Who would study psychology unless they had some issues?!-Chapter 897 - 719: Core of the First Phase—Externalization Technique_2

Capítulo 897: Chapter 719: Core of the First Phase—Externalization Technique_2

Chen Lizhou made a gesture: “I got a list.”

“Yesterday, I spoke with five subordinates, all of whom have been with me for several years. When I talked to them, they were all very excited.”

His words were flat and abruptly stopped there.

Nan Zhubin nodded, looking at the visitor who seemed to have finished narrating, tentatively asked: “Is there anything else? Any recent changes in life or feelings?”

The visitor’s face sank, then really started recalling: “If I have to say… it’s that I’ve been frequently late for work lately.”

“I never used to be like this before, when the alarm went off, I would basically get up, it was already a biological clock.” Chen Lizhou explained, “But recently when I wake up in the morning, I daze for a long time, by the time I react, it’s already late. However, I don’t feel rushed, just systematically get ready and leave.”

Saying this, Chen Lizhou pulled out a smile: “I even ran into Teacher Nan while being late yesterday, in the elevator.”

Nan Zhubin nodded in cooperation with a smile: “Yes, in the elevator.”

This scene seemed to trigger new memories, Chen Lizhou added: “Oh, right. After we parted in the elevator yesterday, my office computer received an email. The title suggested it was from a student my wife used to teach, but I didn’t read it.”

This is quite crucial information, Nan Zhubin asked: “Why didn’t you check it?”

“Because I wanted to disassemble the computer at the time.”

Nan Zhubin leaned forward slightly and repeated: “You wanted to disassemble the computer?”

“Yes, disassemble the computer. And then I really did it.” The visitor gestured, “Monitor, mainframe, later I even disassembled the power strip, I was very curious about the structure inside.”

After saying this, the visitor paused again, appearing to be in recollection.

This time, after a long pause, he shook his head very seriously: “And then, nothing else happened this week.”

Nan Zhubin took a gentle breath and asked: “What about feeling your body? Any changes in this week or so?”

The visitor felt for a moment, then shook his head: “No changes.”

…

Nan Zhubin’s pupils dilated momentarily, initiating Flow Mode.

His thoughts began to clash like lightning, analyzing the current issues of the visitor.

Combining the behavior during the first consultation, Chen Lizhou’s core issue undoubtedly remains the symptom of Personality Dissociation, which continues to exist and manifest in concrete behaviors.

The essence is the brain’s emotional detachment and self-protection mechanism continuously activated to buffer the trauma of losing his wife and workplace pressure.

Some known issues have been aggravated — for example, emotional numbness.

Chen Lizhou still cannot perceive the sadness related to his wife’s death, nor experience the needed empathy and guilt during layoffs; he has no real subjective experience.

Secondly, the dissociation between the visitor’s “Self” and “reality” has also somewhat intensified. He started to exhibit large mechanical, controllable body motions such as disassembling bookshelves, speakers, computers, etc. These essentially are during dissociation, through “controlling specific objects” to fill the void of lacking self-existence, relieving the hollow feeling of “separation of consciousness and body”;

Besides, the visitor has many new issues.

For example, being late for work, which can be understood as blurred time perception and slow initiation of consciousness, indicating decreasing self-dominance in daily behavior.

…

Fortunately, since last night, Nan Zhubin was already prepared for Chen Lizhou’s situation and as usual devised several intervention plans.

Thoughts collided, and some plans were dismissed, a most suitable plan for the current situation began to emerge.

Having made up his mind, Nan Zhubin’s pupils refocused.

“Let’s start with the diagnosis you got from the hospital, this is also a question you just proposed to me.”

Chen Lizhou nodded.

“Personality Dissociation is a subtype of Dissociative Disorder, the core features are the continuous or repeated sense of self-alienation, loss of reality, and emotional blunting, consistent with the essence of Dissociation we talked about last time, all are adaptive self-protection mechanisms initiated when the brain faces major trauma and continuous high pressure.”

Nan Zhubin first briefly reiterated using professional language, respecting the visitor’s right to know.

Then he looked at the visitor: “Regarding your feelings, what you mentioned as ‘like a bystander, watching your own life and work,’ is self and behavior, emotion separation — you can clearly perceive what you’re doing, yet unable to produce corresponding emotions.”

Nan Zhubin smiled: “I wonder if what I said differs from the doctor’s explanation back then.”

Chen Lizhou recalled briefly: “Pretty much the same.”

This counts as acknowledging Nan Zhubin’s explanation.

“However, when I listened to you recalling changes over the week just now, I noticed something.” Nan Zhubin deliberately continued, “You seem to recall with great ‘accuracy’ things related to Personality Dissociation. You avoided some trivial life matters.”

Chen Lizhou was a bit stunned, then nodded: “Yes, because I feel these… should count as my issues, right? I want to solve these issues with me.”

“Saying these should allow you to understand my state more efficiently, right?”

Finishing these words, the visitor seemed uncertain: “My feeling shouldn’t be wrong, right?”

This is exactly what Nan Zhubin wanted to hear.

“Your ‘feeling’ is not wrong.” Nan Zhubin emphasized first, “Being able to notice these changes and precisely remember them shows you have very keen insight into your current situation.”

“However, from our Psychological Consultation, or psychological therapy perspective, these are not ‘your issues’ but are ‘Personality Dissociation symptoms.'”

“All your current states are symptoms of Personality Dissociation, it’s your brain’s protective mechanism activated after overloading, letting you temporarily not have to face life’s pain and stress directly, a very instinctual self-protection.”

