The True Heiress is the Reserved Fiancé's Exclusive Memory-Chapter 675 - 693: Either Love or Death (2)

She was just having a crush, she originally really only had a crush on Camden River.

This feeling is so bitter, yet so sweet.

She felt humble, unworthy of him, and was already striving to be better, hoping to catch up with his footsteps, hoping someday, perhaps when she was good enough, she would have the chance to confess.

She had thought about Camden River not accepting her.

It didn’t matter, she genuinely once felt that even if Camden River didn’t accept her, it didn’t matter.

She wasn’t greedy.

She could carry this feeling, graduate, work, get married, have children.

Maybe when she’s old, she can tell her grandchildren, that when grandma was still a young girl, she liked the most outstanding boy in our school. He was especially excellent, the top scorer in our humanities stream, and attended the best humanities university in the country, wasn’t that amazing?

Or maybe, someday, Camden River might suddenly like her, and she would become the best wife, the best mother in the future, and the most filial daughter-in-law to his parents.

To take ten thousand steps back, none of these scenarios may happen.

Then, it would still be without regret.

She loved such an exceptional person, and no matter what, she would not regret it.

Camden River is such an excellent guy, he deserves the best girl to match him.

Not only should she be beautiful, but also intelligent, docile and generous, gentle and elegant, should excel academically, should have an outstanding family background, and love him.

Over thousands of days and nights in five years, she imagined countless possibilities.

Yet—

None of them was like the current situation.

The boy she admired and cherished so deeply was forced into a corner by a girl, and ultimately accepted, fell in love with her.

All of this happened right before her eyes.

From the first moment, clearly unfolded before her eyes, scene by scene.

It was almost like slow torture.

Is there any punishment in this world more cruel than this?

Every word of Windsor Myres’ sweet talk, she heard it all clearly.

Even—

Camden River’s gentle indulgent laughter over the phone, she heard it all clearly.

Windsor Myres looked down upon her.

Right from the first day she stepped into the dormitory, she clearly felt that Windsor Myres looked down upon her.

When talking to her, she was arrogant and disdainful.

When she first spoke of Camden River, she used that kind of tone as if things were already decided.

So smug, so arrogant.

Every word was enough to make her heart ache to the point of bleeding.

Yet—

She was utterly powerless. 𝐟𝕣𝕖𝐞𝐰𝕖𝚋𝐧𝗼𝚟𝐞𝕝.𝗰𝐨𝐦

What could she do, Camden River didn’t love her.

But she loved him so much, loved him to the point where she couldn’t bear to let him suffer even the slightest grievance or harm, loved to the point that seeing someone treat him poorly was more painful than bullying her.

She loved him, so it was destined that she could never be like Windsor Myres, recklessly forcing him.

Windsor Myres didn’t love, yet she could act willfully driven by desire to conquer.

But precisely because of her reckless actions, she truly conquered Camden River.

If it were her today, such a thing would be absolutely impossible.

Yet—

She had already succeeded.

When Camden River did not love her, she actually did not love Camden River, when Camden River fell in love with her, she just happened to respond to Camden River.

In this game of love, they were evenly matched, equally strong.

But she wasn’t.

Being the one who first fell in love, and wholeheartedly committed, she lost from the beginning.

She suffered and struggled, thought of giving up.