MTL - Quick Transmigrating Second Female Lead’s Counterattack-Chapter 1791 Sometimes living more painful than death

[You never know if you will fall in love with people who hate, cut or have no intersection at the moment, just like me, I will never know, I will fall in love with you.

—————The Emperor of Heaven

I have existed since the beginning of the heavens and the earth. How long it has been, I have never remembered it.

Because it has been too long and too long, I have no time concept for a long time.

Everyday days are very dull. As always, I feel no ups and downs, but it doesn't make me feel boring, just a little boring.

Until they appeared, more and more strong people made me feel threatened.

Obviously, I know that they can't surpass themselves. Even if they are over, they can't affect me, but they are afraid.

This is probably the child of someone else's family.

Father God once told me that I am his perfect child and he is responsible for me.

However, gradually, his children are springing up, and they are all very good, so I have to face up to them.

I want to become stronger, become strong, let the Father know that I will always be the best.

So I am trying hard to cultivate and try my best to improve my ability.

During this time, I met two people, both of whom were hurt by me.

Even now, I still remember seeing her first.

A red dress, warm and fire-like, the face of the white and delicate face seems to be the product of the artist's fine craftsmanship.

A red and beautiful Manzhu Shahua on the forehead is dazzling, slender under the eyebrows, the black and dark eyes, with a charming color.

It is like the most beautiful star in the sky, tempting people who want to be beautiful to touch.

Beautiful lips, with a noble and elegant appearance.

She stood there quietly, and the slowly flowing Sansheng River became her embellishment, and the red flowers swaying behind her became her foil.

Her eyebrows seem to be contemplative and have a slight ambiguity.

My feet did not control the front, and she introduced herself to her, and impulsively said that she wanted to marry her.

Now I want to come, it’s really a good moment to meet, and I lost my soul and lost my soul.

Since then, she has been indulged in the picture she has compiled, and she is unable to withdraw.

When I knew that she was the picking flower I was looking for, and I learned that Suzaku had a bad relationship with her, I was angry.

I don't know what I am mad at, because she refused me, or because she knew her relationship with Suzaku.

Or both, but the latter is heavier.

I forced her to marry me, the first mistake I made.

Ming knows that she doesn't like me, threatening coercion to achieve her purpose, but for the emotion that suddenly comes up in her heart.

Although I succeeded in the end, she sat on the side of me, but only that time.

When Suzaku appeared at the ceremony, she was kicked into chaos by myself, and Suzaku jumped.

I have been there for a whole ten years. I have been thinking about the same problem for ten years. Why?

Even at that time, I still didn't know what her name was, and my heart caused a vibration. I could only choose to sleep.

In the smoke, she is my second sorry person. With the help, I can use the power of the world as a cornerstone of the Three Thousand Circles.

Time passed by, and at that time I thought that the two were dead.

I did not expect that they not only did not die, but also loved so deep.

Thousands of years have passed, as always.

And I was also at that time, the original plunder and hegemony, just because I have fallen in love with her.

What a ridiculous but natural answer, I think.

I am not willing to support me, I have to follow it all the way, I can't intervene, I still want to follow.

The result is that the deeper and deeper, and finally unable to extricate themselves.

When she heard her crying, she stopped her mind and only wanted to make sure she was safe and didn't care about her situation.

Regret?

Do not.

Just a little regret, I could not get her.

Even if I come back again, I will make this choice too, because I really love it.

"Father, thank you, but I feel that I have been watching them all the time, my heart will be more painful."

I looked up and turned into nothingness, staring at the same vain father, muttering.

"Child, your fruit has fallen, but someone has reborn it with himself."

The kind voice floated into my ears, but it only made me feel heavy and sad.

This is why I don't want to live, the silly girl who smokes, I just took her away.

Sure enough, it is the cause, the cause and effect, the cause and the fruit, which I also planted.

Gently blow open the clouds in front of me, look down, there is no physical me, but I feel that something hot is slipping from the corner of my eyes.

In the desert of the desert, a woman wearing a black robe covering her face is walking slowly.

Holding a flower pot in her arms, there is a small tree inside.

I can clearly see that there is a thumb-sized fruit on the tree, dry and silent, but stubbornly exudes a little vitality.

Hey.

I was taking a step in the smoke, and I was stunned.

"Emperor, Emperor, is it you? Is it you?"

She did not hear the mistake, the little sigh, the one in her heart.

But where are you? I can't find you anymore.

Come out, is it not convenient for you now, it doesn't matter, I wait, no matter how long, I will wait.

The smoke is talking in the heart, but she does not dare to export, because she is afraid, afraid that the Emperor will hear her instead of seeing her.

She doesn't want much, she just wants to be with him, and that's it.

After waiting for a long time, make sure that the sound will not ring again, bow your head, and the crystal tears fall one by one in the flower pot in your arms.

Too sad, did not notice that the tree inside was moving, but the amplitude was small.

Wiping out tears, the smoke once again embarked on her journey.

This life is very long, and it is so long that I can slowly find you and plant the causal trees that belong to us.

As the figure gradually drifted away, a small cloud appeared quietly on top of her head, helping her to block the hot sun.

Sometimes living is really more painful than death. Just so, how can there be such a stupid person?

I have been asking myself in my heart, but no matter what, I will not get the answer.

"Father, although it is more painful for me to live than death, I am willing to live."

At least I want to accompany her and accompany her to the moment she gave up.

I feel bad about her, but there is no love, my heart is still that person.

People, can't make mistakes, this is all right.

Because sooner or later, you will go back.

Maybe when the new world symbiosis Lord appears, I can be free, or maybe I can't wait.

At this moment, I still want to thank the person, thanking her for teaching me what love is.

There is also a smoke, she let me understand that there are many kinds of love.

Is it still possible to get redemption?