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MTL - The Humble Spare Tire is Set After the Car Rolls Over-Chapter 94 Are you passionately inviting me or I am a passionate guest (22)
This dream is also very long, longer than that dream.
He dreamed that he had become a crappy baby, growing up alone in the palace after the death of his biological mother. At first, the content of the dream was the same as what he remembered, until he was thirteen years old in the dream, and began to diverge from reality.
At the age of thirteen, Chao Hua found him and told him a lot of important information, which allowed him to secretly develop a lot of his own power. But in the dream, he did not meet Chaohua. But at the age of thirteen, he was no longer the child who was bullied by others. In the dream, he relied on his own strength. Although it was not as smooth as in reality, and had experienced some twists and turns, he finally reached the same goal, and he also had his own power.
At the age of sixteen, he invited him to the military camp, and rode away under the city gate without ever looking back.
Without Chaohua, everything would not be so smooth, but in the dream, he was equally ruthless and lucky enough to take the 300,000 Northwest Army into his pocket, cultivate it into his own unique tiger and wolf division, and then use this sharp The incomparably white blade was wrapped in an inconspicuous strip of cloth and entered Beijing. After a **** battle, no one regarded him as an opponent. In the end, he became the fisherman on the night when the fourth prince forced the palace.
All of this, except that there was no Chaohua in the dream, was exactly the same as what Lou Yue had experienced himself.
Lou Yue did not take Lou Yue in his dream as his perspective, but stood beside Lou Yue like a ghost, watching these things with a cold eye.
He didn't understand why he had this dream, a dream in which everything was normal except that there was no Chaohua.
Until the self in the dream married Chao Ci in order to win Chao Mingzhi.
The bifurcation appeared again.
Different from the Chao Ci who was full of admiration and tenderness towards Lou Yue at the first meeting in reality, when the "he" in the dream met Chao Ci for the first time, Chao Ci was cold and distant. he presses everything
According to the rules, he never objected to what Lou Yue in the dream asked him to do. Neither stubborn nor indifferent, but there is no warmth in his eyes.
Although Lou Yue felt strange, there was some inexplicable secret joy in his heart.
Although the person in the dream is him, for some reason he has a strong sense of alienation and isolation from himself in the dream. This person who has the same name, appearance, life experience... and most of the same experience as himself, can't give him a sense of identity and substitution.
It's like looking at another person who is exactly like you.
When he saw "he" in the dream marrying Chao Ci, he actually rejected seeing his love with Chao Ci in his heart. That first glance was full of tenderness, and he didn't want to be possessed by another self.
Therefore, when he saw that the court speech in the dream was alienated from "self", although he was strange, he had a faint coquettish delight.
The "self" in the dream, like Lou Yue, is suspicious and ruthless. At first, he was just planning to find a mascot for Chao Ci, but later he seemed to be attracted by Chao Ci, and he couldn't help but go to Linhua Palace to talk to him, and make him a little embarrassed.
He felt that Chao Ci was very... bullying. It doesn't mean it's easy to bully, but it's fun to bully. On the surface, Chao Ci is a cold beauty, but she is actually soft on the inside. What you ask him to do, even if it is embarrassing, he will find a way to do it, and will not say a word more.
They have been together for a long time, and Lou Yue in the dream gradually fell in love with Chao Ci, who was cold on the outside and soft on the inside, and Chao Ci was a gentle person. Lou Yue showed more kindness to him, and his layer was not that hard. The shell was easily knocked off.
Two years after their marriage, they made their hearts known to each other.
In the dream, Lou Chen was still a threat lurking in the dark. But because there was no such useful **** as Chaohua, Lou Chen didn't use Chao's house as a trick at the beginning. Even if it later spread to Chao's house, Lou Yue in the dream also protected him with all his might. When their secret fight was the most intense, Chao Ci didn't even know about it, only that his personal maid Bi Luo made a mistake and was sent away.
The morning speech in the dream was almost the same time as in reality, and she was pregnant. This time, he was not imprisoned in the cold palace, nor was he outside the palace, nor did he kneel all night. This unborn child was loved by all Lou Yue, and he was born safely.
On the day he was born, Lou Yue in the dream was so excited that he gave amnesty to the world and named his child "Jue".
Lou Yue was shocked when he heard this word.
Is this... is this the Jue'er in Chao Ci's mouth?
Yes, it's not a coincidence. The various aspects of the last dream have been verified in reality, and Lou Yue could vaguely feel that that dream was the life of another "his".
So this dream...is it another one?
It is another possibility about "Louyue" and Chao Ci that happened in a place far away from Lou Yue.
