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MTL - The Demon Lord Only Wants to Follow the Script-Chapter 62 Blackening
"Ayan, where did you hide the black jade talisman?"
The senior brother's voice sounded suddenly.
Fang Li froze for a moment, the pain in his head suddenly became severe, the temperature of the black iron sword suddenly became scorching hot, and his vision seemed to be overlapped by something.
One scene was a sea of swords and flames.
The scene was peaceful and silent.
Fang Li's eyes struggled for a moment, he took a deep breath, and suddenly said slowly: "The black talisman is on my body, brother, have you forgotten?"
The man in white put him down, turned around, looked at him tenderly, and said softly, "Really? Ah Yan, think again."
The man in white has a gentle smile on his elegant face. As always, when he looks at you, you can't help but want to open your heart to him, tell him everything without hesitation, and pour out your heart to him.
Fang Li stared at the person in front of him with a ferocious expression.
Brother is not dead.
Not only did he not die, he also found the boy hiding in the cave and brought him back from the darkness to the light.
His world is no longer alone.
His brother has always been by his side.
This is a disgusting dream.
It was the dream that he had been craving for all his life, the deepest obsession and fantasy in his heart, but... it was not Fang Li's.
Fang Li finally realized that everything in front of him was false.
He was trapped in the illusion created by Han Sui's memory, he forgot his identity, and relived Han Sui's past, fulfilling a dream he never realized. Wake up from your dream? He will not hesitate to tell this 'senior brother' in front of him, everything he knows...
But Fang Li was not tired after all.
The phrase "Where did you hide the black talisman" made Fang Li instantly realize the difference between the fantasy world and the real world, and regained his own memory.
Ah Yan's senior brother.
Absolutely, never ask him this sentence.
The man in white still looked at him lovingly and tenderly, and said, "What's wrong with Ah Yan?"
Fang Li gave a low laugh, his eyes sharpened suddenly.
He tightly held the black iron sword in his hand, and stabbed out without hesitation.
The man in white in front of him did not hide.
He stared blankly at the long sword that pierced his chest, blood spilled from his white clothes, dyed a dazzling red, his expression was sad and sad, and he asked, "Why?"
Fang Li looked at him coldly, but didn't speak.
Silent forest.
Quiet alley.
The man in white.
Dissipated like a phantom.
Everything is no longer there.
Fang Li lowered his head, and the black iron sword in his hand dissipated.
A fake is a fake.
In this illusion, only oneself is real.
There was a dizziness in his head.
When everything disappeared, he finally saw Xie Huai again, it was great, Xie Huai was always by his side.
He smiled at Xie Huai, wanting to say that I'm fine and don't worry, but before he could speak, his eyes darkened and he passed out.
Xie Huai hugged the young man who was about to fall to the ground with one hand.
The young man was pale and weak because he just forcibly broke free from the illusion. He just fell into his arms like this, docile and obedient as if he was attached, as if you were the person he cared about and someone he could entrust with peace of mind.
But Xie Huai knew that all this was just an illusion.
Even this person's smile towards him, every bit of tenderness and concern, and all the good things he had done... were all fake.
He was never who he wanted.
His senior brother was the one he carefully cared about.
He would reprimand himself for one night because he hurt his senior brother.
He will ignore himself at will because of the appearance of his senior brother.
He will look at that person with admiration and nostalgia, and snuggle up to that person's side. As long as he looks at that person, his eyes will be full of joy.
He would read books and practice swords with that man, sneak down the mountain together, do anything together...
As long as the senior brother is in front of his eyes, those eyes can't see anything else.
Fang Li in the illusion showed a side that Xie Huai had never seen before, but the target was not him.
All the unsolved questions before have now been answered.
He finally understood.
Why Fang Liming doesn't love himself, but wants to keep himself by his side, and he doesn't hesitate to besiege Yun Jianque to get himself. But he clearly did things like robbing and plundering, but he never really wanted to hurt himself, and he would still look at him so tenderly...
Because he is just looking at another person through himself.
Why Fang Liming doesn't love himself, but wants to sleep with him every night, bewitch him, see him feel uncontrollable for him, but refuses to be touched by him at all.
