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MTL - True Star-v4 Chapter 6 — Let go
"Let me hug you for a while ..." Lu Tianchen murmured, "You don't know how much I miss you since these days, watching you be happy every day, I can't help but think I'm in you Is there nothing in my heart?
"Don't say that, what do you want me to be like? Tang Feng slowly left Lu Tianchen's arms, and gradually opened the distance between each other in the sight of the injured party, like some abandoned dogs.
"Should I frown every day, lamenting why I had proposed such absurd and ridiculous conditions that I was too greedy to lose both of you at the same time, leaving me alone?" Tang Feng shook his head, "You The person who knows me best should know that I will not regret the decisions I make.
Lu Tianchen sighed softly. He can see this man every day, and he keeps asking himself every day, why can't he put down Tang Feng? It's not two days a day, it's been so long.
Tang Feng put forward the conditions decisively, and after they made the choice, they went the next way without any hesitation and regret.
where are they? Tang Feng was right, the current choice is not in his own hands, but in the hands of Lu Tianchen and Charles.
Therefore, what Tang Feng needs now is only an answer, an answer, instead of pushing the question back to himself.
This problem will have to be solved sooner or later. Instead of breaking up the wire, there is no result. It is better to come to the knife quickly, although it hurts, but it is just a while of work, and it does not have to continue to hurt.
"Everyone is not childish, Charles I can understand that he was originally that prank character, but I think you should not.
"Tang Feng said.
"You can't put him down and you don't want to lose me.
With a bitter smile, the man said, "I just stick to my choice.
"" Charles has given up.
"You gave up, didn't you?" "Tang Feng sighed.
"I know that I am a bit selfish, but people are selfish, I love you, I really love you, love is selfish, and I don't want to give you to anyone, or share it with anyone.
Lu Tianchen turned and sat on the sofa.
It seems that there is no way to play tennis today, Tang Feng sat on the ground opposite to Lu Tianchen.
"Drink something?" Tang Feng asked.
"I'm really immature compared to you.
"Lu Tianchen smiled helplessly," Coffee.
"You are so lucky. I just bought the coffee beans yesterday and roasted them fresh.
"Standing up, Tang Feng went to the coffee machine and threw some fresh coffee beans into the grinder. After turning on the switch, the grinder was buzzing and turned on. All of a sudden the grinder was in the room. Noisy sound.
Boil the hot water, pour the ground coffee powder into the French pressure pot, and then pour the hot water. Stir it gently with a wooden stick. A strong coffee aroma quickly overflows the entire room.
"Is it possible that you are only with me?" Yoyo said, Lu Tianchen.
"Add milk or sugar or both?" Tang Feng asked, pouring the filtered coffee into two cups.
"No need to.
"" It's a bit bitter.
"He gave Lu Tianchen the cup that was not filled with evaporated milk. Tang Feng took a deep breath of coffee and said slowly," This issue has little value to discuss.
"Why don't you look at me?" "Tang Feng slowly looked up at Lu Tianchen:" Tianchen, let's stop discussing this issue.
""Do you love me? "The opposite young man asked a more direct question," Have you ever loved it, whether it was before or now, or at some point in the past? " The fingers holding the coffee cup tightened slightly, Tang Feng nodded: "I've loved.
This is the first time that Tang Feng has truly and positively told others his own feelings. Perhaps Charles also wanted to ask this question, but often they lacked a kind of self-confidence, fearing that the answer they got was not what they wanted. .
No matter whether you can get Tang Feng's approval today, at least now I have heard the answer from the other side. Lu Tianchen is already satisfied. Bi Jing has done something terrible to Tang Feng. Why must he be with Charles today? It was also the bane he planted.
If he did not acquiesce that agent to bring Tang Feng to Charles, if Tang Feng had never met Charles, and if he could later come forward to lift the one-month period between Charles and Tang Feng, perhaps the situation would be completely different now.