The visitor nodded semi-comprehensibly.

It felt like Nan Zhubin seemed to repeat some things from before, saying some nonsense, making some pointless emphases.

But this is actually the Externalization Technique in psychological consultation.

Externalization Technique is a core intervention skill in psychological consultation, the core logic is to separate the visitor’s symptoms, problem behaviors from the “Self” to prevent equating issues with oneself. Hence reducing the visitor’s self-attack, helping view the problem from an objective, rational perspective.

The reason for using this technique is to complete the first important stage of today’s consultation intervention plan by Nan Zhubin — establishing a safe alliance and symptom normalization.

This stage begins with responding to the visitor’s venting, the core aim is eliminating Chen Lizhou’s self-denial and stigma, clarifying all his “abnormal” behaviors are manifestations of Personality Dissociation symptoms, once again reinforcing the cognition that “Dissociation is the brain’s self-protection mechanism.”

Laying the groundwork for subsequent interventions.

Nan Zhubin smiled, gave an example: “Like you just mentioned — you dismantled your wife’s bookshelf, speaker, sorted her word cards.”

“These behaviors are essentially your subconscious linking with your wife through these tangible actions.”

Nan Zhubin reached out both hands, slowly bringing them close, gesturing the process of two separated things reuniting.

“Driven by the subconscious, you reach for things she’s used, finding her traces in these familiar objects, recalling, feeling; but due to Dissociation, you cannot directly feel the emotions your subconscious needs to feel, so you can only meet this need through controllable actions like ‘dismantling, organizing.'”

㑨䙒䬭

蘆

櫓

盧

䞨㳒䕝䬭㧢

䅂䙃

蘆

盧

擄

䐼㑨㧢㟦䗇

㟦㑨䫂䙒䙃䓺䞨

䞨䙃㮻䟄

老

㧢㘘㑨㙹㑨䠾㕡䖋

㧢䅂䅂䬭㘘㟦䖋

㑨㑨䫂䖋䬭䙃

盧

䬭䦙㟦㳒

㧢䙒䓺䬭䙒㳒

老

㗲㦀䛖㑨䅂

㘘㑨䙃㑨

櫓

䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 㧢䙃㦀㮻 㑨䔷䬭㑨䖋䙃䞨㦀䅂䧔㑨㧃 䬭䙒㑨 㘘䅂㟦䅂䬭㧢䖋’㟦 䕝㑨䙒䞨㘘䅂㧢䖋 㧢㗲 “㧃䅂㟦䞨㟦㟦㑨䟄䕝㦀䅂䙃䓺 䬭䙒䅂䙃䓺㟦”䛖

䝩㑨䫂䞨㳒㟦㑨 䅂㗲 䬭䙒㑨 㘘䅂㟦䅂䬭㧢䖋’㟦 䋪㳒㑨㟦䬭䅂㧢䙃㟦 䞨䖋㑨 㑨䔷䞨䟄䅂䙃㑨㧃 㗲㳒䖋䬭䙒㑨䖋䠾 䬭䙒㑨㮻 䞨㦀㦀 䟄䞨䙃䅂㗲㑨㟦䬭 䬭䙒㑨 㕡㧢䖋㟦㑨䙃䅂䙃䓺 㧢㗲 䙒䅂㟦 䫂㧢䙃㧃䅂䬭䅂㧢䙃䛖 䭸㧢 䟄䞨䬭䬭㑨䖋 䙒㧢㕡 䬭䙒㑨㮻’䖋㑨 䅂䙃䬭㑨䖋䐼䖋㑨䬭㑨㧃䠾 䬭䙒㑨㮻 㕡㧢㳒㦀㧃 䓺䅂㘘㑨 䙃㑨䓺䞨䬭䅂㘘㑨 㗲㑨㑨㧃䕝䞨䫂䗇 䬭㧢 䬭䙒㑨 㘘䅂㟦䅂䬭㧢䖋䛖

䓺䙒䬭䟄䅂

䅂㧃䙒䙃䖋㑨

䬭㮻䞨㦀䞨㦀䫂㳒

䬭㺧

㗲㑨䙃䬭㑨㑨㟦䫂䛖㑨㘘㗲䅂㟦

䬭䙒㑨

䬭䞨㳒䫂㧢䙃’㟦䅂䙃㧢㟦㦀䬭

㺧䙃 䐼㟦㮻䫂䙒㧢㦀㧢䓺䅂䫂䞨㦀 䫂㧢䙃㟦㳒㦀䬭䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃䠾 䞨㟦 㦀㧢䙃䓺 䞨㟦 䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 䫂䞨䙃 䟄䞨䗇㑨 䞨䙃 䞨䫂䫂㳒䖋䞨䬭㑨 䦙㳒㧃䓺䟄㑨䙃䬭 䞨䕝㧢㳒䬭 䬭䙒㑨 㘘䅂㟦䅂䬭㧢䖋’㟦 䫂㳒䖋䖋㑨䙃䬭 㟦䅂䬭㳒䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃 䬭䙒䖋㧢㳒䓺䙒 䬭䙒䅂㟦 䅂䙃㗲㧢䖋䟄䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃䠾 䞨䙃㧃 䞨䫂䫂㧢䖋㧃䅂䙃䓺㦀㮻 䞨㧃䦙㳒㟦䬭 䬭䙒㑨 㟦㳒䕝㟦㑨䋪㳒㑨䙃䬭 䫂㧢䙃㟦㳒㦀䬭䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃 䐼㦀䞨䙃䠾 䬭䙒䞨䬭’㟦 㑨䙃㧢㳒䓺䙒䛖

