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MTL - Cthulhu Gonfalon-Chapter 979 ·Communication (2)
"So...what do you want to start from? Just start when I was a general. I am a very strong general, I have played a lot of embarrassment, and I have never lost. Although I killed a lot of people, Although many people are afraid of me, I know that they are also admiring me at the same time, I feel that I am amazing - I feel that way."
"It is quite amazing." Yan Xiong nodded and said seriously.
"But later I realized that all of this is actually illusory. All my efforts, all the hardships, the achievements, the wounds, the support of the military and the people, the affirmation of my colleagues, the trust of the king, All of them are worthless! In the face of an overwhelming enemy, I can't resist it. If I don't run fast, I can't even keep myself." The Lord of Glory sighed deeply, the evil spirits on his face. We have weakened a few points. "When I am alone and I am being chased by a large number of soldiers, I don't feel fear or tension, but... emptiness."
"The emptiness, the complete emptiness. All the things are fake, nothing can be relied on. Only one can rely on me, only the sword in my hand!"
"Do you think your sword is coming out of thin air?" Yan Xiong sneered. "The miner picked iron ore, and the smelting master cast it into an iron ingot. The blacksmith then turned it into a weapon, and perhaps the mage enchanted it. - Without them, where are you coming from?"
The Glorious Lord smiled again and there was no quarrel.
Even if they want to fight a battle sooner or later, they must be born and died, even if they all understand this, but at least at this moment, they are still sitting here for peaceful exchanges.
In this case, why bother to argue? It’s good to say each other’s thoughts.
Especially for Himself.
Say it, he can be easier.
Next, the Lord of Glory tells a lot.
His life, his ideals, his past.
And all of this, in the final analysis, is nothing more than two words.
emptiness.
"Everything in this world will be born and died. After it dies, it will re-exhibit in a different way with the flow of the big cycle, and re-experience a new cycle... and it will never stop again." The look is melancholy and vicissitudes. "In such a cycle, whether it is love or hate, whether it is victory or failure, it is no match for the great power of time. Everything will eventually vanish under the scouring of the great cycle, leaving no traces. Only this cycle will never stop... In such a world, what I have done in the past, what I have experienced, are not all empty?"
As a artist, he can understand this emptiness.
So he said: "The emptiness is always there, but we are all gods that go beyond time and never die. As a transcender, we don't have to be empty."
"Beyond? Even if you become a god, eternal life does not die, it does not really go beyond the big cycle. From ancient times to the present, do not know how many gods fall, are they really eternal? Even those who have lived from ancient times to the present God, those gods who are even older than the big cycle. They are just lingering!” The Lord of Glory said disdainfully, “or tremble in your own world, or hide in a place where no one can find it. Or become a slave to the big cycle, working hard to maintain the stability of the big cycle - isn't this empty? I can't see, there is any value in such a life!"
Yan Xiong couldn't help but ask: "So, in your opinion, is it worthwhile to lead everyone forward, correct those wrong things and rules, and build a new, better new era?"
"Your thoughts are very similar to what I was. If you can't find value, let others confirm my value." The Glorious Lord said, "In the long years after the closure of God, I am addicted to In this life, I led the continuous advancement of mankind, won again and again, and finally became the most powerful race in the world. I found happiness in everyone's joy, in the trust and worship of everyone. Find the value to fill my emptiness."
Yan Xiong nodded: "At that time you did a good job, even if it is me, I must admire you."
The Glorious Lord revealed a warm smile on the ribbon, but then converges: "But emptiness is impossible to fill, it is always there, bothering me."
Yan Xiong looked at him with a little bit of human face and sighed secretly.
The Lord of Glory is undoubtedly an outstanding hero, but He can overcome all kinds of enemies, but he can not overcome the emptiness in his heart. This may be the so-called "outside the devil can be enemies, the devil is hard to prevent" in the fairy tales novels that I have seen before.
But he turned to think that the reason why the Glorious Lord is working so hard and moving forward is to fill the void in His heart. Without the existence of this "mind", perhaps he would not have that earth-shattering achievement, nor will he reach the height of today.
Between success and failure, it’s hard to evaluate.
After the glory of the Lord of Glory, he said: "I talked to the teacher about the depression in my heart. The teacher said that he could not understand my pain, but he felt that the reason why I was emptied was probably because the level was not enough and I was not standing tall enough. Not far enough. Powerful power may be enough to make the world look, but on top of it, there is a higher realm."
“So, we began to study the great powers and study how to reach that state.”
Yan Xiong nodded gently, and most of the powerful powers were studying how to reach the great power. Although the reasons were different, "the scenery that wants to see the heights" may be the same.
Nothing good or evil, wanting higher, faster and stronger is the instinct of all living talents.
"We have taken a lot of roads and made a lot of attempts. Finally, the teacher believes that no matter how strong the powerful power, it can't break through and become a great power. There is a fundamental difference between the two. So if you want If you break through, the most reliable way is to adjust your own essence and let yourself improve in essence. To do this, you must first find your own essence - to eliminate all external interference, to find the most fundamental and most The basic thing. Find the real 'self'."
Yan Xiong narrowed his eyes, and he remembered that Morani had seen himself before the fall of the Knights of God.
At that time, the priesthood of the Knights of God was weakened, and even the most basic priesthood was gone, but his power was stronger and stronger than imagination.
“The teacher decided to experiment on this path himself. He tried it and then failed.” The Glorious Lord sighed and said, “Even if he is strong enough to rival several powerful powers, his essence is still not strong enough. I cannot support such an attempt. But from the glory of his last moments, I believe that the path He has found is correct, but he does not have enough power to go down this road and get through."
When I was a singer, I realized that I couldn’t help but feel awkward.
Even before he became a great power, there was no way to understand the situation of the Knights of God at the time. Until now, beyond the attributes and laws, he really understood what happened at the time.
What the **** of the knight finds is not the road to great power, but the first step from great power to transcendence.
"Teacher He is really amazing. It is only when he has powerful power. He has already sneaked into the direction of the 'transcender.'" As the transcender, the glory master certainly understands the truth of the step of the knight, saying that The color of admiration, "Although He is too biased towards his youngest student, it does not harm his wisdom."
"...you are talking about my older brother? The **** of the knight did not even tell him his true identity. This is also called preference. The old man passed the throne of the human **** to you and used his life for you. Looking for the way forward, so you are not satisfied?" Yan Xiong frowned, could not help but refute.
"You won't understand. For the teacher, really care about one person, don't interfere with him, don't restrain him, let him develop freely. Only when he needs it most, he will help... He is like this. Treating Jorga Deman. And I am only a man who was seriously wounded in the war with the ancestors and found the successor to take over his work!"
Yan Xiong shook his head, he really could not understand the idea of the Lord of Glory.
He can't help but feel a bit suspicious now, the glory of Uther, will it be crazy?