Where is there so much if? Now Tang Feng, even if he loves, this love will not belong to him alone.
Lu Tianchen reached out and held Tang Feng's hand: "Thank you.
"Don't do this. How can you say thank you for this kind of thing?" Tang Feng held Lu Tianchen with his backhand, but gently opened the opponent's hand.
"You are the first ... to love me.
"Not reluctantly, Lu Tianchen slowly sat back to his seat, slowly raised the coffee cup and slowly drank the bitter black liquid under the attention of Tang Feng.
Time seemed to stagnate at this moment, and the sunlight of the early spring sprinkled on Lu Tianchen's body and made the man's skin pale, as if he had not walked in the sun for a long time.
"Tianchen, I ..." Tang Feng didn't have time to say anything.
After Lu Tianchen drank the coffee and put the cup on the table, he calmly threw out a sentence: "I quit and promise not to disturb you and Charles.
"There are some things that Tang Feng can't predict. He thought about many answers and results, but what Lu Tianchen said now is definitely not what he imagined.
Suddenly coffee fell into his stomach and it was not so warm. He felt a bit uncomfortable in his stomach as if he had touched a certain part, and his stomach was sour even with the raging stomach acid.
Lu Tianchen said that he would withdraw and give up.
Tang Feng has always believed that Lu Tianchen is the person who knows him best. The person who knows him best now says he wants to give up.
Isn't such a result what he should have imagined? I ca n’t accept it when I share it with others, so I just leave, but why is it so uncomfortable? Tang Feng, Tang Feng, you really are selfish.
With a bitter smile in his heart, Tang Feng pursed his lips slightly and asked softly, "Already decided?" "I will not regret the decision I made."
"I don't know if I don't want to give Tang Feng any reaction time. Lu Tianchen quickly stood up and said," If you have something, you must be busy first. I will leave the company for a while starting from tomorrow. There will be a new coach to replace my position to teach you. Moves.
I go first.
"Lu Tianchen ..." Tang Feng stood up, but the man had already strode away.
Some came suddenly, some were unsuspecting.
Sitting slowly, Tang Feng sighed, looked at his hands and said to himself: "Tang Feng, Tang Feng, your own decision, your own choice, now do you regret it?" Lu Tianchen If I leave like this, tomorrow ’s course coach will also be replaced. Perhaps the other party just does n’t want to see themselves.
They have already done this in Bi Jing, and it seems embarrassing to meet again.
Drinking the remaining coffee in the cup, Tang Feng tried to make himself ignore the sourness in the stomach, knowing that sometimes he had to hurt, but he didn't expect it to hurt.
It is love to love one person, so is it even more love to love two people? This problem sometimes makes Tang Feng a little scared. He is not a greedy person, but why can't this relationship be controlled? Perhaps the emotions that can be controlled are not emotions.
Leaving ... Even if you leave ... "Hey, everyone is gone, are you still in a daze?" The voice of the young man came from the door, and the little devil in a sports suit leaned against the door holding his hands. He looked at Tang Feng and shook his head, "Well, it's so rare, I can still see you like this lost pair.
"You're leaving too?" "Tang Feng quickly recovered. This will inevitably make the little devil uncomfortable. Are the actors so good at hiding their emotions?
I looked a little sad earlier, but now I suddenly changed my face.
Obviously I'm not happy anymore, why do I always cover up my feelings so well? The little devil looked at Tang Feng unclearly: "Since you love him, why don't you stay with him? Hey, forget it, I don't understand your feelings ..." When I walked in, the little devil seemed low. He murmured: "It's better not to be together ..." "What did you say?" Tang Feng didn't understand.
"It's nothing, anyway, Mr. Lu has given up. Don't have any regrets or uncomfortable things. He hopes you can live a better life.
"It's the same as saying, the little devil walked into the room dry, and his voice came from inside," Although the boss has left, I will live forever! "I added at the end:" Even if you are with Charles, I will go there! " "