MTL - Return of the Dead [Holo]-Chapter 182

Ming Yuechen seemed to be full of doubts about Mo Ran's question. He even paused and looked at Mo Ran with a completely unclear expression. Even his luck had accumulated such doubts to the extreme. He carefully Looking at Mo Ran's expression, as if he was afraid of angering Mo Ran, he lowered his tone and finally asked tentatively, "Why?"

Mo Ran only felt that the coldness was constantly rushing through her body, eroding all her thoughts and rationality, destroying them wantonly, making it impossible for her to use common sense to understand Ming Yuechen's purpose of doing this. , she took another deep breath, and even swallowed hard before opening her eyes to look at Ming Yuechen again, and asked word by word: "Why did you give me these two things? "

At this moment, there seems to be a fire burning in Mo Ran's heart, and she needs to strongly restrain the burning of this fire. Her restraint even makes her teeth tremble slightly. She faces Ming Yuechen and hopes to be calm, but She knew that her current expression was definitely not in line with tranquility, but she couldn't care less about it at all, she just wanted to know what Ming Yuechen was thinking.

Ming Yuechen was also looking at Mo Ran, his expression was still full of doubts, as if he couldn't understand Mo Ran's emotional fluctuations when he heard this, and he couldn't understand why she still had to work hard to restrain such emotional fluctuations .

Why is this?

"To save you." Ming Yuechen still had that puzzled expression on his face. He even wanted to raise his hand to touch Mo Ran's frowning brows, but he finally stopped his hand and put it on The hands on the table tightly clenched their fists because of this abandonment, but then he let go.

But Ming Yuechen's answer sounded like a completely incomprehensible joke to Mo Ran. She widened her eyes and even raised her voice: "Save me? You are saving me!"

"Of course." Ming Yuechen sighed, his whole body seemed calm and tolerant, in stark contrast to Mo Ran's excitement like a firecracker that was about to explode.

"At that time, I was also seriously injured. Otherwise, I could have gone there in person. Since I can't move, I can only rely on this method to save you." Ming Yuechen smiled slightly, but this smile was a little helpless: " But, I think, you don't want to see me rescue you in person

Mo Ran only felt that her mind was completely messed up at this moment. She looked at Ming Yuechen with a frown, and found that she couldn't understand what Ming Yuechen did. She could only continue instinctively in this chaos. Ask for the answers you want to know.

"Why did you put these two things?"

"Mo Ran, you never really like others to decide your destiny for you, don't you? You hope that you can make choices, even if you are in the desperate situation of life, even if you are already on the edge of a cliff with no way out, you actually still hope It's up to you to make the final choice, isn't it?" Ming Yuechen's voice flowed slowly like a spring, with a kind of transparency and tranquility like the surface of a lake, which seemed to be able to give people that excited emotion Brings a magical comfort.

Mo Ran, who was sitting opposite Ming Yuechen, just looked at him, her eyes were already sharp, but her brows were slowly loosened.

Yes, this is indeed herself. She never wants anyone to decide her own destiny. Even fate itself cannot stop her rebellion. She is just like this. However, since when did Ming Yuechen... How do you know yourself so well?

"I brought you two things, both of which will allow you to leave the research institute. As for which one you choose, which way you choose is up to you." Ming Yuechen spread his hands: "It's just like this ,I did not mean anything else."

Suddenly, Mo Ran calmed down. She blinked and asked, "Ming Yuechen, do you know what I will choose? Before these things happened, did you know?"

Ming Yuechen just smiled, he looked at Mo Ran with indulgent eyes, and he was not impatient at all with Mo Ran's questions, he was even full of interest: "I made a rough guess, you should be able to choose the medicine. "He paused for a moment, observed Mo Ran's expression, and found that she didn't feel unhappy because of her words, so he continued: "Besides, what I guessed at the time was that you should choose to use the teleportation array to leave in the end." .”

As he said that, the regretful expression appeared on Ming Yuechen's face again: "But, I guessed wrong."

