MTL - Open the Simple Mode After Wearing the Book-Chapter 12 past

The person in memory always had a sad face on her face, I asked her why she was unhappy, and she always said I was too young to know.

She was always arguing with the man called father, I was scared and wanted to take her out of that room, when I was angry she always told me to be good and asked me to be obedient.

Whenever they quarrel, I also want to say to her: "Be good, be obedient, don't be angry, anger will cause nightmares." But I can only shrink in my brother's arms after all Shivering, I felt my brother's body trembling slightly, I patted the back of his hand, and said that I would protect him.

My brother felt my movement and hugged me tighter.

Everyone said she was the happiest woman in Daxin. The first emperor gave her everything she wanted, status, wealth, including her loved ones. But now this has become a laughing stock. The eldest princess and the concubine are not on good terms. This is something everyone knows about in the streets and alleys.

And the relationship between the emperor and the eldest princess today is not good. If it wasn't for the will of the late emperor, this tolerant and benevolent emperor might just find a pretext to bring the eldest princess to justice on the spot.

Others think that the concubine is quite talented and has ambitions in the temple, and the princess has broken his wings and affected his name and history.

No matter what the outside world says, I just can't stop feeling sorry for her, even though I was only four years old at that time, I was in the middle of ignorance, but I can still feel who is good to me and who is not good to me of.

I hate the concubine, I hate to call him father. In his eyes I can always see a strong disgust that makes me feel like the dirtiest thing in the world.

It looks good, I think this is the most beautiful color in the world.

She is always saying sorry to me, I feel very strange, I don't think she owes me anything, I can only stare at her blankly.

I want to be a person like her, gentle and beautiful, and dance the city, this is my goal from the bottom. I told her this wish loudly and proudly. I thought she would be very happy, but she just hugged me tightly and said, "Don't be me, I will never be able to love in my life."

What does it mean to be in love?

But I like my brother, and my brother likes me too. As long as I give the corresponding love, the other party will also give equal love...

She and the concubine began to quarrel again, and the concubine slammed the door and walked away. Watching him walk away, my brother and I dared to enter the room. The room was a mess, with broken pieces of porcelain everywhere. My brother was afraid that I would scratch my foot and left me outside the door.

I was watching from outside the door, watching her cry on the table, I felt very confused and worried, since it was so painful, why not change a concubine?

I asked the question in my heart, and I could feel her body stiffen a bit, she softly seemed to laugh at herself: "I'm reluctant, I know this is the result, I just want to Force it."

I still don't understand, but I didn't think about it at that time, and those days were quite happy.

Sometimes I also wonder, why do two people who are so discordant come together? Why did she torture herself like this. Can she really wait for the return she wants?

Later she told me that the two met in a temple, a comb. She always had a smile on her face when she told this story, which my brother told me was called happiness.

After the emperor ascended the throne, her health was not good, and she was ill with serious and minor illnesses. She was the first emperor's favorite little daughter. After the emperor fell ill again, she went to Chaoguang Temple to be the first emperor King pray.

In order to show her piety, she dressed very neatly that day, and there were not many jewelry on her head. One of the most significant is a comb given to her by her mother-in-law.

Perhaps the comb was a little loose that day, but when I returned to the room after praying, I found it was gone.

It was a relic left to her by her mother-in-law. She was very anxious and looked everywhere. But this temple is so big, how can such a small thing be found?

The sun slanted west, but I still couldn't find it. I was very sad, but I didn't want to give up and searched all over the temple.

"Is the girl looking for this?"

Suddenly a man's voice came from behind.

She told me that it was a scene she would never forget in her life. The man in blue stood under the banyan tree, wearing a book growth shirt that had been washed and turned white. With a slight smile on his face, the orange sunlight cast mottled shadows on him through the leaves.

After taking the comb back, she began to think about that person every day, thinking about his white gown, thinking about the old banyan tree in the temple, and thinking about the little smile on the corner of his mouth. So she quietly found him, told her true identity and revealed her heart.

He refused very resolutely, showing that he was interested in the officialdom and already had a loved one, and he would return to his hometown to marry his beloved as long as he became famous.

