MTL - Dressed As Scum A Marked the Crazy Beauty Boss-Chapter 78

"After what happened last time, she has already regretted it. She decided to tell you, and the medicine has already been stopped."

Seeing that Cheng Jiqing was about to leave, Tang Jia also became a little anxious. She understood Cheng Jiqing's importance to Bai Xin, and Cheng Jiqing's reaction told her that this time would not end like the last time.

"so what?"

Cheng Jiqing turned sideways and raised his eyelashes: "Should I thank you?"

"Thank you for using the inducer as an excuse to use me to draw blood, thank you for stopping?"

Tang Jia was speechless for a moment.

"It was a calculation from the beginning, including my trust... oh..." Cheng Jiqing suddenly thought of something, and frowned in pain: "So, the agreed marriage is also a calculation."

Cheng Jiqing's voice suddenly became very soft.

It seemed that even she was afraid to say this sentence.

Tang Jia couldn't argue, because what Cheng Jiqing said was true, but she wanted to say something for Bai Xin.

Cheng Jiqing closed his eyes, and said: "Then I shouldn't blame you, right, because you are not lying to me, you just let me draw blood in a different way, just let me change from cooperating with research to becoming a laboratory." It's just a guinea pig."

She suddenly remembered.

According to the contract, she cooperates with the hospital to draw blood every month to complete the production of "drugs for the sequelae of inducers".

But when the blood was drawn, there was another agreement with the hospital. Simply put, she agreed to use the blood for any scientific research.

At that time, she didn't think there was anything wrong, but thinking about it now, whether it was Bai Xin or Tang Jia, they all found their own way out.

Afterwards, the relationship was harmonious, smiling, friendly, and no one ever told her the truth.

Not showing on the surface, but deceiving behind the back.

Cheng Jiqing looked at Tang Jia, then thought about Bai Xin, and suddenly felt strange.

The feeling sent a chill down her spine.

"In your eyes, am I stupid?"

That assistant was right, she's an idiot. She deserved to be cheated.

"Cheng Jiqing..."

Before Tang Jia said anything, Cheng Jiqing had already turned and left.

Tang Jia stood by the desk and didn't chase her out. It was useless to say anything now, she had to call Bai Xin immediately.

Cheng Jiqing knew everything, before Bai Xin said it himself.

This is the worst.

The leaves of a few desolate trees under the tall building have been blown away long ago, and I don't know where they went.

The afternoon sun couldn't shine on the branches, nor could it shine on Cheng Jiqing's body.

Her cell phone rang many, many times, didn't answer, and left it in her pocket.

She is really tired.

Heart tired.

Physically tired.

It's like after experiencing an extreme joy, suddenly crashing down, before bottoming out, the whole person is still in a trance, and he doesn't know where he is or where he is going.

A dazed and empty panic.

As he walked, Cheng Jiqing looked at the strange neighborhood in front of him, and suddenly woke up like a dream—she didn't seem to be from this world.

No, she was not from this world.

The phone is still vibrating.

Cheng Jiqing kept her hands in her pockets, but was still frozen. She took out her mobile phone and saw the incoming call, which was a little blurry. After blinking, it became clear again.

She glanced at the coffee shop in front of her, bowed her head in silence and hung up.

After blowing in the cold for too long, her throat was hoarse, and she always felt that it would hurt to speak now.

Click on WeChat and send an address, then walk in.

It's still a coffee shop, but I just found a box.

There is a window next to it, and on the street outside, the fine white snow is trampled into a thin puddle of sewage.

Reflecting the coming and going, broken figures.

In the private room, the central air conditioner was blowing silently above, and the barley tea on the table was emitting white smoke, as if buying a little bit of warmth.

Cheng Jiqing didn't do anything, just waited quietly.

Just like the coffee shop just waited for ten minutes after calling Bai Xin to inquire.

the difference is.

In the coffee shop, Bai Xin didn't get a call back.

But this time she waited until Bai Xin came over.

The sound of sliding doors ran over her heart, she looked over, and saw that Bai Xin had arrived, her usual delicate cheeks were flushed from the cold, her breath was slightly anxious, but she was more amazing than ever.

Just like the first time I saw you.

Cheng Jiqing said, "Sit down."

She thought she should have been heart-piercing at the first meeting, or more complicated emotions, but no.

I don't know why, the moment I saw Bai Xin, my heart felt a little empty.

She even poured Bai Xin a glass of water, which was also steaming hot.

"Let me explain to you..."

Bai Xin looked down at Cheng Jiqing, if he was panic last time, then it was fear now.

Cheng Jiqing looked at her with empty eyes, without a trace of emotion, as if his soul was withdrawn, and he might leave at any time.

Cheng Jiqing interrupted Bai Xin: "Because I didn't want to go back, so I found a random place."

