MTL - The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide-Chapter 30 I am the most romantic of the president.

Ming Chong was on the road at the time, waiting for the red light to squint at the phone, and saw the gentle smile on the screen that Ye Hao showed him for a long time, then... cold After a knife and a knife cut off his wrist, the blood rushed out of the madness, and at that moment, Ming Chong only felt that even the eyes seemed to be a **** sea!

He madly turned the steering wheel, patted the horn, regardless of the red light and traffic on the road ahead, turned the car back and opened!

On the way back, because it was too fast, it was divided into gods. I accidentally bumped into the stone pier on the side of the road and almost killed the car! However, Ming Chong did not care, and continued to go back. He only knew that he could not delay for a minute or two!

It’s all his fault...because he is afraid that Ye Hao will escape, so the door can only be opened by him alone. At this moment, he only has regrets in his heart!

Ming Chong spent a full half an hour before finally rushing home, and the ambulance that received the phone notification arrived at almost the same time.

He opened the door in an unstable way and rushed in. He saw Ye Hao fall into a pool of blood. His arm was a deep wound of five or six. The flesh was turned out, and the blood stained the carpet under him. His The face was pale without a trace of blood, tightly closed eyes, and the eyelashes were shallow shadows under the eyes.

Ming Chong felt a black hair in front of him. He shook his hands and hugged Ye Hao. He lowered his head and put it on his chest. He listened to the weak heartbeat... The doctor rushed over and rushed to Ye Hao for emergency hemostasis. Ye Hao was carried on a stretcher and sent an ambulance.

Ming Chong felt that his hands were empty, just like his heart was empty. He opened his own palm, his palms were full of blood, and that was the blood of Ye Xie...

You are like this... I don't want to stay with me.

Would rather die and leave?

Ming Chongzhen sat on the ground, looking at his own hands with disappointment. His ear was the harsh sound of the ambulance. There was a blood red in front of him, and his whole world seemed to be indulging in this.

But in the end...he struggled to stand up and followed the doctor to the ambulance.

He can't give up like this, he still has a lot to do.

Ye Hao lay on the stretcher, his arms were simply wrapped up, and his body was covered with a blanket.

Ming Chong held his hands together and reached his forehead. He suddenly did not dare to look up at what Ye Hao is now... He thought he could own this person with coercion. He thought he could control everything.

But he forgot a bit, he forgot that maybe Ye Yining would not want to stay with him if he died. If a person is not afraid of death, what are you afraid of? What can I leave behind?

Is it just to keep a body?

The ambulance soon arrived at the hospital. Ye Hao was promoted to the emergency room. Ming Chong was sitting outside, and his fingertips almost plunged into his palm. There was only one thought in his heart.

Still not coming? Still can't save you? Ye Hao... will you die?

If he is dead... what should I do?

No, it will not die!

After a while, the doctor finally came out. "Mr. Ming, the patient is no longer in danger."

This sentence made Ming Chong always mention the heart that had not been put down, and finally let go, he uttered a hoarse voice: "Thank you."

The doctor nodded: "It should be, you are welcome."

Ming Chong held the wall with his hand and slowly stood up. He was silent for a long time. It seemed that he had all the courage and he finally walked into the ward.

Ye Haoan slept quietly there, still not waking up.

Ming Chong stood by Ye Hao’s bed and looked at the man with a sly look. After a while he closed his eyes, as if the whole person’s vitality had been taken away.

If I knew that leaving you need to pay such a price, I would choose to let you go.

[叮, Ming Chong blackening value -10, current blackening value 15]

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[Ye Ye: Ah... How long have I slept? 】

[888: Soon, it’s only one day. 】

[Ye: I am in the hospital? 】

[888: Of course, where is the hospital? Is it in the morgue? 】

[Ye Wei: ...]

[Ye Wei: I said to you, don't talk to me like this! As a system, how do you have a little respect for your own host? You don't know how easy it is for me to be emotionally unstable and cause the task to fail? 】

[888: Oh, may I ask if the noble host pain mask is to be cancelled? 】

[Ye Wei: Brother, I am wrong QAQ]

[888: Why didn’t you have any problems in the morning? By the way, if you feel that your mood is unstable, take a deep breath and breathe. It is said that many hosts are useful. 】

[Ye Wei: ...]

