MTL - Little Jiaojiao is the White Moonlight of the Paranoid Young Marshal-Chapter 17 contradiction

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The whole morning passed quickly, and as lunch approached, there was finally a knock on the door.

Shen Xu and Yao Zhi were outside the door, Yao Zhi lowered his head, his face flushed with smoke, but Shen Xu said calmly, "Let's eat upstairs, it's almost time."

Cheng Yiman looked at Yao Zhi and nodded, the two girls walked together, Shen Xu and Chen Qianzong were in front, Cheng Yiman paid attention to Yao Zhi, and saw that her right hand kept clenching a fist or rubbing her fingers unnaturally, biting her lip A look of embarrassment.

This expression seems familiar to her, the last time Chen Qianzong...

"Zhizhi." She asked tentatively, "Shen Xu...what did you do to you?" He looked deserted, but he was quite a gentleman.

Hearing Cheng Yiman's question, Yao Zhi became even more unnatural.

"No." She replied muffled.

In terms of what to say, Shen Xu really didn't do anything to her, but he...

The sticky feeling in her right hand still seemed to be there, the wet, soft and extremely fierce thing was really indescribable for her.

Why is he enjoying his expression so much? Are her fingers very sweet?

He actually ate for more than an hour.

"Are you all right?" Cheng Yiman asked.

Yao Zhi pursed her lips and shook her head firmly.

-abnormal…

After lunch on the top floor, Shen Xu sent Yao Zhi back. He put her down some way away from home, stopped a rickshaw for her, handed the umbrella to the little girl, and told the driver, Call her home.

Before leaving, he straightened the little girl's skirt and asked her, "Zhizhi, are you angry with Brother Shen today?"

Yao Zhi was really annoyed that he always did some inexplicable and obscene things, but she couldn't get angry when he raised his head and asked her here.

"Fingers are uncomfortable..." Yao Zhi lowered her eyes, a pair of slender eyelashes trembled, and Shen Xu's heart trembled as she thought of what she was about to say.

He thought about it for a long time, since the last time he saw the pair of rings he had been thinking about it.

"Brother Shen, I want to buy you a pair of rings, okay?" Shen continued, "Would you like it, Zhizhi?"

He looked at her fixedly.

"I might have nothing."

"What I'm doing now is hidden from the Shen family. Once exposed, I will accomplish nothing."

"I'm still disabled, a piece of shit."

"Zhizhi, you will suffer with me, and you will have nothing."

"Are you still willing?"

When he spoke, his voice trembled.

Yao Zhi's heart was filled with unspeakable soreness, and she was speechless for a long time.

"You bastard..." Yao Zhi's voice was crying.

"Yes, I'm an asshole." Shen Xu's eyes were red.

Yao Zhi knew that his heart was dead but his love was as deep as the sea, and that he was in pain, but at this point today, she didn't know that he still didn't have the courage to follow her to the end.

Yao Zhi turned her head, and she kept throwing herself into his arms. From the day she was with him, she thought that she was already in his future.

But no, no...

She has always felt sorry for him and loved him from the bottom of her heart, but this is not the way...

What she wanted was not a relationship with Shen Xu. She can understand his mood, but she doesn't want him to feel like this.

Today, she finally understands why Shen Xu refuses to kiss her lips. Does he still have the idea of ​​giving up on her?

"Shen Xu, why do you treat me like this?"

Shen Xu looked at her, speechless.

Yao Zhi looked at him, her bright crescent eyes were full of hazy tears, she was trembling with anger: "Do you like me or not? Why do you give up on me and give me to others? Why don't you give me up? My heart takes it seriously..."

She likes Shen Xu, she likes Shen Xu very much, she likes Shen Xu the most, she never lies!

Why is he ready to give up her most sincere and passionate emotion at any time?

Shen Xugang handed her the umbrella and threw it on the ground.

For a moment, it fell into the dust and was splashed with dust.

Yao Zhi ran away by herself.

Shen Xu stood there in a daze, his eyes full of emptiness.

Did she...reject?

In the same hot summer wind, the bright green leaves on the roadside rustled. Shen Xu couldn't hear the sound, his heart twitched.

Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, Zhao Yue hurried down and first apologized to the rickshaw and stuffed some money, and dragged Shen Xu back to the car from the scorching sun.

Shen Xu didn't notice the pair of rings slipped from his fingers.

"Sir, sir, what's wrong with you, Miss Yao..."

"It's all gone..." Shen Xu felt as if he was dreaming just now, Zhizhi...was still in his arms, how could she slip away?

She clearly said it, promised it.

she…

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But... it seems that everything is over.

Shen Xu was covered in cold sweat and had shortness of breath. Zhao Yue was so frightened that he wanted to go to the hospital, but Shen Xu stopped him.

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When Chen Qianzong and Li Jikai knew that Shen Xu had broken up with Yao Zhi, their first reaction was disbelief.

Shen Xu didn't mention Yao Zhi's obsessive appearance for the time being. Chen Qianzong had seen Yao Zhi before, and the shyness in the little girl's eyes could not be fooled. Obviously also like Shen Xu.

Li Jikai's first reaction was to worry about Shen Xu: "Where is your husband?"

"I haven't come out of the house for a long time, and no one answered my call, and no one ate my meal. It was noon yesterday until this morning, and the room seemed to be quiet. There was nothing I could do, so I came to bother you two .” Zhao Yue said.

Li Jikai and Chen Qianzong were not surprised at all. They knew how much Shen Xu treasured his heart.

"Mr. went to buy a ring the day before yesterday. He planned to give it to Ms. Yao yesterday, but..."

After understanding the situation, without further ado, he hurried to Shen Xu's temporary residence recently, and knocked on the door of the bedroom.

"Shen Xu? Shen Xu?" Li Jikai shouted.

Shen Xu didn't respond, but Chen Qianzong reacted quickly. The place where Shen Xu lived was just a wooden door. He kicked it open a few times with all his might.

The inside was in a mess, Shen Xu hugged his unconscious legs and fell on the side of the bed. There were several wine bottles scattered on the floor, some of them were not finished, and they were all spilled on the floor.

Shen Xu was so embarrassed that he trembled all over. He had grown up so much and suffered so many grievances, but this was the first time he felt hopeless.

As if desperate, Shen Xu's face was full of tears. His clothes and hair were disheveled, he couldn't move, and his eyes were empty.

"Damn it, I already know!" Chen Qianzong scolded.

Li Jikai helped him carry Shen Xu to the car, and hurriedly sent him to the car.

Chen Qianzong and Li Jikai knew that Shen Xu never drank, and he prepared it to give away before, but he probably drank it all by himself last night.

cruel enough.

The hospital's list came out soon, and Shen Xu drank himself as if his stomach was perforated. Fortunately, the perforation didn't last long and caused no danger.

Zhao Yue went to pay the money, and Shen Xu didn't wake up until the afternoon.