The first sentence made Bai Xin's face turn pale.

Whether he doesn't want to go back, or doesn't want to go back again, Cheng Jiqing's tone leans towards the latter.

Cheng Jiqing had already looked away, and she took a sip of water so that her voice would not sound too harsh.

"If you don't sit down, I'll just say so."

Cheng Jiqing said in the calmest voice: "Actually, until today, I always thought that even if it was an agreement to get married at that time, you still had a trace of sincerity towards me. Because you told me that you needed me, and you told me that other than me, everyone else would love me." No, you said... it can only be me."

Her voice is extremely slow, like snow melting, bit by bit.

"I have." Bai Xin stepped forward and stood in front of Cheng Jiqing: "It's just that I didn't know at that time..."

Cheng Jiqing didn't raise her eyes, she continued, "Marriage by agreement is your guarantee and your escape route."

It was written in the agreement that she would lose all her property in case of divorce.

But Bai Xin is not only afraid that she will violate the agreement, but also afraid of the situation like today. Bai Xin thinks that even if she knows the truth, she will be afraid of divorce because of the marriage agreement, and then she will have to continue to draw blood.

Until the medicine that is really needed is prepared.

"You were afraid that I would know the secret of your double glands, so you used the inducer as an excuse. Then the reason for using the inducer again and again is to get close to me, get close to me, and then use me to make medicine for you. Is that right?"

Bai Xin said that because of her, because of the mark, he needed her, but he was actually taking advantage of her guilt and trust.

How much she wished that Bai Xin could refute her, even if she quarreled with her and told her that was not the case.

but none.

Bai Xin wanted to explain, but every word Cheng Jiqing said was true, at least it was true in the past.

She was suddenly frightened, she wanted to grab Cheng Jiqing's hand.

But she didn't even touch it.

Cheng Jiqing avoided it.

This action shocked Bai Xin, and his breath was slightly short.

Cheng Jiqing didn't seem to notice it, his heart was desolate, and he said in a low voice: "At that time, I thought it was my own illusion, but in reality I was a tool, a role to meet your needs, a role of a guinea pig for refining medicine... My guilt and agreement are your greatest weapons, so then you can come when you need it, leave when you don’t need it, and never care about my feelings.”

Cheng Jiqing woke up several times after remembering the tenderness again and again, and Bai Xin left coldly.

You can even leave in the middle of the night without saying a word.

"That was the beginning. At that time, I didn't realize my feelings for you at all. Cheng Cheng, don't call yourself like this...you are not." Bai Xin bent down, and she squatted beside Cheng Jiqing, grabbing Cheng Jiqing's on the arm.

Obviously she had a real feeling, but her heart was still beating so that she panicked.

Cheng Jiqing didn't dodge immediately this time, she just looked into Bai Xin's eyes: "But even if you stay away and don't trust me, I will still soften my heart afterwards. Because you told me the grievances between you and the Bai family in tears, you told me in tears Let me hurt you."

After Cheng Jiqing finished speaking, his eyes turned red and his voice became hoarse: "I thought, since you have me in your heart, maybe we all need some time to spend together. Even if you still have a secret, you will tell me one day. I even A ridiculous three-month rule was established! After the day at the North City Bridge, I thought we had already understood it. But, what is the result?"

Bai Xin looked at those eyes that were always clean, but now they were foggy, her heart felt like a knife, and she held Cheng Jiqing even tighter: "I'm sorry."

She couldn't say anything else.

"The result is that while I'm falling into tenderness, you can still hide XM's affairs, Y2's affairs, and Zhou Yushu's affairs in front of me with a blank face. You are scruples about everything about Cheng's." Cheng Jiqing took a breath: "But I'm still relented. Why?"

"Because I still understand you, understand you, feel sorry for everything you have experienced, and understand your pain in the past! I also believe in your feelings for me...but Bai Xin!" Cheng Jiqing stared at the eyes that made her heart move countless times, word by word ask:

"Is it also because of my soft heart and my compromise that I created an illusion for you that I will not hurt?"

"In your eyes, my heart won't hurt, will it?"

Bai Xin's tears rolled down instantly, and Cheng Jiqing's heartbroken expression made her heart burst, she shook her head: "No, no. What I want to tell you is that I am afraid, that you will leave me as soon as you open your mouth. I don't want to You hurt, Chengcheng...I'm sorry, don't be sad..."

"But do you know what hurts me more?"

Cheng Jiqing's vision was blurred, and the white smoke from the cup gradually disappeared like a thin wandering spirit.

She said slowly: "It's not blood drawing, it's not concealment, it's not your painstaking agreement to get married, it's not your calculations against me in the past—even if your purpose was to break my heart at the beginning, as long as you tell me later, I will It won't be as painful as it is now."