Because what he wanted was actually his senior brother, and he was naturally not worthy to touch him.
All his tenderness, care, maintenance and care for himself are only because he is like his senior brother.
And he refused to get close to him, dodged and evaded, and was ruthless, all because he was not his senior brother.
He was just fantasizing about what he would never get again through his own shadow.
Even if you are going to die in the end, you want to fulfill my reputation, probably just because you don't want me, like your senior brother, to fall to that point, right? That's what you have to protect at all costs...
As for whether I will suffer or not, it has never been your concern.
Xie Huai let out a miserable laugh.
Nothing could be more ridiculous than this.
This is the truth he has been searching for, but the fact is that the truth is ten thousand times crueler than this person not loving himself.
You have never loved me before, but you insisted on your own way, imposing the kindness to others on me, aloof, teasingly watching me fall in love with you, watching me waver for you... and finally leave ruthlessly, because I will eventually It's not that person, it's not worthy of your sincerity, and it can be easily discarded.
You never cared what I wanted, and you never responded to what I wanted, because it never mattered.
At this moment, Xie Huai felt that he was not even as good as a joke.
His dignity was ruthlessly trampled on the ground.
His sincerity was torn to pieces after being mocked.
This person lied to him again and again, and I tolerated it time and time again. I only hope that one day, this person can be honest with me and stop lying.
But he will never wait for that day.
This is the reason why you don't want to come back and don't recognize me.
He gave up his position, fell in love with a devil, and would rather fall into **** for him, and never recover.
But this devil just regarded him as a cheap substitute.
The dark color in Xie Huai's eyes rose up, the self-deprecating and mocking colors mixed together, the dark seeds in his heart were struggling to break through the ground, which he had been desperately suppressing, telling himself again and again that he shouldn't be like this, unwilling to accept Break free from the dark cage.
Xie Huai closed his eyes fiercely.
………
Fang Li slept for a long time before waking up this time.
His mind was still faintly dizzy, he shook his head, and began to think about things in the illusion.
The opponent's technique was so clever that he was hit by the trick. This opponent should not be underestimated.
Moreover, the fact that the other party can create such an illusion shows at least two points: one is that this person already knows his identity, and the other is that this person knows his past very well.
If it weren't for the fact that I wasn't really disgusted, my sense of substitution in the illusion was not so high, and Xuan Tiejian kept reminding myself, I'm afraid I might really be tricked out of words.
Speaking of which, the black iron sword in the illusion was not quite right, and even hurt my brother when practicing the sword. In fact, I kept reminding myself that maybe my subconscious thought that the illusion was wrong, so I used the black iron sword to warn myself, but until the end After the senior brother asked that sentence, he finally woke up.
Who set all this up?
At a certain moment, Fang Li's mind suddenly appeared, the scene of senior brother waking up after coma...Could it be that senior brother was taken away? No, no, it was Yan Sui who got the jade talisman in the first place, even if he was going to be taken away, it should be Yan Sui who was taken away, not his senior brother.
Although there is nothing wrong with it, it is unlikely to be a seizure.
But if it wasn't for Duoshe, could it be... Fang Li's expression darkened, the possibility of that was too small and too coincidental.
Maybe it's not the tired brother.
Not everything in the illusion is real. Although part of it is made up of painful memories, part of it is an illusion created by the other party. Since the senior brother saved him but did not die, there has been a deviation from reality.
But no matter who the other party is, at least now I know the other party's purpose. The other party is here for the Black Jade Talisman. It seems that the storm caused by the Supreme Treasure has not stopped yet...
Chong Wanshan is dead.
At the beginning, I was only focused on completing the plot and leaving get off work, and had no intention of getting to the bottom of this matter. Chong Wanshan probably slipped through the net and knew about it.
Although the Fufeng sect was exterminated nineteen years ago, I am not sure whether everyone is dead or not.
Both are possible.
But now that you know the other party's purpose, you are not completely in the dark, you can use this to design the other party...
Fang Li was thoughtful.
He rubbed his forehead.
By the way, where is Xie Huai?
Fang Li looked around, he seemed to be in an inn, Xie Huai probably brought him back.