If so... Did Chaohua also have this dream?
Yes, it must be. Otherwise, it stands to reason that the information that Chaohua gave him is not accessible to Chaohua's own class at all. Chaohua should be like this dream, just a concubine sister of Chaoci, who is covetous of wealth and married to a prostitute. After the aristocratic family was liquidated by Lou Yue, they were sent to a village in the countryside under the intercession of Chao Ci.
Perhaps the eleven-year-old Chao Hua had a similar dream.
What about the morning speech? Did Chao Ci also have this dream? Otherwise, how could he name the three-month-old child Ju'er? Is it such a coincidence?
Or maybe... this is a dream for him, maybe not a dream for Chao Ci and Chao Hua...
- Will it be so?
Even though he didn't have a body now, Lou Yue felt his mouth dry and his heart contracted suddenly.
He didn't think about it any longer, but continued to look at the dream.
Jue'er grew up very quickly. This child looks a lot like Chao Ci, and also inherited Chao Ci's talent in literature. Therefore, Lou Yue in the dream loves him even more. The time in the dream passed very slowly, so slowly that Lou Yue could see clearly every moment, but it was very fast, as if in the blink of an eye, several years had passed.
In the dream, Chao Ci gradually noticed Lou Yue's headache and insomnia, and sought remedies for him. Gradually, the court speech in the dream overlapped with reality. He began to grow those medicines, to make sachets, and to learn how to cook for Lou Yue. He is far less skilled than the real court speech, and he was clumsy at the beginning. Many herbs have been raised to death. The sewing thread is always crooked and twisted, and he always stays up all night to sew under the lamp. Lou Yue felt bad for him and advised him to stop. Busy with these things, let the people below do the same.
But Chao Ci smiled and said: I have nothing to do with me. I can do something for you, and actually make myself happy.
Lou Yue in the dream didn't say anything more. Instead, they moved the backlog of official duties to Linhua Palace. The two held candles together, one embroidered the bag, and the other worked.
After the hour, Lou Yue said nothing to let Chao Ci suffer. If Chao Ci was unwilling, he would be carried directly back to the bed by Lou Yue.
Chao Ci scolded him a few words, and he turned to kiss him a few times on the forehead.
Ju'er will soon be three years old. The day before his third birthday, everything that had happened during the day had returned. I woke up very early without the dream-like Chao Ci, and went to the kitchen early to prepare some ingredients. After going downstairs and coming back in the morning, after lunch, he went to the kitchen to make hazelnut cakes.
After the hazelnut cake was finished, it was sent to Lou Jue by Chaoci. Lou Jue, who was only three years old at that time, was as fat as a jade snow dumpling. He held the hazelnut cake in his short hand and put it in his mouth to chew, and said thankfully to his mother in a milky voice.
It turns out... this is his child.
His child turned out to be so well-behaved and so cute, no wonder Chao Ci cares about him so much.
Lou Yue flashed that scene again in front of his eyes. Chao Ci cried and begged him not to hurt the child. He cried hysterically and grieved extremely, but he held his jaw and poured the medicine into his mouth so forcefully.
Lou Yue, who was standing like a ghost, touched his eyes, there were no tears, only a piece of coldness.
When Ju'er was five years old, Chao Ci became pregnant again and gave birth to a pair of twins.
Lou Yue just watched like this, watching the three children grow up, watching Chao Ci and "self" getting old. But their relationship grew stronger and deeper.
The "self" in the dream gave way to Lou Jue when he was in his 40s, and he traveled all over Chu with the court speech.
In the end, they lived together into their eighties. Chao Ci was in Lou Yue's arms and left with a smile. Lou Yue kissed his forehead and closed his eyes.
Ming Ming Lou Yue had a much better beginning than the self in this dream. The Chao Ci in the dream was alienated and defensive towards Lou Yue at first, but the Chao Ci he encountered was in love with him at the first moment, wholeheartedly and tenderly to the bone.
But they had very different endings. In the dream, he and Chao Ci knew and fell in love with each other for the rest of their lives, but he injured Chao Ci with hundreds of holes, and even... his lifespan was short.
It's not fair.
If there was no Chaohua in his life, Lou Chen would not have chosen to attack the Chao family first. As long as he doesn't choose to attack the Chao family first, even if he is implicated in the Chao family later, Lou Yue has the confidence to be like himself in his dream and tries his best to protect the Chao family.
It's not fair.
Is this... really unfair?
How can there be so many ifs!
In front of the tomb where the two were buried together, the soul-like Lou Yue squatted down and roared silently and without tears.
He was wrong.
Only now did he realize that he was wrong.