The Rejected Alpha's Vengeance-Chapter 551: Don’t Wanna Know A world Without You

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Anyone in her position would have been shocked or even fortune defensive of their position at the mention that they were just standing in for the craziest of the bunch. It wasn’t something that anyone would have accepted with ease.

And yet as Kia stared at her protectors, she didn’t look surprised. If anything, she felt relieved, almost like a part of the puzzle that had been eating at her was finally making sense.

She felt whole, and happier even.

It was strange, really, for a woman who had the slightest clue about her past to be this happy.

Maybe it’s because of what Thando had said and right now, Kia seemed to like the title of Mrs. Hawi more than her title as the werewolf queen. It wouldn’t matter soon though, right?

"Why?" Kia asked. She had read a lot about Awuor Sicario.

She had learned the things that the woman had done and how she had busted the worst of the realm’s enemies. She knew everything about Hawi that had been written in the books and she had mastered them by heart.

Granted, the books had intentionally left out the name Hawi, for some reason, but even then, Kia had loved what she had read about the woman. If anything, she had hoped to meet her someday when she came back to the realm.

It was something she had looked forward to with so much pride and there wasn’t a bone in her body that was against meeting the craziest wolf in all of history.

Hawi was known to be insane, she was unhinged, and yet as Kia had read the books, the only thing she had seen was a girl who had given up everything just for her people to betray her in the end.

She had been so angry the first time she had read the books and that was why she had made it her mission to take revenge on Sicario on behalf of Hawi. Now that she had seen the woman, she wouldn’t stop.

She would make sure they felt the pain of loving her just like Hawi had felt. Oh, how Kia had gotten defensive of the woman whose name made her feel so many things at the same time.

"Why what, your majesty?" Kadiam asked carefully.

He could see the wheels spinning in his queen’s head and he could only hope that there wouldn’t be much for them to lose at the end of the day because this was not the time for them to be out here like this.

It was dangerous, even so for the queen herself. But then she didn’t know the truth, so it was easier to convince her of the enemies that had been lurking around.

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"You know what I mean. If she is the white wolf… hell, we have already figured out that she is. The white wolf never leaves home like that without a good reason. Why did no one try to stop her from leaving the realm?

"She had to be the queen and you all already knew what. So why did the books never talk of anyone who tried to hold her back? Didn’t she have a mate? What was her mate doing then? Did they fall apart?

"Was there something that could have kept her from fulfilling her desi city? And why did the moon goddess let her leave when she was that important to the entire realm?" Kia asked her questions coming out so fast and at the same time, they were making the wolves uncomfortable to some extent.

Kia could sense the discomfort and she just didn’t care this time.

She needed answers. She felt like a huge chunk of her life was missing. She was tempted to ask about her relationship with the woman, but she had a feeling that they would lie to her like they had over the years.

So much time had passed and so many things had happened that she didn’t know of. She could feel the weight of it all, but even that would never be enough for her to face her worst fears this time.

Perhaps there was always going to be a way around all of this, right?

"Awuor Sicario is dangerous, Kia. She is not good for anyone. She ruins everything she touches, and she will ruin you too if you get too close to her," Dumi said honestly and Kia stared at the man like this was unbelievable.

She hadn’t felt this content for the longest time and they were suddenly telling her what she had already read in the books?

They were all aware of that little truth and frankly, repeating it countless times to the woman who had mastered the books like her past was not something to work with right now.

They had to find a way around it without villainizing Hawi because Kia looked like she was about to go to war for Hawi and it was not even surprising to the protectors.

"Blah blah blah. What else is there? She had to defend herself, alone, and she had to fight for what she believed in. Of course, she would be truthful or she wouldn’t have defeated the Russels.

"You alone told me of whatever menace the Russels were to the realm. Don’t tell me you forgot that fact and want to blame her for the cruel outcome of everything. Besides you tell me what I wanted to know," Kia scolded harshly.

Dumi stared at Kadiam, exchanging glances like what they had been scared of had finally come to fruition. It wasn’t the best of things for them right now because they needed this woman to run the woman.

They needed her to keep everything and everyone sane.

She was the source of peace in a world that had been to so many battles. They didn’t want another war and frankly, with the way that their women as talking, it looked like she was ready to trigger one for Hawi and that wasn’t what the plan had demanded.

"What?" Kadiam asked defeatedly. He could see that there was no point in lying to her anyway, because he was a strong woman and a reliant one, she would look through the realm for every answer and she wouldn’t stop until she got what she wanted.

"Did she have a mate? And who was her mate? Other than Jeremiah Warner, did she have someone she could rely on? Someone to help her ease the weight on her shoulders? Even if you say she was that bad;

"I doubt she wouldn’t have people lining up to be beside her," Kia said and Kadiam wished that the woman would lose her memory again. This was not the time for all of this and this wasn’t here for them to be playing coy with the answers.

So, in silence, Kadiam turned to Dumi, before he started using the mind link they shared, just the two of them.

’What do I do, Dumi? She will figure shit out and the Sicairos will come burning everything in their way to get to her. How do we counter this?’ Kadiam asked as he stared at Dumi, hoping that there was an answer for them.

The cost of the truth was way too expensive and they couldn’t afford to have her out there alone and with memories that wouldn’t help her or them. The woman was an amnesiac and for years they had taken away her memories at the first show of her regaining them.

It was something that was never up for debate.

For the first time since they started forcing amnesia on the woman, Kadiam felt a pang of guilt. Maybe it was because they had seen Hawi or maybe it was because of how excited the queen had been to see Hawi.

She had been meant to come and capture Hawi and bring her home and yet as they stared at her, she looked like she was ready to give up everything for the girl they wanted her to keep clear of.

’Erase her memory again?’ Kadiam asked as if he needed to be sure, even though he was asking to ease his conscience. Maybe if he thought of it as a necessity, it wouldn’t haunt him as much, right?

’Yeah. tell her what she wants and then we erase her memory like always. It’s not like she will remember anything anyway,’ Dumi said and Kadiam sighed before turning to the queen who was staring anticipatorily.

"So, what have you both decided on?" Kia questioned curiously.

"She had a mate… but her mate died three months before she disappeared," Kadima said and Kia felt her eyes getting teary, before her tears began free falling down her cheeks, making her even more confused.

"What the fuck?"