MTL - How Are You Guys Getting Boyfriends While Gaming-Chapter 77 Repeated mistakes after impulse

Ren Jian: "Tell me, what's the matter with me?"

Yu Qinghuan hesitated.

He originally just wanted to say something casually in the training room, so that he would be a little mentally prepared. Who would have thought that it would turn into a conversation in the room now. This is too formal, and those words that could have been said casually have become difficult to say. .

Seeing Yu Qinghuan's delay in speaking, he guessed: "Is it because you are leaving for the S competition in Europe tomorrow, are you too nervous to fall asleep again?"

"Ah...I...I'm really nervous." Yu Qinghuan was incoherent, clutching the Ice Coke in both hands.

Ren Jian said with a smile: "It's the first time to play the S competition, and it's normal to be nervous. Let me tell you, Gu Zhizhi participated in the S competition for the first time, and when he was waiting to play backstage, his hands were shaking and he was crying. Ask us if he has epilepsy and why he is shaking so much."

Yu Qinghuan couldn't help laughing.

"And Chen Mo, don't look at his usual prudence. He participated in the quarter-finals for the first time, and after the first game, when it came to the rest time, he sat stiffly in the chair and didn't move. Let's call him off. He also asked if it's not a BO5? Don't you want to fight? Why are you all gone?" Ren opened a Coke and took a sip, without any guilt for exposing his teammates' shortcoming, "Jiang Haohan is even more stupid, and he can make mistakes every year. position, sit in the support position."

"What about you?" Yu Qinghuan looked at Ren Jian, unwilling to look away, "How did you feel when you played in the S competition for the first time?"

"Me?" Ren Jian slowly dragged his voice to an old age, "When I participated in the S competition for the first time, my mind was full of one person."

Yu Qing was happy.

Ren Jian continued to say softly: "A person I have been chasing and looking for for a long time, I once asked myself, what would it be like to walk side by side with him in the S game? I think I will have an answer soon."

Yu Qinghuan knew that Ren Jian was talking about him, and he felt warm all over again because of Ren Jian's words, which made Yu Qinghuan summon up the courage to speak: "Ren Jian, before I make some very difficult decisions, I will give him to him. Find some reasons for yourself, for example, if I didn’t win the first place in the TKOW youth training competition, I would give up e-sports, and recently, I made another decision.”

"Huh? What's the decision?" Ren Jian asked.

"I..." Yu Qinghuan bowed his head, his hand trembling slightly while holding the ice cola, "If we win the championship in the S competition, I will confess to the person I like."

Ren Jian was stunned, completely stupid in place, he seemed unable to believe his ears, hesitantly and slowly asked: "What did you say?"

Yu Qinghuan didn't dare to look at Ren Jian, and lowered his head: "I heard that he has a boyfriend..."

"She has a boyfriend, you still want to confess to her?" Ren Jian's voice was as cold as ice.

Yu Qinghuan said: "I also hesitated for a long time, worried that doing so would scare him, so I am trying to prepare him mentally, after confessing I will not disturb his life, and I will avoid suspicion, I have already prepared to be rejected. I can't even make friends, and I will feel embarrassed even when we meet each other, but I still want to tell him about it, I don't want anything, I just don't want to hide it, but I'm a little panic, so I found it for myself A reason to win the S championship."

After Yu Qinghuan said these words, the room fell into silence, which was so long that it was somewhat depressing.

I am confused.

Confused why Yu Qinghuan wanted to tell him this.

This month, Yu Qinghuan has been hiding from himself, making him feel uneasy and at a loss, and once doubted whether his mind was discovered.

But today, Yu Qinghuan suddenly told himself.

He has someone he likes, and he wants to confess to that person.

Suddenly, an unpleasant sense of familiarity came over Ren Zhan's chest.

Ren Jian found that maybe he did not guess wrong.

Yu Qinghuan had already discovered that he liked him.

Then, just like in high school.

Everything repeats itself.

Ren Jian still remembers that on the third day he returned to school from the so-called correctional institution, the man told himself.

[During my tenure, I fell in love with a girl in the next class, and I decided to go to her tomorrow to confess. 】

Only later found out.

That was just an excuse and a reason to keep him away.

How useful and how cruel.

Yu Qinghuan saw that Renji was speechless for a long time, and wanted to say something to break the somewhat flustered silence: "I..."

Ren Jian suddenly spoke and interrupted him: "What are you trying to clarify?"

Ren Jian's voice was calm, but also very cold, not mixed with temperature, and suppressed all emotions.

During such a tenure, Yu Qinghuan met once.

He left without warning, and the day he returned to the TKOW team's base was also so calm.

Then, between the two of them, there was a door that couldn't be opened no matter how much you knocked on.

Ren Jian said: "You don't need to tell me this, I have self-knowledge."

"Self-knowledge?" Yu Qinghuan was a little confused, "No, I just..."

"Do you think I care about these things about you?" Ren Jian suddenly raised his voice, "I don't care, and I don't want to listen."

Yu Qinghuan felt bored in his tenure, thinking that he was annoying him by talking about his own affairs, and quickly got up and walked to the door: "I'm sorry, I'm bothering you before the game, don't be angry, I'll leave now."

"Yu Qinghuan." Ren Jian stood up, walked to the door, and called out Yu Qinghuan's full name. This time, his seemingly calm words were filled with dizzying anger, "Don't be sentimental and disgusting with each other, and the road will go up in the future. Let's go to one side and stay away from each other."

After speaking, Ren Jian slammed the door, and the door slammed shut in front of Yu Qinghuan.

As soon as the door was closed, Ren Jian immediately covered his mouth, rushed into the bathroom, lay on the sink and vomited.

Self-loathing and self-denial swept through every inch of his nerve, reminding him over and over again of the nightmare he once had.

At the door, Yu Qinghuan stared blankly at the tightly closed door.

It turned out that his feelings could not be concealed. He originally wanted to make Ren Jian a little mentally prepared, but Ren Jian had already understood his intentions.

also gave him an answer.

[Don't be sentimental and disgusting with each other, stay away from each other. 】