Captured By The Cold Detective (BL)-Chapter 619: Kneel, Omega

cw: mild sexual description

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He Juan’s breath stilled, shock coursing through him like pure lightning.

Rather than the direction of Mu Yuze’s soft hand, he was more taken aback by the fear and insecurity he could see in Mu Yuze’s black-blue eyes. The sight struck him like a blow to his head, sending his mind reeling. Had he done something to make his omega feel this way? No, was it because he had not done enough?

It must be, or else why would his Xiao Ze ask such a question? Oh God, what a failure of an Alpha he was...

"Mu Yuze." He grabbed the omega’s wrist, stopping him before he could reach the critical area. He felt angry, so very angry at himself for making Mu Yuze think that he needed to resort to such drastic measures to pull out an answer from him. Cupping the omega’s face, He Juan held his gaze firmly. "You do know that you’re the only one for me, right?" He spoke softly, trying to reassure the other of his love and loyalty. "Whether it’s the past, present or future, I will always want you alone – nobody else. You matter to me," he dropped a lingering kiss on the corner of Mu Yuze’s eyelid. "more than you could ever imagine, my precious."

He Juan sensed the moment when Mu Yuze sucked in a breath, then he gripped He Juan’s arms, his gaze disbelieving. "What... did you just say?"

"What?" He Juan felt a tad affronted by the look in the omega’s eyes. "Is it so hard to believe that—"

"No, not that," Mu Yuze interrupted him hastily. "Earlier, you... you said..." he stammered, his black-blue eyes glimmering with a spark of hope.

He Juan pondered for a moment, his brows knitting into thin lines. He didn’t think he had said anything special that could evoke such a reaction from Mu Yuze. "What is it, little bunny? You have to be more specific with me."

"Oh..." Mu Yuze lowered his gaze and buried his face into He Juan’s chest, causing He Juan to miss the instance where his expression fell and the flash of disappointment in his eyes when he thought that He Juan might have regained some memories of the time they had spent together.

Out of nowhere, Mu Yuze felt a sudden urge to cry.

Why did he have to be so greedy? He had his Juan-gege here with him, so he should have been more than satisfied. And yet, he found himself wishing that He Juan could recall every moment of their time with each other. What a selfish, immature thought it was. Mu Yuze swore he was not this type of sentimental person, so why did he keep acting out of place today? Was it his out-of-balance hormones, or was it because he felt exceptionally safe with the Alpha and thus his omega decided that he could air out the slightest bit of grievance he was burying within?

Regardless of the cause, he couldn’t continue to worry He Juan like this. So he shook his head and forced himself to say, "It’s nothing..."

Alas, he failed to realize how unconvincing he sounded with his shaky and nasal voice. On top of it, he even sniffled.

He Juan immediately panicked. "Mu Yuze, are you crying?!" He tried to catch the omega’s eyes to no avail; Mu Yuze was adamant on hiding his red-rimmed eyes from He Juan. "Mu Yuze, I’m serious. If you have anything—" he promptly choked on his words when he felt Mu Yuze’s hand cupping his manhood.

In an instant, He Juan felt all his blood rushing south, making him feel dizzy. "Mu. Yu. Ze," he enunciated each syllable of the name through gritted teeth. "What do you think you’re doing?"

Mu Yuze finally deigned to raise his head, and He Juan’s heart immediately ached at the grievance he found there. "Didn’t you just say that you want me? So why can’t you allow me to do this?"

Oh, what He Juan would give to erase that look on his omega’s face, to appease and coax him back to happiness again. He Juan truly meant every single word he’d said to Mu Yuze earlier, but this... getting up to this kind of depraved action in the police bureau where people could catch them at the moment, not to mention with Prime Minister Liang still waiting for him... was definitely not a part of He Juan’s agenda! Goodness, what could have spurred Mu Yuze to do this?

Despite the lethal sensation of Mu Yuze’s hand on his sensitive area, He Juan still mustered every ounce of restraint he had within him to speak in a patient and gentle tone. "Mu Yuze, Gege will give you everything you want. Of course, I will. But... not now, do you hear me? What makes you so upset? Hmm? Is it because of my conversation with Captain Li?"

At He Juan’s words, the image of those dull and bleak silver eyes popped into Mu Yuze’s mind again, so did the surge of the indescribable fear that chilled him down to the bones. His body began to shake, yearning to be cocooned and engulfed by the Alpha’s presence. To be reassured not only by words, but also by action.

Pursing his lips tight, he directed a firm gaze at He Juan and whispered, "Gege, I want to suck you off."

"You..." He Juan was so speechless that he laughed out loud. "You didn’t listen to me at all, did you?"

"Do you not want to?" Mu Yuze purred, his voice soft and sultry. "But this part of you doesn’t seem to agree, though." He made a squeezing motion, abruptly drawing He Juan’s attention to his throbbing and rapidly thickening cock.

He Juan sucked in a sharp breath as a wave of tremor overtook him, sweat beading on his hairline. The room suddenly felt too warm for his liking. "Mu Yuze, I—"

"I can make it quick," Mu Yuze cut him off, which was very unlike him. His tone was hasty and frenetic as though he was eager to let everything out without even giving He Juan a chance to refuse. "I can do it. Trust me. I have done it... before..." he abruptly trailed off once he realized what he had blurted out in the heat of the moment. Stupid Mu Yuze, what are you saying?! He squeezed his eyes shut and bit down on his lip, mentally scolding himself.

But it was already too late.

"Before?" He Juan asked, his tone as composed as ever. But if Mu Yuze were to raise his head, he would notice that any trace of warmth had dissipated from He Juan’s eyes, his brows twitching in irritation. "You have done it before?"

Mu Yuze managed weakly, "U–Um, with you... before the accident in the harbor..."

A laugh escaped He Juan’s lips. It was a laugh so starkly different from the usual him, causing Mu Yuze to raise his head by reflex. And as soon as he saw the look in He Juan’s face, his entire body was frozen still.

Those silver orbs bore down on him akin to invisible pressure holding him in place, brewing with a wild and dangerous storm. It made his omega whimper and curl up in a submissive gesture, desperately wishing he could do something – anything – to please his Alpha.

"You really know how to push my buttons, don’t you, sweetheart?" Although those words were spoken in an exceedingly gentle voice, the simmering danger beneath sent a thrilling shiver down Mu Yuze’s spine, making his knees grow weak. He dared not even breathe as He Juan delicately cupped his face, though with the size of his hand, it looked more like he was holding Mu Yuze by the throat instead. "You said you can make it quick. How quick are we talking about?"

"F–Five minutes..." Mu Yuze heard himself whisper, his voice weak and feeble. Where did his earlier momentum go?

He Juan let out another soft laughter, the sound akin to the foretelling of a hurricane. "Fine," he spat out, gently kicking Mu Yuze’s shin with the tip of his shoe. "Kneel, omega. If you can’t make me finish in five minutes..." a dangerous gleam danced in his silver eyes. "...I will punish you. Hard."