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MTL - I Was Seduced Into a Marriage After Failing to Charm the Tyrannical Bigshot-Chapter 339 known long time ago?
Chapter 339 Already knew?
Xie Shi'an was stunned.
He looked deeply at Ruan Xiaoshuang, "Sister Xiaoshuang, can you tell me why?"
When he fell off the cliff, he had sent people to search for her for a long time, and the media reported that there was an uproar.
But she was rescued, but she never contacted Xie Shi'an from the beginning to the end.
Now it’s hard to meet again, but they say, refuse to go back to Ruan’s house?
"Actually, you know the reason."
Ruan Xiaoshuang smiled, "You know, I always wanted to be an ordinary person. Now in Song Yu's eyes, I am an ordinary person."
Her tone was light but firm. Obviously, she had thought very clearly, "The name Ruan Xiaoshuang, let it be a thing of the past."
In the first half of her life, under the protection of the Ruan family, she had no worries about food and clothing, and received all kinds of honors.
But the shadow of the Ruan family also weighed heavily on her, making her breathless.
Of course there were some happy memories.
But more memories are the depression, regret, and pain that make it difficult to sleep when I think of it every night.
She was like a shipwreck floating in the vast ocean, but Song Yu held her back, and she also tried her best to hold on to the driftwood.
She didn't know how long she struggled before trying to draw a little boundary with the past.
But this boundary is too fragile.
Once she returns to Ruan's house, she will inevitably think about the past.
By that time, she won't come easily, and even the peace and tranquility of self-deception may be gone.
She doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes.
Xie Shi'an was silent.
No one knows Ruan Xiaoshuang's past better than him.
Because of her status as the second miss of the Ruan family, she couldn't help herself. When she was studying abroad, she gave up her most beloved person who she wanted to spend her life with.
Since then, he has been depressed and has not shown a smile for several years.
Once it was cold and rainy late at night, and she walked alone in the rain, completely soaked.
Xie Shi'an chased after her with an umbrella, covering her from the rain. The moment she turned around, her whole body seemed to be like a lake that had been dead for a long time, suddenly shining with the light of stars.
Her eyes were so bright, so joyful, she excitedly called out a name that Xie Shi'an had never heard before: "Qingming."
However, the moment he saw Xie Shi'an, the light went out little by little, leaving only an indescribable loss.
At that time, Xie Shi'an was still a teenager, ignorant of the word love.
But I also vaguely guessed that the person named Minglang should be the person Ruan Xiaoshuang has never forgotten, and the source of her frowning all those years.
But he didn't know how to persuade him, so he could only accompany Ruan Xiaoshuang silently, walking for a long time in the dark night rain.
Ruan Xiaoshuang murmured afterwards: "Shi'an, if I were not Ruan Xiaoshuang, but just an ordinary person, how wonderful it would be."
At that time, Xie Shian didn't understand why Ruan Xiaoshuang would say that.
But later, when he met Sang Qianqian, when he had to submit to Ruan Cheng, resigned as a doctor, and left Guangdong City.
It was only then that he understood the helplessness and pain that went deep into the bone marrow behind these words.
Too many times, limited by this identity, they have no choice and no choice.
Same as Xie Shi'an now.
If possible, he would rather just be a doctor than an heir to the Xie family.
Xie Shi'an was inexplicably emotional, and all the words came to his mouth, but turned into six words from the bottom of his heart:
"Sister Xiaoshuang, congratulations."
Ruan Xiaoshuang smiled, her eyes were clear and soft, "Thank you, Shi'an."
The two agreed, but Sang Qianqian couldn't understand.
She thought that with Xie Shi'an and Ruan Xiaoshuang's brother-in-law relationship, he would definitely persuade Ruan Xiaoshuang to come back.
Even if Ruan Xiaoshuang doesn't return, Xie Shi'an will insist on giving her part of the Ruan family's assets, at least to guarantee her life.
Unexpectedly, Xie Shi'an didn't have a superfluous sentence, and even said "Congratulations".
"Shi'an, it's fine if you don't persuade sister Xiaoshuang to come back. Congratulations to sister Xiaoshuang."
Sang Qianqian wondered, "Congratulations?"
Xie Shi'an's tone was somewhat meaningful: "Congratulations, Sister Xiaoshuang is finally free."
From then on, you can flap your wings and fly to any place you want, choose anyone you like, without having to be imprisoned by the shackles of the past.
Sang Qianqian was a little confused by Monk Zhang Er, and couldn't quite understand Xie Shi'an's words, "I don't understand."
Ruan Xiaoshuang returned to Ruan's house, wouldn't she be free?
She can still be with Song Yu and live the life she wants.
Seeing Sang Qianqian showing a little confusion, Xie Shian bent his lips unconsciously, and raised his hand to touch her head, but after realizing something, his hand finally fell to his side.
Now facing Sang Qianqian, Xie Shi'an needs to remind himself to restrain himself from time to time, but his mood is always stirred inadvertently.
After all, he just looked at Sang Qianqian and said gently: "It's okay, you don't need to understand."
Sang Qianqian's growth experience is different from that of Ruan Xiaoshuang and Xie Shi'an, so she may never understand their eagerness to separate from the past and identity.
"Your answer does not satisfy me."
Sang Qian raised her eyebrows slightly, "However, for Sister Xiaoshuang's sake, I won't argue with you."
She actually hoped that Ruan Xiaoshuang would come back, so that at least Xie Shi'an could take care of her.
But Ruan Xiaoshuang has already made a decision, and even Xie Shi'an has no objection, so it would be inappropriate for her to persuade her again.
In the room, there was a slight noise. It was Ruan Xiaodie who woke up and yelled vaguely, "Brother Shi'an, I want to drink water."
Xie Shi'an hurriedly brought water to be sent in, Ruan Xiaoshuang stood up, "I'll go, just in time to accompany Xiaodie again."
In fact, Ruan Xiaodie is particularly shy of strangers, but the thing of blood kinship is very strange.
Even though she and Ruan Xiaoshuang haven't seen each other for a long time, she only has a very vague impression of this sister.
But with Ruan Xiaoshuang by her side, she can be very quiet. Although she may not understand some of what Ruan Xiaoshuang said, she will respond decently.
Both Sang Qianqian and Xie Shi'an were a little touched. They didn't want to disturb their sisters getting along, so they turned and went back to the living room.
Xie Shi'an asked in a low voice, "How did you meet Miss Xiaoshuang? Have you met that Song Yu? How is he?"
Sang Qianqian replied, "Song Yu has nothing to say to Sister Xiaoshuang. He must really like Sister Xiaoshuang."
Xie Shi'an breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good, I'm afraid that sister Xiaoshuang will be unkind."
"If you meet someone who is not kind, you shouldn't."
Sang Qianqian thought about it, but she still didn't mention Song Yu's father.
Talking about this matter in the car before, Ruan Xiaoshuang told her not to worry, when Song Yu's father knew that she had nothing to do with the Ruan family, he would not have any hope.
I can only hope so.
"Shi'an, I have a question, I want to ask you."
Sang Qianqian looked at Xie Shi'an, "When you saw sister Xiaoshuang, it didn't seem surprising that she couldn't see her eyes, and she never asked me why her eyes were injured. Could it be that you knew about it a long time ago?"
(end of this chapter)