Ye Hao took a deep breath of thirty breaths and finally felt that her mood was stable.

He slowly opened his eyes and saw Ming Chongfu at his bedside. Obviously he did not go back overnight and stayed here.

Ming Chong did not fall asleep at all, and woke up with a little movement. He looked up and revealed a pair of red-blooded eyes, and suddenly and Ye Hao looked at each other.

He was determined to see Ye Hao did not speak. In fact, there were a lot of words in his heart that he wanted to say, but when he looked at this person, he found that he could not say a word. They used to be as close as they were, but now they can only be relatively speechless.

Ye Hao looked at him calmly. After a while, he smiled, but he spoke first: "I said - you can't shut me."

Ming Chong’s eyes suddenly became red.

How can this person be ruthless and cruel to this point? He is actually clear in his heart. He knows that he is not willing to really hurt him. He is not willing to watch him die... knowing that he can force himself to let go.

Therefore, the choice of this way of decisiveness shows attitude.

But he can't blame him, because he made a mistake and could not be forgiven. He has not blamed his qualifications.

Ming Chong’s eyes are full of painful colors, and the voice is hoarse: "You can rest assured that I will not shut you down."

Ye took a look at him and said faintly: "That's good. If there is nothing else, I will take a rest. The business is too busy, so I don't have to stay with me here."

Ming Chong tightly licked his lips. Although Ye Hao did not have an overly vocal discourse from beginning to end, but if nothing was calm and alienated, it made him more painful and could hardly restrain himself.

But he has already made a mistake. This is the price of his mistake. He can't make the same mistake again.

So even if you are uncomfortable, you have to be patient and you can't be impulsive.

Ming Chong stood up: "You have a good rest, I will come back to you later."

Ye Hao’s voice is cold: “No need.”

This time, Ming Chong did not respond, and turned away directly. The tall back seems to be somewhat backward and exhausted.

He chose to give Ye Hao freedom, but it does not mean that he will let go.

Ye Hao saw that Chong had gone, and kept resting with his eyes closed. He lived in a senior ward, the service was very good, and Ming Chong specially hired a care worker for him, and said that the original injury was not heavy, but it did not feel how difficult it was.

After Ming Chong left, he went out and turned around and found that Ming Chong actually didn't look at him any more. He didn't even have a bodyguard.

[Ye Wei: This is unscientific. He doesn't look like he is going to let go. 】

[888: He didn't intend to let go, there are 6 people in the vicinity who are dressed up and look at you, including the caregiver who cares for you. 】

[Ye Wei: Oh! 】

This is normal. How can Ming Chong see it all at once? Things must have demons. It seems that he is only learning to be smart. Although he is not shutting him, he still quietly monitors his every move.

This way, he is within his line of sight, but it does not cause resentment. It can be said that it is very considerate!

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In the evening, Ming Chong really came over again. He did not care how indifferent Ye Hao was, and refused to leave in the ward. Ye Hao had no way to drive out Ming Chong. Anyway, Ming Chong would not do anything to him. He simply turned a blind eye.

Ming Chong also knows that Ye Hao does not want to talk to him, does not bother him, but comes over to accompany him when he is free, and when he is there, he always takes care of Ye Hao personally, and it is a pleasure to pour water for him.

After a few days, Ye Hao finally couldn’t help but say: "What do you mean by this?"

The depths of Ming Chong's black scorpion are repressed feelings. He said: "I just want to stay with you."

I certainly know what you are doing, I am asking you what this means! Obviously, the one who doesn't believe me, wants to avenge me is you, and now suddenly looks like a deep regret... Are you trying to shake me?

Ye Hao looked at you deeply: "But I don't need you to do this, we are over."

Ming Chong face pain, he whispered: "I know you will not forgive me ... but please give me a chance to make up."

Ye Hao looked at him for a while, spit out a sigh of relief, and smiled lightly: "How many times do you want me to understand before we can understand that we have not returned. Since you misunderstood, you are not going to keep shutting me, you should Let this thing pass."

Ming Chong looked painful, and at this time he heard Ye Hao said: "And you have a saying that is wrong, I can forgive you."

