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MTL - The King’s Return-Chapter 230 lay down
In the emergency department at night, the medical staff is busy dealing with patients, and there are many family members in the corridor walking anxiously back and forth, it is not convenient to talk in the hospital Qin Mo simply took Qiu Zongping out of the hospital and found a place to stop.
Under the illumination of the street lights, Qin Mo's face looked a bit cold, Qiu Zongping whispered: "Mo God, let's talk straight."
Qin Mo looked back at the youth in front of him and asked, "Do you know why when I retired, why did I give the deputy captain to you instead of Yuan Xi?"
Qiu Zongping thought for a while and said, "It's because Yuan Xi is unwilling to pass on your summoner's style of play. He has to take a violent offensive line and does not like to use pets to control his opponent ..."
Qin Mo said: "What else?"
Qiu Zongping was silent for a moment before he said: "And ... he had acted recklessly and was impulsive, and was not suitable for leading a team of style."
Qin Mo nodded and said, "You are right, Yuan Xi was young when he was in the training camp. He was very immature. With his own talent, he always wanted to prove that he was the most powerful call in the younger generation. Teacher. In order to prove himself, he always loves to oppose my suggestion. I taught him how to play. He didn't learn it honestly, but always insisted on his own way.
Qin Mo paused and said, "Instead, you listened to me at the time. I taught you the way of thinking and tactical consciousness. You quickly learned everything. Coupled with your calm personality and steady behavior, I told you After the Yan team weighed it, it was decided to give you the third captain of the team. "
Qiu Zongping said: "I know ..."
At the beginning, because Qin Mo left Qiu Zongping to take over, he always thought that his better Yuan Xi had been awkward for a while, and then waited for the next season to start. Due to the overall decline in style, Yuan Xi was not in the mood to talk with Qiu In the Zongping Cold War, the two, as a new generation of dual summoners, experienced a countless number of failures, and gradually worked out a suitable mode of cooperation, and the relationship improved.
Qin Modao said: "Yuan Xi's idea is very simple. He wants to prove himself, so he is not willing to learn my style of play, but to study a new set of ideas on his own. On the surface, he is indeed reckless and impulsive. But look back and think carefully, do you think there is something wrong with his approach? "
Qiu Zongping replied in a low voice: "There is nothing wrong with him. He has a fast hand speed and may take a violent output route, which may be more suitable for him."
Qin Mo spoke sharply: "Why don't you believe him?"
Qiu Zongping's back was slightly stiff, but he couldn't answer for a moment.
-Don't believe him?
Mo Shen really saw that today's game was indeed that he did not believe Yuan Xi's judgment at the critical moment, because his subconscious had already questioned Yuan Xi's state, thinking that Yuan Xi might act impulsively, so At the close of the game, he did not choose to cooperate with Yuan Xi, but adopted a defensive strategy more conservatively.
This is also the key reason for the Yunxiao trio to cooperate with the mess and eventually lose two games.
Qin Mo didn't answer when he saw him, and his tone couldn't help getting harsher: "Xiao Qiu, when we made you the captain, you could keep calm when you encounter anything, but you don't think that now you are completely Have you lost your calm? "
Qiu Zongping: "..."
Qin Mo said coldly: "Just because Yuan Xi likes you, you feel that Yuan Xi is emotional, will play games with emotions, and will make mistakes in judgment-what do you think of Yuan Xi? Full of thoughts about idiots in love? He is a professional player and has three years of game experience. Do you think he can't even understand this? "
Qiu Zongping: "..."
Qin Mo continued: "In the beginning, when you and Mo decided to make a water play, why did I agree so clearly? It is because I want to see if you can adjust your condition as soon as possible after the carnival. Xi's mistakes were so serious that he didn't even escape the control of Shen He. I knew at the time that you must have said something to Yuan Xi, so that he would lose heart during the game, as if he was sleepwalking. "
Qiu Zongping bowed his head and said, "I told him, I only treat him as a friend."
Qin Mo's face was even more ugly: "Then you might as well say nothing."
Qiu Zongping: "..."
Qin Mo frowned: "You really don't know Yuan Xi too, his head goes straight, thinking about things will not turn. If you reject him so politely, he will definitely feel that you are disgusting him and hate him, just drill into this In the dead end, the more he thinks about it, the more uncomfortable it is. Moreover, your approach has been proving this point-after the water friend match, Yuan Xi made a mistake on the Shen River, you immediately replaced him, right ?"