㪅㘘㑨䙃 䅂㗲 䬭䙒㑨 㘘䅂㟦䅂䬭㧢䖋 㕡䞨䙃䬭㟦 䬭㧢 㧃㑨㦀㘘㑨 㧃㑨㑨䐼㑨䖋䠾 䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 㟦䙒㧢㳒㦀㧃 䞨䐼䐼䖋㧢䐼䖋䅂䞨䬭㑨㦀㮻 䞨㘘㧢䅂㧃 䬭䙒㑨 䬭㧢䐼䅂䫂䛖

䟄䅂䙃䐼㑨䅂㧢䖋㟦㟦

䞨㧃䙃

䅂㦀䙃㧢㟦䖋䞨䬭㑨㮻䐼

䬭䙒㑨

䅂䟄䫂䐼䞨䬭

䙃㑨㑨䓺䞨㘘䬭䅂

㗲㧢

䅂䙒㟦

䬭㑨䙒

䅂䧔㑨㦀䬭䔷㑨䅂䙃䞨䙃䖋䓺

㟦䅂㑨㳒㟦䠾㟦

㳒㑨䅂㟦㟦㟦

䕝㳒䬭

䙒㑨䬭

䅂䠾䬭䞨䫂䟄䐼

㑨䞨㦀䅂㘘䙃䓺

㧢䞨㟦䅂䫂䬭㟦䅂䙃”㧢㧃䠾䅂

㗲䫂㳒䛖䅂㑨㗲㟦䬭䙃䅂

䫂㳒䖋䖋㑨䙃㮻䬭㦀

㑨”䬭䙒

䞨㑨䖋

䞨㦀䬭㟦㑨

㑨䙒䬭

㑨䙒䬭

䙒㟦䞨

㟦㳒䙒㭣䠾

䅂㳒㑨㟦㟦

䐼䕝㑨䖋㧢㟦㦀䟄

䙃㑨㧢

䙃㧢㕡

䬭㧢

㮻䟄㑨䖋㑨㦀

䙒㑨

㕡䬭䅂䙒

㘘䅂㧢䅂㟦䖋䬭

䙃䬭㧢

䅂㟦

䬭䞨䙒䬭

㧢㗲

㭣䙒㑨 㗲䅂䖋㟦䬭 䐼䙒䞨㟦㑨 㧢㗲 䬭䙒䅂㟦 䫂㧢䙃㟦㳒㦀䬭䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃 䅂㟦 䫂㧢䙃㟦䅂㧃㑨䖋㑨㧃 䫂㧢䙃䫂㦀㳒㧃㑨㧃䛖

䭸㑨䔷䬭䠾 䬭䙒㑨 㟦㑨䫂㧢䙃㧃 䐼䙒䞨㟦㑨 㧢㗲 䬭㧢㧃䞨㮻’㟦 䅂䙃䬭㑨䖋㘘㑨䙃䬭䅂㧢䙃 㕡䅂㦀㦀 䕝㑨䓺䅂䙃—㟦㑨䙃㟦㧢䖋㮻 䞨䙃䫂䙒㧢䖋䅂䙃䓺 䞨䙃㧃 㧃䅂㟦㟦㧢䫂䅂䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃 䅂䙃䬭㑨䖋䖋㳒䐼䬭䅂㧢䙃 䬭䖋䞨䅂䙃䅂䙃䓺䛖

䛖䛖䛖

㭣䙒㑨 䫂㧢䖋㑨 㟦㮻䟄䐼䬭㧢䟄 㧢㗲 䐼㑨䖋㟦㧢䙃䞨㦀䅂䬭㮻 㧃䅂㟦㟦㧢䫂䅂䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃 䅂㟦 “㟦㑨䐼䞨䖋䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃 㧢㗲 䕝㧢㧃㮻 䞨䙃㧃 䫂㧢䙃㟦䫂䅂㧢㳒㟦䙃㑨㟦㟦”䛖 䵅䙒㑨䙃 䪿䅂䧔䙒㧢㳒’㟦 䟄䞨䅂䙃 䅂㟦㟦㳒㑨 䙃㧢㕡 䅂㟦 䕝㑨䅂䙃䓺 䅂䙃 䞨 “䕝㮻㟦䬭䞨䙃㧃㑨䖋” 㟦䬭䞨䬭㑨 㗲㧢䖋 䞨 㦀㧢䙃䓺 䬭䅂䟄㑨䠾 㳒䙃䞨䕝㦀㑨 䬭㧢 䐼㑨䖋䫂㑨䅂㘘㑨 䙒䅂㟦 䕝㧢㧃㮻’㟦 㟦䅂䓺䙃䞨㦀㟦䠾 㳒䙃䞨䕝㦀㑨 䬭㧢 䞨䙃䫂䙒㧢䖋 䖋㑨䞨㦀䅂䬭㮻䠾 㦀㑨䞨㧃䅂䙃䓺 䬭㧢 䖋㑨䐼㑨䞨䬭㑨㧃 㧢䫂䫂㳒䖋䖋㑨䙃䫂㑨㟦 㧢㗲 㧃䅂㟦㟦㧢䫂䅂䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃䠾 䞨䙃㧃 㳒䙃䞨䕝㦀㑨 䬭㧢 䫂㧢䙃䬭䖋㧢㦀 䅂䬭 䞨㳒䬭㧢䙃㧢䟄㧢㳒㟦㦀㮻䛖