Ming Chongyi, his eyes suddenly revealed an unbelievable joy, "You-"

I licked my lips and said: "I forgive you, so let's go."

From then on, I walked to the side of the road, but it was just a stranger. It is necessary to spend all my life to hate and read.

To hate a person is actually a very laborious thing.

Ming Chong's face suddenly had no blood, and the trace of joy also disappeared instantly... He looked at Ye Xie's eyes and understood what he meant, but he suddenly felt that he did not understand.

He suddenly preferred that Ye Hao would not forgive him.

If you don’t want to hate even hate, what is it in his heart?

Ming Chong’s smile was very bitter. After a while, he only spit out three words: “I’m sorry.”

Except this, I don't know what else to say to you.

In the past few years, Ming Chong has tried many times to climb up. He has encountered many difficulties and hindered the calculation of the frame. It has never been as powerless as it is now, because even if he has thousands of means, he can’t recover a heart that has already left. .

Even if you put your heart out, this person may not be dismissive.

But... I can't leave you.

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Ming Chong does not restrict any action of Ye Hao, but he always appears around Ye Hao, everywhere.

Ye Xie's character is gentle and acting reasonably. He almost never looks at people, and he will not be noisy in the public. Although he is not happy with such a rotten behavior, there is no way.

Ming Chong is eating the character of Ding Ye, knowing that he will not drive himself like a shrewd woman, and will stay with him in this way.

Although Ye Hao never gave him a good look, but now he can still look at him at least, Ming Chong is already satisfied.

In order to accompany Ye Hao, he did not even rush back to his family’s birthday banquet. Instead, he entrusted his men to send a gift, which was the first time for him. After all, he can stand firm in the Ming family. He is a good old man. These years have been very respectful and do not leak. This move has made many people in Mingjia think about it. What is the reason for Ming Chong, even so important Can't get back?

A few days later, Ye Hao felt that he had recovered.

[Ye Ye: I can be discharged from the hospital. To tell the truth, the hospital is very boring. 】

[888: I thought you were happy, huh, huh. 】

[Ye Wei: ...]

[Ye Wei: Cough, this is not important, the important thing is that you can do the next step! It doesn't make sense for the hospital to continue living. 】

[888 tone indifference: Oh, you have the next step. 】

[Ye Ye: Of course I have it, even the lines are back! Some words, before he said that he could not listen to it, he only felt that I was a sophistry lie, but now it is just right, just let him know that I have always loved him and thought for him, I can definitely reduce the value. 】

[888: Oh. 】

Ming Chong was very busy these days, because some people had brought some of his things to the old, so he had to go home and cope. But even if I am not here, I always pay attention to the news of Ye Hao. It is not long before I heard that Ye Hao was discharged.

Ming Chong arranged the things at home, and he rushed back from the plane without stopping. There was no rest for two days and two nights.

When Ming Chong just got off the plane, he asked his men: "Where is he now?"

The man immediately sent the address to Ming Chong.

Ming Chong glanced at the address sent to him by his hand, his face suddenly changed, even the clothes were too late to change, the dusty servant got on the bus, Shen Sheng ordered: "I will pass immediately."

There was no one on the road at night, very quiet and not congested, so Ming Chong did not spend much time to reach the destination.

Ming Chong looked up at the familiar building in front, and the residents of the building had some lights on the floor, and they didn’t need to work hard. He saw his home at a glance.

This is his home, but he has not returned for a long time.

Since he and Ye Hao established a relationship, he moved to Ye Hao’s home, where it was vacant, and then they broke up on the day... He went back to this lonely and lonely home and found that he had lost nothing.

He simply left and left, but he was only planning to leave this heartbreaking place for the time being, but he did not want to enter the Ming family, and then did not come back in five years.

Even if he returned to the city this time, he did not expect to come back. Anyway, it was just a cold empty house. It doesn't make sense to return.

But why did Ye Hao come here? Ming Chong's eyes are complicated, and his heart is full of doubts... He paused and slowly stepped onto the steps and went up.

The door at home is just a cover, and it is opened with a push.

The house is not big, the living room is connected to the restaurant, but it is only a few dozen places. Everything has changed nothing before, just like the way he left before...

But this is not normal. In places where no one has lived for five years, it should be full of dust, with a musty smell, and a deadly one...not the present, clean and warm, as if someone has been living here to take care of it.

