Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl)-Chapter 161: Moonlight and choices

Yunah’s POV

Gawon’s lips are soft, and her mouth tastes like the sweet drink we had at dinner.

A small moan slips past my lips into her mouth.

I can feel the way her hands are trembling where they hold me at the back of my neck, and her fingers are digging lightly into my skin.

Everything about this moment feels just right.

The cool breeze blowing around us, the moonlight shining down on us and the scents from the flower make the kiss even more beautiful.

I lean my body as close as possible, wanting her to hold me even tighter, just wanting her.

My omega keeps repeating the word again and again; ’mate’

She breathes in sharply before breaking the kiss.

I look into her eyes with my lips parted, just seconds away from begging her to keep kissing me.

Apart from the mating bond drawing me to Sehwa, I have never craved anyone this badly before.

She moves her hand from the back of my neck to my mating bite, and she uses her finger to trace the healed mating bite scar and she hums.

"It doesn’t make sense" she says quietly, she looks conflicted...probably from kissing a girl with a mating mark.

The reality sinks in...even if for some reason my omega is calling Gawon the one we are supposed to be mated to...I already have someone else’s mark on me.

No one will ever want a damaged good.

Yoon Sehwa has ruined me for everyone else.

I turn my head to the side to keep her from seeing the way my eyes well up with tears.

Gawon holds my chin and turns my face around.

"What is wrong?" she asks, it’s almost as if she doesn’t realize what my omega is screaming to me.

Isn’t her omega telling her as well? Am I losing my mind?

"It doesn’t make sense that I have a mating bite, and I still want you to kiss me...right?" I say, vocalizing what know she’s thinking about me.

"Hmm" she hums in response but doesn’t let my chin go.

What did I ever do for Sehwa to break me like this?

"Look at me" Gawon says and my eyes meet hers; she doesn’t look disgusted the way I am afraid she would be...she looks normal?

"And it doesn’t make sense why my stupid brain keeps bring me back you, from the moment I saw you at the gate" she says and connect our lips again.

This kiss is more gentle and I shut my eyes, holding my breath and waiting to see if she will let me go...but she doesn’t.

Her hand slides down to my waist and she pulls me closer to herself.

My body relaxes as she deepens the kiss.

This close, I can smell her scent...rich dark chocolate that makes my mouth water and I moan softly as she sucks my bottom lip into her mouth.

We both pull apart to catch our breath; a thin string of saliva keeps us connected and my eyes flutter shut.

"You’re pretty" she says and brushes my hair out of my face, her fingers graze my skin and I shiver as my omega leans in for both of us.

Her touch...she’s still a stranger to me but her touch feels like what I’ve been missing all my life...like what I’ve always needed.

She pulls me again and I open my mouth for the kiss, the way she kisses me is sensual...different from when Sehwa did it.

’Mate’ my omega says, she’s not acting like she knows...

’Soul mate’ my omega says again and I make a sound at the back of my throat that makes her pull me in even closer.

"I can’t stop..." she says against my lips and her hot breath fans my face.

I grip the loose sleeve of her shirt, I don’t want her to stop, I need her to not stop.

My body, my soul...is drawing me to her, telling me that this is what I need.

"My room" I say and blush deeply.

"I am a stranger" she says flatly and I nod my head and shake it at the same time, I am even confused at myself.

"I know...I just..." I mutter and she gets up.

My heart is pounding in my chest but instead of leaving like I am expecting, she stretched out her hand for me to take.

"Lead me to your room then" she says and I get up to take her hand.

We walk quietly to my own room, I push the door open and as soon as she steps in, she slams the door shut and pushes my body against it.

I gasp in surprise as she connects our lips again, this time, hungrier.

It’s almost like the few seconds we took to walk to this room has set something inside her on fire.

Her grip on my waist is stronger as she kisses me, I hold on to the shirt to hold myself up.

I’ve never been kissed like this before...with unrestrained passion, uncovered need and burning hot desire.

Her moans spur me on as I feel myself getting wet.

"Fucking hell..." she hisses as she pulls off me, my vanilla pheromone is heavy with arousal and she looks at me with a frown.

"Yunah-ssi"

"Yunah" I correct her.

"Please call me Yunah" I say, needing her to drop all formalities.

She moves forward till she’s right between my legs and she places both of her hands on the sides of my head.

"Do you have any idea what you’re calling for?" she asks and I nod my head.

"You can back out now" she advises, looking at my lips with her own lips glistening with my saliva.

"I don’t want to" I say and she moves her hand from my small waist, down my hips, and down to my thigh.

"Think" she orders, and grabs my thigh, pulling it up to her hips as she presses my body harder to the door.

"I-I don’t want to" I repeats and when she rolls her hips slightly against mine, I know it’s over.

I’m already so wet for her that slick runs down my inner thigh.