Reincarnated as the Only Human-Chapter 920: Thought Provoking Cuddles

Astra PoV

It took them hours to finally empty their balls enough that they no longer felt betrayed by the lack of my presence for these last few days, and the moment that they both pulled out of me with a content sigh I was reminded of the power of me being... well, me.

They had been on me non stop for hours, fucking me with a vigor and passion that I don't think people are able to muster on command normally, especially not after apparently banging an extremely beautiful Dark Elf for hours before coming to me.

So when they were finally tuckered out enough to stop I was given a softer, gentler treatment as Rhefia plopped onto the bed beside me while Sari buried her face between my breasts, inhaling my scent and kneading my tits idly, coaxing out some milk to rejuvenate herself.

Their antics were well known to me, and even then I was still warmed by the way they both indirectly showed real affection; neither liked coming out and saying the more tender things to me, instead using their actions to convey it and letting me know that they truly cared.

Even if they had to show me while their erections were rubbing against my skin and they both grabbed ahold of places that were inherently sexual, like my hips, inner thighs, butt and breasts...

Still, as I was sandwiched between them in a different way compared to before, I was more then happy to just lay there as their scents washed over me in intoxicating waves while their heat kept me warm and cozy.

"I don't mean to leave you two behind like this, but... it just... sort of happens, y'know? The thrill of something new is too alluring for me, and these days have been filled with incredible new things."

Rhefia kissed the back of my head before murmuring "New things means new futanari, and thrills are just your way of saying you get railed when you are away from our home.", making me nod as I confirmed that I was, in fact, getting railed constantly whenever I left our home.

Sari peeked out of from my bosom to say "It isn't that we dislike you going out and chasing those thrills, Astra, but sometimes it feels like you forget that you have... obligations back here. Not even including the fact that our relationships are built on sex, you are also the main supporting pillar of all of this. Without you, there is no home, no family."

She returned to my bosom after that, and I sighed as I watched her ears twitch before trying to look back at Rhefia, only for her to drape a hand across my cheek to keep me where I was so that she could enjoy our current position.

"The kitty isn't wrong, but the more important thing is you not being here for Ehretia. Being here for her, Aka, Ipoala... Now for Melia too, our granddaughter... Sure our family has exploded in size rather quickly - and I mean, hells, it's about to double again in a month or so - and no one can expect you to spend real, heartfelt quality time with everyone every single day, but still..."

That was a wound that cut a little deep, and it sobered me up instantly, the haze of drunken bliss that I succumbed to each day fading away as I was reminded that I couldn't really just collect people like pets and expect that to work.

I couldn't just pop out dozens of children and leave them alone, couldn't bring in interesting people into our home and expect them to stay now that I was going out and ignoring them; this was our family we were talking about, and I never wanted anyone in it to feel excluded or neglected.

And yet, like Rhefia said, it was going to happen; favoritism was just a byproduct of a lifestyle like this, of a family built upon seeking pleasures and intimacy. Everyone was going to have that one person that just got them better then the others, and everyone was going to have someone that they didn't mesh that well with.

Like Aethisia and Inik; they were constantly snipping and arguing, always down to go outside and brawl to vent the frustrations they caused one another... that was only going to get 'worse' and more prevalent when more people were brought into our family.

Then there I was, meandering about, doing as I pleased and neglecting this sanctuary we had constructed ourselves, leaving some people to the side and dragging others around with me as I sought out new things.

"I-"

"Astra, you don't ever need to be the one to apologize constantly here. You created all of this, sustain all of this, and enable all of this. Without you there is no 'this', and people will need to accept that. People are going to end up like Yiksa and Prixisia, left to wander around as they pleased, given a choice.

I've chatted a little with both; yes, they both don't actually have that choice considering their circumstances, but I think you'd find it interesting how they both admit that this is what they want. Yiksa... she's always going to be conflicted; her past will always loom over her no matter what, while Prixisia is happy to just be free."

"Still, Rhefia, they are MINE. Here because of me, wandering aimlessly because I don't give them anything at all. How am I supposed to-"

"Then give them a direction, idiot. We can't always rely on you to make all of this work. They both like living underground, so find something to make for them underground that they can work on. That farm idea you had, do it. Give Prixisia a garden and an alchemy set and tell her to make you things. Tell Yiksa she needs to find herself something she doesn't mind doing and have her do it."

Sari's hiss was sharp, and it stunned me as I stared down at her, only to realize she was right; at this moment in time, everyone was drifting in this house, searching for their purpose, and only a few of them had found it.

Camara knew she was going to be helping everyone and pursuing her own goal of wood carvings and paintings, while Kalia loved growing things and taking care of all sorts of plants, be they decorative or edible.

Aethisia was now looking for a job, and both Rhefia and Sari had their own 'job' of being the security of this compound; even Shelur had her own duty, which was just to do whatever Renna needed her to do, and currently it was assisting my two wives in maintaining the peace.

The perfect exemplar of this was Heila, who was the 'maid' here at the house; keeping it clean and cooking was her job, and whenever she had free time she spent it with Rhefia or helping the others with the menial tasks.

But everyone else was just... drifting, and Sari was completely right; I needed to stop being the only pillar that we had, and to ensure that the family could survive without me I needed to help nurture everyone's abilities to be self sustainable... which meant more work, but it was work that needed to be done.

That meant that tomorrow I wasn't going to be staying the night at some place or remaining out for long; I was going to do what I needed to do and come back, and honestly... as we remained on the bed and discussed it more, I considered the pros and cons of sleep since I really didn't need it.

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My recharging was done via a good pounding, and that was something I got almost as much as I got oxygen, so... maybe I could start working myself to the bone in the short term to ensure long term success..?