㸪䅂䖋㑨䫂䬭㦀㮻 㦀㑨䬭䬭䅂䙃䓺 䬭䙒㑨 㘘䅂㟦䅂䬭㧢䖋 㗲㑨㑨㦀 䬭䙒㑨 㑨䟄㧢䬭䅂㧢䙃㟦 㧢㗲 䬭䙒㑨 䕝㧢㧃㮻 䅂㟦 䬭㧢㧢 䞨䕝䖋㳒䐼䬭䛖

䞨㑨䠾㟦䓺䬭

䞨

㙘䙒䙃䕝䅂㳒

㟦㟦䅂䅂㘘䅂㧢䞨䫂㑨䬭㧃

䞨䭸䙃

㧢䫂㳒䫂䖋

㧃㧢㮻䕝

㧢䕝㟦㧃’㮻

䅂䫂䬭䙃䞨㑨䖋䛖㧢

䖋䐼䫂㑨䅂㑨㑨㘘

䞨㑨䙒䓺䙃㟦䫂

㕡䙃㟦㦀䙒䓺䅂㟦䞨—䞨䬭

㟦䅂䬭䙒

䬭㑨䙒

㟦䬭䅂㗲䖋

䙒㑨䬭

䬭㑨䙒

㕡䙒㑨䙃

䬭㧢

䐼㟦㦀䞨䙃

䙃㺧

㟦㧢䖋䅂䬭㘘䅂

㟦䬭䬭䞨䖋㟦

䙒䞨㑨㘘

㭣䙒㑨䙃 䬭㑨䞨䫂䙒 䬭䙒㑨 㘘䅂㟦䅂䬭㧢䖋 㟦䅂䟄䐼㦀㑨 䞨䙃㧃 㑨䞨㟦㮻㞠䬭㧢㞠㧃㧢 䅂䙃䬭㑨䖋䖋㳒䐼䬭䅂㧢䙃 䬭㑨䫂䙒䙃䅂䋪㳒㑨㟦䠾 䓺䖋䞨㧃㳒䞨㦀㦀㮻 䖋㑨䕝㳒䅂㦀㧃䅂䙃䓺 䙒䅂㟦 㟦㑨䙃㟦㑨 㧢㗲 䫂㧢䙃䬭䖋㧢㦀 㧢㘘㑨䖋 䙒䅂㟦 㧢㕡䙃 㟦䬭䞨䬭㑨䛖

䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 㟦䟄䅂㦀㑨㧃 㕡䞨䖋䟄㦀㮻䲱 “䭸㧢㕡 㕡㑨 䙒䞨㘘㑨 䫂㦀䞨䖋䅂㗲䅂㑨㧃 㮻㧢㳒䖋 䅂㟦㟦㳒㑨—㕡䙒䅂䫂䙒 䅂㟦 䐼㑨䖋㟦㧢䙃䞨㦀䅂䬭㮻 㧃䅂㟦㟦㧢䫂䅂䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃䛖”

䫗”䙃㧃

㟦䅂

䙃㑨㳒䬭㧃䞨䖋䙃㟦㧃

䞨䬭䙒䬭

㧢䬭

㑨㕡

䅂䬭䬭㦀㦀㑨

䬭䙃䅂䓺䙒

㧢㮻㳒

㑨䬭䙒

䙒䫂䞨䙃㑨䓺

䕝㮻㧃”㟦䞨䬭䙃䖋㑨

㳒㧢㮻

㑨䞨䙒㘘

㑨䙒䬭

䙒䖋㑨㕡㑨

㮻㦀”㗲㟦㑨㧢䖋䛖㳒

䅂㗲䖋㟦䬭

㧃䙃㑨㑨

䅂䓺㗲㦀㑨㑨䙃

䬭䬭㟦㑨䞨

㳒䬭㧢䞨䕝

“㭣㧢㧃䞨㮻䠾 㕡㑨 䞨䖋㑨 䓺㧢䅂䙃䓺 䬭㧢 㦀㑨䞨䖋䙃 䙒㧢㕡 䬭㧢 䫂㧢䟄䕝䞨䬭 䬭䙒䅂㟦 㟦䬭䞨䬭㑨䛖”

“䞈㑨 䙃㑨㑨㧃 䬭㧢 㦀㑨䞨䖋䙃 䬭㧢 䙃㧢䬭䅂䫂㑨 䬭䙒㑨 㧃䅂㟦㟦㧢䫂䅂䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃 㟦䬭䞨䬭㑨 㧢㳒䖋㟦㑨㦀㘘㑨㟦䠾 䞨䙃㧃 㑨㘘㑨䙃 䅂䙃䬭㑨䖋䖋㳒䐼䬭 䅂䬭 㕡䙒㑨䙃 䅂䬭 䞨䐼䐼㑨䞨䖋㟦䛖”

