and I said to him: "You talked to me before, and you are interested in the project of The Road to Literature and Art. I think we can Cooperation, if it is convenient for you, I hope to come to Suzhou with an investment plan as soon as possible, and we will meet and discuss in detail!"

   Zhang Yixi on the other end of the phone was obviously a little surprised, and asked: "Zhaoyang, I am indeed very interested in this project, but can you make the decision?"

"Don't worry, I can definitely make the decision, but let me tell you the truth, this project is facing losses because of Jian Wei, and you should think carefully about it yourself. If you still think it is worth investing in, I will give it to you next time." When I meet with you, I will come up with a new renovation plan and development plan for this project."

"No problem, then see you in Suzhou in three days. I personally look forward to having in-depth cooperation with you on this project, and this project is also in line with my strategic plan for business in recent years. As a quasi-investment Fang, I am still very confident that I will work with you to bring this project back to life."

"I am looking forward too."

On the phone, Zhang Yixi and I initially reached a consensus to jointly run the project "The Road to Literature and Art". For the first time in my life, I heard the sound of war drums and thunder ringing in my ears. I thought, if Jian Wei still has consciousness, she must I will feel gratified for this decision I made, and next time I can visit her in the ward, I will tell her the news......

Afterwards, I called Zhou Zhaokun and told him that I wanted to set up a game company and enter the mobile game industry. I hoped that he could become an investor in this company. It was set in Suzhou three days later, and after that, I also called Tongzi who was far away abroad, hoping that he could take the contacts accumulated in the game industry this year and return to China to give me professional help. He readily agreed.

After this phone call ended, I stared at the starry night sky again. I don’t know if it’s too late to do all this now, but after this experience of thinking about life, I must make myself stronger , not only for worldly desires, but also to make people around me who are closely related to me no longer disappointed in me. I hope that I can maturely face the future life... Also, I want to learn from Fangyuan and Mi Zhongde took back Zhuo Mei, and in front of Mi Cai, he made atonement for his past mistakes. At this moment, I deeply understand that escaping will not bring the enemy's tolerance, this kind of cowardice will only make them more cruel.

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