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Extra: Yandere Milfs Obsessed with me!-Chapter 204: A Heartbreak Could Easily Turn Her...Into a Yandere
The manor door closed behind her with a slam.
Kara went down the steps without really feeling her feet. The night air was cool, but she paid no attention to it. A dull pain squeezed her chest. Not a physical pain... It was something else.
She inhaled.
’Why do I feel this way?!’ she thought, slowly placing her hand under her chest, trying to touch or maybe soothe that pain.
But nothing worked; every time she tried to calm down, the image of Kaiser passionately kissing Eleanor, of all people, just drove her out of her mind.
’Maybe it wasn’t that,’ she began, struggling to make sense of what she had seen in a way that suited her. "Eleanor," she muttered softly.
She hadn’t seen everything, but enough.
The dim light of the lounge. Eleanor’s silhouette. The closeness. Kaiser’s hand on her waist. The kiss. ’Why the hell would that arrogant woman want Kaiser... anyway why do all his girls flock around him, what the fuck is so special about him?’
Several emotions jostled in Kara’s head as she clenched her fists tighter and tighter. All she wanted was to let off steam, on anything or anyone.
’If only I had stayed in my room,’ she began to regret her choice to come here, ’anyway why did I even come?’
She didn’t even know why she had returned to the manor at that hour. Maybe to talk to him about what had happened last time, or maybe just to see him.
Training? Of course that was just an excuse to see him.
Lately, she had caught herself enjoying Kaiser’s contact more and more. Whether it was the way he teased her tenderly, or the fact that he often stroked her head. But unfortunately, fate had decided she would come at the worst possible moment of all.
"Fuck!" she let out, her fingers clenching slightly as she walked away from the manor. She even forgot to take the small locomotive. Mostly she wanted to walk to clear her head.
"This is ridiculous..."
She knew Kaiser.
He had never claimed to be a saint. He had never promised anything. He joked, he seduced, and he was a fucking unscrupulous cheater.
And yet.
She placed a hand against her chest, panting. It hurt so much. Would it have changed anything if she had been honest? If she had told him how she felt? Maybe in the end this was her punishment for wanting to play tough.
"But in the future I’ll just be his bodyguard... Damn it," she finally said out loud, as if she wanted someone to hear her and approve. But the words rang hollow in her head.
At first, it was true. She had convinced herself it was enough. Staying by his side. Being useful. She had even inwardly mocked the other girls. Love? What childish thing was that.
Those who fell for his shitty smile. Those who got flustered when he gently tucked a strand of hair behind their ear.
She had rolled her eyes, telling herself they were weak. But now...
She replayed those gestures in her mind. The way he spoke calmly with that smug smile, as if everything was under control.
And especially the way he placed his hand on her head. Kara knew Kaiser really liked her, he was sincere, yet he was making her suffer or maybe she had been the cause from the beginning?
She had always pretended it annoyed her. Shoving him away every chance she got. But deep down, she almost looked forward to those gestures.
She stopped for a moment, shoulders slightly hunched.
"Since when...?" she muttered softly, staring at the ground. ’Since when did it start?’
Since when had she started seeking his attention?
Since when did she unconsciously smile when he complimented her? Since when did seeing him with someone else hurt her?
Her breath trembled slightly. Right now she had far more questions than answers, and above all, she was completely alone, with no one to help her, no one to say anything to cheer her up.
She kept telling herself she was above all that. That she was strong. That she wasn’t some fragile girl who cried for a man’s attention.
But her heart wasn’t following. She saw it as a betrayal. Every time he laughed with another woman.
Every time he brushed their cheek. Every time he looked at them with that intensity... That desire.
’Am I the selfish one? I can’t even protect him... since I arrived here, he’s the one who’s supported me and I kept pushing him away, so why does seeing him with others hurt me so much?’
Something pounded in her chest, like a dull thud.
"This is stupid..." she said through clenched teeth. "Wasn’t it him who said I was cute? Him who defended me and those fucking sweet words?..."
She paused for a moment, not at all convinced by her own words. Deep down she felt she had no right. Kaiser wasn’t hers; he had never promised her anything.
So why did she feel betrayed?
Why did it feel like something had been torn from her? She suddenly thought back to the scene.
Eleanor’s silhouette in her black dress. "Is it because she’s more beautiful?" she finally said in a lowered voice.
Kara lowered her eyes. A small tear escaped without her realizing it. It slid down her cheek before falling silently to the ground.
She blinked, surprised. "Huh...?"
She instinctively brought her hand to her face. Her fingers brushed her completely wet cheek. She had broken down and gently sat on a nearby bench.
"What the hell is this shit!?"
Whether in terms of beauty, status, power, or wealth. She felt that Olivia or Ariana who hung around Kaiser did better than her. The perfect example was Eleanor; under her leadership, Black Neon had prospered like crazy.
Another tear fell; this time Kara didn’t even try to stop it, she didn’t have the strength. She didn’t know if it was seeing Kaiser talk to other women or feeling that she simply couldn’t compete to have him all to herself, even if she wanted to, that was driving her mad.
She lifted her eyes, her gaze lost in the sky. "I’m pathetic... since I arrived I’ve actually just been a burden... maybe that teacher was right... I’m just a savage..."
"A poor half-beast that he saved... In the end maybe he sees me... As his pet?"
The mere fact of agreeing with the person she hated was more than enough to show the young girl’s mental state.
It was getting late and Kara finally stood up bitterly, heading back to her dorm, going straight to her bed, the only thing that could still give her a little comfort. The night passed quickly.
The next morning, Kaiser, completely unaware of the pain of the one who was supposed to be his bodyguard, was having an open-air breakfast with Eleanor.
What kind of bastard could be so heartless? Only Kaiser, he didn’t give a fuck as long as he got what he wanted.
Not knowing that even though Kara played tough after the trauma of her youth, the betrayal by her own people who killed her father... a heartbreak could easily turn her...
Into a more dangerous version, desperately craving attention...
A heartbreak could easily turn her...
Into a Yandere.







