(BL) Mafia Love; He who falls the hardest loses-Chapter 51: A painful laughter

The doctor seemed to be taken aback by the sudden question asked. He dropped his gaze as a slight pink tint rapidly covered his face. He parted his lips to speak but no sound escaped his lips as he pressed them together before biting his lower lip.

"I asked a question," Haruki tilted his head forward.

"Hmm," the doctor hummed with a slight nod of his head.

Haruki held back the laughter that almost escaped his lips as he released the man’s chin and leaned away from him.

"You should have told me I was taking your virginity before we had sex," Haruki said trying to feign calmness although the laughter was evident enough in his voice and his eyes shone brightly. frёeωebɳovel.com

"I . . ." the doctor began but Haruki waved to stop him.

"So, you want me to take responsibility for taking your virginity," Haruki asked fascinated.

"No. . . I . . ."

"Actually, I don’t care whether you were a virgin or not. You won’t be the first virgin I have been with and asking me to take responsibility would be very brazen of you because I warned you before we did anything."

"I never said that. I just don’t think I will find anyone who will give me as much pleasure as you gave me," Hiroshi mumbled as he held himself from informing Haruki that the pleasure was not all physical but in fact, it was very mental.

He raised his gaze to meet Haruki and he watched Haruki’s amused gaze freeze before turning cold as they held his gaze.

"If that is a problem, I will have someone brought to you. Many people can give you such pleasure." Haruki rose from the bed and walked to the bed stand where his phone was.

"You are my master, I don’t think I will be able to let anyone hurt me or enjoy being hurt by anyone," Hiroshi blurted out as he hastily rose from his knees.

Haruki let out a loud hearty laughter as he turned to look at the doctor who was now standing behind him. "What the hell have you been thinking we had going on all these while?"

Hiroshi stared mesmerized by Haruki’s laughter. This was the first time he had witnessed Haruki laugh so heartily it emphasized how much he wanted to be by Haruki’s side.

"Don’t make me laugh," Haruki said as his expression quickly turned cold.

Hiroshi shook his head firmly. No! He wanted to see the man smile and laugh more, this was what he wanted!

"You’ve said enough," Haruki’s gaze was so cold as he spoke before turning to pick up his phone from the nightstand. "You would have lost your manhood if you were sleeping with Miyoko while you were my sex toy. Since none of that happened, I will let you off with a little warning over all you said.

"I am not your master, I have never been interested in things like that. I would never be." Noticing the doctor furrowing his brow as he sat on the bed, Haruki smiled slightly a hint of sadness in his eyes.

Many seem to have the wrong idea about what happens in his bedroom.

"I. . ."

"Do you like me?" Haruki asked as soon as the thought flashed in his mind. It was a question for himself too. Did he like the man before him?

Hiroshi maintained eye contact but no word escaped his lips. All he could think of was how difficult it was for him to fall in love with a man like Haruki. He felt like this was the most difficult task he had had to handle.

He was in love with Haruki. It went beyond simply liking him and yet he feared that telling Haruki that would make him lose the tiny spot he worked hard to obtain on Haruki’s bed. How could a human’s heart be so insensitive to someone’s romantic advances?

Haruki seemed to read through his mind as he met his gaze. He began laughing so hard he bent forward holding his stomach. His laughter filled the room so freely before it slowly began quieting down.

Haruki raised his head to look at the man in whose gaze he got the answer to the question the man’s lips did not have to say. He wondered who would warn the dumb about who he was and what would happen to anyone who loved him.

’I will never fall in love, never be weak . . . ever again,’ the thoughts flashed through his mind before he had the chance to disassociate his past from what was happening.

He leaned forward laughing but this time it was hard to hold back the tears that built up in his eyes. When he finally became quiet and lifted his head, he used his thumb to wipe the tears at the corners of his eyes.

"You should have chosen to study comedy rather than medicine. I wish I knew you had such a talent before you went to medical school, the family could benefit by having at least one comedian to make us laugh our heads off."

Hiroshi froze. He wanted Haruki to laugh but not this way. The way he wanted so badly to hug the man in front of him, felt like a spell he could not break. His heart ached so much and it only hurt him more when Haruki met his gaze.

The man was hiding some wounds deep down. Wounds the doctor wanted so badly to find, disinfect and heal. Feeling a sudden rush of courage, he leaned towards the man sitting on the bed, trying to appear as casual as possible.

Haruki who began replaying the interaction in his mind had his lips sealed by soft warmth before he could find out exactly what made him feel both awkwardly ridiculous and weak.

He lifted his hands to push the man away from him. The kiss only deepened as the man lifted him from the bed and wrapped his hands around Haruki’s waist. One of his hands held Haruki in place while his other hand loosed the belt of the dressing coat.

Their body so closely the pleasure of the man’s soft lips and invading tongue. The coat opened as Haruki dropped his hand to the man’s waist reaching for the man’s belt. Haruki’s mind began running wild but as though Hiroshi noticed it, he slid his hand to Haruki’s waist under the soft fabric of the coat.

Haruki completely shut his busy mind and thoughts off leading to a shiver caused by the man’s touch.

Hiroshi’s deep fierce kiss slowed down when he felt Haruki’s movements on his waist. He pulled his lips away from the man’s lips and perked his lips.

Haruki’s tongue slid out of his lips slightly brushing the doctor’s lips. Hiroshi paused for less than a second before leaning close enough for his tongue to brush Haruki’s lightly before pulling away to look into the man’s obsidian eyes.

Kissing Haruki was an act of courage but teasing Haruki required even more courage. Haruki frowned slightly when the doctor took a step after releasing his waist. That move of hesitation had him forgetting about everything else, he simply wanted the man’s touch.

Haruki lifted his hands and caged the man’s head in his hands, he brought their lips together and pressed the man’s lips with his. When the man did not give him access to his mouth, Haruki’s brow furrowed before he bit into the doctor’s lips so deep that he tasted blood.

A deep moan escaped Hiroshi’s lips as the pain forced him to part his lips. That was enough to make Haruki feel the shorts he wore were a bit tight.

He felt no need to delay and pushed the man to the bed slightly without letting go of the kiss that tasted like the wine they had at the restaurant.

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