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MTL - The King of Special Warfare-v7 Chapter 570 : New Tianjiao (3)
The black robe can be the rain on the river.
Jiang Shangyu can also be a black robe.
From the moment the conversation between the two ended, Jiang Shangyu, who was in Xingguo, had already turned into a black robe.
And the black robe who had just entered Xingguo turned into Jiang Shangyu.
The former is sitting in the office of the Six Star Building.
The latter appeared in front of a small supermarket near the Six Star Building.
The straight-line distance between the two sides will not exceed three kilometers. Within this distance, the perception and thinking of the two are highly consistent, but even so, the black robe also doesn't know what Jiang Shangyu is going to do.
Because judging from the thoughts fed back by the other party, the other party's thinking is also full of doubts now, but it has a very certain meaning, some are inexplicable, some are elusive.
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The black robe took a sip of the coffee next to him, touched the rim of the cup, and remained silent.
In the perception, the other self is supporting the wall with both hands at this time, and then slowly leans his head against the wall.
He sat on the chair, and the next moment, he felt that his head also touched the wall, and then he tried harder, harder and harder.
The corner of Heipao's mouth twitched, he touched his forehead, and asked, "Did you come all the way to Xingguo to practice Iron Head Kung Fu?"
"Tsk..."
Jiang Shangyu straightened his body and touched his dusty hair: "It hurts a bit."
He stretched out his hand and slammed it against the wall, as if he was testing something.
"Um."
The black robe responded seriously: "Is this changing to iron sand palm?"
Jiang Shangyu started to kick the wall.
"Yo, shadowless feet?"
"Can you shut up?"
Jiang Shangyu was a little helpless.
"I didn't say anything."
There was a smile in the black robe's voice: "This is just my thought, I can have this kind of thought now, it shows that you think the same way yourself, tossing against the wall like a crazy person, throwing embarrassment to Xingguo. "
"Ah..."
Jiang Shangyu laughed, "It's really embarrassing."
"What exactly do you want?"
The black robe narrowed his eyes, and the light in his eyes flickered a bit obscurely: "I don't like your current state very much. I agree with what you said, we are one person...
But this situation of not being able to control myself, I have had enough. What is worse than this is that instead of being in control of myself, I am also controlled by you. Do you understand what I mean? "
Jiang Shangyu was silent for a while, then calmly replied: "I don't understand."
The black robe didn't speak for a while.
His meaning is actually very confusing, and even he himself doesn't understand what he is thinking.
No matter Jiang Shangyu or Heipao, they all have completely synchronized thinking, but when they are divided into two individuals, this seemingly unbelievable distrust has appeared many times.
In other words, they have spent their childhood in this environment of relative suspicion and absolute trust.
Everyone has more or less times of self-doubt, doubts that they can’t do something, doubts that they did something wrong, or doubts that they can’t be what kind of person...
This kind of mental state is very common, but this kind of doubt is aimed at oneself, it is doubt, not a complete denial, so such doubt means that there is no specific point.
But when there is really another self, a self who has no difference in appearance, figure, thinking, and behavior from oneself, such self-doubt is tantamount to having a clear direction, which means that doubts will be suppressed by instinct. expansion, but the content of suspicion will become relatively blurred.
This also caused the black robe to be uneasy and suspicious, but he couldn't explain what he meant at all, and he didn't know what he was doubting. But the more he didn't know, the more irritable and anxious he became, which could almost be said to be another form of self-doubt.
"Your worry is meaningless. I am you and you are me.
We are all people who like to control everything. The intermittent connection of thinking will indeed give us a sense of discomfort that things are beyond our control.
You don't like it, it annoys me too, but that's just a problem.
If there is a problem, just solve it.
Crazy self-doubt and self-denial are wrong and meaningless. Our thoughts are the same, and we only have one thought. That's it. Do we still need to worry about killing each other? "
Jiang Shangyu's voice rang in Heipao's heart.
Heipao was silent, he didn't know whether Jiang Shangyu said these words or thought of them himself, oh, no...
In a thinking situation, there is no difference between what he said and what he thought.
He shook his head vigorously, and said slowly, "This problem must be resolved."
"I'm working on it."
Jiang Shangyu smiled: "But we need your cooperation."
"How do you want to solve it?"
The black robe sneered: "Our thinking is connected now, I don't know any way to solve it, which means that you don't know either. "
"Well, I'm..."
Jiang Shangyu hesitated for a moment, then slammed his head against the wall: "Very actively looking for a solution."
"Grass!"
The black robe suddenly covered his forehead, grinning with Jiang Shangyu.