If the topic was only about the topic itself, Mo Ran would not feel as confused as she is now, but she knew that what she was asking about was not the topic itself, and she even felt that Ming Yuechen should also understand this point, However, why did he act so relaxed when he understood, even

Once she realized this, Mo Ran felt that her mouth was dry, and fire seemed to be spouting from her throat. She listened quietly to Ming Yuechen's words, as if she was really attracted by Ming Yuechen's words, but, After a long pause, Mo Ran still heard himself asking: "Ming Yuechen, do you know if I choose this pill, what will be the consequences?"

Mo Ran's voice was very soft, so soft that if he didn't listen carefully, he would almost think that he had heard it wrong. However, Mo Ran knew that Ming Yuechen heard it. Not only did he hear it, but he also heard it very clearly.

Suddenly, Mo Ran couldn't imagine how Ming Yuechen would answer this question, so she could only look at Ming Yuechen with a good glance.

"I know, Mo Ran, I know you far better than you imagined, of course I know what the consequences will be." Ming Yuechen nodded, his mood was still so relaxed and happy, and you can even find that this kind of happiness is not It came from the problem itself, but from getting along with Mo Ran, and Ming Yuechen didn't want to hide this happy thought at all.

"Then do you know that I will kill everyone in the institute?" Mo Ran's voice became softer, and she even seemed a little uncomfortable.

Probably everyone is hypocritical, even Mo Ran is no exception. She can do killing things, but it would be a torment for her to admit it herself.

"I know." Mo Ran thought that Ming Yuechen would feel some human anger because of this problem, or at least some heartache and sympathy for his fellow-clan, but unfortunately, Mo Ran didn't speak in Ming Yuechen's tone at all. He couldn't find any such emotions in him, he even still enjoyed the pleasure of getting along with Mo Ran, and he still had a relaxed smile on his face.

Mo Ran's heart tightened because of this answer, she swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and continued to speak softly: "Then do you know, I will even kill people outside the institute, if I am strong enough, I will Will it even wipe out the entire Tiandu City?"

"I know." Ming Yuechen's expression didn't change at all, it seemed that what Mo Ran said just now was a very common thing, as normal as it was raining outside, and it was sunny outside, and it was as normal as growing cabbages.

This kind of indifference, this kind of ordinaryness completely angered Mo Ran all of a sudden. She stood up from the chair all of a sudden.

Mo Ran stood there and stared at Ming Yuechen with wide eyes: "You know everything, why did you give me this medicine?"

This question seemed to confuse Ming Yuechen again: "Because I want to save you." Then, he laughed again: "Mo Ran, are you angry? Why are you angry?"

Mo Ran has no idea what she is angry about now, what she is angry about.

Yes, she is obviously the one who enjoyed the final result, she is obviously the one who got benefits, she is obviously the one who survived because of Ming Yuechen's rescue, no matter how you look at it, she shouldn't be angry, she should even Thank you Ming Yuechen.

But Mo Ran still felt a kind of abnormal anger running around in her chest. She was angry because of Ming Yuechen's helping hand, and she was angry because Ming Yuechen chose to ignore the result he knew would happen. Even feeling angry for those humans who died.

Even if these people were killed by himself, Mo Ran couldn't help being angry at this moment.

She clearly knew that what she said seemed quite hypocritical, quite a green tea whore, but Mo Ran just couldn't help it.

In Mo Ran's mind, as the leader of a race, or as the strongest of a race, in fact, they are born with responsibilities that cannot be shirked. They are the hope of the race and the focus of everyone's eyes. Isn't it time to work harder for one's own race? Even if you don't give everything, you definitely can't do this kind of thing like giving up your own people and rescuing the enemy.

How is that any different from betraying one's own race?

This kind of betrayal is completely incomprehensible in Mo Ran's consciousness. She is an absolutely loyal dead person, she is absolutely on the side of her own race, she is a person with absolute belief, and she can even sacrifice everything for her race. She has no way at all To imagine what it would be like to betray your own race, what kind of motivation, what kind of practice it would be.