"What hurts me is your one after another. You said there would be no next time, but there will always be a next time. You said you wouldn't hide it from me, but there will always be something for me to guess. What hurts me more is that you never really Trust my feelings for you."

It seems that no matter how much she does, she will never be able to convince Bai Xin of her firmness.

In the last sentence, Cheng Jiqing's voice could not even be heard clearly by herself.

Seems exhausted.

"I've already decided to tell you. When I told you about the glands, I really wanted to tell you... I'm afraid, Orange, I'm afraid that you will leave me after you know the beginning of everything."

"You obviously have a better chance to say it! Didn't I ask you?"

Even if she answered the phone today, she still asked Bai Xin if she had something to hide. Didn't she ask?

But Bai Xin still didn't say anything. nothing.

No one would understand how she felt when she heard the truth from another person.

No one would understand that she recalled every detail of getting along with Bai Xin, and then suddenly realized that she couldn't tell which emotions were fake and which were real.

No one would understand what kind of mood she felt at this moment when her sincerity was let down again and again.

"I'm cowardly, but Cheng Jiqing, I only have you left in this world. I always feel that the time is not enough. Since you told me that I hate cheating, since the last time, I have been restless every day. I want to tell you but I am afraid of the past The deceit and use of you made you completely loathe me. So I dare not, but I really decided to tell you..."

Bai Xin felt extremely regretful, if it had been earlier, if she had been more steadfast last time, if Cheng Jiqing asked her today, she had not hesitated.

But there is no if.

She looked at Cheng Jiqing, it turned out that one person's red eyes and painful look can make another person's heart hurt even more.

Cheng Jiqing listened to the crying sound beside him, his heart seemed to be pinched by someone's hand, it hurt, and it was as silent as ashes.

Just feel in the haze.

She said wearily: "Maybe. But I'm tired, really tired."

Cheng Jiqing's hoarse voice really sounded exhausted.

Her body and mind seemed to have gone through a mighty battle, and she wanted to take a break.

leave here.

one person.

Cheng Jiqing picked up Bai Xin's hand, and then pulled out his arm little by little. It was strange that her hand was still cold after staying in the air-conditioned room for so long.

"Are you leaving me?" Bai Xin asked tremblingly.

Unlike the last time, she saw death in Cheng Jiqing's eyes, and saw deep disappointment. She knew that if she let him go, Cheng Jiqing might never come back.

This time, I really won't come back.

Cheng Jiqing lowered his head, facing two lines of eye-catching tears on his charming cheeks: "I'm just tired."

She didn't deny it.

Bai Xin threw herself into her arms, hugged her through her arms: "You promised to always be by my side, Cheng Cheng, I'm just one step late, I'm really just one step late. You can't leave me behind …Can't."

Bai Xin was sobbing, tears were falling, his voice was trembling, and Tail's voice was full of pleading and a hint of paranoia.

It's like being wronged by the sky.

Like the day when Bai Xin fell into her arms crying and drunk, saying that he missed his mother.

Cheng Jiqing's heart was pierced by a knife, and his eyes were red again, but he didn't make a sound to comfort him.

Because now she needs comfort too.

She also hurts.

Bai Xin held Cheng Jiqing's clothes tightly: "Cheng Cheng."

Cheng Jiqing still didn't speak.

for a long time.

Cheng Jiqing pulled Bai Xin up, her tears had dried up under her eyelids, but Bai Xin hadn't.

Not counting certain times, Bai Xin really can't cry.

She is also most afraid of Bai Xin crying, and when she cries, she tends to soften her heart, which has always been the case.

Maybe it was because her heart hurt too much today, and the disappointment fell like a glacier, which froze her perception, so she didn't care about it.

Cheng Jiqing turned his head to the side, the sun was gradually setting in the west, and the place without sunlight would become gloomy, with the snow quenching and mourning.

Prosperous and desolate.

She whispered, "Let's go."

Looking at Cheng Jiqing's almost emotionless face, Bai Xin took a breath.

Just as Cheng Jiqing was about to pull her up, a familiar breath came over him suddenly, and Bai Xin kissed her harder than ever. Too quick and easy to roll mouth all moist.

Cheng Jiqing's breath was occupied, just like her heart.

It's just because it's too full, so the feeling of suffocation is more serious, and the pain is more severe.

Cheng Jiqing squeezed Bai Xin's shoulder and pulled him away.

Bai Xin's shoulder hit the corner of the table beside her, but she didn't seem to feel it, her eyes were red with tears, she stubbornly wanted Cheng Jiqing's answer: "Tell me, you won't leave me, will you?"

Cheng Jiqing looked away from her shoulder:

"Do you really want to know my answer now?"