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MTL - Sick Wife-Chapter 105 , extra five
Feng Xin closed the gap.
Shang Congshu, who had been pretending to be asleep, couldn't help sitting up from the bed when he heard Feng Xin's remarks, stretched out his hand and hugged Snoopy next to him, staring blankly. Wind Xin.
She is still angry about Fengxin's confiscating her little train, she doesn't want to deal with Fengxin, and she can't pretend to sleep because of Fengxin.
After thinking for a long time, she couldn't come up with a reason, and asked bluntly: "Where are you going?"
Why send her to a medical facility?
In Shang Congshu's perception, this house was given to her by Feng Xin. She wanted to go out and get some air, but Feng Xin was always eager to bring her back.
Feng Xin couldn't speak, so she held Shang Congshu's hand and clenched it a little, "I don't know, I just want to prepare in advance."
In this way, she will not be really surprised. Shang Congshu will not be able to arrange it. She never imagined it before. Taking advantage of the opportunity now, it is better to plan more.
Otherwise she would always worry that one day after her death, Shang Congshu would wander the streets.
Shang Congshu obviously didn't like this answer, she patted Feng Xin's hand away, her eyes filled with anger, "I don't want to go!"
She is domineering as if this house is hers, she won't leave, don't be sent to a medical institution.
Shang Congshu rolled the quilt around Feng Xin and pushed, "You go."
Feng Xin was lying on his side, supporting his face with one hand, and put his hand on the back of Shang Congshu's hand. Hide the other hand too.
Feng Xin didn't force it, she put her hand on Shang Congshu's knee instead, "You really want me to go? You won't see me in the future, will you find me?"
Speaking of which, the dream was clear and clear, vague and vague, Feng Xin wondered if Cong Shu had looked for her after her death.
Feng Xin is afraid that she will find someone from Shu, and she will be sad if she can't find anyone, and she is also afraid that she will not find anyone from Shu.
She looked at Shang Congshu, waiting for something.
Shang Congshu's face sank, and he repeated, "Where are you going?"
Feng Xin sighed slightly, Congshu should miss her, even if she misses her, she will miss her...
Physiological retching.
Forget it, don't miss her.
Feng Xin lay flat on the bed, withdrew the hand on Shang Congshu's knee and put his back on his eyes.
The light in the room was blocked for a while, the vision was dim, and the skin of the arm was gradually hot and wet.
I don't know how long it took, the heat source came to Fengxin's ear, and it was Shang Congshu who asked cautiously, "Where do you want to go?"
Shang Congshu asked three times, and his voice became lighter each time.
"Sister." She called again.
Even if the thinking is different from ordinary people, Shang Congshu also found something and insisted on hearing the answer.
Feng Xin finally heard the call, she wrapped her arms around her, and took advantage of the opportunity to wrap Shang Congshu in her arms, "I don't want to go anywhere, I want to stay by your side, but you don't want me ."
I just chased her away.
Shang Cong Schumer was silent and turned his back to Feng Xin.
"Ignore me again? Huh?" Feng Xin kissed Shang Congshu's hair, and patiently coaxed Shang Congshu slowly, "Why are you so domineering? You will find me, if you don’t want to say anything, don’t say it, if you ask me where I’m going, if I don’t answer, you will get angry.”
Shang Congshu is not only domineering, but also has a big temper. She can do many things, but Feng Xin cannot.
For example, sleeping with Snoopy in her arms, it was obviously bought by Fengxin, and she could only be hugged by Shang Cong. , to break his belly and scare Feng Xin.
Shang Congshu was thinking, two little people were fighting in her head, making her dizzy.
She couldn't think of an answer, so she asked Feng Xin directly, "Where do you look like someone who wants to stay by my side?"
Although her eyes are blank, her tone has cooled down, and the heating in the room has no effect, and opening her mouth can make people fall into the ice cave.
She looked up at the window and couldn't see anything through the curtains, she still looked like that.
A twenty-four hours a day, a woman who only hurriedly came back at night to see if she was alive or dead, actually said that she wanted to stay by her side...
She didn't know why Fengxin suddenly changed, she gave her a new Snoopy, bought her toys, didn't slap her face when she didn't eat, and returned to twenty Years ago, when they were most in love.
So gentle, so gentle…
But she knows that these are all in the mirror, maybe someday the situation will change again, not going home all day, not knowing where to go, not knowing what to do.
“From Shu…”
Feng Xin hugged the person in her arms tightly, her lips pressed against Shang Congshu's auricle, and begged in pain, "I'm sorry, can you forgive me?"
Those remorse and guilt were tormenting Feng Xin deeply. She couldn't tell whether it was in a dream or in reality. Her bones and flesh were in purgatory on earth, burning her internal organs.
Feng Xin was very uncomfortable, mentally and psychologically collapsed, she hugged Shang Congshu and snuggled, "I want you to love me, take care of me, treat me as a lover..."
She hasn't cried for a long time. Ever since she and Shang Congshu tortured each other and became numb, she has no tears.
I don't know what happened today, her eyes couldn't control her tears, she didn't want to scare Cong Shu, she just closed her eyes and gently leaned on the back of Cong Shu's neck.
, the same method.
Shang Congshu is a mirror, what Feng Xin looks like, what Shang Congshu looks like, Feng Xin's face is ferocious, she will also become fierce and indifferent, and Feng Xin is gentle, so will she.
But Shang Congshu was ill, and the appearance of Feng Xin reflected by her will always be slower, and slowly, although it is too late, it will not disappear.