Fortunately, Xie Huai was by his side at that time, so the other party only dared to test it secretly, otherwise his cultivation had not recovered, and that person might directly attack him, Xie Huaike helped him again.
He was about to go out to look for it when he saw the door pushed open.
Xie Huai came in dressed in white, with deep black eyes, looking at him lightly.
Although Xie Huai seemed to be the same as usual, but Fang Li was caught by his black eyes, and suddenly a chill rose from the soles of his feet, instinctively felt that something was wrong...
But can't tell what's wrong.
Xie Huai landed on the young man in front of him, met his apprehensive gaze, slowly raised the corners of his lips, smiled, and said, "You're awake."
Fang Li was startled and nodded.
Xie Huai walked up to him, and a transparent crystal box appeared in his hand. Inside the crystal box was the spirit pill, and he said lightly: "I always keep what I promised, and I promised your father to cure your disease. If you are sick, you will definitely be cured, and if you take this spirit pill, you will be cured naturally."
Fang Li: "..."
What disease do you treat?
You and I both know very well that I am not sick at all.
Xie Huai is impatient, is he going to expose himself? Fang Li was in a complicated mood for a while, he hadn't figured out how to face Xie Huai, Xie Huai had never forced himself to play stupid with him before, why suddenly...
Seeing that Fang Li was still hesitating, Xie Huai smiled slightly, opened the crystal box, and placed it in front of Fang Li.
Fang Li didn't want to eat it, he didn't need this spirit pill at all.
Xie Huai's eyes showed a look of ridicule, and suddenly he pointed at Fang Li's shoulder, Fang Li was frozen immediately, Xie Huai slowly took out the panacea, and sent it into Fang Li's mouth with a flick of his fingertips .
Fang Li was forced to eat, with anxious eyes.
As soon as the divine pill entered the body, it was like a vast ocean rushing towards his face, surrounding his soul, and the gentle power nourished and strengthened the soul. He has touched an unprecedented realm... It seems that as long as he takes a step forward, he can break through the realm of refining the void...
Time passed by every minute and every second.
finally.
Fang Li suddenly opened his eyes, and the stream of light flashed across them.
He gave Xie Huai a complicated look.
Xie Huai has no patience, this is the end...
Just when he was digesting the divine pill just now, Fang Li had already thought it through thoroughly. Although he didn't hate Xie Huai, even cared about Xie Huai and regarded him as a friend, but...
I can't continue to procrastinate like this.
He can do anything for Xie Huai, even if he gives his life, he will repay everything Xie Huai has done for him, only that thing...
He can't do it.
Fang Li didn't want to give up his current identity, didn't want to be a Demon Lord, and couldn't accept Xie Huai's wishes.
Then let's take advantage of this parting and be a stranger who meets by chance.
Thinking of this, my heart seems to hurt a bit, but the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain, and I will continue to suffer from it.
He is just the young master of the Fang family now.
Not anyone else.
Fang Li took a deep breath, stood up and bowed to Xie Huai, and said slowly: "Jun Yuyi's great kindness can never be repaid, I..."
He was about to talk about being a cow and a horse, when he was born and died...
Xie Huaihu smiled softly.
He lifted Fang Li's chin with his hand, his tone was low and hoarse, with a hint of teasing: "Then make a promise with your body."
Fang Li:?
Only this is absolutely not possible!
He was about to refuse, but Xie Huai pressed his finger on his lips, sealing his next words, his black eyes were dim and sneering: "Since you and I have been married for a long time, in this life, In the next life, they will be entangled together, and they will not be separated from life to life..."
As soon as Xie Huai pushed, Fang Li took a step back and fell down on the bed. He bent his knees beside Fang Li, surrounded by him, looking at the anxious young man, his eyes seemed to be darker.
Since this person has never loved him, even all the good things he did to him were only because of another person, he teased himself like this, trampled on his own mind, and now he still wants to escape from himself...
Such a person is not worthy of his sincerity, why should he stay by his side.
His reason told him to either kill the scheming monster or let him go.
Xie Huai's fingertips lightly rubbed against Fang Li's neck, his eyes darkened, now is the time when the devil is weak, killing him is easy... But, he didn't want to kill this person, because it would be too cheap Killed him, but let him go like this? And I am really unwilling.