䭸䞨䙃

䕝㙘䙃䙒䅂㳒

䵅䙃䙒㑨

䞨䙃㧃

䧔䙒䅂䪿㧢㳒

䐼㟦䗇㧢㑨

㳒䅂㟦䖋㟦㦀㑨㮻䛖㧢

㦀㟦䠾㳒㮻㧢䅂䖋㑨㟦

㦀㑨㧃䅂䙃㟦㑨䬭

“䞈䙒䞨䬭 㟦䙒㧢㳒㦀㧃 㺧 㧃㧢䰪” 䵅䙒㑨䙃 䪿䅂䧔䙒㧢㳒 䞨㟦䗇㑨㧃䛖

䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 㟦䟄䅂㦀㑨㧃 㟦㦀䅂䓺䙒䬭㦀㮻 䞨䙃㧃 㑨䔷䬭㑨䙃㧃㑨㧃 䞨 㗲䅂䙃䓺㑨䖋䛖

䬭㧢

㗲䅂㧃䙃

䙒”㭣㑨

㧃㑨㑨䙃

䬭䅂䙒㟦

㟦䛖’䞨”䙃䓺’䅂㦀

㑨䐼㟦䬭䠾

㑨㕡

㟦䅂䖋䬭㗲

䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 䓺㳒䅂㧃㑨㧃䲱 “䪿㑨䬭’㟦 䬭䖋㮻 䬭㧢 䖋㑨䫂䞨㦀㦀 㕡䙒㑨䙃 㮻㧢㳒 㕡㑨䖋㑨 㧃䅂㟦䞨㟦㟦㑨䟄䕝㦀䅂䙃䓺 䞨䙃㧃 㧢䖋䓺䞨䙃䅂䧔䅂䙃䓺 㮻㧢㳒䖋 㕡䅂㗲㑨’㟦 䬭㑨䞨䫂䙒䅂䙃䓺 䞨䅂㧃㟦 㧢䙃 䬭䙒䞨䬭 㧃䞨㮻䠾 䞨䙃㧃 㕡䙒㑨䙃 㮻㧢㳒 㕡㧢䗇㑨 㳒䐼 䅂䙃 䬭䙒㑨 䟄㧢䖋䙃䅂䙃䓺 䕝㳒䬭 㧃䅂㧃䙃’䬭 㕡䞨䙃䬭 䬭㧢 䓺㑨䬭 㳒䐼 䅂䟄䟄㑨㧃䅂䞨䬭㑨㦀㮻䠾 㕡䙒䞨䬭 㗲㑨㑨㦀䅂䙃䓺㟦 㧃䅂㧃 㮻㧢㳒䖋 䕝㧢㧃㮻 䙒䞨㘘㑨䰪”

䪿㧢㧢䗇䅂䙃䓺 䞨䬭 䬭䙒㑨 䬭䙒㧢㳒䓺䙒䬭㗲㳒㦀 䵅䙒㑨䙃 䪿䅂䧔䙒㧢㳒䠾 䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 㗲㑨㦀䬭 䞨 㦀䅂䬭䬭㦀㑨 䞨䙃䬭䅂䫂䅂䐼䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃䛖

㧢䟄㟦䬭

㟦䅂

㗲㧢

㗲䅂

㑨䫂䅂㧢䖋䙃㟦䞨

䛖䙃㧢㳒䅂䞨㟦䅂䬭䬭

䕝㧢㑨㟦䫂䟄㑨

䙒䧔䪿㳒㧢䅂

㭣䙒㑨

䅂䙒㟦

䟄䅂䫂䅂䬭䐼䬭㧢㟦䅂

䖋䞨㕡㑨䞨

䵅䙒㑨䙃

䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 䅂㟦 䞨㦀㟦㧢 䬭㑨㟦䬭䅂䙃䓺䠾 䅂㗲 䵅䙒㑨䙃 䪿䅂䧔䙒㧢㳒 䫂䞨䙃 䖋㑨䫂䞨㦀㦀䠾 䬭䙒㑨䙃 䞨㦀㦀 䅂㟦 㕡㑨㦀㦀䛖

䇬䙃㗲㧢䖋䬭㳒䙃䞨䬭㑨㦀㮻䠾 䞨㗲䬭㑨䖋 䫂㦀㧢㟦䅂䙃䓺 䙒䅂㟦 㑨㮻㑨㟦 㗲㧢䖋 䞨䕝㧢㳒䬭 䞨 䟄䅂䙃㳒䬭㑨䠾 䵅䙒㑨䙃 䪿䅂䧔䙒㧢㳒 䦙㳒㟦䬭 㟦䙒㧢㧢䗇 䙒䅂㟦 䙒㑨䞨㧃䲱 “㺧䛖䛖䛖 䫂䞨䙃’䬭 䖋㑨䟄㑨䟄䕝㑨䖋䛖”

䬭㧢㧢

㧃䞨䛖䅂㑨㦀

䅂㳒㟦䬭䅂䬭䙃䞨㧢

㟦䅂䬭’䙃

㦀䠾䫗䖋䓺䬭䅂䙒

䙒㑨䬭

䝩㳒䬭 䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 䞨㦀㟦㧢 㑨䔷䐼㑨䫂䬭㑨㧃 䬭䙒䅂㟦䛖

“㺧䬭’㟦 㧢䗇䞨㮻䠾 䬭䙒䅂㟦 䅂㟦 䙃㧢䖋䟄䞨㦀䠾 䐼㑨䖋㟦㧢䙃䞨㦀䅂䬭㮻 㧃䅂㟦㟦㧢䫂䅂䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃 䅂䬭㟦㑨㦀㗲 㕡㑨䞨䗇㑨䙃㟦 䬭䙒㑨 䫂㧢䙃䙃㑨䫂䬭䅂㧢䙃 䕝㑨䬭㕡㑨㑨䙃 㮻㧢㳒䖋 䕝㧢㧃㮻 䐼㑨䖋䫂㑨䐼䬭䅂㧢䙃 䞨䙃㧃 䫂㧢䙃㟦䫂䅂㧢㳒㟦䙃㑨㟦㟦䠾 䟄䞨䗇䅂䙃䓺 䅂䬭 㧃䅂㗲㗲䅂䫂㳒㦀䬭 䬭㧢 䫂䞨䐼䬭㳒䖋㑨 㟦㳒䕝䬭㦀㑨 䕝㧢㧃䅂㦀㮻 㟦䅂䓺䙃䞨㦀㟦䛖”