Life is not a story, although there is no shortage of talents and beautiful women. She shut herself in the room all day, and she didn't want to eat or drink, and she suddenly lost a lot of weight.

The late emperor was very anxious, but she didn't want to say anything. The late emperor only found out the reason for his daughter's sorrow after secret investigation. He felt very angry, and even a country boy dared to dislike Phoenix.

I wanted to find a charge to exile him, but unfortunately she ran to intercede after getting the news. So he quietly summoned this country boy in his eyes and promised him that he would still be able to enter the office after marrying the princess.

The result was a breakdown.

At the end of the story, the first emperor secretly captured his family and his lover, and forced him to marry the princess.

The whole capital seems to have been dyed red.

The bride sat in the sedan chair full of joy, and the groom sat on the tall horse without much smile on his face.

Life after marriage is a never-ending quarrel, crushing her fantasies time and time again.

Later she became ill, both physically and psychologically. She found a woman from outside, and the concubine's face changed greatly when she saw the woman she brought back.

That was the biggest quarrel between the two of them in my memory. Later, that woman lived in the mansion. She never arranged for that woman to do rough work, neither as a maid or aunt.

He was hiding just fine, I like this woman quite a bit, I call her Aunt He.

Aunt He cooks deliciously and is good at telling stories. She seems to like me and my brother very much. My brother and I listen to her tell stories about her hometown, and the one who hates the concubine Childhood embarrassment.

I spent a year like this. One year later, on a rainy day, I developed a high fever and felt very uncomfortable. I don’t know why the doctor was late.

Thirst in the mouth and confusion. The hand unconsciously grabbed to the side of the bed, but did not catch her hand as usual. I couldn't help crying and said, "Mother, mother, I hurt so much, where are you."

I didn't get a response this time, I couldn't stand it and passed out. When I woke up again, I only saw my brother sitting by the bed, with tears in the corners of his eyes. He reached out his hand to wipe it, but he hugged him.

His voice was a little choked, and he was so hoarse that he felt uncomfortable: "It's great, it's great, Zier, you didn't leave."

"Zi'er is here, my brother is good~ Don't cry, don't cry. If Zier doesn't go, Zier won't go anywhere."

It was only later that I found out that my legs could no longer walk, and now I really can't go anywhere, and she and Aunt He are gone.

My brother said that they went to the sky and watched us all the time, so the person who would warm his hands will never come back, he will never hear her voice again, can't see It's time for her to dance.

Wu You watched the girl gently tell a story about "her", in fact, it was obvious that that "she" was Zhao Qingzi's biological mother Li Mingyue, and the consort was her father Zhao Cuo and now of Yongding Hou.

There is very little explanation in the original book, only a brushstroke. Wu You listened to this story and felt very uncomfortable in his heart. The kindness and grievances of the previous generation were passed on to the next generation.

"Wu You, do you think this woman is stupid? Obsessed with a fruitless relationship."

The girl's voice was calm, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with herself, but Wu You knew that she should be uncomfortable at this time.

"Stupid, how good it is to let go directly, the relationship cannot be forced; but the most stupid thing about her is that she abandoned her pair of children for a fruitless relationship."

Zhao Qingzi raised her head when she heard the words, Wu You looked at her: "Do you miss her very much?"

Zhao Qingzi hesitated and nodded slightly. Then he asked, "What would you do if you were her?"

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Zhao Qingzi's eyes flashed slightly, "If you were the concubine in my words, what would happen if someone forced you?"

Wu You did not perceive the tension in Zhao Qingzi's words, "Then I guess I will hate it... After all, I am a person who loves freedom and does not like coercion, ah! Unless I voluntarily be Coercion like this, haha."

Wen Yan Zhao Qingzi couldn't help grasping the handle of the wheelchair, closed his eyes, returned to his normal expression and said with a smile: "Yes."

Suddenly his hand was grabbed, Wu You blew lightly on Zhao Qingzi's hand and said with a smile: "There are still many people who care about you in this world, let him pass over first How can you see the future by clinging to the past.”

"You see your hands are frozen red, I'll give you a blow."

Listening to the girl's long-winded exhortation again, Zhao Qingzi raised the corners of her lips.

Yeah...it's over.