My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation-Chapter 181: Single Meal

"..." I look at Nyarlisse as I sit in the chair, seeing the meal, the aroma is wonderful and the appearance is great too.

"Is this for me?" I ask more calmly, trying not to stutter as I look at her, but I can’t help the racing heart, the trembling hands, the cold sweat, and my eyes averting from her gaze.

"Yes, I made it especially for you, part of it was made by a maid, but about 80% was personally made by me with ingredients equally chosen by me, I hope you like it," she says with a smile as she picks up a fork to eat.

"Nyarlisse...what is our relationship?" I ask to be sure.

"Obviously we are close friends, we’ve known each other for some millennia, about 6,000 years or so, time goes by quickly, doesn’t it?" She speaks without hesitation as I try to see her aura, there’s nothing indicating she’s a Yandere.

"Yes..." I don’t have any memories, but at least she doesn’t seem like a bad person, I mean, she’s the goddess of love, how bad could someone like that be? Even if she’s an eldritch entity, I can’t judge her quickly.

"...Thank you for the meal," I say, picking up the glass of juice and taking a sip, as soon as I taste it, I’m impressed.

’My god, this is divine!!! Do all the gods eat these delicious things?’ Nothing I’ve ever eaten in my life is as tasty as this, it’s literally the best thing I’ve ever had in all my lives.

Forget expensive drinks, wines, and anything from my life as a man, this drink makes everything else look like trash in comparison, I quickly drink it all.

"Hahaha, no need to hurry, Shizune, there’s more," she says, moving the juice pitcher closer to me as I’m embarrassed by this scene.

"Okay..." I fill the glass again, deciding to go more slowly, I take a piece of toast and with a spoon I spread some kind of jam on it, I slowly put the toast in my mouth and bite.

It’s an explosion of flavors, literally the best toast and jam I’ve ever had, it’s officially confirmed, the food of the gods is perfect, far above human food in every way.

"Hmm," I let out an involuntary moan of pleasure as I eat quickly, how long has it been since I’ve enjoyed a calm meal like this? I never thought a simple breakfast could be so good.

’The bacon and eggs also look wonderful...’ I’m not someone who eats much, but everything is so perfect that I can’t just leave it like that, I take a piece of bread, put eggs and bacon together with a slice of cheese and close it with another slice of bread while holding it carefully.

"...Hmmmmmmm" I take a bite, closing my eyes and savoring the incredible flavor, the consistency, the taste, even the fattiness of the bacon is perfect, the aroma is also wonderful.

And in less than a minute I practically devoured the entire sandwich, it’s undeniably the best meal of my life, and if the common breakfast is so good, imagine the lunch? The dinner? And imagine the truly luxurious dishes!!

"You’re acting different today," she says calmly as she eats a piece of bread, and I completely freeze, we’re close friends, but I don’t have any memories, so I don’t know anything.

’I need an excuse!!’ I think about what to say.

"Y-You know, I-I don’t have many memories, maybe my bad luck has done something and I don’t remember much of things...you said I passed out yourself," I tell a quick lie, and she looks surprised for a moment.

"I understand, that’s a terrible thing, do you want to stay here instead of going home? At least until you get used to the lack of memories and learn what you need," she speaks as if it’s no big deal.

"Y-You’re not surprised?" I ask with uncertainty at her simpler reaction than I expected.

"This isn’t the first time your bad luck has caused some problem, we’re friends so we know how to deal with it well, we just need to create new memories together, we’re friends and love will always prevail!" She speaks with a gentle smile, and it’s kind of calming.

’She’s so composed’ I don’t know if I can consider it lucky to have her here, but at least it’s good that she doesn’t question too much and believes me, I wonder what happened in the past for her to really believe that my bad luck erased my memories.

"I see you’re enjoying the meal, since you said you don’t remember, I believe this is your first experience with my cooking, what do you think of it?" She asks with a curious smile.

"I-It’s divine..." I say timidly, looking at the food on the table.

"Hahahaha, I’m glad you like it, I knew you would love this breakfast...now I have to go out for a moment, is that okay? You can continue your meal, and then you can look for me or explore my house."