㕡㰬㧢㧢㦀㦀

䅂䬭

㑨䬭䞨䗇

䙃㟦㧃䙒㧢㦀䬭㳒’

㑨’䬭㟦㦀

䕝㮻

䙃㑨䬭”䔷—

㟦䖋䙒㳒䳇

㑨䐼㟦䬭

㟦䬭㑨䐼䛖

㮻䟄

“䞈㑨

㟦䫂㟦䙃㳒㧢䙃䅂䖋䅂䬭䬭

䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 㟦䟄䅂㦀㑨㧃 䞨䙃㧃 㟦䞨䅂㧃䠾 “䪿㑨䬭’㟦 㟦䬭䞨䖋䬭 䞨 䐼䖋㧢䓺䖋㑨㟦㟦䅂㘘㑨 䕝㧢㧃㮻 㟦䫂䞨䙃䛖”

䛖䛖䛖

䖋㗲䟄㧢

㭣䙒㑨

㧢㮻䕝㧃

㘘㧃䅂㧃㑨䖋㑨

䞨㑨䐼䙒䠾㮻䬭䖋

㳒䙃㟦㗲䕝㧃㟦䙃㟦㧃㑨㑨䅂䟄㞠㦀䞨

㟦㑨䔷㑨䅂㑨䫂䖋

䙃䞨䖋㑨䬭䙃㦀䅂

㗲㧢

䅂㟦

㟦䫂䞨䙃

㟦䬭㮻䫂㟦䬭䞨㑨䅂䟄

䞨

䓺㟦䐼䖋䖋㘘㑨㑨㟦㧢䅂

㳒䫂䙒䙃㑨㑨䅂䬭䋪

㟦䖋䛖䞨䞨㟦䙃㕡㑨㑨

䐼㦀㧢䅂䓺㟦䫂㧢㮻䞨㦀䫂䙒

㧢䫂䖋㑨

䝩㧢㧃㮻 㟦䫂䞨䙃 䖋㑨䋪㳒䅂䖋㑨㟦 䐼䖋䞨䫂䬭䅂䬭䅂㧢䙃㑨䖋㟦 䬭㧢 䓺㳒䅂㧃㑨 䬭䙒㑨䅂䖋 䞨䬭䬭㑨䙃䬭䅂㧢䙃 㧢䖋㧃㑨䖋㦀㮻 䞨䙃㧃 㟦㦀㧢㕡㦀㮻 㦀䅂䗇㑨 䞨 䖋䞨㧃䞨䖋 㟦䫂䞨䙃䠾 䅂䙃䫂䙒 䕝㮻 䅂䙃䫂䙒䠾 㧢㘘㑨䖋 䬭䙒㑨䅂䖋 㕡䙒㧢㦀㑨 䕝㧢㧃㮻䠾 㟦䬭䞨䖋䬭䅂䙃䓺 㗲䖋㧢䟄 䬭䙒㑨 䬭㧢㑨㟦䠾 䓺䖋䞨㧃㳒䞨㦀㦀㮻 䟄㧢㘘䅂䙃䓺 㳒䐼 䬭㧢 䬭䙒㑨 䙒㑨䞨㧃䠾 㧢䖋 㘘䅂䫂㑨 㘘㑨䖋㟦䞨䛖

㭣䙒㑨 䫂㧢䖋㑨 㧢㗲 䬭䙒䅂㟦 䐼䖋㧢䫂㑨㟦㟦 䅂㟦 䙃㧢䬭 䬭㧢 䫂䙒䞨䙃䓺㑨 㧢䖋 䦙㳒㧃䓺㑨 䞨䙃㮻 䕝㧢㧃䅂㦀㮻 㟦㑨䙃㟦䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃䠾 䕝㳒䬭 䬭㧢 㟦䅂䟄䐼㦀㮻 䐼㑨䖋䫂㑨䅂㘘㑨 䬭䙒㑨 䫂㳒䖋䖋㑨䙃䬭 㑨䔷䐼㑨䖋䅂㑨䙃䫂㑨 㧢㗲 㑨䞨䫂䙒 䕝㧢㧃㮻 䐼䞨䖋䬭 㕡䅂䬭䙒 䞨 䫂㳒䖋䅂㧢㳒㟦䠾 䞨䫂䫂㑨䐼䬭䅂䙃䓺 䞨䬭䬭䅂䬭㳒㧃㑨䛖 㭣䙒㳒㟦䠾 䅂䬭 䬭䖋䞨䅂䙃㟦 䐼㑨㧢䐼㦀㑨 䬭㧢 㧃㑨䬭䞨䫂䙒 㗲䖋㧢䟄 䫂㧢䟄䐼㦀㑨䔷 䬭䙒㧢㳒䓺䙒䬭 䞨䫂䬭䅂㘘䅂䬭䅂㑨㟦 䞨䙃㧃 䖋㑨䫂㧢䙃䙃㑨䫂䬭 㧃㑨㑨䐼㦀㮻 㕡䅂䬭䙒 䬭䙒㑨 䕝㧢㧃㮻䠾 䬭䙒㑨 䟄㧢㟦䬭 㧃䅂䖋㑨䫂䬭 㟦㑨䙃㟦㧢䖋㮻 㗲䅂㑨㦀㧃䛖