Even if she is the absolute beneficiary in this rescue, she has absolutely no way of accepting Ming Yuechen's actions.

"To save me? Did you give up the lives of your other people?"

"Why not?" The smile on Ming Yuechen's face gradually faded, and he became calm, which made his frankness appear

"You are human, I am the dead! We are the enemy! In order to save your enemy, knowing the consequences, you still sent so many people to the **** of death with your own hands. How could you do this?" Mo Ran's eyes widened. She was very emotional.

"Why can't I do this?" Ming Yuechen was still very calm, he said slowly: "What I want to save is not the dead or the enemy, what I want to save is Mo Ran."

"Who stipulated that I am a human being, so I must think about human beings, and I must stand on the side of human beings? I must raise my sword to face each other?" Ming Yuechen's lips finally evoked a touch of coldness. Sarcasm, just like in the past years, he stood on the high castle, looked down, and saw the appearance of human troops walking on the street.

Restrained, calm, yet unabashedly disdainful.

Then he cast his eyes on Mo Ran, and his calm voice finally raised slightly: "Is it your rule? Mo Ran."

Mo Ran suddenly lost all her emotions like a balloon that was punctured by a needle. She looked at Ming Yuechen who was sitting on the chair, and suddenly didn't know what to say, because in just a moment, she understood The source of my anger.

She has been adhering to the idea of ​​being superior to race from her rebirth to now, not only her, but everyone she met, such as Xue Changfeng, Gu Luen, and even the original Ming Yuechen. In their hearts, The interests of the race are paramount.

Therefore, Xue Changfeng killed Bai Wei without any scruples; therefore, after Gu Luen knew that getting along with him would bring racial trouble, he left him without hesitation; Feelings, but when the two sides started fighting, they still swung their swords at each other without any regrets.

Even Mo Ran understood all of them very well, and she didn't even criticize any of them, because the idea that the interests of the race are paramount seems to have become the truth, and each of them is following it seriously, and when this truth When someone breaks it, those who firmly believe in the truth will feel the anger of a broken faith.

Such was her anger.

Looking at Ming Yuechen, Mo Ran suddenly

And the understandings that she once thought were all what she thought.

"Racial interests are higher than all personal interests, isn't that what it should be?" Mo Ran's voice sank, and she felt very tired.

Ming Yuechen smiled, and in his smile, there was an undisguised sneer and sarcasm: "Should? Who stipulated that it should be? You?" When he said this, he paused slightly, his eyes lowered, but just At the next moment, he suddenly raised his eyes, and the light in his eyes shot towards Mo Ran like the sharpest arrow in the world: "Is it still...God?"

Mo Ran didn't know how to answer, but Ming Yuechen's sharp eyes seemed to disappear, and the sense of oppression oozing from his whole body also disappeared without a trace. Supporting his chin, he looked at Mo Ran with interest, and smiled softly and softly: "However, as long as you can stand here alive, the process is not important."

"You in the past..." Mo Ran didn't know what expression to use to respond to Ming Yuechen, she didn't even know what to say, there seemed to be a huge gap between her and Ming Yuechen, which couldn't be bridged at all.

However, Ming Yuechen directly interrupted Mo Ran's words, and asked the original question again: "Mo Ran, why do you ask me to be reborn? I can answer you."

Mo Ran looked at Ming Yuechen with some doubts. In fact, she was not in a very high mood now, and she was obviously not very interested in Ming Yuechen's topic. She just looked at Ming Yuechen politely, maintaining her good upbringing.

"You are probably very strange, even very angry, why can I disregard the lives of other human beings and their feelings? Obviously, I am the strongest of human beings. I should shoulder their hopes, fight for them, and stand up for them. Wrestle with the fiercest storms, and all destiny for them, as if it were you."