"This is what you do?! Inexplicably, you went to Xingguo to pretend to be crazy? Or this is not a fake, but you really need treatment. How about I recommend a doctor to you?"
He rubbed his forehead and the corners of his mouth twitched: "This is the feeling, shit, I know there is a problem, but there is no solution. Now we seem to be connected, but I have no idea what you are doing, you understand, When we were equally confused, I couldn't grasp the logic of your behavior at all."
Jiang Shangyu stopped hitting the wall, he thought for a while, and suddenly moved his fingers.
A small field was instantly formed between him, and then he continuously compressed it, forming a sword energy condensed by the field.
This sword energy quickly turned into a small dagger under his compression again.
Jiang Shangyu glanced at the dagger, held the dagger in one hand, and stabbed it directly into his forearm.
The black robe snorted, almost roaring: "Are you f/m crazy?!"
"Does it hurt?"
Jiang Shangyu asked calmly.
"What the **** are you talking about?!"
The black robe was full of resentment.
"It's okay to hurt, it really proves that we are one person, thinking, feeling, are completely the same, no one can deny this.
You feel pain because I stabbed myself, or I stabbed you. "
The corner of his mouth raised, and his voice was a little weird: "It's weird, isn't it? In the current situation, you and I, we are one person, we stabbed ourselves, but the knife is here..."
He laughed: "Where's your knife?"
Heipao was stunned.
"I want to find a magic weapon to fight against Tiannan's Xuanyuanfeng, if I am lucky enough to find it, and the magic weapon is in my hands, why don't you have it?
You can only feel what it's like to hold a magic weapon because we're one, but you just don't have a magic weapon, right? "
The black robe became quiet, and seemed to have completely forgotten the pain in his arm. He frowned and said, "What are you trying to say?"
"What I want to say is very simple. We are indeed one person, but we have certain characteristics of two people. To put it more bluntly, we are one person and have the ability to do the work of two people. From this point of view, You can be my clone, and I can be your clone.
Or, we are all just clones, the so-called noumenon is our thinking. "
"So what I have, you don't have."
"What the **** are you trying to say? Does that have anything to do with my inability to understand some of your behavior?"
The voice of the black robe was low.
"You still don't understand? It's not that you can't understand my behavior. Our understanding is the same. If you can't understand it, it proves that I don't understand it myself.
I'm doing things myself that I don't understand, so there's only one possibility...
instinct.
Not our instincts, but my instincts as an individual, this body.
My instinct tells me I have to be here now, I have to try something, I have to remember something.
We are indeed one person, but now we are two individuals. In this case, my instincts and my things, theoretically speaking, have nothing to do with you. "
"Can I understand that..."
The black robe said slowly: "Your instinct told you that you lost something, and then asked you to come to Xingguo to pretend to be crazy?"
"It should be." </p>
Jiang Shangyu responded calmly.
"Where's the logic?"
Jiang Shangyu asked: "There is no logic at all! We have never been to Xingguo before, what can you throw away?"
"Logic...no logic..."
Jiang Shangyu suddenly tightened his body, his eyes sparkled like never before: "No logic...chaos? No logic! No logic! Because, there is no need for logic..."
"brush!"
His whole body hit the wall in front of him directly.
The black robe subconsciously covered his face, but the next moment, he didn't feel the slightest resistance from his body.
In his perception, his eyes were hazy, but extremely clear.
Jiang Shangyu's figure disappeared directly into the wall.
No, this is not through the wall, his body seems to be completely integrated into the air, turning into the tiniest molecule.
"What's this?"
The black robe was a little dazed.
"I remembered..."
Jiang Shangyu's voice suddenly became extremely stable, with joy: "So it's like this..."
"How about it?"
Heipao was a little puzzled.
"That's it."
Jiang Shangyu smiled: "Let me tell you a story, the protagonist of this story is me.
I have a very important thing that I have been hiding tightly, and I want to wait for the time to come, and then take it out and sweep the world.
But one day I met a robber who was stronger than me. I couldn't beat him, and I couldn't stop him. I had no strength to resist. The robber stole my things and beat me until I lost some memory.
The robber took that item, but there were still some remnants. When I lost my memory, a thief came by my side and stole those remnants...
But now, I have retrieved some memories, and even found the thief..."
"So, you plan to catch the thief and get your stuff back?"
Heipao asked.
"Find the thief first, then the robber."
Jiang Shangyu squinted his eyes and spoke calmly.
The black robe was silent for a while: "What is that?"
"That's not the point."
Jiang Shangyu laughed: "Didn't you hear my story? That thing, or the robber, or the thief, they are not important.
The most important thing about this story, I told you in the first sentence.
I'm the main character, and that's what matters. "