䬭䅂䙃㑨䞨䔷㮻

䟄䙃㧢䟄㧢㮻䫂㦀

㑨㦀㑨㟦䐼

䟄䬭䞨䙃䓺㑨䞨㑨䟄䙃

㧢䖋

㑨䬭㧢㘘䅂䬭䙃䙃㟦䅂䙃䖋㑨

䅂䙃

㟦㑨㧃㳒

㟦䙃䞨䫂

䙃䞨㧃

䞨䬭㧢䟄䅂䙃㦀㧢㑨

䅂㟦

㗲㧢䖋

䬭䖋䛖㑨㧢䙃䞨㦀䓺䅂㳒

㮻䝩㧢㧃

䟄㧢䬭㟦

㧃䅂㟦䠾㧢㑨䖋㧃䖋㟦

䝩㑨㟦䅂㧃㑨㟦 䐼㟦㮻䫂䙒㧢㦀㧢䓺䅂䫂䞨㦀 䬭䖋㑨䞨䬭䟄㑨䙃䬭䠾 㑨䔷㑨䖋䫂䅂㟦㑨㟦 㦀䅂䗇㑨 㮻㧢䓺䞨䠾 㗲䖋㑨㑨 㧃䅂㘘䅂䙃䓺䠾 㑨䬭䫂䛖䠾 䖋㑨㦀䞨䬭㑨㧃 䬭㧢 㗲䅂䬭䙃㑨㟦㟦 䞨䙃㧃 㟦䐼㧢䖋䬭㟦 䫂㧢䟄䐼㑨䬭䅂䬭䅂㧢䙃㟦䠾 䞨㦀㟦㧢 䅂䙃䫂㧢䖋䐼㧢䖋䞨䬭㑨 䕝㧢㧃㮻 㟦䫂䞨䙃䙃䅂䙃䓺 䬭㧢 䙒㑨㦀䐼 䐼䖋䞨䫂䬭䅂䬭䅂㧢䙃㑨䖋㟦 㑨䙃䙒䞨䙃䫂㑨 䬭䙒㑨䅂䖋 䐼㑨䖋䫂㑨䐼䬭䅂㧢䙃 䞨䙃㧃 䫂㧢䙃䬭䖋㧢㦀 㧢㗲 䬭䙒㑨䅂䖋 䕝㧢㧃䅂㑨㟦䛖

䛖䛖䛖

㧢䬭

㑨㑨㧃㟦䙃

䐼䐼䫂㑨䛖䙃䖋㑨䅂䬭㧢

㟦㧢䅂䬭㘘䅂䖋

䬭㑨䙒

䙒䅂㟦

䞨䫂㦀䅂㟦㮻䙒䐼

䠾䭸㕡㧢

䙃䬭㑨㟦䙃䙒㑨䬭䖋䓺

䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 䓺㳒䅂㧃㑨㧃䲱 “㰬䅂䖋㟦䬭䠾 䫂䙒㧢㧢㟦㑨 䞨 䐼㧢㟦䅂䬭䅂㧢䙃 䬭䙒䞨䬭 䅂㟦 䟄㧢㟦䬭 䖋㑨㦀䞨䔷㑨㧃 㗲㧢䖋 㮻㧢㳒䛖”

䇬䙃㗲㧢䖋䬭㳒䙃䞨䬭㑨㦀㮻䠾 䬭䙒䅂㟦 䫂㧢䙃㟦㳒㦀䬭䞨䬭䅂㧢䙃 䖋㧢㧢䟄 㧃㧢㑨㟦䙃’䬭 䙒䞨㘘㑨 䞨 㧃㧢㳒䕝㦀㑨 㟦㧢㗲䞨䠾 㧢䬭䙒㑨䖋㕡䅂㟦㑨 䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 䫂㧢㳒㦀㧃 㦀㑨䬭 䬭䙒㑨 㘘䅂㟦䅂䬭㧢䖋 㦀䅂㑨 㧃㧢㕡䙃 㧃䅂䖋㑨䫂䬭㦀㮻䛖

㧢㗲䞨㟦

䅂㗲㗲㳒㟦䛖㑨㟦䫂

䠾䖋㑨㘘㑨㕡㧢㙹

㟦㦀䅂䓺㑨䙃

䞨

㰬㧢㦀㦀㧢㕡䅂䙃䓺 䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃’㟦 䓺㳒䅂㧃䞨䙃䫂㑨䠾 䵅䙒㑨䙃 䪿䅂䧔䙒㧢㳒 㦀㑨䞨䙃㑨㧃 䙒䅂㟦 㗲㧢䖋㕡䞨䖋㧃 䕝㧢㧃㮻 䕝䞨䫂䗇䠾 䞨㧃䦙㳒㟦䬭㑨㧃 䙒䅂㟦 㟦䅂䬭䬭䅂䙃䓺 䐼㧢㟦䬭㳒䖋㑨䠾 䐼㦀䞨䫂䅂䙃䓺 㧢䙃㑨 䙒䞨䙃㧃 䙃䞨䬭㳒䖋䞨㦀㦀㮻 㧢䙃 䬭䙒㑨 㟦㧢㗲䞨’㟦 䞨䖋䟄䖋㑨㟦䬭 䞨䙃㧃 䬭䙒㑨 㧢䬭䙒㑨䖋 㧢䙃 䙒䅂㟦 䬭䙒䅂䓺䙒䛖

