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My Stepbrother Wants Me-Chapter 110: Not So Cold
Julianโs POV ๐๐๐ฎ๐๐๐๐๐ท๐๐ฟ๐๐ต.๐๐๐
The door clicked shut, the sound of the lock sliding into place. I stood in the center of the rug, my chest heaving, my mind a frantic blur of adrenaline and terror. Catherine was in the bathroom now and I was standing here in a room that smelled like a distillery and a sin.
I swept my gaze across the floor, spotting my discarded shirt. I yanked it on, fumbling with the buttons as I kicked the empty bourbon bottle under the edge of the bed. I barely had time to rake a hand through my hair before the knock came again.
"Julian?"
I didnโt have a choice. I sat on the edge of the bed, trying to look like a man who was falling apart, which wasnโt exactly a lie. "Come in," I called out, my voice raspy.
The door creaked open, and Lisa stepped inside. The moment she crossed the threshold, her nose crinkled.
"Oh, Julian," she whispered, her eyes sweeping the room until they landed on the half-empty glass on my nightstand. "Youโre drinking because of what happened earlier, arenโt you? Because of the things Richard said."
I let out a slow, heavy breath, leaning my elbows on my knees. It was the perfect cover. "Itโs been a long day, Lisa."
She walked over to me, her footsteps soft. I used to hate her for being here but as she stood over me now, I didnโt see an intruder, maybe because sheโs Catherineโs mom.
"I came to check on you," she said, her voice thick with a warmth that caught me off guard. "I couldnโt stay without checking on you knowing how he spoke to you. I... I wanted to apologize on his behalf, Julian. You have to know he didnโt mean those things. He was just so angry about the scandal, so stressed about the campaign. He loves you, heโs just... he has a terrible temper when heโs pushed."
I stared at the floor, while a bitter and hollow laugh threatened to let itself out of my mouth. A temper. She had no idea. She thought Richard was just a man who yelled too loud when he was stressed. She has no idea. She was married to a monster, and she was still trying to polish his image for his son.
"You donโt need to apologize for him, Lisa," I said, looking up at her. I realized then that I didnโt resent her anymore. I pitied her. She was kind, genuinely concerned for a boy who wasnโt hers. "You didnโt do anything wrong. Iโve lived with his โtemperโ my whole life. I understand him better than anyone."
She reached out, her hand hovering before she tentatively placed it on my shoulder. It was a gentle, nurturing touch, something I hadnโt felt in this house since I was a child.
"Youโre a good man, Julian," she whispered. "A better man than you give yourself credit for. I know Iโm not your mother, and I would never try to take her place... but I do care about you. Very much. Youโre like a son to me."
I froze. The word son felt heavy. I looked at her, seeing the genuine worry in her eyes, and the icy wall Iโd built around myself for years cracked just a little more.
"Thank you, Lisa," I said, and for the first time, I meant it.
"Can I... can I have a hug?" she asked, her voice small, almost shy.
I hesitated. Every instinct I had was to recoil, to maintain the distance that kept me safe but the vulnerability in her face was too much to ignore. I stood up and let her wrap her arms around me. She was so much shorter than me, so fragile. She squeezed me tight, a motherly embrace.
When she finally pulled away, she looked a little stronger. "Try to drink more, okay? Else you might end up with a migraine."
She turned to leave, and as she reached the door, I found myself speaking before I could stop myself. "Lisa?"
She stopped, looking back. "Yes?"
"Thank you."
She gave me a bright, watery smile and nodded, finally closing the door behind her.
I stood there for a beat, staring at the door, feeling a strange mixture of warmth and absolute dread. Around that moment, the bathroom door pushed open.
Catherine stepped out, clutching her bundle of clothes. Her lips were spread into a wide smile, her eyes bright with relief and something that looked like pride.
"Wow," she said, walking toward me. "Look at you. Thank you for not being your usual โcold and meanโ self to my mother. That was actually... really sweet, Julian."
I felt my face heat up, and I quickly turned to grab the bourbon bottle from under the bed to hide the flush. "Itโs only because sheโs your mother, Wildcat. Donโt get used to it."
Catherine let out a little snort, giving me an โelderly womanโ lookโthe kind of knowing, patronizing expression that told me she didnโt believe a word of my "cold guy" act. "Sure, Julian. Whatever helps you sleep at night."
She started pulling her shirt back on, with quick and efficient moves. I watched her, the memory of her licking my lip and the heat of her body on the table rushing back with a hunger for more.
"Why are you putting those back on?" I asked, stepping toward her. I reached out, my hand grazing her waist. "Stay. Sheโs gone. We have the rest of the night."
Catherine stopped, her hand on the button of her shorts. She looked up at me, and for a second, I saw the same desire I felt. But then she shook her head, that playful but firm look returning to her face.
"Are you crazy? We almost got caught, Julian! My heart is still in my throat," she said, pointing a finger at me. "If she had walked into that bathroom, weโd be dead. Or worse."
"I could talk you out of leaving," I murmured, leaning in closer, my voice dropping into that low growl that I knew got to her. "I have a few ideas."
Catherine didnโt back down. She placed a hand on my chest, holding me at bay, though her fingers lingered on the fabric of my shirt.
"No. Not right now. I need to get back before she decides to check my room next."
She saw the disappointment on my face and softened. She reached up, tapping the tip of my nose with her index finger. "But... I promise you, weโll find time tonight. Somewhere safer. Okay?"
I sighed, but I couldnโt help the small smile that tugged at my lips. "Fine. Tonight."
"Good boy," she teased.
"You better be early or my little man might die from too much standing and no entry."
Realizing my word play, she looked at me with wide eyes filled with amusement and shook her head. "You are crazy."
"Thank you."
She let out a small laugh and walked to the door, pressing her ear against the door for a moment. Then, she cracked it open, peaking her head out to make sure the hallway was empty. Satisfied, she turned back, blew me a quick kiss, and slipped out.
I stood in the center of the room, the scent of her and the bourbon hanging in the air. I let out a low, breathy chuckle, shaking my head as I looked at the spot where sheโd been standing.
I was in deep. I knew it. I felt like a man who finally had something worth fighting for.