It’s like someone is waiting for him to come back.

Ming Chong lost a moment, and he stood there, watching the dim light coming from the balcony, and suddenly there was a feeling of fear.

The fear that the truth was so close to him, but he turned a blind eye.

Five years... It’s clear that he only needs to come back and look at it... maybe he will get a completely different answer.

Ming Chong stood there for a few minutes before he lifted his footsteps again.

Ye Hao was sitting on the bamboo chair on the balcony, in front of a pot of tea, he heard the footsteps turned around, there was no accident in the dark eyes, only it was. Gently open: "You are here."

Ming Chong’s hand was tight, his voice was low, with some undetectable vibrato. “You know I will come over.”

Ye Hao leaned back and said: "Yeah, you let me follow me, aren't you?" He turned his head slightly, his face showing a helpless smile: "You are still the same as before."

Ming Chong heart sullen, he knows what Ye Hao said, he said that five years ago.

That time I also followed him. At that time, Ye Hao was very upset, blaming himself for tracking him... Now it’s normal to think about it, getting angry? Because he feels that he does not trust him.

He didn't betray himself, and he had such a terrible thing, and it was so sad to go home and face the suspicion of the loved one.

But I did not understand this until today.

Ye Hao picked up the teacup and sighed: "I didn't think you would leave like that. After you left... I always come over from time to time, thinking about when you might be back. In case. You are back, I have a lot to say to you."

"I am not afraid of others discovering your relationship with me. At the time you were in my company, if you were found to be in love with your boss, do you think others will criticize me more, or do you deny more?"

Ming Chong's face changed and he did not speak with his lips.

Ye Hao looked at him deeply. "I know that you don't care how others see you. You just want to be with me, but I don't want to see you being questioned. I hope I can get everything ready." After that, we will announce our relationship to others. At least when I am with you, I seriously consider our future, but I have not had time to tell you."

Ming Chong remembered what he had done to Ye Hao in the conference room. When he said it, the feelings of regret and pain in his heart came over.

He suddenly felt that he had no face to face this person. He clearly believed that Ye Hao had been thinking about him, but he did not understand how to understand. He would only think about his own problems and use his true heart as a play.

Wang Heng said yes, he was just an immature and childish boy. No wonder he didn't put him in his eyes.

And now that he is finally strong, he still can't see the truth.

The most ridiculous person is actually he is right.

[叮, Ming Chong blackening value -5, current blackening value 10]

Ye Haomo licked the teacup in his hand and lowered his eyes slightly. "If I knew that you would mind, I wouldn’t hide it at the time... but the last thing I regret is not this, but - you Before I left, I said the two sentences to you."

Ming Chong’s eyes were slightly red, and he said with a dumb voice: “I don’t mind.”

Ye Hao shook his head, slowly and clearly said: "But I mind.

These five years... I always think of the scene when you left, remembering that before you left, what I said to you was such a ruthless word, regretting the pain has been tormenting me. No matter what happened at the time, I should not say that to you like that. The unintentional words are the most hurtful. If you say it, it is the water that is poured out. If you hurt someone, you will hurt someone. Even if you heal again, you will have scars. ”

"And there are some things, not your own fault, I am also wrong, I am making you feel insecure."

Ming Chong felt that his throat was a little stiff and could not speak. In fact, those two sentences are just Ye Hao’s words... You shouldn’t be serious, but what did you say?

It is a hundred times more than a hundred times.

And those words, but can not be recovered... It is not Ye Hao, but he is the one who blames himself.

Ye Xiaowei smiled and smiled: "Do you know? I believe that you still love me."

Ming Chongzhen looked at him. The next moment, he saw Ye Hao slowly pour the water in his hand to the ground, looking at him with calm and waveless eyes, slightly opening his lips: "Just, it is difficult to cover the water, it is difficult to break the mirror." It’s round."

The water splashed in front of Ming Chong, and he only felt that the blood in his body seemed to be cool.

At this moment, he finally understood that the most powerless thing in the world is probably not a misunderstanding, not a miss, but when all the truth is clear, when you want to turn back, you find that the way back has long since disappeared.

The author has something to say: 888: My host is talking nonsense every day :)