Qiu Zongping: "..."
Qin Mo said coldly, "You don't even understand the character of your teammates. Do you think you are doing this for his good? You are so wrong!"
Qiu Zongping: "..."
If you think about it carefully, Yun Xiao and Mo decided to play a water friend match at that time. Mo Ju decided that the twin stars have not been on. Shen He and Mu Ran are newcomers practicing. On Yun Xiao, Qiu Zongping let Yuan Xi On the court, after Yuan Xi made a mistake, Qiu Zongping immediately replaced him and never let him out again.
Qiu Zongping's idea is that Yuan Xi's state is not good, and he may be defeated on the opposite side, affecting his confidence. He feels that it is "considering each other" to let Yuan Xi rest. However, thinking from the standpoint of Yuan Xi In the first game, you made a mistake, and you wo n’t let it go later. Is the captain angry that he is playing abnormally, or is the captain displeasing him to shame Yunxiao?
Either don't let Yuan Xi go from the beginning of the first game and give new people a chance to practice. Or, after Yuan Xi's mistakes, he continued to let him play, and he himself played to win a game, so that Yuan Xi could regain confidence.
When he made a mistake, he sent him down the cold bench, and still just rejected him ...
No wonder Yuan Xi has been depressed for the next few days, because his own way of handling is too problematic.
Thinking of this, Qiu Zongping's palms couldn't help emitting a layer of cold sweat.
Mo Shen was rightly cursed. He was so self-righteous that he had never considered issues from Yuan Xi's standpoint. He always felt that he was good for Yuan Xi.
But what do you do next, is it really good for Yuan Xi?
Worried that he didn't adjust his mentality, so he deliberately opened Yun Xiao's strongest dual summoner combination and let him and Xue Wei take the new couple to fight?
Isn't this telling him "I don't believe you"?
In order to calm Yuan Xi, they deliberately opened up the double-calling combination. The two did not cooperate on the field for more than a month, and even in normal training. Today, when they encountered such a strong opponent as Mo Ju, they temporarily played together. Will cooperate with unfamiliarity, but at the critical moment, he did not believe Yuan Xi's judgment, decisively rejected Yuan Xi's proposal ...
How sad should Yuan Xi be?
If I changed to a grumpy player, maybe I would drop the keyboard on the spot.
I thought he was thinking for him, but in fact, every move he made deeply hurt him ...
If it wasn't for this time that the mood was too depressing and Yuan Xi, who usually didn't like drinking very much, how could he get drunk today?
Just torn Lin ’s collar and rushed to Lin ’s anger, but after asking the roots, Yuan Xi was the culprit of the accident today ... Is n’t it himself?
Qiu Zongping thought more and more remorse, anxious to go back in time and slap himself.
He is not a good captain. He just thinks that he is very calm, but in fact he is the least calm; he thinks that he is helping his teammates, but he actually pushes his teammates into the **** again and again.
Thinking of this, Qiu Zongping bowed his head in shame and said, "It's my fault ... I shouldn't believe him ... He is better than I thought. In fact, he made a mistake in the water friends match because he was just I refuse to feel sad, but then he has quickly adjusted back and usually has no problems with Xue Wei when they train ... "
Qiu Zongping's voice trembled slightly: "If I believe in him, I should continue to cooperate with him and bring out the lineup of dual summoners earlier, so that he can put down his knot more quickly and enter the state ... but I deliberately kept a distance from him, Instead, it made his knot more and more serious ... I really did something wrong ... "
In Qin Mo's memory, Qiu Zongping could maintain a calm expression on his face no matter what happened, and it was the first time he saw Qiu Zongping so low and regretful.
He sighed softly, and Qin Mo continued: "Your starting point is good, for the team, for him ... But, you have a sharp knife, it ’s less humane. If you think from his perspective, I don't think it will turn into such a bad situation now. "
Qin Mo paused and said quietly, "I know you haven't been easy these years, but Xiaoqiu, when we handed the captain to you, we didn't ask you to take the team to win the championship. Each team will There are peaks and troughs. The line-up during Master ’s captainship is not a grade at all, and you do n’t need to put too much pressure on yourself. When you travel, you always think about the end point, and you will ignore a lot of scenery along the road. You are like this In the state of mind, I only want results and wins and losses in my mind, so I will ignore the feelings of the people around me. "
Mo Shen really knows him, knows his pressure, and understands his thoughts ...
