MTL - Sick Wife-Chapter 84 , take care

Feng Xin didn't respond to the kiss, as if she didn't feel it, her loose emotions gradually returned.

Removing the hand on her shoulder, she said nothing, "I'll do it myself."

She drank a lot, the alcohol content was not high, and the alcohol on her body was heavy, but she was sober and not so drunk that she needed to be helped to take a bath.

Feng Xin went to the balcony to collect pajamas. In the past tense, in order not to let Shang Congshu think too much, he even explained, "It's a little hot."

Shang Congshu wondered, Feng Xin used to help her wash every day, they often washed a piece in the bathroom, and now it happens occasionally, what's the point?

She saw Feng Xin collecting clothes on the balcony, hugging Feng Xin's waist from behind, very clingy, her chin resting on Feng Xin's back shoulder, Nuo Nuo complained, "A Xin came back today, They didn't hug me."

At the time of her illness, this habit was even worse. Generally, a hug can soothe a good mood. Feng Xin is willing most of the time.

Hearing this, Feng Xin's body froze for a moment, not stingy, she turned around and hugged Shang Congshu, she seemed very tired, she didn't speak, her arms were wrapped around Shang Congshu and hugged in.

The woman in her arms is soft and soft. She has taken care of it a lot during this time. Her complexion is pink and not as pale as before.

She was holding it, but she had no intention to observe these, thinking of what Professor Shang said, she is an art candidate, and her cultural score is not high, even if she is admitted to the same university as Shang Congshu, That's a far cry.

Shang Congshu has excellent grades and will not be under pressure to continue her studies. In the future, she will be engaged in research and teaching work. The environment is different from hers, it is two worlds.

Not only that, Shang Congshu is famous and has a certain position in the field of expertise, and she has nothing, not to mention that she does not earn much money now, even if she is really rich, Uncle Shang will not Satisfied that she and Cong Shu are together.

The merchants pursue fame and fortune and have social status.

After such a comparison, Feng Xin discovered that not only did she and Shang Congshu differ in ability, but also in the direction of their future efforts.

Despite this fact, Feng Xin was inevitably hurt her self-esteem.

Her weak self-esteem is still forcing her nerves to control her not to speak out, she will have nowhere to hide her inferiority Exhale.

Shang Congshu suddenly changed his mind, from the initial inquiry to now skipping the process that requires Feng Xin's consent, and said directly: "I'm going to help you wash!"

"No, I want to sit quietly." She lowered her eyes, although it was hard to see how she looked, her voice was gentle.

Under the repeated requests of Shang Congshu, Feng Xin expressed gently and patiently, and took the trouble to convey to Shang Congshu what she wanted to do and what she did not want to do.

She wants to take a bath alone, needs a little personal space for a short time, self-regulates her mood, wants to be quiet, and does not need Shang Congshu to accompany her.

Shang Congshu just heard Feng Xin and seemed to have something on his mind, and he didn't look very happy.

But the more Feng Xin pretended to be nothing, the more she felt empty inside...

Feng Xin saw that Shang Nian was not sticking up again, and went to take a bath.

In this abnormal state, Shang Congshu didn't even dare to ask, she looked at the closed bathroom door, and almost at the same time as the door was closed, she also heard the lock from the inside the sound of.

“…”

Shang Congshu stood there in a daze, a little overwhelmed, is it necessary for Feng Xin to do this? If she doesn't go in, she's locked, so what to do to prevent her?

She wanted to know what happened to Feng Xin, why she was so depressed and downcast? Angry at work? Or did something bad happen?

Shang Congshu was heartbroken, sulking, and went to bed early, not in the mood to watch the movie.

She put the Snoopy doll on the other half of the bed, wrapped herself in the quilt and took up the remaining half of the space, thinking about waiting for the wind to come out and moving her Snoopy, she used the topic to follow the trend Xin is looking for a fight.

Shang Cong was very relieved, and he clearly planned in his mind how to stop the noise.

When there was no movement in the bathroom, seeing that Feng Xin was about to wash out, Shang Congshu became inexplicably nervous. how to sleep...

As soon as the idea came up, Shang Congshu quickly picked up the doll and threw it to the foot of the bed.

Feng Xin didn't plan to go to bed so early, so she went into the bedroom to get a hairdryer, but went out again in a few seconds, blowing her hair in the hall.