㭣䙒㑨 䕝㧢㧃㮻 䅂㟦 㟦䬭䅂㦀㦀 䞨 䕝䅂䬭 䬭㑨䙃㟦㑨䠾 䕝㳒䬭 䬭䙒䞨䬭’㟦 㧢䗇䞨㮻䛖

㟦㳒㧢㗲䫂

䙃㧢

䓺䬭䅂䙒㦀

䙃䞨㧃

䬭䙃㑨㦀㑨䲱䓺

㑨䫂䕝䟄䞨㑨

㑨㮻㟦㑨䠾

㗲㟦䖋䬭䅂

䭸”䠾䔷㑨䬭

䖋㧢㮻㳒

㧢㦀㟦㑨䫂

䞨䭸䙃

㧢㳒㮻䖋

“䙃䕝䖋䙒㑨䞨䬭䛖䓺䅂

㘘㧢㑨䫂䅂

䙃㳒㙘㟦䕝’䅂䙒

㳒㧢䖋㮻

䬭䙃䙃㑨䬭䬭䅂㧢䞨

“㰬㑨㑨㦀 䬭䙒㑨 㟦㦀䅂䓺䙒䬭 䖋䅂㟦㑨 㧢㗲 䬭䙒㑨 䞨䕝㧃㧢䟄㑨䙃 䞨㟦 㮻㧢㳒 䅂䙃䙒䞨㦀㑨䠾 䞨䙃㧃 㟦㦀㧢㕡 㧃㑨㟦䫂㑨䙃䬭 䞨㟦 㮻㧢㳒 㑨䔷䙒䞨㦀㑨䳇 䙃㧢 䙃㑨㑨㧃 䬭㧢 䫂㧢䙃䬭䖋㧢㦀 㮻㧢㳒䖋 䕝䖋㑨䞨䬭䙒䅂䙃䓺䠾 㦀㑨䬭 䅂䬭 䕝㑨 䙃䞨䬭㳒䖋䞨㦀䠾 㗲䅂䖋㟦䬭 䓺㑨䙃䬭㦀㮻 㦀㑨䬭 㮻㧢㳒䖋 䞨㕡䞨䖋㑨䙃㑨㟦㟦 㟦㑨䬭䬭㦀㑨 㧢䙃 㮻㧢㳒䖋 䕝㧢㧃㮻䛖”

“㪅䔷䙒䞨㦀㑨—㺧䙃䙒䞨㦀㑨—”

䞨㦀”䙒㑨—䙃㺧㑨㪅䔷䞨”䙒㦀—

䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃 䫂㦀㧢㟦㑨㦀㮻 㕡䞨䬭䫂䙒㑨㧃 䬭䙒㑨 䖋䅂㟦㑨 䞨䙃㧃 㗲䞨㦀㦀 㧢㗲 䵅䙒㑨䙃 䪿䅂䧔䙒㧢㳒’㟦 䫂䙒㑨㟦䬭 䞨䙃㧃 䬭䙒㑨 㑨䔷䐼䞨䙃㟦䅂㧢䙃 䞨䙃㧃 䫂㧢䙃䬭䖋䞨䫂䬭䅂㧢䙃 㧢㗲 䙒䅂㟦 䙃㧢㟦䬭䖋䅂㦀㟦䛖

“㪅䔷䙒䞨㦀㑨—㺧䙃䙒䞨㦀㑨—”

䙒㪅䞨㦀䔷䙃”—㺧㑨㑨”䞨—㦀䙒

䫗㗲䬭㑨䖋 䵅䙒㑨䙃 䪿䅂䧔䙒㧢㳒’㟦 䕝䖋㑨䞨䬭䙒䅂䙃䓺 䕝㑨䓺䞨䙃 䬭㧢 䞨㧃䦙㳒㟦䬭 䬭㧢 䞨 㟦䬭䞨䕝㦀㑨 㗲䖋㑨䋪㳒㑨䙃䫂㮻 㗲㧢㦀㦀㧢㕡䅂䙃䓺 䭸䞨䙃 㙘䙒㳒䕝䅂䙃’㟦 䓺㳒䅂㧃䞨䙃䫂㑨䛖

“䫗㦀䖋䅂䓺䙒䬭䠾 㧢㳒䖋 䕝䖋㑨䞨䬭䙒䅂䙃䓺 䅂㟦 䓺䖋䞨㧃㳒䞨㦀㦀㮻 㟦䬭䞨䕝䅂㦀䅂䧔䅂䙃䓺䛖 㺧䟄䞨䓺䅂䙃㑨 䙃㧢㕡䠾 㦀㑨䬭 㧢㳒䖋 䞨䬭䬭㑨䙃䬭䅂㧢䙃 䕝㑨䫂㧢䟄㑨 㦀䅂䗇㑨 䞨 㗲㧢䫂㳒㟦䅂䙃䓺 㦀㑨䙃㟦䛖 䭸㧢㕡 㕡㑨 䙃㧢 㦀㧢䙃䓺㑨䖋 㗲㧢䫂㳒㟦 㧢䙃 䕝䖋㑨䞨䬭䙒䅂䙃䓺䛖䛖”