It All Started With Hatred-Chapter 183: Ignoring

Forgetting the past is possible but not easy. Let alone bad events, violence, or sexual harassment. Once the person is subjected to such painful event’s it’s not easy to go back to normal. It’s like something was broken and never going to be fixed again no matter how hard you tried to repair it.

In Pearl’s case, the only difference is. That she found true love. A man who loves despite knowing everything about her. He saved her life and pulled her out of the hall where she was living every day and every night in that place. Her life changed for the better and now she was carrying a child. The fruit of their love. But She wasn’t happy and she doesn’t even know why.

Every day her life is a rollercoaster of unsettled emotions throughout the day. But sadness and numbness were the strongest emotions. She tried to take medicines and go to therapy. She tried to think positively but nothing happened. She is always depressed and feels guilty. At this point. Pearl realized that she’s going to be a bad mother and the worst wife.

The maid entered the room and placed the tray on the table."Madame. Lunch is ready." The maid formed her.

She has been working for them for over a year now and she was certain that Pearl is a crazy person. She always shouts and breaks things around the house. Refusing to eat meals on time. She pitied Mr. Issac for having to tolerate this crazy woman. She always watches how he’s patient with her. Feeding her food with his hands. Bathing her and babysitting her all day.

"I have no appetite." Pearl replied in a dull voice.

The maid sighed and tried to confuse her."You have to eat something. You and the baby need to eat. It’s not healthy." The maid tried to reason with her but she refused again.

"You can leave. I’ll take it from here." Issac said as he entered the room.

The maid nodded her head and closed the door behind her.

He had just arrived. Knowing it was almost Pearl’s lunchtime. He rushed back to feed her himself. Taking off his coat and shoes. He climbed the bed beside her.

Pearl immediately rested her head on his chest. His presence was the only thing that could calm the frightening thoughts in her mind.

"Everything is going to be alright. I’m right here beside you." Issac whispered in her ear reassuringly and she relaxed in his arms.

Issac fed her the food slowly and patiently until she finished all of her food and took her medications.

"Don’t leave." Pearl said to him, holding into his hand.

Isaacs heartache seeing her like this. Frightened."I won’t go anywhere." He assured her and bent down kissing her lips.

Pearl nodded her head and rested her head back on his chest.

"I’m sorry for making you take care of me. You must think that I’m going to be a bad mother." Pearl suddenly said.

"Who said I’m going to be a good father? There’s no such thing as good and bad parents. Let’s decide that after fifteen years from now. Right now Let’s enjoy the moment. Stop thinking like that." Issac said, pinching her cheeks.

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Petal sat on the bed with a first aid box in front of her. She was cleaning the wounds that were caused by the long hours of practicing. The festival is starting next week and the musical show is. It is a big part of it. She was less nervous than she was before and more confident in herself.

She still has four years before she graduates. It’s a long time but she’s prepared to do anything to make her dream come true. Getting up from the bed. She picked up her woolen jacket, She wore it. Checking around the room to make sure that she didn’t forget anything. She left the room.

Jacob was waiting for her in the car. She kinda pitied him for having to wake up early in this weather to drive her to school every day. She had told him that she can go on her own in her car but he refused to say that she was still in danger.

When Peter stepped out of the mansion. She noticed that the snow was covering everything. The weather was freezing but also beautiful. Especially the sight of the white snow covering everything in white.

Petal was about to walk towards the car when she saw the five dogs running towards her. They were about to pounce on her but a frightening voice ordered them to stop and sit.

The dogs immediately complied with the orders of their master and sat obediently in front of Petal. 𝒻𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘸ℯ𝒷𝘯𝘰𝑣ℯ𝑙.𝘤𝑜𝘮

Petal turned to her side to see him standing there and like every day. She ignored him. Lowering herself on her knees. She patted the dog’s head and swung their tails from side to side, a sign that they were happy.

Rising on her feet. Petal walked towards the car ignoring the presence of the Mafia king that made everyone tremble in fear just hearing his name. But for her. He was just another bad man that appeared in her life.

Petal was wearing a black woolen blouse and tight jeans with black knee-high boots along with a gray woolen jacket. The outfit made her look stylish and elegant. Perfect choice as always.

Ethan’s lips curled up. He became frustrated and angry suddenly seeing her wear this outfit. She can attract everyone’s attention around her but she’s oblivious to it.

He still remembers how everyone looked at her the night of the charity event. Everyone wanted to have her attention. Every man wanted her home with him but they all feared the underground king knowing that she was his woman.

Since that day. Petal became colder towards him. She ignores him time she sees him as if she doesn’t see him at all. It made him lose control sometimes that he wanted to pull her in his arms and ask her how could she?