He really values the team's performance too much, and his style of work is always less human. He has been studying tactics and competitions all these years, and his mind has gradually become rigid. He no longer knows what it feels like to be a person, and what to like. do?
If you think about it, you seem to have become a game machine, but you have not paid much attention to the word "love" which is very important.
But the most important reason for a team to be invincible is not only the strength of the players, but also the family-like friendship between the teammates and the trust to be willing to deliver back.
Qiu Zongping took a deep breath, looked up at Qin Mo and said, "Mo God, I'm not a good captain ... let you down."
Qin Mo reached out and patted Qiu Zongping's shoulder: "I'm not disappointed, I just feel that you don't need to make yourself so hard."
Qiu Zongping nodded gently: "Well, I know."
Qin Mo turned around and said, "Go and see Yuan Xi, talk to him well."
***
Zhou Xuewei and Lin Ye pushed Yuan Xi into the ward, and Sang Jun and Chu Jianxin also came to help and lifted him to the bed to settle it.
Yuan Xi was a little drunk, and cast plaster on his left leg. He curiously looked at his suspended leg and said, "This pair of pants is so strange. Why is there only half?"
Everyone: "..."
Zhou Xuewei sat at the bed and fed him half a glass of water, and then said: "The first team, Yuan Xi always talked nonsense after getting drunk. He was drunk before and grabbed me and said to Lin Yi that I like you This kind of words, those who told Qiu team just now, it is estimated that he is unconscious, don't mind. "
She winked at Lin Ying, and Lin Ying immediately echoed: "Ah yes! Yeah, Yuan Xi has confessed everywhere after drunk, this bad habit has been for many years!"
After entering the room, Chu Jianxin was awkward and finally relieved. "It turned out so, hahaha, startled me, thinking he really ... like Qiu Zongping!"
Sang Jun ’s expression has not changed. Xue Wei ’s emotional quotient is very high. In this way, she helps Yuan Xi round the field, but she can only lie to Chu Jianxin, a heartless and dumb guy. Sang Jun cannot believe this reason, but he also Don't want to talk about it, and shift the topic: "Lin Ye, otherwise you will stay to take care of Yuan Xi tonight, after all, you caused it."
Lin Yan said quickly, "No problem! I stay and guard him."
Sang Jun reminded: "We are returning to Beijing at noon tomorrow, you remember to set the alarm clock and go directly to the airport."
As he was talking, a low voice suddenly sounded behind him: "No need, Lin Huan to go back with your captain. I will take care of Yuan Xi."
——It is Qiu Zongping and Qin Mo.
Mo Shen called the Qiu team out, and everyone could guess that this was training. Although Qiu Zongping is also the captain now, he is on an equal footing with Qin Moping. After all, Qin Mo has a mentorship with Qiu Zongping. Qin Mo wants to scold Qiu Zongping, and Qiu Zongping can only suffer.
But looking at their faces, both looked calm, as if nothing had happened.
Chu Jianxin continued to walk around and round the field: "Let Lin Yu stay vigil, Qiu team, you have been busy all day, so you might as well go back to rest."
Qiu Zongping said decisively: "No, I just have something to say with Yuan Xi, you all go back."
He said this, everyone is not good to fight with him, Chu Jianxin also shut up, stood behind Sang Jun and said, "Oh, Sang Sang, then we go back?"
Sang Jun nodded: "Well, go back ... What about Mo Shen and Han Shen? Would you like to be together?"
Xiao Han has been standing by the side watching the theater. When he heard Sang Jun mentioning himself, he said, "I listen to Xiao Mo."
Qin Mo thought for a while and said, "Let's go back, call two cars, Sang Vice Team, three of you, and Xiao Han and I will bring Xuewei by the way."
Everyone had no opinion. After saying goodbye to Qiu Zongping, they taxied back to the hotel.
After returning to the hotel, Chu Jianxin said, "Why do I feel wrong? Yuan Xi really drunk like Zhou Xuewei said, and confessed everywhere? But what he said to Qiu Zongping today is not a simple confession-I I did n’t mean to like you, do n’t you hate me, Qiu ... this line seems to be a reaction after the confession was rejected? ”
Sang Junwei smiled and said, "Your IQ is finally logged in again."