If a person can maintain reason all the time in his life, he is not a person, but a god.
And he is only one person after all.
Will be unwilling, will be painful, will know that all this is drinking poison to quench thirst, willing to fall, but still let oneself fall...
Except for falling in love with this devil, he has never done anything against morality in his life. He takes it as his duty to eliminate demons, defend the way, and protect the common people. things.
He is bound by too many rules and regulations, even if he loves someone, he is cautious, and he will not be wronged and hurt him in the slightest.
But what about this person?
Is there half sincerity towards him?
You were the one who pulled me down.
Now I want to leave cleanly, how can there be such a good thing?
Who stipulates that he must be a perfect saint, even if he is deceived, fooled, or hurt, he must let the other party go free, and perfect this person who has repeatedly trampled on his sincerity?
At this moment, I no longer want to suppress the emotions in my heart, I don’t want to let reason and morality restrain me, I don’t want to let myself live in such pain...
Even if you want to sink into hell, you have to be together for life after life...
Fang Li met Xie Huai's dark eyes, trembling slightly, subconsciously telling him that something was wrong, but he couldn't figure out why? Before it became clear, Xie Huai was still fine.
For a person like Xie Huai who is extremely rational and calm, even if he finds out that he is not dead, even if he finds out that he has lied to him, he has never done anything excessive, at most he only pretends to threaten...
He is always gentle and calm, allowing you to face it unrestrainedly.
But now Xie Huai.
As if anything can be done...
Fang Li's lips trembled, the strong feeling of badness made him jump up suddenly, and he was about to rush out, but was hugged by Xie Huai.
Xie Huai's lips were almost close to his earlobe, and he smiled jokingly: "Where are you going?"
Fang Li forced a sneer: "I, I..."
Xie Huai's tone was meaningful, hoarse and slow: "We're going back to the mountain now, and after the bond formation ceremony is held, you will be my Taoist partner... At that time, we can practice dual cultivation, huh?"
Fang Li immediately became furious.
Shuangxiu!
He gritted his teeth and said, "You, you said earlier that you would not double cultivate with me!"
Xie Huai laughed.
He stared deeply at Fang Li's side face, and said in a light and careless tone, "That sentence, I lied to you."
Fang Li suddenly opened his eyes wide.
can't believe it.
Xie Huai actually lied to you so indifferently!
Xie Huai never lied!
He won't say a word until he is lying!
Xie Huai brushed Fang Li's neck with his fingertips, stared into his eyes, with a mocking smile on his lips, why, is there such a surprise?
You lie to me time and time again.
I have said so many lies that I can't remember clearly, why are you so sure, I will never lie to you?
Fang Li took a deep breath, and said decisively: "I can't become a Taoist partner with you!"
There's no need to pretend to be confused now.
It is irresponsible for him to become a Taoist partner with Xie Huai so unclearly. It is his fault to make Xie Huai misunderstand, but since it is a mistake, we must stop it, not make mistakes again and again...
Xie Huai's hand holding Fang Li tightened suddenly.
yes.
Of course you wouldn't want to be a Taoist partner with me.
Because there is only one person in your heart.
How can a substitute compare with him?
Even being touched by me...
Would you all feel disgusted?
You can do anything excessive to me, but you don't want to be close to me.
You think I can stay the same forever, let you be a phantom for you to seek comfort... but never cared, what I want...
Then why do I have to be cautious everywhere and worry about you?
Xie Huai's eyes were mocking and cold.
Fang Li tried to escape, but was held down by Xie Huai, the man's hand was like a red-hot iron, making him unable to resist at all, Fang Li's eyes twirled, and Xie Huai held him down.
With a light flick of the man's fingertips, his belt was unhooked. He lowered his head, his scorching breath fell on his neck, and he kissed him softly...
His voice seemed to come from the bottom of the abyss, leisurely and contemptuously: "It doesn't matter if you don't want to be a Taoist partner..."
Fang Li stared at Xie Huai in a daze.
The corners of Xie Huai's lips were slightly raised, and his tone was ambiguous and charming, with a hint of affection: "You can practice dual cultivation even if you are not a Taoist couple. It is better to hit the sun than to choose a date. I think it is just right now."