Ming Yuechen poured himself a cup of tea, he picked up the cup of tea and drank it slowly with his head down, his tone was also very slow, the dim light in the night fell on him lazily through the window ,Give

In a trance, Mo Ran had a feeling of returning to the years when the two of them were together. At that time, she was hidden in the tower in the castle. The greatest joy of every day was probably sitting at the window overlooking the entire Tiandu City, watching When the end of the world comes, the human beings will do something in Tiandu City, and at night, when the night falls, Ming Yuechen will join her.

The two of them just sat on the window sill of the high tower, looking at the sky at the four corners through the window, and talking about topics that have no boundaries between the north and the south, and Ming Yuechen at that time was just like now, always hugging Holding the teacup, lowering his eyes, he seemed to be looking at the transparent tea soup, and at the same time seemed to be looking at himself. His voice was low and slow, sounding careless, but after careful analysis, it was not difficult to find the carelessness in his heart. Hidden joy.

Time also seemed to slow down, and the anger lingering in Mo Ran's heart after breaking the rules seemed to be calmed down by this slowness, and she became calm and rational, even a little dizzy sleepy.

"But, for me, why should I do this? Or, I have done enough in this way, I don't want to do it anymore, I don't want to be a backer like you, and I don't want to I don't want to be a mainstay, and I don't want to become the number one powerhouse again." Ming Yuechen blinked, tilted his head and looked at Mo Ran: "I just want to do what I want to do, can't I?"

Mo Ran wanted to say no, but for some reason, when these two words came to her lips, she couldn't say them.

She clearly knows that there must be a sense of distance between people. She is her, and Ming Yuechen is Ming Yuechen. She feels that fighting for race is the whole meaning of life. This is her choice. Ming Yuechen feels that there is no such thing. Necessary, that is Ming Yuechen's choice, she can lose her temper, she can be angry, but she can't interfere, let alone let Ming Yuechen make a choice.

Just at this moment, Mo Ran was very curious about what Ming Yuechen experienced after his death.

"Ming Yuechen, how did you die?"

Ming Yuechen tilted his head and thought about it seriously, then laughed: "For me, that was really a very pleasant memory."

Mo Ran was very surprised by what he heard. Under normal circumstances, shouldn't death be black and painful for any race? Even those old people who died peacefully and peacefully

But now Ming Yuechen has uttered a completely different definition of death. Mo Ran thinks he is lying, but those satisfied expressions on his face and those happy micro-expressions all prove that he is very honest. For Ming Yuechen, Shang The death of I is really worth looking forward to and making people happy.

Mo Ran felt more and more perplexed. The Ming Yuechen in front of her seemed to be a completely different person. Apart from having the same skin, they had nothing in common.

The strongest man in the past who also firmly believed in and practiced the interests of the race and would set an example at any time seemed to have completely disappeared with the death of Mo Ran's last life, and what appeared in front of Mo Ran now was an absolute A rule breaker, an absolute rebel.

"Ming Yuechen, what happened in the last life?" Such a difference made Mo Ran sincerely sigh.

"A lot of things have happened." Ming Yuechen's eyes slipped a trace of coldness, and he responded gravely: "And I don't think you will be interested in these things." Ming Yuechen pushed the jar of cherries to Mo Ran: "Aren't you Do you want to know why I was reborn?"

"Rebirth requires a strong obsession. This kind of obsession will bring you back to life when you are on the verge of death. As for when it will be, it is hard to say." Ming Yuechen nodded with his fingers: "Think carefully. Think so?"

Of course, Mo Ran does not deny this, because her rebirth is like this, so...

"Then why am I reborn?" Ming Yuechen smiled: "When the battle is at its most intense, do you think I am trying to prevent you from taking revenge on humans? Or do you think my rebirth should be to revive humans and fight with the dead?" A life-and-death contest? Or another victory against the Destroyer Clan?"

"Isn't it?" Mo Ran frowned, this is the main line that the script should develop.

"Of course not." Ming Yuechen denied what Mo Ran should have given directly, and the denial was clean and neat, without any hesitation at all. He paused for a moment, as if he was adjusting his emotions. At this moment, his smile was extremely sincere , he feels like the spring breeze after the cold winter revives all things: "My rebirth..."

"I'm here for you."

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