Chu Jianxin complained: "I just have a longer reflection arc."
Sang Jun thought that your reflection arc was not a little longer. It took an hour to come back to God. It was really slow and admirable.
Chu Jianxin's face was complicated: "So, Yuan Xi really likes Qiu Zongping? How can he like men and have such a heavy taste!"
Sang Jun: "..."
My taste is even heavier. I like men like you.
Sang Jun smiled helplessly and shifted the topic: "This car accident made me want to understand something."
Chu Jianxin came together and said, "Come on, what is it?"
Sang Jun said: "When Mo Mo retired, it should also be related to the car accident."
Chu Jianxin was shocked: "Ah?"
Sang Jun explained: "Car accident, hand injury, retirement. Returning to the league after three years of rehabilitation, this should be the experience of Moshen."
Chu Jianxin wondered: "How did you guess?"
Sang Jun said, "It's not a guess. It's a reasonable guess. Today, when the car accident was mentioned in the hospital, Qin Mo's face suddenly changed. Xiao Han immediately took his hand to comfort him. Moreover, Qin Mo asked doctor Yuan Xi's Whether the leg can recover, it seems that he knows the fracture well. Based on the situation when he retired, and when he returned to playing the swordsman to abandon the summoner, I can only draw the most likely conclusion. "
A new face worship: "Sang Sang, if you are not an e-sports player, you can write a reasoning novel!"
Sang Jun whispered: "Even if we knew that we would still keep it secret, because Mo God obviously didn't want to say it. He suffered a lot of grievances and could come back again. I really admire him."
Chu Jianxin said with emotion: "So, I suddenly felt that the two of us were actually the luckiest people in the One Step Alliance. We hadn't suffered much before, and we were hired by the big clubs from the beginning. We were guided by the predecessors of the Great God. I took the team to the new district and became the front and side team, because the players are very strong, and our pressure is not so great. "
Sang Jun smiled slightly and said, "The current experience is indeed lucky. What will happen later ... maybe."
——One day in the future, if you perceive that I like you, you may not think that it is a luck to join me in a new game.
Sang Jun didn't say much, turned to the bathroom, stood under the sprinkler and let the running water wash away the messy thoughts.
***
In the hospital ward, after everyone left, only Qiu Zongping and Yuan Xi remained.
Yuan Xi didn't speak, just looked at Qiu Zongping for a moment.
Qiu Zongping went to the bed and sat down, and gently touched his head, and said, "I'm sorry."
Strangely, when hearing Qiu Zongping's apology to himself, Yuan Xi's eyes suddenly became hot and looked at him with some grievances: "Do you really, don't like me at all?"
Qiu Zongping was silent for a moment and said, "I don't know."
Yuan Xi grabbed his hand and said seriously: "Qiu Zongping, I don't look good on you, I don't play well with you, and I don't have a calm personality, but ... I am sincere to you, I really like You ... I'm so uncomfortable, seeing you nervous and happy, and pretending to be indifferent ... Lin Ying said that my acting skills are not good ... Will you laugh at me? You must be laughing at me, think me You hate it? That ’s why you keep a distance from me ... ”
He was drunk and speechless, but he kept repeating that I like you, I like you ...
Listening to Yuan Xi's confusing confession, Qiu Zongping only felt that his heart was like a dense needle, and the slight tingling sensation made him feel sad.
Qiu Zongping gently touched his hands with some hands and asked softly, "I'm not good at all, how can you like me?"
Yuan Xi replied, "I don't know."
Such an answer made Qiu Zongping bewildered--don't know?
That's right, how can you make things clear? Yuan Xi doesn't know why he likes him, and he doesn't know how he feels about Yuan Xi. Is he purely a friend or is it more important than a friend?
Today, I received a text message from Lin Yun saying that the moment Yuan Xi was sent to the hospital, he even had the illusion that his heart stopped and immediately ordered Xuewei to take a taxi to the hospital without finishing his clothes. His mind was empty all the way ... … If something goes wrong with another player, will he be so excited?
Qiu Zongping didn't know.
As Moshen said, he only cares about the team's performance. He has neglected too many things these years, and he can't even understand his mood.
