My Instant Marriage-Chapter 13 You’re apologies are worthless

Young-soo was deeply ashamed of himself. He couldn't stay next to her, he gets down from the bed, took his car key, walked out of the room and left the house without a word.

As she heard the entrance door of the house opens and closed she guessed that he left the house. She breathed in a sigh of relief. However, at the same time she was scared whether he went to consume alcohol and try to abuse her again once he returns back home.

Young-soo drove his car to his hotel and spends the night at the hotel room. While in the house Eunbi was pins and needles about Young-soo's arrival however she fell asleep in the early morning at 4am.

The next day was a weekend off to Young-soo. He doesn't have any plan on returning back home, even he doesn't wanted to know how she was doing alone in the house. He went to the golf course and played the game with his secretary. During the break time Young-soo asked Jaemin not to inform his parents that he slept last night at the hotel room.

Jaemin nodded his head, "sir, if you don't mind may I know what caused you to spent the last night at hotel room?"

Young-soo pressed his lips tight together, "hyung, last night I tried to force my wife to sleep with me but she resisted it with her words saying the only person she hatred the most in this world is me. I know what I did to her was unforgivable, I was such a fool to do that to her thinking that if I make her pregnant with my child she would not leave me at-least for the sake of the child, and now I'm feeling guilty of my foolish idea. I wanted her so badly in my life but I'm scared that I'll lose her in my life because of my misbehaviors."

Jaemin couldn't believe his boss's straightforward answer to his question. He has been with him for four years as his secretary but he had never seen him flirts or behave rudely with women. Jaemin was way too surprise to hear those things from his boss therefore he advised Young-soo, "Sir, I knew about you very well that you are not that type of a guy to behave like that to your wife, and I can understand that you have done that in a hasty. Everybody does mistakes in their life with or without their knowledge, and no one is perfect. So, please stop worrying about the past because no one can change the past, past is past so think about the present and the future, and also think about how to impress your wife. I had never advised you before, but now I have to advise you, sir, because you are looking so unhappy and low. And my advice is, go and apologies to your wife for all your misbehaviors to her, then make a fresh new relationship with your wife."

Young-soo silently listens to his advices by having some coffee, and expressed his thoughts, "I'm ready to apologies but, hyung, what if she refuses to accept my apologies?"

"Sir, please try to approach with a positive mind-set, and do your best. Believe that everything will end well."

Young-soo took a few seconds to think and nodded his head up and down, "I'll try my best to make her accept my apologies. Hyung, I asked you to do the process of Eunbi's college admission, what happened why you didn't give me any information regarding that matter?"

"I have talked with the management of one of the private universities and they agreed to our request, yesterday I went to that university and bought the admission form, and I have filled the required information in the form only you and your wife need to sign in it. The form should be submitted on Monday which means by tomorrow, and when I came to pick you up from the hotel room I kept the admission form in the wardrobe of your hotel room, sir."

"I hope she will be happy to hear that she is going to continue her studies," Young-soo took a deep breath, "hyung, I'm leaving to the hotel room and see you tomorrow in the office." Young-soo said and went to his hotel room. He ordered a yellow rose flower bouquet through the phone, freshened up, and changed into grey t-shirt and trouser. He waited for the delivery of his order, once it was delivered in his room he took that and return back to his house.

When he reaches to his house he felt so embarrassed to face Eunbi. As usual Eunbi opened the entrance door for him and went to the kitchen to prepare the dinner for them. He sat down on the sofa in the living room and waited for the right time to apologize to her. In a while Eunbi set the table for the dinner and roughly said, "Dinner is ready, have it before it gets cold."

Young-soo nodded his head and sat down on the dining chair, he was so anxious for the first time of his life to start over the conversation. He sideways his glance to her side while chewing the food in his mouth, he swallowed the food and cleared his throat to start the conversation, "E-eunbi I'm so-" before he finishes off the sentence she gets down from the chair, took her plate and bowl, "once you had the dinner put your plate and bowl over the kitchen sink."