Blowing her hair half-wet, she turned on the computer and prepared to retouch the picture. This was not arranged by the studio for her. She posted a fee-based project for intensive photo editing on some platforms, and did a small part-time job.

In the past, Feng Xin felt that although these part-time jobs were not much money, they could cover the rent, water and electricity in a month.

Shang draws illustrations from Shu, generally starting with four figures, and getting game posters is much more than that.

Before they didn't date, Shang Congshu didn't have the habit of saving money, he painted with Buddhism and wrote about Buddhism.

After falling in love with her, if there is no car accident, according to the original plan, Shang Congshu plans to throw away the Buddhist department and devote himself to making money, and plans to buy a small apartment before graduating from college.

She never dared to think this way, her meager salary, even letting her work for three or five years after graduation, was not enough to support her to buy a house with full money.

Once there is a gap in my heart, it will become more and more unbalanced.

The computer screen showed the figure coming out of the room, Shang Congshu came over with the quilt and curled up on the sofa.

She didn't disturb Feng Xin, just curled up her limbs like this, beside each other.

"Why don't you sleep in the room?" Feng Xin asked, without looking away from the computer.

Shang Congshu: "I like to sleep on the sofa."

As she spoke, she observed the wind Xin reaction.

Feng Xin looked pale and did not have much emotion, she gave Shang Cong Shuye a good quilt and touched her forehead, "The sofa is a little crowded, I will go to sleep there, and I will hug you back when I am done. room, go to sleep."

“…”

In fact, Feng Xin simply needs a space that belongs to her, she just needs to adjust her mood.

She left the living room with the computer in her arms, but Shang Congshu didn't follow, she didn't feel lost or relieved.

Just as Fengxin was trying to recover quickly, the community was suddenly powered off, and the lights in the whole house went black instantly, and Shang Congshu screamed in horror.

Feng Xin stood up abruptly and grabbed the wood on the edge of the desk suddenly, she couldn't even wait to get her mobile phone to turn on the flashlight, and went out when it was dark, taking advantage of the faint moonlight that penetrated into the balcony outside, put the sofa The frightened woman took it directly into her arms.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." She reassured, and shuns the business and back.

Shang Congshu knew that Feng Xin was at home, she was not afraid, but she was not angry with Feng Xin's strange attitude tonight, falsely angry, "It's all your fault, I said I want to stay on the sofa Go to bed, you still run so far."

She put her arms around Feng Xin's neck, groaned in Feng Xin's ear, and looked so wronged that she could cry at any time.

In this way, she can grasp the style of her youth almost at any time. She knows this tacit secret and occasionally "uses" it as a conciliator to gradually stiffen them. The relationship softens and gets closer.

"Be good." Feng Xin hugged him tightly.

Except in bed, she couldn't hear Shang Congshu cry, she would feel distressed, and would not help but acquiesce and coax.

"Well, it's my fault, I'm not angry." She admitted her mistake generously, and wanted to hug the person tighter and comfort her as usual.

Shang Congshu didn't plan on this matter, so he just flipped it over in a confused way.

She asked suddenly, "Why are you unhappy today? Where am I not doing well?"

Speaking of the last half of the sentence, Shang Congshu's voice trembled and changed his voice.

“From Shu…”

Feng Xin wanted to say no, but she didn't say it. It was estimated that tonight's matter would leave a gap. If she said it, her inferiority complex would be seen by Shang Congshu.

In the future, in order to take into account her feelings, will Shang Congshu put things that could have been done into a small box? In front of her, she was willing to be a soft and weak hermit crab, treating her as a snail, and wanting to withdraw into her arms every moment.

Shang Congshu loves her very much. Knowing that she is uncomfortable, she can definitely do such a thing. This is not what she wants.

Feng Xin thought for a while before saying, "It's none of your business, I'm angry with myself."

Shang Congshu asked, "Then tell me, why are you angry?"

These words stopped Feng Xin, she licked her lower lip uncomfortably, but she was telling the truth, "Maybe it's because I drink too much and think about why I study so badly and why I don't work hard enough. "

Why, so mediocre.

Shang Congshu was stunned, and suddenly understood that Feng Xin heard her conversation with her father.

"Why don't you speak for me, girlfriend..." Feng Xin wiped the corners of her wet eyes.

The tone was so soft, as if she was asking a simple question, why didn't Shang Congshu stand by her.