Yuan Xi said as if she was tired, she closed her eyes and fell asleep. She also dreamed of Qiu Zongping's name. Qiu Zongping sat next to him in a complicated mood and turned off the lights. The room seemed quieter. Through the light of the street lights outside the window, you can see Yuan Xi's face, some thick eyebrows, long eyelashes, and single eyelids. The nose is not so tall, and the mouth is a bit small. It is not a handsome look for a man. When he quarrels with his eyes widened, it is very similar to the villain face in a TV series. Kind of weird and cute.
Qiu Zongping sighed softly, took out his mobile phone to post Weibo, he typed a paragraph, felt that the expression was not accurate enough, and deleted and re-typed it. After repeated iterations several times, he finally confirmed and pressed Send: " Please don't blame Yuan Xi. It was my mistake in judgment and wrong command. Because I am the captain, it is not easy to bring the team over the years. Everyone is more tolerant and trustworthy, but what is wrong is wrong. I must review myself. We ca n’t let Yuan Xi help me bear my responsibilities. Yuan Xi is a very good player. I hope everyone encourages him, less prejudice and rebuke. Next, we will practice harder, and come up with Yun Xiao ’s strongest line of dual summoners. Don't let everyone down. "
After this Weibo was sent out, Sang Jun, Chu Jianxin, Han Mo and others forwarded it as soon as possible. When they turned around, the great gods of other teams who did not know the situation also followed it. Most of the netizens who follow the league ’s homepage were referred to this The news swipes the screen. Since Qiu team took the initiative to take responsibility, fans will naturally not scold Yuan Xi. Most savvy netizens also left a message saying that they are looking forward to double calling.
Qiu Zongping knew that this would not save him anything, but he couldn't let Yuan Xi be harmed by public opinion. It was originally his fault.
***
When Yuan Xi woke up the next morning, he found himself in the hospital with plaster cast on his leg, and Qiu Zongping was lying beside him.
Yuan Xi struggled to get up, Qiu Zongping was awakened and immediately came over to help him: "Are you awake?"
"Uh ... what's going on?" His memory was vague after he was drunk, but he still looked away a bit embarrassingly about Qiu Zongping's eyes.
"You had a car accident after getting drunk last night, and your left leg was broken. Lin Biao brought you to the hospital." Qiu Zongping explained in a low voice. "Rest assured, the injury is not serious, you can rest your leg for a while recovery."
"..." Yuan Xi looked stiff. "And ... what about Lin Ying?"
"I told him to go back, I was watching you." Qiu Zongping was silent for a moment before he said, "I'm sorry, Yuan Xi."
"Ah ... why did you apologize to me?" Yuan Xi said hurriedly. "Yes, it's my own drinking accident, it's not your business."
"I apologize because I should not believe you. In fact, you are excellent. You can distinguish between games and personal emotions. People who do not distinguish are me. I am too self-righteous ... you are the main force of the Yunxiao team. I should Believe you, it's right to cooperate with you. "Qiu Zongping said," I'm really sorry. "
"..." Yuan Xi's eyes were a little hot. In the face of such an apology, he didn't know what to say.
"Also, I didn't hate you." Qiu Zongping whispered, "Don't think about it, even if I can't respond to you emotionally, I won't dislike you or hate you. You have always been me very much Can you understand the admiring professional players? "
"I understand." Yuan Xi lowered her head, and then said softly, "I'm not the kind of person who can't afford and can't let go. Since you don't like me, then I don't have to worry about it. Fangcao, maybe I can meet a better person. "He looked out the window, holding back the sourness in his eyes, and said," Be assured, in the future, we are just good partners, and I will not entangle you again. "
Looking at the back of his head, listening to his stubborn words, remembering the picture that he repeatedly said "I like you" after being drunk last night ...
Qiu Zongping's heart seemed to be choked up with both hands.
He knew that Yuan Xi had deliberately found steps for each other, and wanted to temporarily expose this embarrassing situation, Qiu Zongping could only walk down his steps.
Yuan Xi deliberately calmly said: "I am now injured in my left leg and cannot play the game for the time being, which will cause you trouble."
Qiu Zongping whispered, "You just take a good rest. I will arrange the game."
Yuan Xi said "um" and didn't speak again.
It is uncomfortable to like someone but not get a response. And letting go of a relationship is more difficult than he thought.
There is a dilemma. For the team, he can only stubbornly say to let go ... But if he can put it down so easily, he won't really like it.
It doesn't matter, from now on, he will bury this kind of like secretly in his heart, he will improve his acting skills, cheated everyone, and finally cheated himself.