Young-soo quickly grabbed one of her hands before she walks into the kitchen, "Eunbi, I want to talk with you." He expressed his wish.

She shoved his hand away, "sorry I'm not interested to talk with you," she replied plainly and went to the kitchen.

Young-soo took a deep breath to control his anger. He went to the garage of the house took the flower bouquet and the college admission form from the car and get into the house. As he saw her she was about to enter her room he stalked towards her and blocked her way. Eunbi was startled and looked at him with startled expression, "now what do you want from me? I told you I'm not interested to talk with you, and I don't like to look at your face, stop disturbing me, and leave me alone for God sake." She yelled out with anger.

"I-I am" he cleared his throat, licked his lips nervously. He musters up his courage and apologizes to her with the flower bouquet, "I'm so-sorry for the yesterday's incident and for everything I have done to you."

Eunbi showed her refusal by crossing her arms and rolled her eyes at him in an annoyance, "you knew that you can't bring back my happiness, your tortures are the worst scar of my life, so stop apologizing to me because it's not going to fix anything."

"Of-course I knew that I can't bring back your happiness, what has happened has happened, no one can change the past, now I promise you that I'll not hurt your feelings and emotions again for my selfishness. I'm extremely sorry again for my misbehaviors. I promise you that I'll make your life colorful and shower you only with lots and lots of happiness. Let's begin our relationship with a fresh new start, and I would like to be your good friend and a lovable husband. Please give me another chance to prove that I have realized my mistakes."

She stood there and listens to his words by staring at his face.

"Did you know the reason why I took your educational qualification certificates without your consent? I took it because to enroll you in one of the private universities of this Island. I looked over your certificates through that I came to know that you love studying, and I was so proud to know that was a topper in school and college." He shows her the college admission form, "everything was filled only you need to sign in this form, and it should be submitted by tomorrow. I hope that you will take a wise decision." He said and went into her room, kept the flower bouquet and college admission form on her bed, "from today onwards let's sleep in a separate rooms; I can wait for you even more than a decade, good night now sleep well."

"Wait a minute, Young-soo," Eunbi said. She took the flower bouquet and college admission form over the bed and threw it on the floor fiercely, "pick that up, and get lost from here I don't like to see your face. Did you think that I'll believe your words and forgive you? I'm not a fool to accept your apologies. I know your true colors so stop acting like the one you really care for me. You know one thing, my parents had never laid their hands on me, but you did that on the very first day of our marriage. Do you know how I felt that day? Moreover, the pain I was going through in my mind was immeasurable. You forced me to marry you and forced me to sleep with you for your need. You did all the cruel things to me and now you are asking me to forgive you easily with just a simple apology for all your misbehaviors. Don't ever think that I'll accept you either as my friend or my husband because I hate you so much."

Young-soo pressed his lips together tight, "All right you don't want to accept me neither your friend nor your husband, also forgiving me is very unfair, because I have hurt you a lot both physically and mentally and even I've taken too much of advantages from you against your will. But I hope that one day you will understand me and accept my apologies. I believe that the time will change everything. So take your own time reconsider about it without any hurry and give me a good answer."

"There is nothing to reconsider about this matter anymore I hate you so much because you hurt me a lot, so I want divorce from you, Young-soo, that's my final decision." She snapped at him.

"Eunbi let me make a thing clear to you. I forced you to marry me to live with me till the end. So I'm sorry to say this to you I'll never give you the divorce."

She smirked, "I know how to get the divorce from you, Young-soo."

"Don't try too hard Eunbi, because I'm the one that is going to win. Anyways good night again, I'm so tried by playing the golf so let's discuss about this matter later on tomorrow," he said and went to his room.

Eunbi shut the door as he turned over and walks towards his room. She lay down flat on the bed, stared at the empty white ceiling of the room, and wondered, what caused Young-soo to apologize to her. She was suspicious whether he was acting as if he's realize his mistake to sleep with her. Anyways she was strong with her decision that she wants divorce from him, therefore she advised herself to not trust him and to not fall for his tricks at any situations because he was a con-artist.