Villain Simulator-Chapter 106: The Truth of The Rape

I understood what she meant, but it was her words that made me baffled, especially the word "first," suggesting she might not oppose the idea of me being with multiple women.

However, before I could delve deeper into my thoughts, Rachael, as if paying attention to my concerns, spoke.

"...My husband, you are always surrounded by women, and even though I want to monopolize you for myself, I also don’t want to restrict you. And since my family will be polygamous, I want to be in this position first, no matter who comes later..."

Rachael wore a slightly uneasy expression, yet her eyes gleamed with determination.

’Want to have the first child?’

It wasn’t merely a simple request; it symbolized more—a desire to hold the top place in my heart.

’Whether she is the first in my heart or at least maintains a similar position, and if it will remain the same until the end,’

Rachael was asking that; she sought assurance.

Honestly, I saw no issue, and since any potential concerns were reserved for the future, for now, I readily agreed without hesitation.

"Of course."

Rachael’s smile brightened at those words, and she seemed satisfied with my answer. She closed her eyes slightly and held the pillow tightly in her arms.

"Now, I won’t shy away. Do it as you please, husband."

Hearing those words and observing Rachael cover her face with the pillow, a playful smile graced my face.

"Then, since you want to conceive my first baby, I will take your first time too, my dear wife, and I will make you mine forever."

"Huh... Wait what?!!!"

Initially accepting, she nodded her head, but then, as she registered my words, she immediately removed the pillow and exclaimed loudly.

"My first?!" B-but..."

"Shhhh!"

I placed my finger on her lips, silencing her before she could continue.

Then, without going into an explanation, I directed my attention to the task at hand and aimed my cock at the opening of her pussy.

"Don’t be nervous. I’ll take it slow."

She was confused, but nodded after meeting my gaze.

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"Good girl."

Stroking her hair, I gently pressed my glans in.

Sticky love juice coated my cock.

"Mmnnn..."

With my gradual advance, the muscles in Rachael’s lower body involuntarily tightened. I softly caressed her belly and buttocks, patiently waiting for her tension to subside.

Subsequently, I continued to push in, and I sensed that the moment I penetrated—about a third—an obstruction hindered my cock’s entry.

True to my expectations, her hymen was indeed deeper than most women, and confirming its presence, I couldn’t help but smile inexplicably in my heart.

Leaning in, I embraced Rachael tightly and finally whispered into her ear.

"Can you feel it now? The presence of your hymen, your virginity, your purity? This is what I meant; today, I will take your first of everything and make you mine forever."

As those words caressed her ears, I sensed her body tremble in my arms. Her wide-open eyes held an incredulous gaze, as if she had witnessed a ghost.

"Then... what happened t-that day?"

"That day? Oh."

Recognizing the topic she referred to, I pretended to be dejected, as I was ashamed of remembering the past, and then, taking a deep breath, I spoke slowly.

"Nothing happened that day. I apologize that I mistook you for someone else, but it was because I had just completed my awakening at that time, and the added alcohol only made my judgment more cloudy."

"No!"

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General POV:

"No! Impossible, I… I..."

Hearing Adrian’s words, Rachael shouted right away in denial, but her vehement denial was interrupted as she felt Adrian’s cock inside her pussy, confirming the presence of her hymen and confronting her with an undeniable truth.

"What’s impossible, Rachael?" Adrian asked, feigning concern and cluelessness at her sudden outburst.

But, despite his question, Rachael didn’t answer.

Her mind had gone blank, struggling to make sense of the conflicting emotions and thoughts.

What was right? What was wrong?

She couldn’t discern, and this time, Adrian too became silent and refrained from pushing for answers. He just observed her, allowing her the time to deal with the turmoil within her mind.

There was a storm raging inside Rachael, and she, who stood at the center of it, couldn’t help but ask herself.

’Did I really misunderstand?’

The moment that thought occurred to her, a flood of memories from that time period welled up in her brain, and she quickly analyzed the scenario from multiple angles.

Yes!

’Come to think of it, after that night, there were no signs of discomfort in my body that I had heard girls would have after their first intercourse. But if I wasn’t raped, then why didn’t Adrian say anything to me until now?’

The thought surfaced in her hazy, confused mind, but then she shook her head as if understanding something.

’No, considering the ambiguity of the situation at that time, he might have thought I would misunderstand him. Moreover, any normal girl would know whether anything happened to her or not. There would be so many clues, so why didn’t I notice anything before?!’

’I am so stupid. Ahhhh!’

Rachael screamed within herself, feeling an overwhelming urge to pull her hair. However, she resisted, realizing that an even more significant issue loomed before her.

’Adrian!’

Indeed, it was Adrian.

He had always attempted to be strong in front of her, silently assisting her in various ways.

Now, with a clearer understanding of the situation, Rachael realized that all those actions of his stemmed not from guilt over a supposed rape but from genuine love for her.

However, reflecting on her own responses to his feelings, a wave of guilt washed over her.

To begin with, at that time, she thought it was shameful of him to act so naturally with her after what he did.

Following this, she considered the possibility that he was experiencing guilt about the rape; he had been so helpful to her, he wasn’t a bad person, and since they had already physically mingled together, she decided to give him another chance.

Rachael never accused him openly, but with the distance she naturally maintained from Adrian, even a stupid person would feel a sense of being alienated, let alone Adrian.

But look at the irony—in the end, it was Rachael herself who was shameless!

From the beginning, she enjoyed his care and resources all for herself, but, let alone paying anything in return, she actually blamed him in her heart.

’He might not have expressed it outwardly, but my actions must have hurt him on the inside. Yet he still didn’t say anything to me.’

It was only now that Rachael truly understood how genuinely Adrian loved her and suffered for her silently.

’Uhh, my heart!’

A sharp pain pierced Rachael’s chest.

’What have I done!’

She couldn’t help but blame herself, and the thought of the consequences of her actions gnawed at her heart.

’My actions have been hidden till now, and considering how he just apologized, he might have only thought that I was angry with him for that night. But what if he found out that I blamed him and falsely accused him in my heart for raping me? What would he think of me, then?’

’Would he be disgusted with me? Would he abandon me? What should I do? What should I do?’

The mere thought left Rachael terrified.

Her mind plunged into chaos, her breathing became heavy, and tears started to flow down her eyes.

’I..! What have I done?!’