"If you tell the door where you want to go, the door will change position and you’ll be able to find me or find any place, this works for any door, but the doors won’t take you to places that don’t exist, or to very private places," she says, getting up and leaving the table.

"Okay...thank you so much for the help," I say to her.

"It’s nothing special, we’re friends, by the way, stay away from dangerous things or you might get hurt because of your bad luck, if you don’t remember how to use your powers, you can talk to me and later I’ll teach you," she says with a gentle smile that makes me blush as she leaves the room.

’She’s really nice and understanding’ I continue eating this wonderful meal a little more actively now that she’s not here.

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"Nyarlisse-sama, is there a problem?" A maid asks as she sees me leaning against the wall.

"Go prepare my bath for a long soak," I say as she quickly runs off to obey, and I collapse to my knees on the floor, breathing heavily while the walls crack for a brief moment.

"D-Damn, t-this is better than I thought," I murmur as my love fluids leak, dripping on the floor. I almost lost control when I saw her eating her meal with so much enthusiasm.

She desired me so strongly that I almost lost control right there in that tight space, I’m glad she didn’t see my fluids dripping and seeping through the walls in some places.

"I’ll have to stop leaving my body scattered around or Shizune might notice," I murmur, my legs too weak to walk, this mortal-like body is so strange.

I climaxed so hard just from seeing her consume me with such delight that I could have fallen right there, it’s a good thing I left before things got complicated and she saw something she shouldn’t.

She still shouldn’t see how disturbing I am by mortal standards, she’ll only be able to see that in the future when she’s properly in love.

"Tsk...my eyes are blurred." From the hundreds of eyes I had in the room, most cried when I reached the climax, blurring the image that was being transmitted to me, it seems having many eyes doesn’t help when my brain processes information in this way.

"I need to adjust to mortal pleasure." I’ve never used a body like this before, so I’m not used to all the strange things like breathing, the body making strange sounds, and producing many fluids.

Strange reactions to environmental changes, and thousands of other things that happen, maybe I need to disable some functions until I’m fully adapted to this mortal body.

"I wonder if that’s why Sayuri always uses a physical body similar to humans?" I wonder, savoring the slight pleasure I feel in my intimate parts.

My true body doesn’t have the physical function of pleasure, or rather it didn’t, but since I modified it to have it now, I can feel pleasure like mortals, and I must say the feeling is addictive.

Addictive to the point of being dangerous, I must be careful with bad addictions that can accumulate, it’s still my body and still my free will, I mustn’t let the new sensations take over.

"Mortals give themselves pleasure, maybe I should try a little bit of everything to know what to do with Shizune." All the knowledge related to lust that I have comes from mere observation.

I need to test it myself to see how good it is, so I can use it on Shizune for real, and I also need some way to deal with the distortions of reality that happen.

If I kept watching Shizune "devouring" me, the reality in that room would have broken, and Shizune would have been hurt, I need to put some degree of protection so my power doesn’t get out of control and damage things around me.

It would be terrible if every climax I reached, reality became distorted, although they are all quick things I can learn and do.

"...It’s good to end it like this, watching your joy with our little intimate union was already savory enough." She doesn’t know anything, but if she liked eating pieces of me so much, it already makes me happy.

’Maybe I should give Shizune some intimate toys that are made from some part of me?’ I have many tentacles, I can very well tear one off and make it rigid to give as a gift, or would that be too strange since I said we’re friends, to not make it too suspicious?

"I’ll leave that for later, I’ll relax in the bath and let Shizune’s bad luck make her see me lying in the tub." It’ll be cute to see her blushing and turning red with embarrassment as she tries to leave, but she’ll probably end up slipping and falling.

I get up from the floor, seeing it completely full of a viscous liquid that is very obvious where it came from.

"Maybe I produce too much fluid? I probably need to reduce the amount later." There’s a lot for a single time getting excited, I need to reduce this by modifying the body or Shizune might see when I get wet around her.

"I can’t wait for lunch." I murmur with shining eyes of excitement, lunch will be mostly composed of meat, so I’ll be able to make about 90% of all the food made of myself.

It will be paradise to see Shizune delighting in the meat as if it were the best thing in the universe.

While she savors her meals, I mark her soul to be able to find her in the future.